Coming to terms being a hole for anyone

[NWnoloadrefused]

Hey, I'm new here... 31, 5'9, 160, bottom, 7c. Been in a relationship for 6 years and slipped up a couple times. But truth is ive been craving it from everyone lately and think i want to start getting file by anyone while I'm with the bf still.

Edited December 11, 2025 by NWnoloadrefused
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[hungry_hole]

21 hours ago, NWnoloadrefused said:

...ive been craving it from everyone lately and think i want to start getting file by anyone...

It helps that you are fairly young. Are you in a large city with saunas or cruising parks?

[edward21uk]

21 hours ago, NWnoloadrefused said:

Hey, I'm new here... 31, 5'9, 160, bottom, 7c. Been in a relationship for 6 years and slipped up a couple times. But truth is ive been craving it from everyone lately and think i want to start getting file by anyone while I'm with the bf still.

That admission of wanting to be filled by anyone is honest and brave and you should embrace it. Never regret anything in life. Be the cumdump you need. well done.

[Guest Ronnie]

44 minutes ago, hungry_hole said:

It helps that you are fairly young. Are you in a large city with saunas or cruising parks?

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[Hole4u]

A little over 30 years ago, I made the decision to let  anyone who wanted to fuck me, to do so. And it was 20 ago that I embraced bareback sex and within weeks after that, started to  let guys cum in me. 
 

I’m still hiv neg as of 11/17/25. I did end up with neurosyphilis which gave me some vision problems, now mostly resolved, but if I had to do again, I would. The only difference is I would have tested more.  
 

Once you start, you’ll know soon enough if this your place to be in life. Never have regrets. For me, it’s been the right choice. The only regret is I’ll be stopping soon as I’m in my late 50s and figured I’ll have stopped by 60-62. 

[vers46]

Why stop when you are 60? There are plenty of guys out there happy to load up a 60 yr old. Keep going!

[NWUSHorny]

I'm 56 and certainly have no intention of stopping at 60. I'm going to keep doing it for as long as I possibly can.

[Labtmguy]

I got a late start, but for the last 10 years I have been going strong and have no plans on backing down, my hole is there for everyone's pleasure, and completely admit I am a cumdump!  

[yoursinmine]

I'm young, got started young, and will not stop. Hundreds of loads later, still need it

[Japbtm]

It’s just not letting everyone cum in you, it’s random -anon - assup being a machine for each guy to unload in one after another. It’s it’s not the quantity but the timing, continuous train for the next load and next load. That’s the drive. And when randoms become regulars that’s awesome but there will always be that scratch to hunt  for next top to breed you. 

[Satyr99]

I'm late 60's and getting and giving more loads than ever. Just wish I'd started 20 years earlier

[BruxoCub]

Just turned 40 and realized my hole has been underutilized throughout my 30s.

By 50 I hope I can look back at this next decade as the hole I was meant to be.

[BREEDmeRAW]

Being a Cumdump for anyone takes time, effort and commitment to your goal.

Many fantasies but not all willing to bend over for just anyone. 

You may want to consider your lifestyle, relationship and goals for your life. If you have slipped up before and now on this site, we know the answer. Do you?

Do you want a relationship with just one man? What does he want? Do you live together and can you support yourself? Career, kids, city/location, family and friends are to be considered.

If you are in a monogamous relationship-- this site is not for you. If your family time is with a partner or friends, how will you feel if you get a text from a guy looking to unload? Will you drop your friends to be USED as a Cumdump? Ignore the text and stay with friends/family or make an excuse to cut out and return later?

I began as a "straight/bisexual" guy because of upbringing and thought I would have a wife and kids. Plans changed.

I would drive 30 minutes away to an Adult Bookstore and rent VHS porn. Yes, I am that old. 59 Bareback Bottom and I will keep taking loads for the rest of my life. I have no plans to quit.

Rented straight porn but my focus was on the guy, not the girl. I messed around in high-school with a couple buddies.  Then I rented a bisexual movie and was more interested in the Men than females.

When I knew I was gay and only into Men, I found a slightly older gay man and moved into his house. No more sneaking around. He was a Dominate Top into rope/blindfolds and spanking. Not my scene which is why we were friends and not lovers.

No smart phones, text or talk only. House phone was general purposes, but text phone was simply for sex. My outgoing voicemail was Direct. Standard message "I am a gay white man looking for Men for good time." Leave a msg if interested.

6 months later, a guy I was dating took me to our local bathhouse. 3 months later I worked at the bathhouse. It not only gave me more options with new Men that I had never considered. 2 years working Saturday/Sunday evenings 4pm to midnight every week. It was not a high paying, demanding job, but extra income and a perk of a FREE locker or room if available at ANY CLUB in the chain. This meant road trip and having sex with Strangers. 

Traveling for sex was fun. Usually alone so I could play when I want and drive to another city to meet new Men. I had gone to a few arcades over time and would look for guys I was interested. During this time I started backing my ass up to a gloryhole with no idea who was on the other side. I realized that every Cock feels different as does every ass, and I wanted to feel every different dick. 

I rarely used condoms through College, stopped all condom use in 1995. If you want to use condoms, that is fine, but you will need to find another ass to fuck. If a guy asked about condoms, simple response:  NEVER!! It threw some guys off, but if he wanted to fuck ... it was Bareback Required. I wanted his load in my ass. 

I had several penpals in smaller cities. One penpal, Shawn would meet in Chicago several times a year. He was primarily a Top but did get fucked from time to time.

We set up a system as I would drive to Chicago, count # cop cars and that was minimum # loads in my ass. I could suck Cock and swallow loads, but not counted to my goal. If we were at a bathhouse and I didn't have the minimum # of loads, we renewed for another session.

We went to 3 bathhouses and 2 bookstores for Anonymous Loads from Strangers. I became a DNA Load Collecting Cumdump. Then in May 1998 we were in Chicago for Memorial Weekend, It was also IML = International Mister Leather weekend. We didn't get a hotel room, just stayed at 3 different bathhouses. Load count drastically change. I had turn 32 that year and Shawn told me I would be taking minimum 32 loads up my ass. We walked into the changing area with lockers and as I undressed Shawn started offering my hole to a couple of guys. One blushed, another guy shook his head and walked away. 

I turned to Shawn and said, "He is not really my type." Shawn told me that it did not matter if I was into him or not. He declared that I no longer had a type. I was not looking for a boyfriend or lover. I had agreed to take Anonymous loads from Strangers and he would decide who fucked and loaded my ass. I did NOT have a choice and he would decide who fucked me. I was fucked in the sauna, in the group shower area, in the gloryhole room and in dark corners of the club. They had opened the 3rd floor with multiple slings and a play area. When I was strapped down on a sling and guys started fucking me I realized he was right.

Looks/age/race/body type/cock size or status was not important. I was there to be fucked and filled with 32 confirmed loads. He had to be there to witness the load being pumped into my ass. If he was not there or when I swallowed 3 loads -- it didn't count. I took over 50 that weekend and on my way to being a  Cumdump.

I went back to Chicago many times the next 6 months. Then, I went in December and caught in a snow storm. People were walking away from their vehicles. It had closed Chicago and many midwest cities. No work Mon or Tues, but I missed Wed and drove home on slick roads. I worked Thursday and another snow storm shut things down on Friday. There were more parties in Chicago that weekend, but I didn't go.

When I got home there was an email I missed. Computers were running on 14.4 modem and no Smart Phones. Email was from a guy in Palm Springs, CA and he was going to start producing porn. I was too late since he had a bunch of guys lined up. He would put me up in a hotel if I paid for my flights. 3 weeks after the Chicago snow storm, I was in Palm Springs, CA and my journey through porn.

Yes, I am a Proud POZ CUMDUMP for Men who love to BREED. Love taking anonymous loads from Strangers.