No way. Before I became a barebacker, I was a "safe sex advocate" aka a condom nazi. I used to teach people how to use condoms and that everyone should use a condom, every time. I was still a total whore, but I always wrapped it up.
I also love anonymous sex and orgies, and Treasure Island makes the hottest anon gangbang porn. I started watching their scenes and after a while realized that condom porn just isn't as hot. One day I realized I couldn't even watch condom porn anymore.
That was still months before I took my first load, but once I did.... man, I was hooked. But that's a story for another time.
Thank God for PrEP. I started barebacking before PrEP was available, but at least now I'm less of a hypocrite when I take raw loads up my ass.