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An Ex boyfriend seemed to be very adept at not using lube… either I am naturally wet,… or his spit was extra lubricative.

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WHAT THE ENEMY INTENDED FOR EVIL, YESHUA HAS AMENDED SO PEOPLE CAN STILL BECOME ETERNAL Humans can fornicate, masturbate, drink with a mate, and even think porn is great — if they don’t deceive people, rob people, or act out with hate. God put HIS SON on a cross, so God was called a bad sinner to the earth — but that doesn’t have to be us. Through the Grace of Yeshua, it doesn’t have to be a disgrace to be a fornicator or even a porn lover. If all a sex worker or sex customer does in life is have sex or masturbate, then they will still be LOVED by CHRIST and get their eternal gate. Yeshua said if our righteousness is better than the Pharisees, then we can have a Godly percentage. The Pharisees in Yeshua’s day robbed people’s pay, loved to lie, and even murdered CHRIST — so sexual sin that doesn’t hurt skin is still clean. In the Book of Revelation, it does speak of the harlot and her followers who will be eternally damned — but what preachers leave out is that Jezebel was a murderer and thief, not just a lover of porn and every brothel technique. Lust on its own doesn’t have to rob the earth of someday going to an eternal city that is GOLDEN. People can rest assured that their sexual sins can be explored if those people keep being morally good. Lust, like any sin, can make a person’s life disgusting, so every sinner should be careful who they choose to be thrusting. None should let their sin thrust a thorn into another person or rape any good or bad human. Ignore any preacher who says a fornicator or sex worker can’t also be an eternal winner. If people can sin in a way that’s not morally disgusting, then they will still receive eternal salvation. Yeshua Christ came to be a light to how we can all weekly live morally right, but He still knows that we all sin — so He made an amendment so every good sinner could still receive salvation. He relaxed the rules so more sinful humans could someday become eternal. This means that now even fornicators and sex workers can also become part of the eternal wedding of Yeshua’s if they don’t follow cruel sinners. If they keep trying to be moral people in society, then God’s SON will still save them when it’s time for them to lose their earthly-designed body. All sinned, all fell short of measuring up to God’s expectations — that’s why HIS SON came to fight for every sinner’s salvation. If you want to enjoy porn or fornicate, you can — if you don’t fall for any person’s morally fake plan. Don’t listen to any preacher who likes hissing with scripture or any scorpion who wants destructive sinfulness. Keep your moral standing above those who like to murder the flesh of a human, so your fornicating and masturbating doesn’t have to take away your salvation. PAUL MADE THE WRONG CALL The Church largely based its “no fornicating, no masturbating, and no sex workers” stance on an apostle called Paul, who once mentored the early Church on how to become eternal. But Paul made this call during a different time in the world — a time of Roman crime, no sex protection, and VERY unsafe brothels. So, in his time, he was trying to make a judgment call that could still help to protect people. But TRUTHFULLY, fornicators and sex workers can still become eternal if they don’t weekly choose to live immoral. If they live kinky, not stinky, then the angels of God will still give them eternity. What makes humans smell nice to the heavenly house of CHRIST comes from how a person lives kind. Yeshua doesn’t care if people like to be kinky — He only cares about if they are morally pleasing, not stinky. 2 Corinthians 2:14–15 (NKJV) 14 Now thanks be to God who always leads us in triumph in Christ, and through us diffuses the fragrance of His knowledge in every place. 15 For we are to God the fragrance of Christ among those who are being saved and among those who are perishing. Ephesians 5:2 (NKJV) 2 And walk in love, as Christ also has loved us and given Himself for us, an offering and a sacrifice to God for a sweet-smelling aroma. Those who smell good to angels are sinful but moral people. They are the sinners of the earth who still practice weekly morals toward all human flesh. None of us are perfect — but we don’t have to be if we still weekly want to act morally. THE GAY HAVE NO WAY? Paul also said the gay won’t go to heaven — but he said this because he didn’t believe that supporting the gay would be a good church option. He wanted to support what God once taught: that man and woman are meant to be woven so they can someday make a family of their own. TRUTHFULLY, the gay still can have eternity — all sinners can — if they keep wanting to be moral humans. God’s SON died to try and save all human life. He didn’t suffer before and after a cross to then say, “I suffered, but my suffering shouldn’t be enough to save the gay, the porn stars, and the fornicators who LOVE lots.” Preachers cheapen the Messiah’s sacrifice when they keep speaking about how Yeshua wants us all to have a “Christian life.” A Christian life in Paul’s old view meant marriage, no fornicating, no masturbation, and no gay people on a church pew. Yes, all sin — Yeshua said even our thoughts let sin in — but that doesn’t mean our sin has to make our lives disgusting. If each sinner learns how to be their own skin master, then they can live happily forever. Genesis 4:6–7 (NKJV) 6 So the Lord said to Cain, “Why are you angry? And why has your countenance fallen? 7 If you do well, will you not be accepted? And if you do not do well, sin lies at the door. And its desire is for you, but you should rule over it.” Sin flows through all of us, so we need to learn how to be master over it. When we sin, we must only do it in a way that doesn’t hurt human skin, so we can still be more righteous than Herod and the old religious of Jerusalem. God’s SON wants none of us lost — that’s why He risked going to a cross. If you still weekly live morally toward all people, then your lust won’t rob you from someday being eternal. This means the sex worker, the fornicator, and the gay can still receive eternity someday. If they weekly want integrity, then they are allowed to be proud of their sinful body. Those who lust are still a part of human flesh, so they are still included in God’s SON’S future wedding banquet — if they don’t like to hurt another’s flesh. If humans don’t lie to hurt another, beat, rape, or murder, then they will still get to live forever, even if they do like to be a fornicator, porn star, or masturbator. Hell will have no hold over every sinner who holds onto weekly morals. CHECKMATE The world can fornicate, think porn is great, and masturbate — if the world keeps LOVING people, not lies and hate. In Luke 10:25–37, Yeshua tells those who are living religiously that even a Samaritan will be righteous if they believe in a life of tenderness. In Yeshua’s earthly day, Samaritans were the outcasts — the sinners who didn’t deserve the God of Moses. But Yeshua showed that the righteous are the moral, not religious people. God’s SON has ended Moses’s Torah so God’s angels can save every moral sinner. He crushed Stan to wash and save every good but sinful human. Now acts of LOVE are what will save us from just having a life of sinfulness. So if you’re a good person but like porn and fornicating, don’t listen to any devil or demon. You will be saved through how you morally behave — not through how much you try to not sin before your soul goes to the grave. Ignore every church preacher who says, “You must flee from sin, you evil fornicator and masturbator.” You will get salvation if you stay a moral person. If you are not weekly lazy in a way that hurts anybody, and you don’t do things like knock up somebody then leave them when they have your baby — then you still will be favored by the angels of eternity, even if you still choose a lustful lifestyle weekly. Angels want to see moral people, not people who pretend they are never sinful. If you’re not a swine in your weekly life, then you will be saved by the divine when your earthly body has to die. There are many misconceptions in religion, but the bottom line is this: the moral will become eternal even if they are not religious. This means even the fornicators, sex workers, and gay can go to heaven someday if they lived morally, not dangerously. God’s SON wants none lost — all moral sinners deserve salvation after the death of their earthly flesh. All have a sinful body — even Paul, who once told the Church he is chief of the sinners among humanity. We all have a sinful body, but morals will help us use it better for ourselves and for everybody. So never believe a religious nut who says God’s SON’S sacrifice has to exclude those who keep sinning in their flesh. He and His angels will save all sinful people who simply hate to be evil. The cruel will perish — but not because they ever had sex or did porn or looked at porn when they felt famished. They will perish for choosing to stay cruel, not because they once liked to live lustful. THE WORKER IS WORTH THEIR PAY, NOT JUST TO BE LAID Humans can watch porn or have sex with an adult sex-working man or woman, but that doesn’t mean they’re allowed to be actually mean. All flesh deserves respect, so if a sinner is going to use a sex worker for bliss, they must still show the sex worker respect. God’s SON’S law still lets people be fornicators and sex workers, but it doesn’t support making any sinner feel hurt before or after the sins of the flesh. Sex workers deserve their pay and respect from those who want to see them laid, and customers deserve not to have their privacy betrayed. If adults can be morally mature, they can be fornicators or sex workers and still get to live forever. THERE SHOULD BE NO DECEIT BEFORE OR AFTER THE BED SHEETS Everything must be done above board if angels are still going to believe that a sex worker and customer are morally good. None should falsely accuse the other or underpay after, nor should they actually hurt the skin of each other. BLACKMAIL — NOW THAT I’VE SACKED THIS FELLOW No sex worker should be proud of blackmailing any of their crowd. Blackmail is deceitful and can even literally kill. It can rob families and make souls permanently damaged. So, if you are a sex worker who likes to blackmail after, Michael will hold you accountable if any of your blackmailed clientele kill themselves. God’s SON has offered Grace to a sinful human race, but that doesn’t mean He also supports a sinner who likes to cause disgrace. We can sin, but good angels are not a fan of any sinner who likes to hurt human skin. STOP BEFORE I DROP A customer and sex worker should still respect each other. This means if either feels hurt during intercourse, they should be allowed to say so, so the other can stop giving force. The human body is still just a human body—it has limits and can also fall into sickness—so both customer and sex worker should respect the safety needs of each other. All humans are to be protected through the LOVING covenant of God’s KID. This means the customer or sex worker should also call for help if the other isn’t feeling very well. The sex worker and customer may be strangers to each other, but that doesn’t mean they’re allowed to strangle the other. Both sex worker and customer are still people, so they still deserve respect—not to be under a spirit of evil. I SAY ANYTHING I LIKE — SEX WORKERS ARE A LOWER FORM OF LIFE A customer can be kinky to get what they need, but they should never be stinky to any human being. They must never talk down to a sex worker in real life, or they will be in danger of not getting to have their eternal crown in the afterlife. Angels reward the good, not those who hold little or no LOVE. Sex workers are humans too, so they deserve respect, not words that are poo. In role-play a customer can swear and even hold the sex worker’s hair, but they should never want to put the sex worker in a cruel snare. Sex workers deserve to feel like confident humans too, not have customers who like to throw verbal poo. I HAVE NO WORTH — I HAVE TO LEAVE THE EARTH What we say and do affects not just me and you; it affects some and many. So we should be respectful to everybody, or we will be in danger of contributing to the suicide of another. Angels see the ripple effect that comes from crude human beings who like to knock down other human flesh. They record these things when they have to show their Lord our sins. So all of earth’s people should weekly practice being respectful. WHATEVER A SINNER DOES — IT SHOULD STILL BE GROUNDED IN LOVE In the end, Yeshua and the good angels want to see sinners who don’t like to support strange rules. If sinful humans don’t follow devils and demons, they can even watch porn or have sex with other humans. We are all sinful, but our LOVING actions allow us to be able to be saved by the angels. Angels see who we bed and who we leave who begs, so we must stay grounded in LOVE so our moral actions will allow angels to be able to lift us above. Angels can only save the moral sinners, not the evil sinners, so all sinners should always want to help earth’s people be eternal winners. This means even a sex worker and customer must be respectful to each other. I CAN TAKE, EVEN RAPE A sex worker offers their body to a customer, but this doesn’t mean the customer can do anything to the sex worker. Rape is never okay, nor is taking material things from those you lay. Even a sex worker who is drunk doesn’t deserve a customer who’s a skunk. The customer should never take advantage of any sex worker who’s closing or opening their eyelids. They should never go through a sex worker’s purse or think they can rape the tired sex worker’s flesh. Angels see all this, even if authorities miss. I PAID FOR A SERVICE THAT SHOULD INCLUDE CAMERAS If a sex worker and customer get together, it should not be filmed if the sex worker or customer doesn’t want to be in front of any camera. Privacy should be respected so each private life can be protected. TAKE THIS CUP FROM ME — I HAVE A GOOD PERSONALITY There are many wolves in sheep’s clothing that parade around in attractive skin, so all must be as cunning as a snake but not morally fake, so they can be cautious when walking the earth. No customer or sex worker should ever take a cup from a stranger. Safe practices need to be put in place when meeting on mattresses in Grace. In Grace = In the law that even can save those who are gay or do sex for pay. I DO DRUGS — DOES THAT MEAN I’M A THUG? Drugs are always a bad idea because they clog the body and make the brain function less clear. They slowly or quickly kill the body, literally, and can make a person behave dangerously. Drugs don’t create a thug at first, but they will if they keep getting into the blood of somebody who lives on the earth. No customer or sex worker should do drugs on or off a table or counter. It’s dangerous and ticks the angels off. Angels have had to collect many of the dead who once let drugs get to their head. Angels look down on those who send drugs around. Any who give dangerous drugs to the earth are in danger of not getting to be resurrected after their death. CAN I SIN AWAY FROM MY WIFE OR GIRLFRIEND? Yes and no—it depends if you want your partner and you to have growth. It’s never okay to cheat on a spouse; it’s rude and makes an unclean house. But porn can be okay if your spouse doesn’t want you to be with other men or ladies. It really depends on if you want a best friend or just a romantic relationship that’s pretend. But if you do want to look at pornography, do it privately—don’t shove it in the face of your wife or hubby. Don’t make your wife or girlfriend feel like they have to measure up to your latest porn friend. Help your romantic partner in life not have to ever worry that you might replace them with another girlfriend or wife. If you can’t control your lust, then porn is a safer outlet than rubbing on a stranger’s flesh. But really, porn can make a couple lose trust and intimacy, and can make a couple sink out of being in each other's reality. So if your spouse doesn’t want you to watch porn or ever go to a sex club, then you should respect your spouse — if they give you lots of sex and LOVE. In the end, teamwork makes a woman and man's dream work. I HAVE A PARTNER BUT I DON’T WANT TO PART FROM HIM OR HER Porn can help to relieve stress or replace your lust needs if your partner needs rest. It can even help to give health to your flesh. But if you watch porn, don’t forget to also responsibly watch over your own lawn—keep your life in order and stay, for your husband or wife, mentally sober. Don’t overdo your porn habit. Keep being a responsible spouse and parent on your planet. Porn, like anything, must be done in moderation; otherwise, the body will become drained, and your mental faculties could make your life very strained. Too much of anything is a bad thing—the body needs rest and clear-headedness if it’s weekly going to be at its best. If you watch porn and can’t control it, then you should really seek counselling or cut off all of it. CHRIST needs sober-minded people, not stupid-minded people. If you can’t control your sin intake weekly, then you will become fake to your community and family. Porn is a drink that can create a rush in a human’s flesh. This means it can become a sin that’s dangerous, so it needs to be controlled for the safety of every soul. I have known men who collected large amounts of porn but then had an accident on or off their lawn because they spent too much time through the night drinking porn until light. These men had girlfriends and wives and 9-to-5s, but in the end, their addiction mucked up their lives. Porn can be a grog that makes brain fog, so it shouldn’t replace the people a masturbator loves. If it’s getting in the way, it needs to be cut off so your life doesn’t continue to fray—or at least be greatly stopped—so you can nightly give good rest to your body. Matthew 5:29–30 (NKJV) 29 If your right eye causes you to sin, pluck it out and cast it from you; for it is more profitable for you that one of your members perish, than for your whole body to be cast into hell. 30 And if your right hand causes you to sin, cut it off and cast it from you; for it is more profitable for you that one of your members perish, than for your whole body to be cast into hell. Yeshua wasn’t saying to literally pluck your eye out or cut your hand off if you find they are misleading you lots. He was saying stop looking at what’s making you later regret and stop using your hand in a way that’s indecent to flesh. If lust is breaking your romantic relationship, retrain your eyes and hand so your life doesn’t become damned. Cut out the muck that’s making you and your house yuck. GOD HATES BRUTALITY, NOT FORNICATORS AND PORNOGRAPHY Numbers 25:1–3 (NKJV) 1. Now Israel remained in Acacia Grove, and the people began to commit harlotry with the women of Moab. 2. They invited the people to the sacrifices of their gods, and the people ate and bowed down to their gods. 3. So Israel was joined to Baal of Peor, and the anger of the Lord was aroused against Israel. To stop a marriage to Jehovah, Balaam forced his country’s women to dress lustfully and act seductively until Jacob's marriage with Jehovah was over. Lust made Israel’s men become mistrusted by Elohiym and by their Israelite women. The more Israel’s men got Jezebels, the more they didn’t want the God of Israel. Lust can make a man bust up a good plan. Men are filled with seed, so they are made to be thrilled when they can get it to leave. But this biological need to seed produce can make many men confused. Men can lose their morals and start to behave like devils. This is what took place in Moses’s camp of men who were meant to be under Jehovah’s union. In the NEW Covenant — the covenant with Yeshua, not Moses's old Jehovah — men can lust over other nations’ ladies but must never let lust turn them into beaters of women or wreckers of another’s marriage. Jehovah banned lust over other nations for a while, until kings came over us like Solomon and David, who always needed to lust to be able to smile. Lust is permitted, but only for those who don’t want to use it to hurt humans. God hates brutality, but He also doesn’t like the idea of brothels being allowed to destroy families. Morality should always come before lust or any of the other sins of the flesh. If brothels covered the world, family values would become absurd — and many men would become lazy, and eventually broke and crazy. If a man wants erotic fantasies outside his romantic relationship, then porn is a safer option than going out to sex clubs or brothels for fun. A brothel can be unhygienic and have many devils in it. Watching porn is safer than going to a sex worker. It’s safer for the viewer and for the sex worker, who no longer has to actually be in a room with a stranger. Lustful people can still become eternal, but that doesn’t mean their lustful life choices won’t ever hurt them, their wife, or their girlfriend. When men lust, they should do it responsibly on the earth. If they have a romantic partner, they should always put that person above any outside lust they want for their flesh. They should always prioritise their spouse — not any sex worker or sex house. Brothels are allowed in some parts of the world, but they are not ideal. They can make their workers feel deep loneliness and can even endanger a customers’ social and financial status. Legit adult porn businesses are safer for both sex workers and customers. So if a man does want to lust outside his personal romantic relationship, then watching adult porn is a better option for his sinful flesh. All moral sex workers and moral sex customers will still be saved, even if they did go to an adult brothel in their earthly day. But escorts and brothels can still be dangerous to everybody involved — so people should be careful when they choose to act lustful. I’M A SEX WORKER — BUT AM I ALSO RESPONSIBLE FOR EVERY MARRIAGE BREAKUP? No. Adults know what they are doing. No sex worker should have to feel like it’s their fault a customer becomes ruined. If the customer was strong, they would not have made life choices that made their lives go wrong. The sex worker offers a service — it’s not up to them to be a scapegoat for all the perves. No sex worker should ever get it in their head that they are to blame for a customer leaving their spouse’s bed. No sex worker is immoral who doesn’t deliberately go out of their way to be a devil. It’s up to the customer to make good choices in life, not the sex worker who works a 9 to 5. Numbers 31:15-16 NKJV 15 And Moses said to them: "Have you kept all the women alive? 16 Look, these women caused the children of Israel, through the counsel of Balaam, to trespass against the Lord in the incident of Peor, and there was a plague among the congregation of the Lord. Once, Moses blamed Moab women for leading his Israelite men into temptation — but this was a cop-out, because it takes two to break marriage vows. Blame should not be pinned on a sex worker who provides porn or another service to a customer. No sex worker should ever feel like they have to take the blame for the choices a customer’s lust life has made. Sex workers should be cut some slack — not be blamed for a customer’s life decisions that are slack. John 8:1-11 NKJV 1 But Jesus went to the Mount of Olives. 2 Now early in the morning He came again into the temple, and all the people came to Him; and He sat down and taught them. 3 Then the scribes and Pharisees brought to Him a woman caught in adultery. And when they had set her in the midst, 4 they said to Him, "Teacher, this woman was caught in adultery, in the very act. 5 Now Moses, in the law, commanded us that such should be stoned. But what do You say?" 6 This they said, testing Him, that they might have something of which to accuse Him. But Jesus stooped down and wrote on the ground with His finger, as though He did not hear. 7 So when they continued asking Him, He raised Himself up and said to them, "He who is without sin among you, let him throw a stone at her first." 8 And again He stooped down and wrote on the ground. 9 Then those who heard it, being convicted by their conscience, went out one by one, beginning with the oldest even to the last. And Jesus was left alone, and the woman standing in the midst. 10 When Jesus had raised Himself up and saw no one but the woman, He said to her, "Woman, where are those accusers of yours? Has no one condemned you?" 11 She said, "No one, Lord." And Jesus said to her, "Neither do I condemn you; go and sin no more." Yeshua stood up for the woman. He cut her some slack and asked her not to again do what could put her under an attack. He knew all sin — that’s why the oldest had to leave first, because they had collected a bigger life of sin in their flesh. But he didn't condemn the cheating woman for her lustful decision. He did tell her not to cheat again, but only because he was concerned for her safety as a friend. If a sinner is going to be a sex worker, they should first make sure that their community doesn’t outlaw it. That way, they can stay safe from a hand that might punish those who want sex work in their town or state. Not all countries legalize sex work, so sinners should always do their research. Filming 18+ porn can be seen as just making a type of movie art form. However, brothels and escorting are still illegal in many states around the world. Sinners should stay safe, so no stone-throwing monkey can hurt them in their town or state. Humans sin, so even a sex worker should not have to be blamed for who cums to them. CLUB GRUB If you do want to go to clubs that are sexy, make sure your morals keep protecting you and your family. Be considerate of the needs of your other part, and never forget about what the SON of God wants for families and the Church. Never lower your moral code for any devil you meet along your life’s road. Sex clubs can be filled with grubs, so continue to put your home partner above. Continue to prioritise your REAL LOVE LIFE — don’t get hooked on some sex doll’s lies. At times a stripper or a hooker might look like the answer, but always reflect on what will ultimately give your REAL LOVE LIFE long lasting pleasure. Sex workers are made to look hot — that’s why they can get visited lots — but they are a fantasy, not a long life that can give you everything. Always be master over your sinful desires. Don’t let lust or any other sin make your REAL LOVE LIFE expire. Show integrity to yourself and to your family, and never let that integrity be replaced with a sexy man or lady. Keep washing your life in LOVE, so you don’t become just another grub. 18 OR UNDER EVEN A TEEN 1 Corinthians 7:36 YLT 36 and if any one doth think [it] to be unseemly to his virgin, if she may be beyond the bloom of age, and it ought so to be, what he willeth let him do; he doth not sin -- let him marry. Paul said if sexual thoughts keep running through a man’s head, and his virgin girlfriend is of legal age to take to bed, then the man and girlfriend should wed. Even in the time of old Rome, many good people still didn’t marry and have sex at any time. They still, before they turned a page, waited for their romantic partner to turn a certain age. A child should not be defiled. Even in the time of old Rome, good people were still waiting — not choosing to have sex with an underage human. A child should be allowed to be a child — not be growled at or defiled. Underage sex doesn’t show the angel's respect. Angels hate a pedophile. A child should be allowed to be a child. Under 18 is a no-go, so people should wait till that age shows before they masturbate or have sex for growth. A VICTIM OF RAPE SHOULD NEVER FEEL JUDGED BY GOD — THEY SHOULD SEE THAT THEY STILL ARE SPECIAL AND GOOD Deuteronomy 22:25-27 NKJV 25 "But if a man finds a betrothed young woman in the countryside, and the man forces her and lies with her, then only the man who lay with her shall die. 26 But you shall do nothing to the young woman; there is in the young woman no sin deserving of death, for just as when a man rises against his neighbor and kills him, even so is this matter. 27 For he found her in the countryside, and the betrothed young woman cried out, but there was no one to save her. No rape victim should ever feel guilty. It’s the raping moron who has become dirty. Victims of rape should never feel condemned — they are still LOVED and deserve the same Grace God’s SON offers to all humans. They are still in God's SON'S eyes clean — that has not been taken from them by the raping. I DIRECT — I DON’T HAVE TO RESPECT HUMAN FLESH Deuteronomy 22:28-29 NKJV 28 "If a man finds a young woman who is a virgin, who is not betrothed, and he seizes her and lies with her, and they are found out, 29 then the man who lay with her shall give to the young woman's father fifty shekels of silver, and she shall be his wife because he has humbled her; he shall not be permitted to divorce her all his days. Really, even sex directors should show respect to their sex workers — for the humbled sex worker and for the sanity of hers or his family who might worry and care. Angels see even the intentions of porn directors. All of the adult industry still owes respect to their workers — for the workers and for the workers’ families. No sex director should ever abuse a sex worker. This includes no sex director should ever support or supply drugs, or do other cruel things to sex workers. The director can direct — but still owes the sex worker, and the sex worker’s family, respect. If they like to humble a sex worker by forcing them to do whatever, they will be in danger of permanent hellfire. The adult industry must still respect its workers — not use their flesh and then dump them on the streets later. Angels see all the evil done by every devil; they log it away for every devil’s judgment day. God even once said that rape is as bad as murder, so no sex director should ever rape or drug a sex worker. The sex industry owes respect to their sex workers and their families. They have chosen to use the sex workers, but that doesn’t mean they are allowed to actually abuse the sex workers. They owe respect to each sex worker’s flesh. INCEST Leviticus 18:6-18 NKJV 6 'None of you shall approach anyone who is near of kin to him, to uncover his nakedness: I am the Lord. 7 The nakedness of your father or the nakedness of your mother you shall not uncover. She is your mother; you shall not uncover her nakedness. 8 The nakedness of your father's wife you shall not uncover; it is your father's nakedness. 9 The nakedness of your sister, the daughter of your father, or the daughter of your mother, whether born at home or elsewhere, their nakedness you shall not uncover. 10 The nakedness of your son's daughter or your daughter's daughter, their nakedness you shall not uncover; for theirs is your own nakedness. 11 The nakedness of your father's wife's daughter, begotten by your father--she is your sister--you shall not uncover her nakedness. 12 You shall not uncover the nakedness of your father's sister; she is near of kin to your father. 13 You shall not uncover the nakedness of your mother's sister, for she is near of kin to your mother. 14 You shall not uncover the nakedness of your father's brother. You shall not approach his wife; she is your aunt. 15 You shall not uncover the nakedness of your daughter-in-law--she is your son's wife--you shall not uncover her nakedness. 16 You shall not uncover the nakedness of your brother's wife; it is your brother's nakedness. 17 You shall not uncover the nakedness of a woman and her daughter, nor shall you take her son's daughter or her daughter's daughter, to uncover her nakedness. They are near of kin to her. It is wickedness. 18 Nor shall you take a woman as a rival to her sister, to uncover her nakedness while the other is alive. Incest makes complicated family relationships and also bad new human flesh. It breaks trust between familes and makes unwanted incest babies. A family of dna all have similar traits, so the bad traits can make weaker babies. So incest can decrease a new babies healthyness. Committing incest won’t send you to a permanent hell, but it will make your family and future babies unwell, and also put you in jail. Incest in many places is illegal and even was in the old testament time of Israel. ANIMAL SEX Leviticus 18:23 NKJV 23 Nor shall you mate with any animal, to defile yourself with it. Nor shall any woman stand before an animal to mate with it. It is perversion. Sex with animals can cause all sorts of diseases and trauma. It’s a stupid act that is a perversion to human nature. TRANSGENDER — CAN THEY LIVE FOREVER? Yes and no. Angels save all moral people, but in the afterlife there are no transgender bodies at all. I’m simply keeping to the facts: all good sinners will be saved, but there are no transgender humans in the afterlife’s parade. Each sinner, including those who choose to live transgender on earth, has worth. They will be saved if they continue to live morally—but they will not have a intersex or transgender body when they go to eternity. I CAN GET AN ABORTION EVERY TIME I HAVE MORE THAN FOREPLAY WITH A MAN This line of thinking is misleading. If a lady has a baby in her body, she should not take that responsibility lightly. Yes, it’s her body—but not the baby that’s in her tummy. The baby’s body belongs to the baby, so no woman should think, “I can abort it; it doesn’t matter if it feels pain—it’s not me.” If an abortion is going to take place, it should be done before the baby has truly come to life, so the procedure doesn’t cause pain to the baby’s fragile being. If the baby is too developed within the woman, and the women doesn’t want the baby, then the baby should be placed in foster care or be given to a member of the family who cares. Safe sex should always be practiced during non–baby-making times, because creating a life and then casting it aside is a crime. God still knows accidents can happen, however. If a good woman does want an abortion, she should have it done before the baby has developed a brain that can feel pain—well before 24 weeks at least—so the developing baby can die in peace. MY MUM’S ONLINE BUT SHE’S NAKED ALL THE TIME If you are annoyed or ashamed that your parent or guardian works as a sex worker privately or online, don’t look them up — and ignore those who look at your LOVED ONE and then mock. If your LOVED ONE never takes their sex clients into the family home, it shouldn’t matter that they work for a living in sex work or porn. If they genuinely LOVE and want to be there for you, then LOVE them too. Be a support for them so they can look forward to coming back to their best friend. LOVE covers a multitude of sins, so LOVE your sex-working parent or guardian. Respect their privacy, and ignore any mocking personality, because the sex worker is your family. Genesis 9:20-27 NKJV 20 And Noah began to be a farmer, and he planted a vineyard. 21 Then he drank of the wine and was drunk, and became uncovered in his tent. 22 And Ham, the father of Canaan, saw the nakedness of his father, and told his two brothers outside. 23 But Shem and Japheth took a garment, laid it on both their shoulders, and went backward and covered the nakedness of their father. Their faces were turned away, and they did not see their father's nakedness. 24 So Noah awoke from his wine, and knew what his younger son had done to him. 25 Then he said: "Cursed be Canaan; A servant of servants He shall be to his brethren." 26 And he said: "Blessed be the Lord, The God of Shem, And may Canaan be his servant. 27 May God enlarge Japheth, And may he dwell in the tents of Shem; And may Canaan be his servant." Two brothers did not look at their father’s nakedness — instead, they looked away as they covered Noah’s exposed body. Noah felt respected by these two sons, so he asked God to bless them for how they treated him. It’s the same with a naked mum — or really any naked human. We should always treat people with respect, even those who work hard to make a vineyard for their family but have to expose a lot of their flesh. Our LOVED ONES should know that we’ve got their back, not that we might also mock them if they work in a job that exposes their flesh. Sex work and porn are here to stay. Some people don’t have any other job opportunities, so their family and friends should still LOVE them — not become backstabbing. ALL HAVE VALUE TO THE SON — THAT’S WHY HE RISKED BECOMING HUNG Humans sin; it’s part of being in a world that has fallen. But through the Grace of the SON, every moral person who sins can still receive salvation. This means even those who are a sex worker or go to masturbation can still later receive salvation if they try to weekly be a moral human. THE CHRISTIANS ARE STIFF-NECKED PEOPLE. FROM NOW ON, I GO TO THE GENITALS. God’s SON wants all sinners to have options — not just Christians. This is a public decree to apologize for the way Paul’s Christians made gay people and sex workers feel lonely. All humans have worth — even those who are gay or continue working as sex workers. Do not listen to any doctrine that makes a good person feel like they cannot sin. Everyone could not please the Torah, so God gave the earth Yeshua: a Messiah who LOVES people, not some religious steeple. Be yourself, but never stop believing in morals. If you need to work as a sex worker, never forget that you are still LOVED by Yeshua. If you are gay, never let old Biblical letters get in the way. If you enjoy porn, remember that it does not have to stop you from someday receiving salvation. Humans are the TRUE value to God’s SON, not those who vow to be Christian. I’VE GOT THE PORN FANS AND SEX WORKERS IN MY PLANS God’s SON wants to reach every sinful human. He wants everyone to know they can live sinfull now and still receive eternity later — all they must do is want to live morally forever. That’s it: not join a cult or chant against somebody’s wickedness. Yeshua has made it simple for good but sinful people. Even a sex worker can become eternal if they choose not to support the immoral. EVEN THE SEX WORKERS AND THE GAY ARE WELCOME TO JOIN THE CHURCH IF THEY DONT SUPPORT ANY DEVIL'S WAY If a sex worker doesn't go into a church to make marriages break up or go into a church to expose their genitalia then they are welcome to enter the church and help to support what the Angels are trying to build for Yeshua on the earth. The church is meant to be a community of people who want to be a support for a needy world so if sex workers want to join into church activities they are welcome to if they don’t want to be morally dirty. God’s SON knows all sin and that a sex worker shouldn’t be defined by the job they do with their skin because outside that job they are still also flesh-and-blood so he wants all sinners, even sex workers, to know that if they want to be moral humans they still are welcome to come to the church and help it grow. GROUNDED IN LOVE The church, like any public arena, must have rules if it’s going to keep becoming cleaner. This means these rules should also apply to a visiting sex worker or any other sinner in life. Rules like no provocative clothing in the church is respectful for families who also want to roam the church. Rules like don’t leave a child to any unfamiliar soul are also rules that are respectful because they protect a child from a devil. In the end, if sex workers want to enter the church they should be moral, not troublemakers. Yeshua wants all saved but Angels can’t save those who are not morally brave. If any sinner, not just a sex worker, comes into the church for spite they aren’t practicing Yeshua's law right. God’s SON wants all saved but every human has to still morally behave. In the past he told off sex workers who were living in the church with immoral values. These sex workers were influencing incest and broke up marriages in the church. They did many terrible things and thought Yeshua's Grace would save them from any repercussions but God's SON’S Angels can only save those who don’t want to listen to demons and devils. Those who lust still need to do it in a way that doesn’t break Yeshua's trust. He died for all sinners because he wanted all of us to try and be our own eternal winners. If sinners break the agreement he has entrusted to all humans they will be dominated by devils and demons. The church should welcome all moral sinners, not those who have no intention of ever wanting to be their own eternal winner. Sex workers are people too so they also, in Yeshua’s eyes, have value. All sinners do if they want to co-exist peacefully and want to keep LOVING humanity. A HUSBAND AND WIFE SHOULD BE ALLOWED TO HAVE A HAPPY LIFE No sex worker should go to the church to get more customers for him or her. Really, no sex worker should even say where they work for pay just in case there’s a Christian who’s dangerously horny. The reason to go to church comes from wanting Angelic and/or pastoral support so no sex worker or any churchgoer should go to church to sexually hook up. It’s not wise and could upset an Angel's eyes. A sex worker should go to church if they want to hear from God's SON, not go to church because they think there are lots of horny Christians. Yeshua LOVES all moral sinners but doesn’t want to support troublemakers. CAN A SEX WORKER LEAD THE CHURCH? No, but this doesn’t mean they are hated by the good angels or by God’s SON. It just means angels need a church worker who can give more commitment to the needs of the church for the world. All sin — that’s why God gave the world HIS SON — but that doesn’t mean all can freely lead the church and directly see the mysteries of Heaven. EVEN STUBBORN SINNERS DESERVE SAFE LAWS As sin multiplied, so did things like porn to the eyes. Now porn is just a tap away for those who want to fap night or day. Because of this, and because of sex workers who can find it hard to have a positive Spirit, God’s SON is increasing His Grace over the human race. He wants the gay, fornicators and sex workers to know that they can still be saved if they stay moral. JESUS IS NOT REAL — BUT WHAT IF THERE REALLY IS A HELL If you don’t believe in the existence of God’s SON but you still want to keep your options open, just be a moral human. Sin and enjoy your life—just don’t sin to destroy life. If you can do that, angels will still bring you back after your earth death. TELL EVERYBODY ON A ROOFTOP — DON’T JUST LOOK FOR A BODY TO F*CK The Bible bribed all—people can be sinful and still become eternal. So let that good news be told to even the sex workers who think there’s no hope for their eternal souls. All are sinners, but through Yeshua, not Paul, all can still know how to become eternal. Morals make the sinful eternal—not the old letters of Paul. The old letters of Paul = Yeshua was nailed, but He can’t save all who are good but sinful. He can’t save those who do sex for pay or those who are gay. He can only save every good little Christian who looks up to a cross that’s wooden. THIS IS THE BEGINNING OF EVERYBODY’S BLISSFUL SINNING Many Christians, mostly men, put their lusting on a cross, then publicly rebuke porn stars. They sin with porn, then put it on a cross in their room, then publicly try to be good Christians. This is unfair to every other sinner. All sin, so no good sinner should listen to any Christian preacher. Salvation belongs even to the fornicators, the gay, and the sex workers who want to practice integrity. ABOVE ALL 1 Peter 4:8 (NKJV) 8 And above all things have fervent love for one another, for “love will cover a multitude of sins.” God’s SON has replaced Moses’s Torah for all moral sinners. Now the rule that’s above all is to show LOVE to all. We are to keep a moral compass so angels can someday save all of us. John 13:34–35 (NKJV) 34 A NEW commandment I give to you, that you LOVE one another; as I have LOVED you, that you also LOVE one another. 35 By this all will know that you are My disciples, if you have LOVE for one another. Morals make us better people—that’s why God’s SON lived morally, then made that His ONE decree. So ignore any religious order that says Yeshua can’t save the gay or a sex worker. Keep being you in life, but morally, so you can still get to the afterlife someday. Romans 7:6 (NKJV) 6 But now we have been delivered from the law, having died to what we were held by, so that we should serve in the NEWNESS of the Spirit and not in the oldness of the letter. Paul said that CHRIST has freed us from the letter. Then Paul wrote another letter, but against all who want to be gay or be a fornicator or sex worker. Galatians 5:1 (NKJV) 1 Stand fast therefore in the liberty by which Christ has made us free, and do not be entangled again with a yoke of bondage. CHRIST has freed us from the Old Testament and New Testament letter writers. Now all can sin and still eternally win if they don’t listen to any devil or demon. God’s SON’S liberty law saves every moral sinner—even those who like porn or work as a sex worker—so don’t yoke yourself to any church’s letter. Just strive to keep becoming morally better. Show goodness and mercy to all, not the habits of a devil. IT’S A STICKY SITUATION, BUT I WANT ALL TO HAVE SALVATION Sex work and porn can open up all kinds of cans of worms, but they are here to stay and should therefore be controlled morally. Sex workers and customers should all be treated equally, not evilly, and they should be allowed to maintain their privacy for themselves and their families. They should also be allowed to hold their heads up proud, rather than feel sentenced or condemned by some Christian crowd. God’s SON wants all moral sinners to be saved, even if they are a sex worker or are gay. ALL MORAL SINNERS BELONG TO THE LOVE COVENANT OF YESHUA’S. If you respect your elders who hold onto many moral values, then YES, YOU ARE YESHUA. If you date but never do it out of deceit or hate, then YES, YOU ARE YESHUA. If you are not lazy and work hard for your marriage, then YES, YOU ARE YESHUA. If you never want to split up a happy couple, so you stay moral, then YES, YOU ARE YESHUA. If you have sex with only 18 and up and know that that’s enough, then YES, YOU ARE YESHUA. If you don’t drink and drive because you want all humans to thrive, then YES, YOU ARE YESHUA. If you know that women and men are equally LOVED in God’s SON’S Plan, then YES, YOU ARE YESHUA. If you respect children and want them to be led by good parents, then YES, YOU ARE YESHUA. If you defend your brother or sister’s honour, not those who think bullying is stronger, then YES, YOU ARE YESHUA. If you like movies and video games but are moral in your heart and brain, then YES, YOU ARE YESHUA. If you are a sex worker but want morals forever, then YES, YOU ARE YESHUA. If you like porn but are still a moral human, then YES, YOU ARE YESHUA. If you are gay but keep being moral night and day, then YES, YOU ARE YESHUA. If you fight for the welfare of others, not for hell and a square of devils, then YES, YOU ARE YESHUA. If you are an officer of the law but don’t support corruption at all, then YES, YOU ARE YESHUA. If you know that violent gangs can’t defeat their devil’s fangs, then YES, YOU ARE YESHUA. If you think guns should not be easy to get, but are because of the corrupt, then YES, YOU ARE YESHUA. If you know drugs make thugs not support humans, then YES, YOU ARE YESHUA. If you believe that even people in jail deserve common decency and help, then YES, YOU ARE YESHUA. If you don’t support a justice system that just sees numbers, not humans, then YES, YOU ARE YESHUA. If you hate religion but want to be a moral human, then YES, YOU ARE YESHUA. If you work a 9 to 5 but want to show LOVE to all human life, then YES, YOU ARE YESHUA. If you don’t use your tongue to ruin the life of another human, then YES, YOU ARE YESHUA. If you know the pretty can also behave wickedly, then YES, YOU ARE YESHUA. If you are rich and popular but use that to still help others go far, then YES, YOU ARE YESHUA. If you hate to see a woman or man be oppressed and wish more gave a damn for human flesh, then YES, YOU ARE YESHUA. If you are a transgender human but still like to send LOVE to all humans, then YES, YOU ARE YESHUA. If you believe that education shouldn’t cost everything, then YES YOU ARE YESHUA. If you keep yourself healthy so you can be there for humanity, then YES YOU ARE YESHUA. If you desire food and water for all flesh on the earth, then YES, YOU ARE YESHUA. If you know rabbis are a joke who call on the Old Testament God of Abraham with burnt offerings and smoke, then YES, YOU ARE YESHUA. If you want the earth to prosper through science and moral humans, then YES, YOU ARE YESHUA. If you hate to see greedy rent prices and corrupt landlords and real estate agencies, then YES, YOU ARE YESHUA. If you think banks need to keep earning our thanks, then YES, YOU ARE YESHUA. If you know that politicians should keep doing more for humans, then YES, YOU ARE YESHUA. If you know that earth’s leaders don’t have all the answers, then YES, YOU ARE YESHUA. If you know a steeple should never be put before the needs of people, then YES, YOU ARE YESHUA. If you show respect to everybody, especially those who have a disability, then YES, YOU ARE YESHUA. If you know that medicine and medical tech should not cost an arm and a leg, then YES, YOU ARE YESHUA. If you know the system is broken when it puts money over each human, then YES, YOU ARE YESHUA. If you hate every Narcissist and know they only harm the earth, then YES, YOU ARE YESHUA. If you ignore every Pope who thinks symbols of a cross will bring hope, then YES, YOU ARE YESHUA. If you care about the needs of the few and many, not making some new Old Testament Jewish city, then YES, YOU ARE YESHUA. If you know the Torah couldn’t help the earth, then YES, YOU ARE YESHUA. If you know God was evil to let nations like old Rome rule the world, then YES, YOU ARE YESHUA. If you know no woman should have her hair cut or covered if she feels like that bothers, then YES, YOU ARE YESHUA. If you know a black rock can’t save any of earth’s flesh, then YES, YOU ARE YESHUA. If you know that atheists are lazy and can’t read the Bible thoroughly, then YES, YOU ARE YESHUA. If you know Christians are idiots for supporting a cruel cross, then YES, YOU ARE YESHUA. If you know there’s life after death and through CHRIST, life can have depth, then YES, YOU ARE YESHUA. If you know the Bible bribed the world and that’s WHY we needed the SON of God, then YES, YOU ARE YESHUA. If you look down on none and want all to get their eternal crown from the SON, then YES, YOU ARE YESHUA. YESHUA IS IN ALL OF US, AND WE ARE ALL IN HIM, IF WE ALL CONTINUE TO BE MORAL HUMAN BEINGS. He wants a better world, so we should be fed up with the world still being ruled by demons and devils. Matthew 25:35-40 NKJV 35 for I was hungry and you gave Me food; I was thirsty and you gave Me drink; I was a stranger and you took Me in; 36 I was naked and you clothed Me; I was sick and you visited Me; I was in prison and you came to Me.' 37 Then the righteous will answer Him, saying, 'Lord, when did we see You hungry and feed You, or thirsty and give You drink? 38 When did we see You a stranger and take You in, or naked and clothe You? 39 Or when did we see You sick, or in prison, and come to You?' 40 And the King will answer and say to them, 'Assuredly, I say to you, inasmuch as you did it to one of the least of these My brethren, you did it to Me.' YES, YOU ARE YESHUA if you want to help the world become better. You’re His continuation for the skin of all humans. You’re His body on the earth if you use your body to help everybody see their worth. YESHUA needs all the good people He can get, so they all can help Him cast out a bigger net— so they can help Him help more humans. YESHUA wants moral people, not no sinful people. If you sin but don’t use it to hurt a human, then you will still later receive salvation. The MESSIAH is counting on us all, not just on those who think they are never sinful. He LOVES all the morals in us— that includes the morals that exist in sex workers. All have value to Him. That’s why He wants us all to help each other find peace and salvation. John 3:16-17 NKJV 16 For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten SON, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life. 17 For God did not send His SON into the world to condemn the world, but that the world through Him might be saved. Through the SON, not the Torah, God — who once chose to be Roman — all sinful but good humans can have salvation not feel eternally condemned. The GREAT Revival’s coming, and it will include the sex workers and the gay who keep living morally. …………

An unedited draft I found in the old files. 1. On this day “Stop, stop,” I stammered, rising up and leaning forward to brace my forearms against the popcorn wall of Terence’s apartment and groaned - against my hyper sensitive skin, even the bumps on the wall felt like a forbidden pleasure. Terence kissed and nipped at my abdomen, “you getting scared?” he murmured, not a single note of judgement in his voice. I swallowed against the hoarse lump in my throat and sucked my tongue against the roof of my mouth trying to build some saliva so I could even simply just speak. Fearing his lost interest if I delayed too long, I simply shook my head no, looking down and locking eyes with him to make sure he saw. He smiled and continued kissing. I finally found my voice, “no… I just, I can’t hold myself there - hovering over your dick like that… thighs weak… fuck… high.” John chuckled, a low rumble that echoed in my belly, “I think that means you should sit on it.” “Mmm,” I moaned as he reached up to tweak one nipple, then the other, then both. “Yesssss,” I hissed as his careful ministrations brought me back to life. I slithered my forearms down against the wall, enjoying the gentle ribbing against my skin. I lowered my body again until once more I felt the head of his cock against my hole. This time rather than trying to squat over him, I folded my legs. He patted my thighs, now relaxed and straight, rather than taut and strained. “Better?” He whispered as he let his hands explore my backside, grip my cheeks, and once again begin to pry them open. The meth made it so that my mind actually thought it could feel his dick secreting its juices against the exterior of my hole. But I didn’t have too much time to dwell on that because I most certainly did feel it when his wiry fingers worked their way in, pushing his juices deeper into me. “Fuck yeaaaaa.” I looked down at him and grinned. He nodded to my right, “pick up the poppers and do a long hit, both sides.” I couldn’t refuse, despite the massive pounding in my head. I picked up the bottle wearily and looked down at him as I began the first sniff on my right side. “Inhale…” he murmured, moving one hand up to my chest so he could feel me take in the fumes, while the fingers of his other hand increased the speed or pressure or… fuck… whatever he was doing back there it was driving me crazy with anticipation. I held the hit - he likes it when I do that - but then I thought I saw the slightest nod so I released the hit, sinking down further against his wriggling fingers as I did so. These poppers were strong and we’d just opened them a short while ago. Immediately the vapors went to work, sweeping away my worries with a wave of warmth and perversion. I must’ve let out some kind of noise because he chuckled. With his one free hand he nudged the bottle to the other nostril. As I inhaled again, my ass grew alive to the feeling of every twist and turn of his fingers. The way his knuckles bulged and the edges of his fingernails were not perfectly filed down. I lifted my ass, not to get away, but to add the motion of sliding on his fingers. “Good boy,” he whispered as I exhaled. On instinct, at the bottom of the exhale I breathed in a little bit more vapor - the bottle was still uncapped and right there. Nothing gets by Terence, though. “A good addict always wants more,” he commented slyly, “go ahead do another hit, both nostrils.” I started again, and smiled as the pounding in my head transformed from the throb of discomfort to the rhythm of encouragement, pushing me to go further and sink deeper. Poppers work so quickly. By the time I was on the second side I felt him inserting all the fingers of one hand and then splaying them steadily inside of me, like a human speculum. His other hand insistently tweaked at my nips, sending pulses of pleasure up to my brain where they infused with the drugs and then raced back down to tell my cock to leak and my ass to open. “Time for something stronger,” Terence said, nodding at the side table, as I finished the second hit. I let out a groan of desire. Always. Always meth after poppers. He had expertly slid his cock through the opening in his fingers and now I could feel the crown pushing incessantly, desperate to get in. “Make you want it more,” Terence said as I picked up the bong. “I do want it,” I said, the desperation pushing the pitch of my voice higher as I clicked on the torch. That sound immediately sent a mental shiver that only added to my heightened state of arousal. “What do you want?” he teased. I didn’t answer, as I was now 100% fixated on the bong. My poppered up cross eyes watched as the crystal melted and the smoke started to swirl around the bong. I licked my chapped lips as I raised the pipe to my mouth and started to suck. My eyes followed those wisps as they raced from the bulb, through the bong, gurgled through the water, up the pipe and then down my throat. As my thoughts raced, I thought Terence had picked up some preternatural ability to time the flicks of his fingers on my nips with the bubbling of the water. Such pure fucking delirious pleasure, I thought. I continued to fill myself with that most delicious of drugs, my tweaker eyes carefully watching my torso expand while also making sure the wisps weren’t escaping through the bong hole. Terence doesn’t like that, waste of good meth, he had explained. Which is why I had to maintain some level of control while smoking with him. I had to time it just right… to stop the flame quite a bit earlier so that I could cleanly suck away the residual smoke without wastage. I closed my eyes as I reached the top of my breath, letting the rush wrap around me. I cried out as precisely in that moment, Terence’s other hand move from my ass to my other nipple, and now his fingers were furiously dancing around my most sensitive erogenous zones. “You’re…” I said breathlessly, “... in?” “Yes boy, you almost didn’t notice it with that hit, right?” He teased, bucking upward so I could feel the certainty of his dick in my ass. I grunted as, again, I involuntarily raised the bong. Terence laughed, “not like I wasn’t going to give you a hit anyway, but you gotta learn to keep better control.” I already had the torch lit when he said, “2 more hits then, punishment for trying to sneak one without my permission.” “Fuuuck,” I said around the pipe as I heated the bulb and felt his cock push deeper inside of me. “That’s it,” Terence said as I started to inhale again. “Get hungry for that fucking dirty dick,” I heard him say over the bubbling. Yes, I thought as my heartbeat quickened to match the throbbing in my brain. I want this dirty dick. “I know you do, boy,” he said, surprising me. In my altered state, I hadn’t realized I’d said it outloud. Clearly, Terence was aware of that as he smirked at me, “do the second hit now, hurry up junkie.” I whimpered as those words caused my dick to jump. “Love being your junkie,” I quickly uttered before I stuck the pipe back into my mouth, still coordinated enough to not let any of the precious smoke escape before I could suck it in. “Yeah, let’s get you back into that headspace,” Terence said, pinching my nips each in turn. I grimaced and whined but didn’t dare to stop sucking. I knew he was just teasing me. He started flicking them again and I pushed myself down further on his dick as pleasure flooded my body and filth surged in my mind. “Oh god…” I cried out as I felt his balls at the base of my ass and his fat crown deep in my guts, “it’s too–” “It was always too late,” Terence cut me off, knowing exactly what I was going to say. I looked down at him and in my high I saw his handsome face twisted. The drugs in my system pulled the shadows across his face longer and deeper into devilish proportions. “You knew you were going to sit on this toxic dick the minute you sent me that message,” he said, tugging me down by the nips. I curled my back so he could continue to fuck his disease into me as I laid my forehead against his. I saw his twisted smile and then closed my eyes, letting the demonic visage sharpen with the fresh drugs in my system. I felt his tongue against my lips and opened, letting our mouths explore each other messily as he continued to whisper to me between wet kisses. “There was…” he said before sucking on my tongue, “... no chance…” he spit and then leaned in to lap at the pool of his filth in my mouth, “... you were going to stay sober…” Fucccck. I was going to put down the bong and lighter, but with those words, I urgently opened my eyes and sought to bring the pipe into the small space between our hearts. He saw what I was doing and laughed, “good tweaker, but there’s not enough space for that to not burn.” I groaned in disappointment. “Now now,” he chastised, “where there’s a tweaker, there’s a way. Use the long nozzle.” Of course, Terence’s home was filled with every kind of apparatus one needed to get a good fix, and he had used most of them already to pump me up over the last few days. I lifted my head slightly to find the long black plastic nozzle. It was about a yard long and at the end of it was yet another bong firmly clamped to the table. As I brought the nozzle to my lips he took the lighter from me with one hand and stretched it out to light the bulb. “Now for this hit, I’m just gonna keep the flame going, you can swap between putting the nozzle in my mouth or yours or whatever, I’ll let you do what you want.” I nodded and furiously began to suck. He raised an eyebrow, “just don’t be too greedy, now.” I nodded and put the nozzle end into his mouth, then blew a cloud of smoke around his face as he sucked. I could even see him breathing some in through his nostrils. The metallic smell engulfed us as he spit the nozzle out and I quickly latched on to his mouth to take the shotgun. I took as much as I could but I could see the nozzle still streaming out smoke so I snuck the plastic in between our mouths. We lost ourselves in a hazy mix of hits, shotguns, slobber, and verbal filth. “Put that fucking pipe in my mouth.” And I did, not knowing if those words were even his or mine, the battlecry of a long repressed addict. He latched his mouth to my nose, taking in my hit that way. “Back and forth.” Again it didn’t matter whose voice it was. We messily clashed through the haze but our tweaker mouths on instinct found their way back to each other. As he finally stopped the flame after what felt to me like half an hour, we used each other’s lungs as balloons, recycling the precious chemical again and again, forcing every single bit to distill in our bodies. Incredibly, and this is precisely when I came to him, Terence’s free hand remained on my nipple the entire time, and now his other hand, no longer busy with the torch, found its way to my chest as well. Nothing, and I mean nothing, ruins me having my nipples played with. The sensations made every fiber of my body scream out for drugs. More drugs. Always drugs. When we finally finished, hardly a wisp of smoke escaped either of our mouths. “Fuck!” I cried out and he moved his mouth to one of my tits and began assaulting it with his tongue. “Yeah you fucking meth addict,” he said between nips and licks, “I know what you fucking want.” “Ugh!” I struggled under his assault, yet my grip was like an iron vice around his head, keeping his tongue and mouth right there. “Goddamnit,” I pleaded, “that makes me want the nastiest things.” “Uh huh,” he said, speeding up his licks, “tell me, boy.” “Fuck man… never pull out just keep that fucking poz dick in me, and then cum over and over again and over and again,” I said, my words garbling at the end. “And feed you more meth?” he earnestly asked. I nodded furiously, “get me hooked again goddamnit it, don’t let me stop, make me do hits nonstop as long as you’re in me and you’re fucking on my nips like that, god.” “Yeah? Hit that fucking bong again then!” There was no way I could pick up the bong in that state, so I simply popped the plastic nozzle back in my mouth. Now it was my arm stretching out to light the bulb. “Ohhhh fuuuuck,” I whispered as I took in a new hit. The barely subsided waves of pleasure now buoyed up again by a new flood of dopamine in my system. I felt the sharp sensation of my brain frying as I sucked again and again. “Do some continuous hits, until I say,” Terence demanded, then returned to his job of drooling over one nip. He quickly stuck the fingers of his hand into his mouth to get them wet before using them to tease the other nip. With his second free hand, he reached in between us to pull at my dick. I whimpered as I finally sucked to the top of my lungs and then forcefully exhaled my nose as fast as possible so I could suck from my mouth again, and quickly before anything burned or the smoke was wasted. I go from stone cold sober to desperate tweaker whore in 2 hits and Terence loved that about me. Continuous hits would push me even further, so would his amazing cadence of nip work. Fast flicks across the tip while I’m sucking to encourage me to do big hits; languid, hard licks and pinches on the exhales so I marinated in the surge of depravity each new hit brought. Inhale. I need to find more dick. I need to be ass up in a dark room. At a sex offender’s haven. In a conservative country without testing. Inhale. I need more meth. Can I put another pipe in my mouth? What if he starts peeing right now? While he slams? Inhale. Fuck… someone please tie me to a meth machine. I need to hotbox something. Inhale. “Shotgun this to me,” Terence demanded. I stopped the flame and brought both hands to his jaw, lifting his face to mine so I could push the meth into him. Feed his inner demon as he’d fed mine. We both whimpered and whined as we pushed each other’s straining lungs to go again and again, each one challenging the other to see who would have to break for fresh air first. Please not that. The door slammed. We broke free and I found myself panting, desperately drawing in oxygen even as my body tried to reject it. My head swam and my vision became speckled as if a sheet of paper next to a fire and showered by embers. I could hear Terence laugh and say hi to someone, but sharp yet muffled ringing in my ears prevented me from making out his words. I felt a hand in my hair that yanked me back. I became keenly aware of Terence’s poz cock pounding away at me as I looked up wearily at the face above me. My vision was fuzzy, my hearing was barely there. But I still could recognize him. “Good boy, Eric, welcome to Day 4,” Emilio said.

It's hot as a fantasy, although as someone with a very hairy ass, I need some lube to help things glide in without hairs clinging. It's just the reality of a very hairy hole, sadly.

I know that this is several months old, and all of that, but I have wanted to add some perspective to this discussion from a bit of distance. I don’t intend any offense or insult to anyone involved with the original discussion, quite the opposite I’m simply hoping that since some time has passed and some grieving has occurred, it can be assessed and processed in a new light. Both Ellentonboy and Brian Bonds brought up valid points in their respective posts, but each of them also reacted to the behaviors of others with anger which is extremely common during the grieving process. Neither of them did anything wrong, they were just humans being human. Ellentonboy mentioned that Brian had no idea how someone else was connected with the deceased, and that’s true, even Brian somewhat acknowledged that in his own post before making statements that Ellentonboy disagreed with. I find that Brian’s message was a little mixed there, and he really didn’t have the right to demand that other people behave in specific ways. No one has the right to dictate how another person gets to behave , thus it would have been better if Brian had worded it as a suggestion. Unfortunately, that’s not what happened, he was dealing with his own grief over the death of a friend of his and when humans grieve we often get angry for no reason and lash out at anyone and everyone for no discernible explanation. It’s just something that humans do, as if it’s hardwired into our brains. Brian Bonds did make a good point though, about what is generally considered appropriate or inappropriate as a topic of public discussion when someone has just died. Ellentonboy’s discussion of Colton’s music career was completely appropriate for public discourse, and I would think wholly welcome by both Brian and the late Colton. Remembering the person who has just passed through something that brought joy to a wider audience than another career they had pursued would have been the preferred choice for many such artists I think regardless of what that alternate career was. In fact, just before responding to these posts I was thinking about what I would have written at the time, and I include it below … Colton Ford was, like all people, a complex human being, who definitely marched to the beat of his own drum. The beauty of it is that he decided to share that with the world by changing gears and launching a music career. Thank you, Glenn, you were truly a wonderful person who was genuinely kind and true pleasure to be around. You are sorely missed.

Just call it whatever it is. Specific name like blue boy etc not poppers.

One hot scene, thank you for this

What should we call then?

In my defense, your dad sounds like he had more girth than mine, so I started at a disadvantage. Definitely haven't heard that in years.

Me next please daddy

I have never been told that. Lol

I had that happen to me recently here in Chicago. They said because I called them poppers I couldn’t buy them. I went somewhere else and bought them.

I think you and I can both attest this isn't true. LOL If a man wants a tight hole, I've yet to hear it. Back before I got loose all I was told is that I was "too tight."

When I go to the bath house or the video stores it seems that most of my breedings are with just spit. Tops don’t usually carry lube and I don’t like to Cary a bottle around either. That’s why spit is the most common lube. I went to a new fuck buds house yesterday and he pulled out some lube that was not as good as spit. I want as much of my tops dna in me as possible. Lol

as you should sir. you’re build to breed and it’s my job as a btm to let you enjoy yourself