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Chapter 5 - Words and Their Meanings 'In the deepest depths of my soul... buried by my parents... repressed by my upbringing... hidden to all who know me... I know that despite all I have achieved in school, despite the facade I put out to the world to make my horrible parents proud of me... I know what I really am... I know what I was put on this earth for... I know my purpose in this life...' 'I was born to be ruined, broken, and to be moulded into a mindless fukdoll for special men like you. To serve ONLY men like you. My cute pretty almost girly face was made to be defiled by men like you. My barbie doll body was born for men like you to destroy!' 'I cant believe I am actually admitting this to another person. My hands are shaking as I type this and I don't even know if I will hit the reply button haha. I guess if you read it... You know what kind of faggot slut I am... Or at least am meant to be lol.' 'This is my purpose... I know it!' 'Jordan - boifagbarbie. :)' He hadn't exaggerated - his hands really were shaking as he viewed the words on his screen. His own words. Crazy words - but words that he knew, viscerally knew from the heart of his being, represented just exactly how he felt. His little penis was hard and maybe that was part of it but it was way more than just that. He NEEDED this! Jordan pressed the send message and instantly felt a surge of fear and regret. This really was insane. The only thing that let him control a rising tide of panic was the fact that he knew these things didn't happen. The man on the other end of this had to be a fake - didn't he? That night there was a new dream. Jordan was in near-darkness, naked, tied to a padded bench with a gag in his mouth. He knew there were men outside of the room and he heard their voices. Laughing voices. He knew they had each come with the same purpose - to use him, to abuse him and to leave him a wrecked, broken, mess. In a way there was no coming back from. In the room he could see three small red lights. They were the cameras. His ruination would be recorded for men to watch and enjoy. They would wank their big cocks as they saw him broken down into a dirty little faggot boi whore. Just as he'd excitedly asked his Master to arrange for him before that gag had been put in his mouth. The excitement was still there but now it was mixed with a powerful dose of fear. He knew he needed to cry out and get them to stop this and he understood why his Master had gagged him. This needed to be done and last minute changes of mind were definitely not on the program. Jordan stared at the place where he knew the door was and suddenly a crack of light appeared. The door was opening - it was time... Jordan woke and cursed in his mind. He hadn't wanted the dream to end there - but his dreams always did. Just as that favorite story had. A thought raced through his mind, 'The way you continue to the end is to do it for real.' That was a scary thought but Jordan knew that it was true. Some things had to be experienced and not just fantasized about - he would never truly understand until... It was minutes after he awoke before Jordan even remembered that he was here in his parents' home with another day of College before him. Such things all seemed so colorless and well pointless compared to what really mattered. However, he knew that was just how it was. He had to put on that fake act, to seem to be the Jordan Myers his parents and community thought he was. Even though every part of him knew it was a lie. The alternative was to go back to BZ and he knew he couldn't afford to do that. His urges were getting just a little too strong, a little too undeniable. Why had he sent that message! He had been such an idiot! *** He tried - he really did try. However, he couldn't concentrate on his College studies, couldn't really hear what people were trying to tell him, couldn't think about anything except that message he had sent. The chance, ridiculous as it might seem, that there had been a response. The whole day was essentially wasted. It became just a clock ticking down to the moment when he was free to log on to BZ and find out. He couldn't even say at what moment his firm determination to never return to BZ had once again become an irresistible need to go there. Finally, at last, he was alone in his room and able to do just that. A notification. He felt his heart beating like a lovelorn schoolgirl. He clicked the link. The response came from '730 Boi Wrecker'. It said he'd been accepted for 'approval' and set him two tasks. He had kind of expected more but fuck it! Even if this was all a fake at least he could have some fun! One of his photos, naturally a real one, had revealed the presence of a little peach fuzz. '730 Boi Wrecker' pointed out that wasn't acceptable. He didn't work with strong young men. He worked with weak sissy femboy fags. Jordan was told to research what he had to do and then to take a new picture of his body nice and smooth and hairless. It took a day and another trip to town after college, embarrassed as he bought some of the necessaries. Then it was back home and he spent a long time locked in the bathroom hoping his parents wouldn't wonder where he was. He carefully shaved or creamed himself until by the end the only hairs on his body were those on his head. It was fiddly in places but it was kind of exciting to know why he was doing this. Because a man who he had never met had told him to. Because of who that man was and what he represented. Jordan's dream, his fantasy, his total ruination. He posted the picture privately to '730 Boi Wrecker'. This time there was no real delay. After barely a minute the response came. The man approved and asked if Jordan had done the other task too. He had - his new phone was sitting in front of him all ready to go. He might be a dumb little fag but he knew what was coming next. Just like in his favorite story. It was so exciting! 'Send me your number.' A few seconds later that new phone was vibrating and he quickly answered it for fear his parents would hear it. "Hi," he gasped into the phone, his throat dry with nerves. "Two tasks passed boy. A good start." The voice was deep, resonant, masterful. It made Jordan's stomach do back flips just listening to it! "I like that picture you posted. The one called 'slut2'. A little grey top and some fishnet and lace around a real nice booty and a nice pair of dangling hairless fag-balls. Take another just like that and send it to me now." "Um - I'm sorry, er, I haven't got those clothes anymore. Um, what do I call you?" Jordan asked the question hoping to distract him from that picture. There was a laugh at the other end of the phone. "I figured as much. I'll supply the clothes - you just need to stick your booty in the air for the camera. What do you call me? You call me 'Sir' until you earn the right to use my correct title. Got that fag?" "Yes sir." It had been a little humiliating but that just merged with the excitement. Made the sensations within him build and grow in intensity. "OK - so pick the clothes up from my boy Kyle at this place by 5 tomorrow" Jordan's phone pinged - a message with a location. It was what looked like a dirty book store, a porn store, and it was in the city. By which he meant THE CITY. Not so many miles away from his home but he had never been there. All his life his parents and everyone in his town had fulminated about and warned him against that city and its people. The crime, the drugs, the depravity and, almost needless to say, the Blacks. The City was everything his parents hated and despised. Not entirely without reason. People all over the world knew the name of that city and they associated it with decay, corruption and ruin. That wasn't the real issue though. Humiliation and excitement were now joined by fear. He just about managed to gasp into his phone, "How did you know, um, sir?" Again a low rumble of a laugh came through the phone's speaker. "I didn't until now. Something you wrote once made me think you were nearby, real close and convenient like. Couldn't be sure until now tho. If you're in this State and at a Christian college like you said once then that'd be..." Jordan's phone pinged again. This time the location of the college he attended. The fear peaked once more. This man knew where he was! The fear surged into a desperate desire to cut the phone connection but then, before he had acted upon it, the fear receded like a retreating wave. If this man was who Jordyn hoped and needed him to be then of course he wouldn't have wasted time on someone maybe halfway around the world would he? This was good. If the man had found all this out, had followed all he had posted so carefully, then that meant he was the real deal right? That meant this all might actually happen! 999,999 people out of a million would have been terrified almost out of their senses by that realization. However, young Jordan Myers was genuinely one in a million. He hadn't written his response as a game, as a tease. He had meant it, every word of it, and he knew this man was his best chance to make his dreams a reality. However... "I'm not sure I can make it by five, sir, college only ends at..." "Shut the fuck up fag! You think I care about your fucking college. The only education you ever needed starts when you meet me. You fucking understanding me boy?" The voice was clear and low but it was the controlled snarl contained within each word that made it more forceful than any volume could ever have. "Yes sir - I'm sorry sir." Jordan didn't know what else to say. "You already got one mark against ya. I told you to send me what you wanted done to you and what you were willing to do for me in return. You did the first half. Now you need to do the second - I ain't no fucking charity you hear me boy. Do it now and then tomorrow... Be there by five or stop wasting my fucking time." The connection cut off and left Jordan shaken and sweating, his cute little 'manhood' standing proud in his pants.

In my case I am never used with a condom.

NO !!! It does Not count as taking a load. Direct Deposits REQUIRED to count as a load. The ass can be filled with cum and a good feeling for the bottom, it does not count as officially taking a load. Some guys do "freeze" several loads and later inject it in the ass with a full feeling, it does not count. Swallow the load is acceptable but does not count. Especially for men that are chasing and/or bugchasers. HIV is not transferred if exposed to air. You can lick cum off a wall/floor or mixed with food and down your throat. Mailed cum to be inserted are all options, but Direct Deposits are REQUIRED to be counted as Officially taking a load.

I Mississauga March 7 for 2 nights. Neg not on prep and eager to take toxic poz loads. Can host in my hotel room. Message me for details.

Damn 🙄 I wish I had these types of experience even it's hard to find and make any top friend so that we both tops can actually be in brotherhood and enjoy fucking bottom together

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Damn that's kinda of bonding very rare to find because you both are enjoying eachother company and really love eachother masculinity, that's why whenever one of them is horny other person is so ready to do it i love to hear more stories are you available on telegram

Spit is best

Dan is in heat, and all the tops can smell it. His body is giving away his pheremones and intoxication all the tops around him on campus. The animal urges and instincts to breed is obviously very powerfull, and not to mention hot! Can't wait to read about DAN becoming such a slut and subcoming to his true natural urges, and being the ultimate slut pussy. Getting bred as many as possible, and being rejected by Rick because he can't trace who made him pregnant. Like the true slut he is, he can't resist this much longer. He will fail and be unloved, but full of cum and shame.

Thanks! Toxic loads turns me on 😈

Oh yes, a slut feeling tired, used, satisfied after several poundings

My take is the following: 1. Strictly technically speaking, maybe yes. I say Maybe and not definitive Yes because you would need to push all that load deep inside you, not just smearing the hole with cum. 2. Now, if the top actively pushes the load from the condom inside you, then I would say Yes, it counts. It's just the top is maybe either into some sort of kink or afraid of catching bugs. Understandable. In my books, for a load to count without a doubt it needs to come straight from the cock and deep in my guts. Slight variation such as the top starting to cum outside my hole whilst being filmed and then pushing through, is acceptable since the purpose is to also show the viewers that indeed the top was cumming. 3. From an emotional connection with the top and his cum, if the cum is not released inside me during the active fuck, then I wouldn't really count the load, even if later I push it deep inside me. The act of taking a man's whilst he is orgasming inside me needs to be complete, otherwise is just an almost dry fuck. Close, but no cigar...

I love Hispanic cock. They can be really aggressive too. In Miami, I became an addict for Cuban cock in particular.

Definitely very interesting what's going on in Dan's life now. He is in a situation that is difficult and intriguing at the same time.One thing for sure is once he does get pozzed by Rick he is going to be open to have a lot of fun.

@russianbarefucker Looking at your photos and your magnificent hole (!) I'd say you won't have trouble finding breeders. If our paths cross, I may even volunteer a small donation 😈 if you're up to taking toxic loads

Thanks for tips!

Toledo Ohio here... Moved to Toledo.....Eastside...

Haven't ever taken a load from a condom and put in my ass, I have dumped plenty of condom loads into my mouth. When a top wants to fuck me wrapped, I love unwrapping and swallowing the delicious contents.

No

This past Sunday, Mar 1, 2026, I was feeling particularly horny. Hit up some of my regular breeding tops, but as it was already nearly 9 pm on a Sunday night, most were settled in for the night and couldn't meet cuz of early work the next day. I didn't have work the next morning and even though I'd paused my prep 2 months ago, I was just too horny for loads, but even the apps were quiet. So, I did something I've done only a couple times before. I changed my profiles to "Traveling south bound I-5, cumdump looking for any raw loads. You'll need to host." Then hopped in my car and headed south towards Seattle. Now, it's roughly a 90 minute drive, so I rationalized the time/gas by heading to an ABS to buy some new poppers (no one sells them near me, anyway, so even if I didn't get any loads I'd be stocked up on head cleaner for future fun). By the time I get to the store, it's closing in on 10:45 pm. I buy a few of my favorite large bottles, then sit in the parking lot and re-fresh the apps. (This ABS closes at 11 PM and it was dead anyway, so no loads available there sadly). But I started getting DMs from strangers on the apps, and that was exactly what I was looking for: raw loads from strangers! I ended up driving to 4 different guys and giving them my raw slutty pussy to breed as they wished. 1st guy....thick sexy black man, staying at the Motel 6. He told me the door would be propped open and "come in and start slurping this D". He told me that he likes fucking rough and enjoys a loose hole so he can go hard. And he sure did! I knelt up on the edge of his bed, he and I huffed poppers, and he went to town on my ass! His dick curved upwards and felt incredible as he pounded me. Then he dumped his nut in me, we caught our breath, I pulled up my pants, we thanked each other, and I left for the next guy. 2nd guy....6 ft tall, muscled black dude wanted me to come to his house so he could use a pussy. He met me at his garage door, naked from the waist down, and already throbbing hard. And whew, he had a THICK dick with a red cockring on, like beer can thick from helmut to balls, about 6.5 inches. I've had some thick ones before but his was definitely the widest, couldn't fit my fingers around it! So I dropped my pants, huffed some poppers, and took him into my mouth cuz I just had to taste him. Then he took me doggy style on a mat he'd laid on the floor. Bulldozed his way through my puffy pussy lips and gave me a full ass buffet of fucking! We must have gone for nearly an hour! A sweaty cummy mess by the time he blew his nut in me. Then he lay back and I went to suck his wet cock, got up and down it again maybe 4 times and he started snoring! Haha! Right there on the garage floor, just did a marathon fuck, and he passes out with his dick in my mouth! I shook him a bit but I guess my pussy wore him out! So I covered him with a blanket and snuck out of his garage with an even looser hole and a whole lotta nut packed deep inside 3rd guy....I think white (he wanted a dark room, but from his voice I'm sure he was white) uncut, nice 7 inches. Had me come to in through his backyard patio door, get naked, huff poppers, and kneel ass up on his carpet facing outside, then to text him "ready". So I don't see him, he comes up behind me and says he wants to eat my cunt and he dives in and makes a whole meal outta my fuck hole, just digging and slurping and moaning in my hole with his tongue and fingers for like 20 minutes. Then he stands up, straddles my hips, and pushes his dick down into my loose wet pussy. He just seems to savor my wet heat for a bit, then starts a slow rocking in and out of me. Feels sooo good just having him at edging speed massaging my pussy like that. Without changing anything, I hear his breath hitch and a deep sigh as he unloads. He gently gropes my fat cheeks for a moment, then rises, thanks me, and steps back into the darkness. I dress and leave out the door, another load secure and warm inside me. 4th, and last, guy....latino or mixed, not sure, texted me he had a 'big one" and was a bit dom and liked to pound big butts. And I sent him some more pics and he just blows up my DMs about how he needs my fat pussy and how much he loves it looking so loose and how he wants to really pound it out. So he tells me to meet him at an empty apartment, at a complex he manages, and he'll fuck me there. So I show up and he has the outside door propped open, I go up the stairs and he ushers me into the apartment. It's totally empty, no furniture or anything so I step to the middle of the living room, kneel, and he drops his pants. He's definitely good size, thicker 8 inches and also uncut. And fuuuck it tastes so good! He precums a lot and I'm loving it. He's loving it too because I can deep throat him. He must not get that much cuz he went wild when I did that. After my jaw got tired, he pulls a blanket out of his backpack and lays it on the floor of the bedroom so I drop my pants and assume the position ass up, face down, legs spread like a good slut. Luckily I'd brought a small thing of lube cuz all he'd planned on was using lotion! So he slicks up, tells me to keep it slack, and dives right in and just plows the ever living fuck outta me! I'm trying to brace against the satiny blanket and keeping my cunt at the right height for him. He's just thwap-thwap-thwap-ing away. But goddamn, his size is the longest of the night and just feels soo fucking good inside my slick moist cunt, my eyes are rolling and he's got me drooling! He occasionally pulls out and admires my hole then it's back to it, for about 20 minutes. Then he finally pushes deep and let's out a loud moan and cums and cums and cums. Huge load! He just stays frozen there, deep inside, throbbing out cum for what felt like a minute! Even when he finished he stayed that way as we caught our breath. He finally slithers out and I'm trying to clench cuz I don't wanna lose any of his baby batter. We stand, make eye contact, and just grin at each other, then laugh too. He said he really enjoyed that and that "we'll be doing that again!" which I'm so down for. I thank him for his awesome dick and big load, get my pants on, and head out the door. I get to my car. By then it's nearly 3 am, I'm exhausted but very satisfied, so I drive all the way back home and go to sleep with their loads still inside me. What a damn good night!

Thanks heaps, that definitely makes it easier for me to find people close to me

No. Definite enough?

Would love to have my boypussy bred by: Jesse Jackman Lito Cruz Cain Marko Michael Brandon Legrand Wolfe Jessy Karson Adam Snow Drew Sebastian Gianni Maggio BJ Slater Fuck, I can only hope I don't cum across as greedy... 🤣🤣🤣

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Wow, an American versed in Byzantine church history. Respect! Apparently your school system must be better than its reputation... 😉😋 Made me think of the rulings of the Council of Chalcedon on the nature of Christ: fully divine and fully human at the same time, without confusion, change, division, or separation. So maybe he's taken that load AND not taken that load at the same time. Man, this is so Zen... 🤣🤣🤣