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Just got a load. Was in bed with bf but couldn't sleep. BF was already asleep so checked grindr and found a top nearby. Slipped out and met him in the lobby then went down to basement. Someone else was there doing laundry, so ducked into men's room and used a stall. Sucked him just enough to get him fully hard then turned around and he slid in with just spit. Fucked hard and wasn't quiet lol. Ended up cumming just before he shop up me. Didn't even wait for me to clean him up, just zipped and was out. Now deciding between finding a second load or slipping back into bed.

Well this is actually a true account of my first time...I'll add to it as time goes on...but here is a starter...btw this is my first story so....feedback? Well... I dont really consider myself gay. Shitty way to start a story right? I mean I fucking love women...watching them cum...feeling their juices flow down my cock and slide down my waist while they ride me...it makes me rock hard just thinking about it. Nevertheless, I always found that guys...they are so much more...animalistic. I never could fuck a woman the way I fuck a man, I've tried before and literally made my first girlfriend scream for me to stop. I felt terrible. So when I told my college buddy Sean about it one night in my dorm I never expected the reply I got... See I was an RA in college, pretty much a fucking cakewalk of a job. I had this big ass room all to myself and all I had to do was get to know the guys on my floor and work downstairs in the residence hall office for 20 hours a week (among other random tasks). Having my own room was the shit; I could jerk it whenever I wanted and never had to wear clothes (not that me and my old roomate ever did...but thats another story). I met Sean on facebook of all places. He saw some of my pictures of the college football team and added me, said he loved photography too and we should kick it sometime. We ended up having an English class together one semester (after many late night aim convos) and I soon found out he was a pretty bad-ass stoner. He got me really high that night in my dorm...like...super high. We never really talked sex very much either. But that day...shit...that day my uncut cock was throbbing for some attention. So we smoked a blunt in my room, being extra careful to open all the windows and cover up the vents of the dorm. Before I knew it we were talking sex and surfing around on xtube looking at random videos that got us really worked up. One video we came to was a guy with a thick-cut cock. He was diving balls-deep in a blonde chick who was screaming. I told him the story of the last time I had sex (about six months ago). I told Sean about how I got wasted at a party, went home and plowed my girl so hard she begged me to stop. We had broken up the next week, she said I was too "hardcore" for her. I had asked if it was the sex that night and she said no, that it was a combination of my lifestyle (smoking, drinking, experimenting, etc.) and how she was just "raised differently". Pissed me off but made me feel like shit at the same time... "Dude that fucking ridiculous!" Sean proclaimed. "Some chicks just can't take a hardcore pounding...not like guys can at least..." The last comment lingered in the air...suddenly the room became smaller... I suddenly became aware that we were both rubbing ourselves through our shorts...and our legs were slightly touching. I started to feel like I was about to get on a rollercoaster, I felt like I was tingling all over... I wanted to ask so badly what he meant by the last comment but he beat me to the punch. "I mean...guys... are just built tough...like...I mean... come on man you've watched some videos where guys go at it right? All guys have..." Its true too, I fucking loved watching two guys go at it, though I had never told anyone. There was something about a guy with a huge thick cock slamming into another dude til he blew his wad deep up inside that got me fucking hard as shit... "Yea...I used to watch that stuff alot actually...I mean...when I was younger." A long pause followed my comment. We both sat in silence rubbing our cocks through our shorts, suddenly I became aware that Sean wasn't wearing any underwear. I could see the outline of this monster cock through his shorts! I had known Sean for about six months...I never once imagined he would have a massive cock...but as I looked over I realized that he was gripping his dick with his hand but his hand couldn't close around the giant bulge in his shorts! This guy must have been about 9 inches easy.... I mean I have a big dick... prolly about 8 uncut inches and thick too...but Sean's cock had another inch on me! I had never seen another guy that would give me a run for my money, but here we have a fucking hot 19 year old stoner...smooth body and scruffy hair with a massive piece of meat...I realized just how hot Sean was in that moment. Sean turned and his baby blue eyes locked onto mine. I kinda stopped breathing for a sec...Sean licked his lips then turned back towards the tv...I looked away too... "So... listen I got some new shit... I know that you dont do alot of random stuff...but this shit is pretty good...ever tried G?" Sean continued to look at the TV and rub on his cock. "No...what's it do?"

POZ Exam with my Boy My boy and I had tried monogamy, and we had both failed miserably. Whenever one of us had a business trip, we both tripped up. Somehow, I wound up on the bottom of a pile of guys in a hotel room, with at least three loads in my ass. My boy had taken loads at least four times in my absence... He thought at least of those guys was POZ. I couldn't fault him for wanting the guy's load, especially after I had taken one or two questionable loads myself... After a few weeks, neither of us seemed to have come down with the fuck flu, but it bothered me that we didn't really know our status. We decided to go get tested. Happily, my job had good benefits, and we were both able to schedule a physical exam to get tested for everything. We even got to choose our Doctor. From their photos on the hospital website, we picked the hunkiest of them all and got appointments back to back. I went first. Doctor Sizemore was a hottie, at least six foot two tall, wide shoulders, broad pecs, cropped blond hair, a smile full of perfect teeth, and looked like a full swaying package in his khakis. He wore an unbuttoned white coat over an almost-translucent shirt revealing his hairy chest. I stuttered as I answered his questions about general health and sexual history. He asked me how many sex partners I had had. I chuckled and said, 'Too many to count.” He said, “Try me,” and I flirted back a little, “Boy, would I,” and licked my lips a bit. He smirked and continued with the questions. He asked if I had any STDs, and I told him, “No. Not yet.” He leaned forward and put his manpaw on my leg saying, “Well, I'll be here for you either way.” Was he coming onto me, or was I just thinking dirty? He asked if I had any more concerns, and I told him that I wanted to be tested, and he excused himself, calling in his nurse to draw some blood. The nurse was adorable. Maybe five foot ten, olive skin, green eyes, and perfect swept dark hair. He could have been Superman's latin cousin. He took my blood and made small talk. He asked me if I had come alone. I told him no, that my boyfriend was in the waiting room. He remarked that I was lucky to have such a hot boy. I thanked him and told him he was pretty hot himself. He said he'd like to see more of both of us. I was turned on, but surprised to see such a frank and hot medical team! I wrapped everything up, and patted my boy's ass as he entered the exam room. I waited for him in the reception room as the hot nurse clicked away on his phone. I thought I would log onto one of those dating apps and see who was online, I laughed out loud when I saw the nurse's profile, fifteen feet away from me! He messaged me and told me he and my boy had made friends already. Knowing my boy, I wondered if he'd already blown the nurse. I read the details of his profile and saw that he was advertising as POZ, open to POZ and POZ-friendly. We chatted for a few minutes courtesy of the phone app, and then he excused himself to go in and do some blood work for my boy. The doctor came out of the exam room as the nurse entered. I could tell he was semi-hard and there was a dark spot on his crotch. I wondered if he had been turned on listening to my boy's exploits. He walked back into his office and I kept trolling the dating app just to see who else was out there. Seconds later, his own profile popped up! Doctor Sizemore's face was only partially visible, but I knew it was him. His pic was shirtless and hot. He messaged me and told me what a small world it was. A few minutes later, the intercom on the reception desk rang, and Doctor Sizemore reappeared to answer it. The nurse had summoned him back into the exam room, right away. He winked at me as he entered. I heard muffled speech and movement, but couldn't quite tell what was going on. I was worried that my boy had fainted during the blood draw... I got messages second apart from Doctor Sizemore and the nurse on the phone app. Both asked me to come to the exam room right away. And both attached blurry pics. I got up and ran into the room before I really looked at them. When I opened the door, I saw my boy on his back on the exam table, with his legs up in the air, and the nurse's raw POZ cock slamming into my boy's ass. Doctor Sizemore was perched on the edge of the table with his hand on the nurse's ass, guiding the nurse's cock into my boy's upturned ass. To be continued...

im 25 yo been waiting a long time to write a post saying this on here, but after loving bb for quite some time, but as far as i know never been bred I recently started talking to a 21yo with huge 8" cut dick. hes african/portugese so a nice colour so anyway after chat about bb and breeding and stuff we met last Saturday night on a dark oval and i sucked him until he was rock hard, a few cheeky remarks hinting that he was poz and me hinting i want poz cock, i told him no more waiting breed my ass now so i bent over face down ass up and he slid it in, tbh thinking he was probably poz made me so nervous and scared until after about 3 mins he said hes about to cum, wow amazing in a instant i got horny and hard (like super horny) and then felt him cum in me followed by him saying to me, now you know what it feels like to have seed breed into your hole as he grabbed each of my cheeks with his hands like he now owned them, nerves all gone and having turned totally horny for him breeding me i told him to fuck another load of seed into me which of course he proceeded and i got my hole lined a second time ... so still wasnt 100% sure he was actually POZ so chatting online yesterday he confirmed he is and has high viral load, ever since ive been since horny and so tonight were meeting and hes gonna fuck me again, not even nervous now it was so hot when he cummed in me last time i want his raw dick filling me again and even better this time i know for sure hes poz. he lives pretty close to me so both keen to keep fucking and i told him he can fuck loads into me bareback every day and POZ me up. pretty excited

Chapter II. The guys introduced themselves to me and my boy, but our heads were spinning from just getting fucked, and filled full of POZ cum. My boy looked like he wanted to play some more and approached Colt, the tallest and most well-muscled of the six guy who had just walked on us, with our asses leaking cum. Colt spun my boy around and forced him to bend over. He went to town, nibbling and rimming my boy’s sloppy cummy hole. “Push it out, man. Let me have some of that hot seed!” My boy complied and squeezed out a big dollop of Tom’s, or Blake’s, cum onto Colt’s tongue. Colt’s boyfriend, Steve, also dead sexy, kissed Colt and they passed the ball of cum back and forth across their tongues. Then, Steve pulled his tiny speedos aside and spit down onto his dick, lubing it up. Colt rearranged my boy so he was leaning against the arm of the sofa and guided his boyfriend Steve’s bare cock into my boy. Steve’s thick seven inch uncut cock was glistening as he forced more and more of himself into my boy’s guts. When he bottomed out, my boy groaned and started fucking himself against that big hard dick. “How many loads you got up there boy?” “Two, so far,” he grunted as Steve hammered his dick in and out. “They both POZ?” “Yes, sir!” “You want another POZ load?” “YES, sir! Please give it to me! Give me something my boyfriend can’t! Well, not yet at least!” I was so hard hearing my boy say these things. We had talked about chasers and PrEP and I thought we were on the same page. We had both wanted to stay NEG, right? I couldn’t have been more wrong. “You boys both take POZ seed,?” Colt asked, smirking at me as he released his own big cock from his swimsuit. Blake smacked me on the shoulder and shoulder and spun me around as he fingered my hole. “They do now!,” he exclaimed. “Fuck, yeah!” Colt shouted. Blake held my shoulders and Colt approached me from behind and eased his cock into my asscrack. I could feel myself getting more and more moist as his precum oozed into my hole. My boy and I were facing each other, both wide-eyed, as we took those guys’ POZ cocks. My boy was drooling as his eyes started to roll back in his head. “Fuck me, sir, fuck me hard! Fuck me deep! Deeper than I’ve ever been fucked before!” I knew he was right, as my dick was nowhere near as long or as thick as Steve’s POZ tool, currently fucking his brains out. Colt leaned forward as he picked up his speed, hammering in and out of my ass. “It makes me hot, watching my man plow NEG pussy. Makes me so hot that I could cum! I’m cumming! CUMMING!” As Colt released his seed into me, I felt my hole get wetter and cooler immediately. It was almost a relief after his rough fuck. It made me hard knowing that he was doubling the amount of toxic brew swimming deep inside of me. Steve was talking dirty to my boy as he lost his own load. My boy squealed with delight as he took his third POZ load of the day. Brad, one of the other muscle beauties who had arrived, had gotten out his phone. He was taking pics, or videos, of the two of us taking raw POZ cock. I couldn’t remember when he started, but at least I knew both of us being bred had been recorded. Brad’s boyfriend, Chet, had his phone out, and was taking pics of Steve pulling out of my boy. Chet snapped away as more and more cock slowly plopped out of my boy, followed by a waterfall of spooge, leaking down my boy’s leg. Chet took a bunch of photos of both of our asses, spread wide and dripping cum. He had a wicked grin as he typed madly away on his phone. “You guys are gonna be the life of the party tonight. I’m posting an ad telling everyone who’s anyone to be on the lookout for two chasers out on the dance floor. Before you sleep tonight, you’ll both be filled to the brim with POZ seed!” Tom and Blake were both jerking off and laughing. I felt my stomach tying itself into knots as my boy grinned from ear to ear. “How will they recognize us if they don’t see out faces? Take some face pics of us so they can find us!” Tom and Blake arranged us on the sofa, sitting side by side, legs akimbo, both of us facing forward, with their bare dick sawing in out of our mouths. Two virtual strangers, the last two houseguests, Brett and Cliff, were sitting below us, calming steering their own raw POZ cocks in and out of our holes. When my boy was satisfied that Chet’s pics showed us off clearly and unmistakably as cumsluts for POZ seed, he begged Brett to fill him up with his toxic sauce. Brett was only too happy to oblige. It was my boy’s fourth POZ load of the day, and when Cliff followed suit a few moments later, I took my third POZ load. The guys then had us pose, with our assholes exposed, facing the camera, dripping POZ seed. To be continued…

it is only fair to clean the cock that bred me! I agree beg for it if you have to!!

It's something I expect whether I'm topping or bottoming. Feel kinda cheated if it doesn't happen! If I'm topping, the boy doesn't get invited back for more, and if I'm bottoming, I'm less enthusiastic about future invitations. One guy, the guy who first fisted me, had me in the sling and used my mouth to leave the dildo he'd been using when he wasn't fucking me. A while ago that one: long before "cleaning out" meant any more than making sure you had a full shit before making your hole available...

Two days ago I got visited by a married bisexual guy. Sometimes he needs a little adventure with another guy He's a total bottom... so I told him that I want to fuck him bare and he agreed... I fucked him raw and just before I was cumming I asked him, polite as I am, if I should pull out. He said no... and so I shot my load in his married ass!

I call the willingness to do ATM the "pig test"--the guys who pass it are invited back to the playroom, those who refuse or ask me to wash my cock fresh are never asked back. It is essential for me to eat hole before, during and after my fucking it...sometimes I share the load and sometimes not...

Now this is a first for me..... Can't help but wonder if the OP was kidding....... This is in no way meant to offend him, but.... I know that ignorance about HIV is far too prevalent... But.... This takes it to a whole new level..

Week 3 When I woke Monday I went and picked up my check and had my blood drawn. The guy who drew the sample told me that I didn’t look all that good. I told him that when I woke up I wasn’t feeling all that well. He suggested that I go home and climb into bed for the day. After taking my check to the bank I did as he suggested and spent the next 3 days in bed. I woke Thursday starting to feel better and was grateful since I did not want to miss the next trial session Friday night. I headed to the testing, received my shot and got fucked like I had the previous two weeks. I saw the hottie and his roommate who double fucked me the week before. Half the night I spent with them tag teaming me, fucking and seeding my hole. After we were all done we exchanged numbers as the sun came up. Week 4 The week started like normal. I picked up my check and had my weekly blood draw when I was asked if I’d like to make some extra money this final week. I was interested in more money and asked how. I was told if I consented to spending the weekend getting multiple doses of the drug. The testing would start as early as I was available Friday and would last until Sunday. My interest was definitely peaked so I asked how much more could I earn? If I was available the entire time I could make $750. I could get an extra $250 if I was willing to try multiple forms of the drug. That made a total of $1000 I would make in addition to the $750. I couldn’t resist and agreed to the weekend testing. When I arrived Friday afternoon I prepared for a long weekend of sex. I was taken to the sling again and was prepped for my shot. I didn’t say a word as I laid there as the fixed tourniquets on both my arms. The shots were administered in both arm at the same time, but the tourniquets were removed one at a time. First the right one was pulled off and I felt the drug work into my chest as I coughed out and with no warning the left one was pulled off and I felt that hit me hard. As I lay there I began to hear a ringing in my ears and had a little trouble focusing as I felt something cool being inserted into my ass. I faintly recall someone saying that I was given a suppository that would slowly melt and ass to my high. My high, I thought this was a sex enhancement drug not a drug that gets a guy high. I was trying to comprehend what was being said but all I knew was that I needed to be fucked. It didn’t take long before I was starting to get fucked. One by one each guy began to fuck me as I began to feel a slight burn in my ass and felt the feeling of the drug begin to get stronger. As the weekend continued they kept giving me one form of the drug or another. At one point I was taken out of the sling and I was laid over a bed to allow my ass to rest. As I lay there and fed a nice cock to suck I felt a stinging on my low back. I had no clue what was going on. I was then put back in the sling where the fucking resumed. I guess that it was Sunday as I began to come around. I was no longer in the testing facility. I did not recognize where I was until I saw a guy with a towel over his shoulder that read “The Boys Club”. I knew this to be the local bath house near campus. I was trying to figure out how I was now at the local bath hose when I felt a slight sting on my low back. I got up and as I wondered around I found a key around my wrist. It had a number on it that I was told was a locker where I would find my clothes. As I pulled my underwear on I felt a sting as the waist band rested on my low back. I walked over to the mirror and looked to see a tattoo half hidden by the waist band of my underwear. I lowered the band so I could see the full tattoo to find that same strange symbol I saw on some many guys who fucked me over the 4 weeks of the trial. As I was looking at the tattoo a guy walked in and asked if I liked his work. He continued that they didn’t see many guys my age who bug chased and then celebrated testing poz with a biohazard tattoo.

every year i celebrate my bday the same way and im gettting lil bored... this year i want to try something new and embrace my new piggy lifestyle . i live in the bronx could host monday -friday but during the day cause i have a bf and he is extremely vanilla... love my dirty sleazy pigs. guys over 40 turn me on. who here would like to b a piggy friend with me ?

The man holding Adam from behind licked his neck, the mans tongue felt strange, hot, sticky and wet. “Yeah you want daddy men to fuck ya, don’t you boy?” Adam’s little chemmed up brain raced in his head, did he really want fat dirty old men to fuck him, did he? He squirmed and writhed as his body was fondled and squeezed, he licked his lips as his brain just came up with the right answer, yes “yes I want daddy men to fuck me, fuck me, fuck me hard!!!”, There were ‘woops’ and jeers of “fuck yeah” from the men around him as he was released from some of their attention and then lifted as if he weighed nothing he heard a gruff gravely voice grunt in an amused tone “don’t you worry boy, your going to get fucked, well fucked” Adams eyes flickered his pupils dilating in the shadowy light as he was carried down deeper into the guts of the old decaying building, his nostrils were assaulted with strong potent aromas of cum, piss and sweat, the smells made his underdeveloped little cock stick out hard as he was carried, he saw symbols crudely painted on the walls, he’d seen them before, they meant danger he was sure of it, but in his chemmed up brain no danger existed. Adam was lowered onto the floor, the concrete beneath him was warm and wet, in the dim light he saw figures moving round him, his brassy blond hair was grabbed and he was pulled into a kneeling position as a voice boomed in the echoing space “in the presence of men you always kneel unless otherwise instructed boy”, Adam nodded, he felt so stupid rule one he should of known that as he beat himself up on the inside. Another smell started to permeate the air, a smell he recognised, but where from, the smell got stronger yes that was it, it was cologne a scent he knew but where from? Still kneeling a figure stepped forward, in the dim light Adam cold not see any features but he did see a huge phallus pointing at his face, without prompting Adam opened his mouth out of instinct as the man stepped forward and slid the penis into his mouth, there was that smell again it conflicted his fucked up boy brain with the taste of cock and stale piss in his mouth as he sucked, a big hand held his head and pushed his mouth further onto the massive cock making Adam gag a little as it hit the back of his throat, the mans hand held Adams head firm waiting for the gag reflex to pass before pushing further in his throat, then there was that smell again and then a deep soothing voice “that’s it baby boy”, and that’s when the smell and the voice connected and registered in his little brain as the mans thick wiry pubes hit his nose, Adam was so turned on that he could not help sigh allowing the cock to slip further into his throat as he ran his hands up the mans strong thick legs ‘at last’ he thought as he allowed his mouth and throat to be assaulted by his step daddy’s massive dick.

Joining the Gang-Part 5-The Test On our way over to the house I was told to call let my parents know I would be spending the night out with my friends. Since my parents knew the guys I hung around with and especially knew their parents I was told to have a good time. When we got to the house I was taken into the bathroom where one of my gang brothers (whose father was the local doctor) stuck something plastic in my mouth and rubbed the inside of my cheek. He sent me out to have some pizza and relax. About 30 minutes after the guy who took me into the bathroom came out and whispered into our leader's ear. Our leader got the biggest grin on his face. He whispered something to the guys around him and they got up and headed into the kitchen. They returned with beers for everyone in the gang. Once every man had a beer our leader stood up to make an announcement. “Brothers I am proud to announce the addition of our newest member and now full blood brother. I have just been informed of his positive test results.” He said all that looking straight at me. I started thinking ‘what test results, was that what was being done to me in the bathroom?’ I was suddenly surrounded by all my gang brothers as I felt hands all over my body. My shirt was pulled over my head as my shorts dropped to the floor. I felt the familiar stick of the needle in my arm followed by the awesome rush and cough. Everyone else was removing their clothes as we all began to kiss, lick and suck each other. I was then face to face with our gang’s leader. He spoke to me, “I am very proud of you. No one ever converted so quickly. You have more then earned your right to be in this gang and I am very proud to call you brother.” Then he dropped to his knees and began to suck my hard dripping cock. I felt another guy behind me as he leaned in and began to lick my ear. He then shocked me when his told me “I want your poz load inside me.” I was over come with what was going on around me, but I was thinking about what was just said to me, ‘poz load.’ ‘Was I poz?’ ‘Is that why our gang tattoo is a biohazard symbol?’ I was so lost in the feeling of the drugs and those around me. I was rock hard as our gang leader stood up, turned his back to me and slid his ass down on my pole. I thought, ‘DAMN! That was tighter than any pussy I had ever fucked before.’ I began to slowly fuck our leader as he commanded me, “Pound my hole bro!” I began to pick up speed remembering that ever since I met the gang almost 2 weeks ago I had not cum. My balls began to ache as I felt them shoot what had to be a solid 2 weeks load into our leader’s ass. My orgasm was strong and seemed to last e few minutes. I felt like I shot 7 or 8 spurts of jizz into the ass I was inside of before my cock began to settle down and shrink. After I pulled out I turned my attentions to one of my brothers I saw sitting across the room all alone. He was laying back in a recliner stroking his dick and just watching. I went over to him and climbed between his legs and licked his dripping dick. He put his hands on my head and guided me down to his pole as I opened my mouth and let it inside. I began to bob up and down as he began to moan. While I was working on the dick in my mouth I felt a tongue begin to work its way into my crack. I moaned around the dick I was sucking as I felt my hole open up. The licking stopped and I felt a cock head begin to push inside me. I paused for a second to see who it was as the guy I was sucking quickly pushed my mouth back on his cock. Soon I was rewarded with a load down my throat and another load deep in my ass. It went on like that all night long with use ‘recharging’ ourselves with fresh slams throughout the night. Eventually I was finally taught how to administer my own slam. Now I could start my day off with a good slam since I was not only addicted to cock, cum and ass, but to Tina and G as well.

I've just discovered this website and love the stories and conversations. I've been poz for 20 years and up until a year ago, I was always careful not to take loads or cum in a guy's ass. But then I discovered a whole other side of myself thanks to a great top and tina. I've discovered that I can be a total pig whore when I've been smoking. One day this summer, I hooked up with a top/vers guy, Scott, and got wasted. He worked on my butt a number of ways, and made sure I was flying, but didn't come up my ass. Finally, he invited me to join him at one of his bud's apartments to pick up some more tina. I was actually planning on heading home, but was so horned up, that I joined him. When we went to his friend's apartment, I was met by this very sexy man, Mark. Scott was telling Mark about what a pig I was and he had me strip while he held a pipe to my lips. I was kneeling in front of these guys sucking on their dicks while they proceeded to get hooked up to ICU. Once that was hooked up, they joined the pnp room and got me on camera sucking on a pipe. Then Mark turned me around and mounted my ass. He made sure that my face was looking right at the camera and he proceeded to pound my butt. It was so fucking hot when he came, knowing I was getting his cum on camera. After his cock went down he filled me with tina piss to keep me flying. When I got home, I clicked on his profile and discovered that he was poz and had bred me! I was actually kind of freaked out at first, but realized that I was meant to be used as a pig. It was this great realization. Since that time I've taken a number of poz loads to help recharge me. Posted on Wednesday, April 19, 2006 - 08:19 pm: ** You have done my fantasy pct1713. Taking bare cock after bare cock at the bathhouse on a Friday or Saturday night for 8 or 9 hours in a row is my idea of a great night out. I have tried to talk men into coming to my place and fuck me on webcam while the icuii crowd watches as I smoke rock and get filled with cum by a group as piggy as I am. No takers yet but one day it will happen and the pig pervs on icuii will see what a cumpig I can turn into when I get stoned and horny. I will post in here when it happens so you will have a heads up. I intend to have a mike on so you can hear me grunt and moan and also so the guy fucking me can announce if he is poz as he shoots into my toxic chute. I never even thought about whether or not the guy fucking me was poz before when I was negative and now that I am poz it turns me on to know a hot bug infested load is being fucked deep up my asshole. If no one asks I don't bring up my status and if I am asked I say I am not sure but that I probably am. Turns me on when I say that and the drugged up horny fucks hardly even slow down as they fuck me bareback knowing they could be taking a gift away with them. I understand completely because when some horny top asked if he could fuck me raw when I was neg I almost always said yes. I think being cum fucked is as addictive as crack or tina because I crave cum in my slippery hole as bad or worse then I crave the crack pipe. Broadcasting the two together on icuii as I take load after load of cum and piss from strangers is a hot thought. I will keep you posted as to when it might happen. Inserted from <http://bugshare.net/cgi-bin/discus/board-auth.cgi?lm=1145495982&file=/2063/2511.html>

I guess my friend had remembered me mentioning it the last time we played, because what I thought would remain just an ornate, twisted, over-the-top fantasy came true last weekend. I had hopped online the night before, knowing that this would be the first time in months that I could play and really get twisted. So when I saw my buddy online, we made plans to hook up the next night. That’s also rare because usually I’m spontaneous about these things. But he was a lot of fun the last time we played so I thought it was worth setting something up. It also gave me a day to stop eating so I would be especially clean and ready. Being a whore with manners, I made sure I was running on schedule, having thoroughly cleaned and shaved and worked out. When I texted him I was ready, he said he wanted to “shake it up” a little and suggested that I arrive at his door blindfolded. My ass twitched, since this was part of my fantasy I had been working out in my head for months. Cue Fantasy Part 1. 20 minutes later, I was knocking on his door, with a bandana tied around my eyes. I was truly in the dark…and heading further into the darkside. I heard the door open and, just as it did, I thought I heard footsteps behind me, but my host just grabbed my arm and walked me in. Come to think of it, he took me straight to the bedroom and I don’t know who closed and locked his front door. I was too pre-occupied to think about it. Seconds later, I was tied to his bedposts. He was wasting no time. Cue fantasy part 2. The belt went over my arm, I heard the tear of the alcohol wipe and felt the cool rub on my excellent veins, then pop. He let out a slight “ah” as he must have had no problems registering, then I felt a slight pressure as he pushed it in. Suddenly he pulled out the needle, put a tissue on it and barked at me “slide down!,” which I did without hesitation. Doing so meant my arm was over my head, off came the belt, and then BOOM. I tasted that metallic taste under my tongue, my heart started racing, my chest seized a little and I let out a slight cough, which meant it was the perfect amount. Then he told me to sit up as he put a glass to my mouth, which turned out to be some G. I dutifully drank it and then he put the glass down and said “I’ll be right back.” It felt like forever as all the meds started to kick in. I was squirming in my clothes, started to feel like a caged animal, as I heard the sounds of the bareback porn playing in the background and wishing it was me getting gangbanged by a group of hot muscular white guys and their PA s. Finally I head the door open and my host said “you okay?” All I could mutter was “please fuck me. Now.” I heard him undressing and finally he came over and started to pull my shoes off. Or at least I thought it was him. All of a sudden another set of hands grabbed my head and turned it sideways into the path of a thick, swollen cock leaking salty pre-cum. I didn’t have time to say a word when it was shoved down my throat. I’m not usually oral but with all my pent up horniness, I swallowed it eagerly until I was gagging. Meanwhile, someone was yanking off my pants, pulled down my underwear and sucking on my cock while a lubed finger started exploring my already wet, twitching hole. Then the cock pulled out of my mouth and someone sat on top of me and literally ripped my t-shirt off, leaving me bare chested and my six—pack stomach that I’d worked so hard to maintain exposed. Then my legs went up and I felt the tip of a slick cock at my hole. My heart was racing and I was about to press my hips forward when the cock started to push through my notoriously tight backdoor. I let out a groan of slight discomfort, which turned into a moan as soon as it entered my hot hole. I grabbed the cock with my sphincter and pulled it further in and gradually it started to develop a rhythm, going from slow, to faster to deeper, to almost pulling out to thrusting in, to harder, until I was virtually upside down and someone was slamming their cock into my body, crushing my spine as they tore up my hole. I was in heaven. So was the guy fucking me because I could hear him laughing and moaning in pleasure. Somewhere along the way, my arms were untied and I was moved into every position while the two guys (I guess there were two) took turns fucking me. Cue Fantasy part 3. I’d reach down to feel the shaft of their cock in my hole and felt their cum pressing out the sides. Again, I’m not oral, but I took my fingers and licked off their cum like it was Kentucky Fried Chicken. Over the next hour, I felt them shoot at least two loads a piece in me as my hole became sloppy with cum. Suddenly one guy said “I gotta go” and I heard my host say “go ahead”. Next thing I felt was the warm, wet sensation of tina piss flooding my ass. He must have been carrying a day or two worth of tina in there because as soon as it hit me, my eyes rolled back and I went flying higher than the slam. He was so turned on by that that he started to fuck my piss-loaded ass until I asked him to stop and let me go empty out before the bed got messy or my stomach started churning. They lifted me up and walked me to the bathroom and closed the door. I could hear my ears ringing. Or was that the buzzer? I let out the voluminous piss and jumped in the shower to clean out and wash off all the sweat from the fuck session as well as my elevated temperature from all the meth coursing through my body. The warm water felt so good all over as I used my hosts shower gel with menthol to cool off my skin. I got out of the shower and wiped off and looked in the mirror. My eyes were filled with that powerful look of lust. I thought in that moment, I looked as good as I ever had…but that’s also a result of the enhancements. Suddenly there was a knock on the door and I was told by my host “don’t come out without the blindfold on.” “Yes Sir” I said. “And let us know when you’re coming out.” “Okay, give me a minute.” After wiping off thoroughly, I dutifully tied the bandana over my eyes and said “I’m done.” As I opened the door, I felt two sets of hands grab me and walk me back over to the bed, where I was tied up again. This time my other arm was wrapped with a belt. “I’m good. I’m plenty high from the piss”, I said. But there was no answer and no stopping. Wipe, Cold, Stick, Pressure, “slide down”!, belt off and BAMN. I couldn’t believe I could still feel it but it was as powerful as the first one, which must mean it was even stronger. Now I was just a pair of holes to be used anyway possible. I was jerking and writhing and begging for any dick I could get. Then my hands were untied and I felt someone grab me and stood me up. I was given another swig of G. Then they proceeded to put me in a harness, leather cock and pair of boots. Cue Fantasy 3. I heard the flash of a camera and what sounded like a chorus of voices affirming that I looked hot. I was put in a few positions for the camera then put back on the bed spread eagle. Then I felt my bandana being untied and suddenly I looked up to see the bed surrounded by 4 older, masculine, muscular guys of all races. They were all looking down at me like a pack full of lions about to eat their kill. I gasped and smiled and said “um…hey” and let out a wry grin. I looked over as one big black bull of a man finished off slamming. He took off the tourniquet and handed it to the next guy, turned and looked at me like he was going to tear me apart. Then he laid his huge body on top of me, started passionately kissing me and feeling my body and fingering my hole. Seconds later, he’d put lube on his 8” cock and was entering me. I started immediately bucking on top of his dick and riding it for dear life, using my boots as leverage. He let out this laugh and said “we got ourselves a wild one.” Then he proceeded to start plowing away as I just moaned and grinned and started sucking on the first cock that came towards my face. Over the next few hours, the five of us played out every conceivable position and scenario as I was fucked and rimmed and kissed and massaged and treated like a porn star. Cue Fantasy part 5. By the time we all started to wind down, my ass and a few others was dripping cum and my rosebud was swollen and twitching. As we all lay there, taking a breather, I looked around at their faces. Everyone looked blissfully aware that we had experienced one of those awesome nights that should be savored and recorded in this story for posterity. And yet, even then, I wanted more. I always want more.

So i'm really young and a lot of guys love that. Not only that but i'm completely wreckless hehe:P so I met up with some guys from online and they invited some friends. those friends invited friends and then they all invited guys from online. no idea how many there were by the end of the night some were huge tweakers that dont sleep so i guess even after i passed out a few of them kept fucking me. When i woke up i couldn't even open my eyes from all the cum lol fucking awesome weekend!! Any crazy tops out there hit me up!!!!

Part One Adam's throat was very dry and his stomach was fluttering like he’d never experienced before. He was standing in the park near an old, boarded-up lido, which was largely hidden by some over-grown bushes. The ‘e’ he’d taken earlier was kicking in and the words that he’d heard earlier on the phone that night reverberated round his brain: “If you go there tonight boy, every fantasy you ever had will be explored as you will be used in every way you ever imagined and more.” These were the words that had brought him there that night, as well as having caused his undersized boy cock was rock hard in his shorts. Even so, had you had saw Adam standing there on that dusky warm summer night, all you would have seen was any normal looking late teenage kid, slim fairly athletic body, sporting badly dyed spiked blonde hair, wearing board shorts and flip flops. And yeah, if you had been driving by you may have thought the kid looked suspicious, but then almost all teenage kids in south London these days seem suspicious, so most people ignore them, unless the kids are congregated in large groups. Adam downed the last of his extra strong cider, he’d drunk three already so that mixed with the ‘e’ was having him buzzing, he looked at the scrap of paper on last time even though he’d memorised everything on it before taking a deep breath before walking round to the side of the old Lido, the side that was hidden from the street. Just as he’d been told there was an old large gate and reaching through he found the combination padlock as described, his heart beating like a bass drum in his chest he undid the lock using the code he had written on the paper earlier, once inside he walked round remembering the directions he’d written down, though it was dusk now it was still light enough as he found his way easily and then there it stood before him, the door marked ‘employees only’ and gulping with nervousness he banged on the door three times. The door opened just enough for Adam to slip inside, with his legs feeling like jelly he took steps forward across the fresh hold, the heat that greeted him was stifling and he immediately started to sweat, the smells in there overwhelmed his senses, the air was thick with the heavy aroma of sweat, piss and cum. Adams eyes could not see much in the dark interior as the door closed behind with a loud menacing thud making him jump, as his eyes grew accustomed to the dim light he could see figures moving in the dark, his excitement was just as strong as the sense of fear and danger he could still feel in his foggy mind and because of that he suddenly became frozen to the spot. He sensed movement from all sides and then suddenly body heat behind him and he flinched as big strong hands ran down his back making him gasp out an ‘ohh” before the same hands reached round his body kneading his smooth athletic chest, pinching his nipples hard making him moan and lean back against the big hairy body using it as support whoever it was and he could feel the hot breath of the man against his neck as the hands playing with his body tweaked his nipples like some kind of virtuoso musician as the boy literally sung out in pleasure. Adam became aware of another set of hands running up his legs, gently smoothing and caressing his hairless young legs, in his chemmed mind it felt so dangerous and sexy to him knowing that two strange men were feeling his body and his breathing became heavier as he felt the man feeling his legs run his hands up over the legs of his board shorts pausing for a moment before the zip of his shorts was slowly pulled down before the button holding them was popped and they slid slowly down off his slim hips bunching at his ankles leaving him standing there in his bright blue bikini briefs, other hands came in from the sides and started roaming over his boy body and legs, he could not tell how many. Adam could only gasp as he felt his skimpy flimsy briefs being tugged at and pulled in all directions until he could feel and hear the material tear as his last bit of protection was removed, this action making him loose his footing a bit but the big man holding him kept him upright as his legs stumbled about. A moment seemed to pass and then a mouth engulfed his 5” rock hard teen boy cock as another mouth latched onto his nipple and he loudly groaned loudly as a thick finger roamed between his little round arse cheeks, finding his tight barely legal smooth barely virgin boy hole and pushed in deeply. He swooned as poppers were held under his nose, forcing him to inhale them deeply yet another chemical rush hit his scrambled brain, he felt the man holding him bite hard and then lick his neck in a purely animalistic way, he felt like his entire weight was being supported by the men as every inch of his young nubile body was being explored. The finger was pulled from his hole and he heard a deep gruff voice grunt “fresh meat is good and tight” before the finger was pushed back up him deeply again, Adam felt a deep burning in his arse as the thick finger fucked him with swift deep movements and he cried out in shock and pain but the man holding him up whispered gruffly and deeply in his ear “Don’t worry about it son, let it all go boy, just go with it you’ll feel good very soon and do as daddy says and everything you ever wanted and more will be given to you”, Even in his foggy state he recognised the voice of the man who had told him to go there that night. Adam felt the burning continue in his hole for a little while as the men’s hands and mouths just carried on roaming over and enjoying his body as he squirmed as the burning in his arse continued but soon developed into a overwhelming pleasure, and a need, a need to be fucked badly overtook him and he heard a little voice that seemed to come from somewhere a million miles away even though he knew it was his own cry out in sheer desperation “fuck me daddy, oh please fuck me”

Hey guys. Long time lurker; first time poster. I never really thought I'd have a story to post here.. I woke up horny this morning. It was just one of those days, you know? I was constantly checking my hookup apps on my phone while doing typical Saturday stuff. I wasn't really planning on getting any action, but it was still fun flirting with the cute guys in the area. I'm a slender white kid who just turned 20, with well-kept light brown hair, and deep blue eyes. Not to mention a respectable 7.5" endowment. I didn't have any shortage of guys who would play the flirting game with me. Eventually, though, I had a 27 year old dude send me a quick series of messages that managed to amuse me, intrigue me, and turn me on. "Hi!" "Omigosh, you're so hot.." "Can I suck you, please?" "Seriously, I'll pay you.." Flattered, and feeling a bit bad for the smaller, feminine guy of slight frame that I saw in his pictures, I responded that I was interested. I figured that he just hadn't gotten any in awhile, and just needed a bit of dick to take the edge off his hunger. Besides, he wasn't too bad looking, and I like femmes pretty well. Not seriously entertaining the thought of taking his money, I accepted his initial offer ($50) without argument. We kept on talking, and made our arrangements. He asked me to meet him at his apartment in the next town over an hour later, to which I agreed. I got showered, combed my hair out, put on a tight fitting shirt, shorts, and Steve Madden's over my ankle socks, and got in my car to drive over. While on the road, I made a note to remember to bring a condom inside when I got there. I had plans to "save myself" for when I wanted to mount that special boy, but better safe than sorry, right? I got there in about 15 minutes or so, and parked my car. While walking to his apartment's entrance, I called up as he had asked, and he said he would be right down. I waited patiently, shooting the shit with a Domino's delivery guy who was also waiting to be let in. Within a few minutes, the dude came down, and it was one of those "aw fuck, he posted his flattering pictures" moments. The thing about times like those is you have to make a judgement call real quick. Do you want to go through the awkward moment of calling it off, and making some kind of excuse? Are you horny enough that it's not too big a deal? Are you disappointed, but don't want to have come all that way for nothing? I went with the latter option, and greeted the guy while trying to mask a bit of disappointment. We headed back to the elevators, and up to his room, introducing ourselves in person for the first time. He had both of his roommates out for the evening, so we had the place to ourselves. He offered me water, asked if the temperature was fine, and asked if I wanted to watch anything on the TV in his room (including porn). He seemed a bit nervous, but was obviously trying to be a good host, which I appreciated. We watched one of the world cup games in his room for a bit, with him at his desk and me lounging on his bed. We talked about the area, weather, general small stuff. Then we turned to talk of cocks, guys, etc. We discussed sexual positions as well. He said that he was pretty much a bottom, but didn't expect he could take a cock like mine. Nodding, I said I was inexperienced, but knew I'd end up topping. He nodded, too. He admitted to being very horny, and I hadn't gotten off all day, so we were both ready to begin. I kicked off my shoes, while he slipped off his flip flops. I undid my shorts, and slid off my socks while he dropped his shorts. I quickly rolled over then, to put my keys, phone, and condom on his side table. With me lying on the bed, he grabbed the bottom hems of my shorts and pulled them off my shaved-smooth legs. He began to heft and feel my sizable package through my boxer briefs then, while I slid my t-shirt off over my head. He quickly rolled over to my side for a moment then, and shimmied out of his boxers, then taking his tank top off, throwing them both off the side of the bed. He then went to straddle my legs, and peeled my tight underwear back, allowing my seven inches to spring free, then flop against my stomach. Fixated on my sizable length, he quickly pulled my underwear down to my ankles and off my feet. With both of us naked on his bed, then, I began to appreciate the size difference between us. I weighed a good 150lbs, while this guy might be 100 sopping wet. I stood at 5'11", and he must be around 10 inches below that. Finally, while my turgid member had several inches in length, I'd be surprised if his was more than 5". At the base of his bed, he slightly spread my legs then, so that he could crawl between them and begin to lap on my cock a bit. It had been a good while since I'd gotten a BJ, and I lightly gasped at the sweet sensations. As he began to engulf more of my cock in his mouth, I began to get more into it. I lightly caressed and rubbed his sides and shoulders, physically encouraging his efforts. He moved further down my dick then, and moved his body further between my smooth thighs to give himself leverage. Enjoying the sensual body-to-body contact, I brought my legs in around his, enjoying feeling my calves on his, my feet on his. With the setting sun shining through the window onto his bed and our intertwined naked bodies, I had the brief thought of "thank goodness I'm gay." He came up for air after a solid effort with my member, and we engaged in lighter foreplay. He tweaked my nipples, and rubbed my pecs, while I ran my hands up and down his back. We both brought our faces closer then, and shared a very wet kiss. I noticed when we pulled away, that he had moved his hands to my thighs, and was pushing them apart quite firmly. I could now feel the tip of his cock prodding at my crack as well. Before I could continue to process this he brought his mouth back down over my cock, resuming his efforts. He bobbed up and down more fervently now, running his tongue quickly up and down my shaft. I let out light moans of appreciation for his surprising expertise, spreading my thighs ever further to grant him better access. He interpreted this differently, however, and while continuing to suck me, brought one hand down below my balls to tease the smooth entrance to my now-exposed hole. Somewhat uneasy now, but still enjoying the oral attentions, I allowed him to continue. I quickly began to enjoy it, to be honest, and gently bucked my hips against his hand. He shifted his body then, and began giving me a handjob, while he sat upright between my wide open legs. He stopped teasing my hole with his hand then, and instead used it to gently rub his cock head up and down my crack. He continued that way for awhile, and he smirked at me as I continued to gently buck my hips, now against the probing head of his cock. The developments of my situation were certainly not lost on me. I hadn't expected this smaller, stereotypically sissy fellow to make a play like this. He had desperately wanted to suck my dick, even offering money to do so, and even said he was a bottom. Pretty much. What confused me more was that I was enjoying his attentions. Wasn't I supposed to be a top? Something he said interrupted my train of thought. "Huh?" I asked, not hearing what he said. "I asked if you wanted me to fuck you." He stated confidently, still smirking, still pumping my cock and probing my hole, a mischievous look in his eyes. "Please." I simply stated, and I knew I said it with a note of pleading in my voice and a blush on my cheeks. Without another word, he climbed from between my legs to his night stand, looking for his lube in the drawer there. Thoughts drifted through my head of "this is your virginity," and "really? him?" But I knew what I wanted, and I wasn't turning back. I also noticed he hadn't retrieved a condom from his drawer, and while glancing over at mine resting on top of the table, I somehow didn't think to ask him to wear mine. He returned between my legs then, purposefully spreading my thighs once more. I timidly watched as he squirted some lube into his hand, which he rubbed up and down my crack, and around my hole. While I gasped at the cool feeling of the foreign fluid, he squirted a bit more into his hand, which he rubbed up and down his modest length. He then used his hand to guide his cock to my tight, virgin pucker, and looked me in the eyes, that mischievous look still present. "Ready?" He asked. I nodded. He shoved. After a few seconds of firm pressure, his head gained entry, soon followed by the firm few inches of his shaft, until he had wholly penetrated me. My face flushed at the new sensations, and I gasped lightly as I felt his member begin to gently pulse within me. I could feel him so well. The tip of his cock on my inner walls, his balls resting against my crack, his stomach and mine sandwiching my now-neglected cock between them, my arms gently dangling from around his neck, and our legs still intertwined. "You okay?" He asked, looking down into my eyes. "Uh-huh." I affirmed, looking meekly up into his. He began to smirk again then, and resumed bucking his hips once more, now his length pumping in and out of me. He was good, and he lasted a good while. Time and again he managed to make me gently coo with pleasure as his cock reached my sweet spot. I gently bucked my hips in time with his movements, coming to enjoy my more abstract role. I rubbed his shoulders encouragingly, and wrapped my legs around his waist, bringing them in in-time with his thrusts. As he pumped away, I began to ponder my budding role as a bottom. I thought of the defeated Kings of old, sodomized in front of their former subjects, so as to make women of them. I thought of the Greek and Roman youths pursued by the aristocracy, and young British sailors, subjected to the attentions of the senior Seamen. As he continued to buck and thrust, and I let light moans of approval escape my lips, I decided that I was quite happy to be among history's ranks of penetrated men. Soon enough, his breaths became more heavy, and he began to pump in and out of my ass quicker and quicker. Suddenly, he seized up, and gave out a low moan. I could feel his cum slowly dripping out between his softening cock and the edge of my hole. He rolled off to the side of me then, and gave me a calm, confident look. "I came inside you." He stated with purpose. "I know." I nodded once more. We lazed around naked on his bed for awhile longer, engaging in a bit of pillow talk. His lust sated, he talked about his job, asked about my job, what I was going to school for, other such things. I was happy to contribute to the conversation, but gave a light frown while glancing down at my fading erection, which had never been allowed to climax. He invited me out to dinner, but having already eaten I politely declined. As we both stood up to get dressed, he opened his wallet, and with a grin tossed $55 to my side of the bed. I sheepishly returned his grin, and his money. Surprised, he accepted it back, but asked why I didn't take it. I shrugged, and explained I was just into the fantasy of it. He seemed to nod with understanding as he saw me out the door, wishing me a "Happy Pride" as he saw me off. I walked back to my car, then. A noticeable twinge felt between my legs as I walked.

I thought it was expected. My current partner always gets his meat cleaned after he has bred me.

Eventually they let me go. I stumbled to a seat, pulled-up my underwear and jeans and sat there, feeling like a pig, as cum soaked through my clothing, only to be absorbed into the seat cover. Men came and went, watching the movies and drinking cans of beer. I guess I must have drifted off 'cause when I awoke it was late in the evening. The cinema was still full, but the clientele had changed. There were more older men, rough looking, some looking like they hadn't washed recently. I asked a guy next to me the time, and what was going on. He replied the cinema had a special reduced price once a week for retired guys, or guys on benefits, real trolls, and that meant most other guys stayed away. As I looked around I realised I was the youngest guy in the cinema, and the I was surrounded by guys who were watching me as much as watching the film. I also noticed several of the men were jerking themselves, cocks protruding from stained trousers beneath their fat bellies. My throat went dry and I felt my own cock stiffening in my pants. A man in an old jumper offered me his fat cock and I leaned over to suck him. His cock tasted salty and his groin smelled of piss. That was apparently a signal to the rest of the men, because within seconds there was a free-for-all, and I was theirs for the taking: I was surrounded, hands investigated my body, slid under my shirt, felt-up my chest, and even went so far as to jerk the cock in my mouth. I grunted with approval, only to find a bottle of poppers had been thrust under my nose. Next my shirt was gone and rough fingers pinched my nipples. I staggered to my feet, sensing this was too much, and aghast I had allowed old, bloated wretches to take command of my body, but at the same time the poppers were swirling in my brain and I nearly fainted. Hands grabbed my arms to steady me and someone whispered. "Steady kid, we 'aint gonna hurt you." They dragged my trousers and pants down, and I heard them hiss with anticipation as my cock sprang up stiff as a poker. Immediately, a balding old man bent and took it in his mouth, his lips encrusted with cold-sores. "Nooo!" I instinctively murmured, even as I thought his services felt excellent. Then a man in the row behind leaned forward and kissed me, his unshaven face rubbing against mine, and his tobacco breath in my nostrils. His shirt was open, and he guided my hands to his fat, sweaty tits which sported rings in the nipples. Slowly, ever so gently, he pulled me forward until I was bent over the seat back where somehow I found his heavy, veiny cock in my mouth. He stroked my hair in a strangely gentle way as he simultaneously reached back, pulled my cheeks apart, exposing my arsehole. I felt other hands on my hips and looked back to see a man old enough to be my grandfather leering at me with a gap-toothed smile. Before I could react, his cock was sliding into me as the fat man held my shoulders down onto the seat back. "P..please.. stop," I gasped, "let me go!" I felt the cock in me swell and throb as it came and the fat man bent and whispered into my ear "You're a good boy 'ain't you? You want to look after us don't you?" Another cock slid into me carrying god knows what diseases, but his hands were so gentle as they smoothed my hair and his voice was so soothing I could only submit and offer my hole for his use....

I'll suck the top before & after being fucked bare, Got no problem with it because before i even play.I'm clean as a whistle back there.

not sure about meds, only going to breed other bb bttms who want it same as i did, planning to get biohaz tatt above my dick and back of my neck so anyone i fuck will know i shoot poz seed plus it will look hot ! and yeh so some people are saying i could even already have started conversion, if not wont take long tonight hes breeding me again and pretty much every day we can.. hopefully get some pics up of his dick in me and maybe a vid so excited to have his raw poz dick in me again i cant believe how hot it actually is, first time i felt his cum in me just sent me to a new level of horny

I Love ATM. get to taste my Tops load as well as my own juices.

more......don't leave us hanging

The best part of getting barebacked by a top for me is the connection, the feeling of the guy inside enjoying your ass without any barriers pure manly connected which feels so natural. I too have perhaps only felt 3 guys cum in me, one of them really gushed hard and could fee my ass filling up. Thats not the main reason for doing it though, it the knowing that a guys is using your hole and he doesn't have to worry about pulling out, he can just keep going until he cums, and watching the guys face guid up to that, feeling him tense up as he shoots, holding those thighs as he deposits his load is the best thing ever. when a guy leaves a part of him inside me I always hold on to it and make sure I absorb it in to me, knowing he has left his DNA in me turns me and usually them on even more. The only thing I tend to do is put my finger up there to feel how full the guy has filled my hole. I am a complete pig so tend to taste it too.

I can almost reach the 2nd ring with my finger. It doesn't take a large dick to reach mine, prob about 6 or 6 1/2 inches. I remember twice hearing it open and close when being fucked, and yes it is hot. It also means that I always have to clean out past it before I fuck.

The towel is for cleaning off the cum as it's running down your legs. Right?

Went to Rainbow Caberet bathhouse in Tampa yesterday and got 5 loads. Fun fucking Sunday afternoon! Best bathhouse in Tampa for bareback butt fucking.

"Short and thick does the trick"

Luck of the draw? PReP? He'll get it soon enough. Just like me. It's inevitable, just a matter of time.

Always wear a jock strap, and have a blind fold handy in case I want to use a room or get in a sling

There's a little logic behind it, in that if you've had lipodystrophy, and recover (very slowly!) without using fillers, such as Nu-Fill, you can end up with veins that appear more prominent than average. Phlebotomist at the HIV clinic refers to me as having oil wells for veins...

If turning poz made your dick grow to 11", most of the men in the world would have been chasing for the last 25 years.

As a top, I pre-cum so much that even if I did pull out of a bottom before I cum, it accomplishes very little in terms of his protection. He'll already have taken much of my load anyway. And as a bottom, early in my days as a barebacker: I once asked a top as he was pounding me to pull out, but I asked just seconds before he was ready to cum. He shot me an angry glare, pulled out and immediately shot on my chest, then promptly asked me to leave. I was mad initially, then later realized that I'd misled him by offering to bareback in the first place. Lesson here for bottoms: If you have the balls to start the job, then you better finish the job.

I don't like seeing men pull out to shoot in porn and I sure don't see any need for it in real life. If you have a problem with taking his load you shouldn't be fucking raw. Make a commitment. Don't be a controlling little bottom.

All of the above posters are right. For me the best thing about bb bottoming is the total experience--from when his cock first penetrates my fuckhole to when the last strands of his sperm are absorbed into my rectal wall. It's a combination of physical pleasure, psychological high, religious ritual, and supreme act of submission to another male. I get so much satisfaction out of knowing that another man has given me his essence that will brand me forever as part of him. It's the most intimate thing that two men can experience. I can tell from his moans of pleasure as he transfers his DNA to me that he knows that I have willingly submitted myself to him, and he now owns me in a psychological way as his DNA gets absorbed by me. It empowers him at the same time it empowers me. He has a need to spread his seed, and I am able to provide a living receptacle for his seed. Breeding never gets old for me

I found a guy on BBRT, who I've been chatting with a lot. He's 23, hasn't been fucked since April 2013, almost virgin, very cute, and we actually seem to have very many of the same interests. I've actually fallen in love with him, even though I haven't met him yet. I saw a tv program about him on a local tv-station, on being gay in the country side, which made me fall in love with him. He said that I seem very easy to communicate with. He likes the age difference, and says no to condoms. He's from a very small town with less than a 2,000 people, but 3 hours drive from me. Hmm, who would have believed, finding real love on BBRT.

There are so many posts in this thread that say "Assume everyone is Poz!" Frankly that's kind of a bone headed idea, with not much logical thought behind it. For a moment, lets disregard the fact that I've been on meds, and have had an undetectable viral load since the fall on 1999, with never a single blip. Let's pretent I've never taken antiretrovirals. I'm a Poz guy. Should I assume everyone else is Poz? Say they don't choose to have a complete sexual health discussion. Should I just assume they have the same status as mine? Can I just load up thier ass with Poz cum of whatever massive viral load I happen to have at that moment? Unless you had a good discusson around testing, shouldn't the assumpiont be "Everyone has the opposite HIV status to mine!" Arguably, "When," and "How often" are the most important questions. Answers to them give you guidance on how likely the response to "Results" is an accerate reflection of his status today. Of course with the Window Period, even frequent testing and recent results aren't guarenteed.

I think the preference for bb comes first (or is innate probably), so maybe we're looking to normalize it or to not feel guilty about doing what already feels natural?

One of the guys standing against the wall pulled up his trousers and dug a tissue from his pocket, wiping the crack of his arse before fastening up his belt and leaving through the door into the corridor. I looked around at the group of men who had followed me into the cinema and felt my heart start to pound . I descended the two steps into the standing space and moved against the wall. With trembling fingers, I undid my trousers, and pushed them and my underpants down to my ankles. The man next to me grinned, and offered me a battered tube of KY. I unscrewed the cap, squeezed a dollop onto my fingers and rubbed it into my hole, feeling the cool lube on me. I was only just in time. Several guys squeezed into the space behind me as I gave the lube back and rested my arms on the top of the wall and watched the screen where the twinks were playing. Bodies crowded behind me, and I felt rough fingers pulling my buttocks apart. Suddenly, a long, thin cock probed my cunt and began to slide up me. I gasped with shock and excitement as the smooth length slid right up me and then began to thrust in and out. There were gasps and soft grunts behind me and a voice whispered "Fuck it. Fuck that hole." The man in me lowered his trousers and raised his shirt so I could feel his fat, hairy belly pushing against my arse. It was really hot in that small space, and I began to sweat profusely. Poppers were shoved under my nose, and I gratefully took a deep sniff, feeling my body melt in surrender to the urgent thrusts in and out of my rectum. "Look at that" someone else said, "he fuckin' loves it." The man in me gave a grunt of pleasure as his cock swelled and spurted into me. He sighed happily and pulled out and a gush of his spunk dripped onto the floor. "Christ!" someone laughed. "Dirty little sod's doing it bareback!" There was some jostling behind me, and I looked over my shoulder to see a fat black guy, face running with sweat and shirt unbuttoned to reveal a pair of tits and a huge belly. He dropped his pants, and I just had a glimpse of a dark, fat, veiny cock before he pushed it into me, crushing me against the wall with his bulk. He began to fuck me with slow, delicious strokes until I was gasping for breath and my hole had flowered open around his shaft. "Like that, bitch?" he whispered into my ear. "Like that big cock up your cunt?" I moaned and nodded, thrusting back to meet him and feeling his sweaty belly against my back. "Want my cum, boy?" he breathed, the thrusts in my arse getting faster. I gasped in pleasure and he said "Dirty bitch, came here to get knocked up, didn't you?" I knew what he meant and felt my body shiver with fear, but it was too late now. I was crushed helplessly against the wall. "Gonna give you my poison," he breathed "and you be knocked up good." His hand snaked around and clamped over my mouth and then he gave a loud snort of pleasure and his cock throbbed and swelled, throbbed and swelled and I knew he was pozzing me. When he'd finished, he pulled his cock out of me, scooped up the cum running between my cheeks, and pushed into me with his finger. I heard him laugh and say." Well now, boys, bitch wants knocking up. Who else's got a good strong, dirty load for him?" Next to me was the thin, middle-aged guy who had given me the lube and had been standing naked against the wall, hoping to entice a cock into his flaccid, wrinkly buttocks. The veins stood out on his legs and arms and he had a firm, round pot belly. His cock was rigid as he had watched events, and I saw him give an evil grin, as he said "Me next" The black guy put his face close to mine and whispered. "This guy has full-blown AIDS. You sure you want him?" I said nothing, although my heart pounded in my chest and my mouth was dry with fear. He patted me gently on the shoulder as he said to the other guy "Guess he's all yours, John." The wasted creature got behind me and I felt the first stab of his diseased cock and then it slid up me in a rush. " Oh God" I gasped, taking another his of poppers and giving myself up to depravity. The black guy gently stroked my hair and whispered soothingly "It's ok, kid. Just relax. Take his babies." The man was fucking me like a rabbit and gasping with excitement. "Here it comes!" he gasped and the black guy held my face, turning it to kiss him as the poz spunk began to flow into me. Tears rolled down my cheeks, whether with happiness or fear I couldn't say, but when it was done and the thin man had backed off into the crowd, I could only surrender as the black guy pulled me sideways and bent me over, reaching over to spread my cheeks so the cum could be clearly seen leaking from my hole. "Who's next?" he asked.

I rarely feel the guy cumming inside. On some occasions if a guy has a big load and saved up for a few days I'll feel that big spurt which does feel good. Either way the best part about bareback is really the enjoyment the top gets out of it. For me it definitely feels better as well because the plastic of a condom blocks so much. But I know tops who barebacking me are loving it ten times more. From my experience having a guy bareback me they just love being inside me. Edging on my hole, spitting on my hole and fucking in my hole. That's what I love. A guy who just enjoys being inside me and I can see it by the smile on his face. The icing on the cake is when the guy is getting close and then starts cumming. I love feeling the thighs and his pelvis pushing into my ass as deep and he can go. Most tops I've been with just collapse on me after cunning and don't mind. A lot of them can even go a second round because the reality of the situation hits them. A piece of then is inside me. I'm carrying their cum and their DNA that tends to turn a lot of guys on.

Jason starts to drive towards the house again and now I'm just feeling kind of hollow inside. What makes me such a terrible person that not even my own father would help me? Maybe Jason is wrong and everyone else is right. Laura and Tim are just saying nice things to me cause they care about Jason, they obviously don't really mean it. We get to the end of the drive and Laura is standing on the porch waiting for us. I remember how honest she seemed when she hugged me at Jason's but she couldn't have meant it. She seems like such a nice person but then people thought my mother was nice and some of the guys that used to beat me other people thought were nice. I've discovered that people are very good at hiding what they really are. Jason so far is the only person that seems to be honest about himself but then just how well do I really know him? No, Jason's always been good to me and he's never done anything to hurt me. He's the only person that has ever looked out for me and he's the only person I can trust. Jason stops the car and turns off the ignition. He opens his door and looks at me, and asking with his eyes if I'm ready for this. I look at him and just shrug and start to open the car door when Jason reaches over and gently grabs my arm. "Hey, one more thing." "Yeah what's that?" "I love you." and he leans forward and kisses me gently on the lips. I close my eyes and lean in for more. I could kiss this man forever. He pulls back and looks at me "now lets go have some fun I think we both need it." I smile at him "ok, I'll try." We get out of the car and head up to the front door. Laura is standing there looking pensive, as we get closer she looks first at Jason then at me and then back to Jason again. "Everything alright?" "No" says Jason "Yeah" I say, and even to me sounds hollow Jason and I both look at each other and Laura says "well I'd ask which it is but Quinn hon you didn't sound very convincing want to tell me whats wrong?" Jason says "well your place is rather daunting to someone that's grown up like Quinn." I have to say one thing for Laura the woman is sharp as a tack, "OH shit Quinn you must hate us, I'm so sorry." "It's ok, I understand it's not like you guys could worry about the whore's son you had your own lives" and even I can hear the bitterness in my words but I can't help myself. "I wasn't anyone important in your lives so why should you care?" "Quinn it wasn't like that it.." "Yes it was" and I can tell I'm getting angry again but I just can't help myself "I'm the town whore's son, not like I'm special or important or anything and helping me would have just created issues that you two didn't want to deal with." "What we did was wrong, and I apologize for that, your right in one part that helping you would have created some issue's niether of us wanted to face at that time. Tim didn't know till this week that I knew he had a son, in fact I knew Tim had a son before he did. I'm not sure when he found out but I'm pretty sure you were in your teens. Your mother was the "entertainment" for Tim's bachlor party and I thought it would be a good idea to keep an eye on her so I knew about you. But your completely wrong when you say your not important, your very important and special we were just to self absorbed to see for ourselves and for that I'm so sorry and hope that you can forgive us. Will you please let us make it up to you?" I can't help myself I'm still feel the anger boiling inside me, "make it up to me?! How are you going to make up that my own mother allowed me to be fucked by some guy when I was only 12, how are you going to make up to me that how every single person in this town has treated me like I had the plague unless they wanted to get their fucking rocks off! Please tell me how your going to make it up to me how I spent nights laying in bed crying as my mother was fucking stoned out of her mind and some asshole used his belt on me then fucked me till I bled?!" Laura just stands there stunned for a few minutes opens her mouth to say something then closes it. After a few more minutes she sits down on the porch and finally says "I never really thought about everything you went through. I'm sorry about my choice of words of course we can't make it up to you. I really don't know what to say. Quinn I do like you and I understand your animosity towards us and I really can't justify our actions. The only thing I can think to say is I'm so very sorry and although we can't make up for what we've done and we certainly aren't in a position to play the role of your parents I would like for us to be friends and not just because of how Jason feels or to appease any sense of guilt. And trust me the guilt is there and you can ask Tim and Jason guilt is not something I usually feel. I'm always very self assured and know what I'm doing but in this case I think I should have handled things better." Everyone is quiet for a few minutes each of us trying to resolve our feelings. I'm trying to get my anger under control. Its not Laura's fault, I'm not her son and she just stated that Tim didn't know for a while about me and as much as I hate to admit it, it probably was very difficult for Tim to accept he had a son he didn't know about till he was 1/2 grown. I look over at Jason and can tell he's torn as well. He loves me very much but Laura is one of his best friends. He probably wants to comfort both of us but is afraid if he does the other will feel left out or betrayed. That's when my anger fades. I can't do this to him. He's been there for me and he looks so torn between us both. I know I'd win but its not fair to put him through this. Taking a deep breath I walk over to Laura and sit down next to her. "I'm sorry I blew up, its just that life hasn't been very easy for me and part of me see's all of this," and I gesture around at the house and yard "and thinks I could have grown up like this safe and secure if Tim had helped me." I gaze up at Jason " but some extremely sexy man told me that if I had then instead of being my lover he would have been my uncle instead, so I guess everything that happened happened for a reason." Laura grins "well not so sure about that you know they say incest is best he could have been both!" "EEWWWEEEE" and the look on Jason's face causes me to start laughing, which causes my face to hurt but its worth it. Laura leans towards me so that our shoulders are touching "Thank you. And no matter how you may feel about yourself let me tell you, you are very smart and much more worthy a person then most other people and I'm very much grateful that you are now a part of our family." "Yeah well not sure about all that but I am sure I'm glad to be part of the family." Laura looks at Jason "he really doesn't understand how special he is does he?" Jason looks at Laura and says "He has no clue" and he smiles down at me "but I have every intention of showing him." Laura smiles up at him "and I have no doubt about that. Ok we'll work on that but in the mean time there's something important that we need to do." "Oh" both Jason and I say together. "YES SHOPPING!" And we all start laughing. "Ok, ok" Jason walks over to us and holds out a hand to each of us. Laura and I look at each other and give the other a hug before reaching up for Jason's hands. With a quick tug he pulls us both up into a big hug. We all put our arms around each other and just stand there holding each other. After a few minutes Laura releases us "Ok let me get my keys and purse and be right back" and with that she darts into the house. Jason pulls me closer to him and I cuddle into his chest. "Thank you love" "For?" "For being so gracious in forgiving Laura and Tim like that. I love you all and would really hate it if you didn't all get along." "I know, I thought of that and figured I couldn't do that to you. I do love you, you know." "Yeah I know" then he pulls me tighter against him "and one more thing. If you refer to yourself one more time as the worthless town whores son I will tie you to the bed." "Hmm promise" "Yes but you didn't let me finish. I will tie you to the bed and suck and tease you for days and not let you cum." "OH fuck, and you call me evil ok ok I'll be good" and I shudder at the thought of not being able to cum for days. "Damn that would be hell!" "That's kind of the point. You're not worthless and you're not a whore You are my lover and the young man that I'm very deeply in love with. I will not sit by and watch you continue to demean yourself. Am I getting through to you?" "I hear what you say Jason but its so hard to believe. I mean everyone has always told me I'm worthless and that I'll never be anything special cause my mom's a whore and so was I. It just doesn't make sense to me that someone like you could be in love with me." "Well baby I am and I don't fall in love with worthless people. In fact I've only fallen in love twice and I think both of those two men are very special." Jason places his hand under my chin and lifts my face up to look me in the eyes. "Tim and you both are very important to me but make no mistake you will always come first" and then he leans down and kisses me. I press forward and let my hands slide up around his neck. My face hurts and my lips are killing me but Jason if very gentle and just slides his tongue over my lips and then gently lays his lips on mine. Just touching, just feeling the warmth of each others mouth. Jason pulls away and tucks my head under his chin and kisses the top of it and I let me hands slide down his back to his waist and just pull him to me. I feel so save and loved when Jason holds me like this. Jason is right I may have lived in hell but it was worth it for this. After a few more minutes we hear Laura driving around with a candy red Cadillac Escalade SUV. "Wow" I can't help but say "Yeah Laura takes her shopping seriously" I laugh "you'd think she was going to cloth an army." "Nope just you." I choke "your kidding right?" "Afraid not, you can expect at least half the back of that will be filled with clothes for you before the end of the day if not all of it." "Oh geez" Laura pulls up next to us and rolls the windows down, "come on guys lets go!" We pile in with Jason getting in front and me getting into the back. As I sit down its like the seat just molds to me. "Oh wow this is more comfortable then my bed when I lived with Dina." Jason and Laura both look back and they have this look like their waiting for a time bomb to go off. "Ok guys relax I'm ok now I was just saying, not digging ok?" Jason just grins and Laura looks relieved. Laura puts the car into drive and starts down the driveway. The drive is filled with small talk and there is a slight bit of tension but its easy to get past as none of us want to "poke" that sore spot. After about 35 minutes Laura pulls up in front of Akira, just looking at the window display I know this is a very expensive store. "Ahh I thought we were going to the outlets?" "Oh we will but I wanted to stop here first before we wore ourselves out at the outlets." Some how I get the impression that Laura is referring to us getting wore out and not her. We all pile out of the car and head into the store. Once I get inside I'm amazed by all the styles and colors of clothing. I've never been in such a stylish store and have no clue where to start. I mean one pair of jeans is as good as another right? "Quinn you ok?" Jason asks with a grin on his face, "because if you keep your mouth open like that someone might mistake you for a fish." I realize he's right and I've been standing here staring at everything with my mouth wide open. He walks over to me and slips his arm around my shoulder. "Come on hon lets start with pants that will look much better then those sweats you've been living in." Laura sidles up to my other side and slips her arm around my waist. "Don't worry about prices lets just have fun and get you something that flatters that great body you have." She tugs me away from Jason and drags me over to the shirts. The next hour is a whirlwind as I'm shoved into the changing room while Laura tosses one item of clothing after another at me. When we get to the register Laura sets aside a pair of pants, a shirt, and a sweater. "Jason why don't you take Quinn and get him changed into these." "Oh I'd be happy to." and Jason has this shit eating grin on his face as he slips his arm into mine and leads me back to the dressing rooms while carring my new cloths in his other. Once we are back at the dressing room Jason hands me the cloths and turns me around and gently pushes me to one of the rooms. I open the door and walk in and as I turn to shut the door Jason come in behind me. "Well she did say to help you get changed," and then he turns and shuts the door behind him and latches it. Turning around he takes teh cloths from me and sets them on the bench and then kneels down and starts to unlace my shoes. "I can get myself dress you know?" "Oh I know but this is so much more fun," he says as he slips off my shoe and starts on the other one. "Jason we could get into trouble." "Nah, trust me we're good," and he takes of my other shoe and reaches up and grabs my hips to pull me closer to him. Two steps closer and my crotch is right up against his face. As I look down Jason grin's up evilly at me and starts to slide his hands down my hips, pulling the sweat pants down. As they pull past the top of the jockstrap Jason leans forward and starts to tongue the laces, trying to slide is tongue between them. I feel the hotness of his breath and the dampness of his tongue through the fabric and my cock rockets to attention. My breath catches as he pushes his face harder against my groin. My breath catches and I lean into him letting my hands grip his shoulders. As the waist of the sweats slides down so does Jason's mouth, my cock is now sticking out the top of the jock and its pulsing against the fabric. As the sweats reach my ankles Jason has his head between my legs and is curling his tongue to get around the jock and to lick just under my nuts. I can't help but let out a soft moan. "Shh baby, we wouldn't want anyone to walk in now would we?" He then readjusts his position and is covering my jock encased balls with his mouth. I can feel the hot moisture seeping through the fabric and caressing my nuts. At the same time he lifts one foot up at a time and removes my sweats. Tossing them in the corner he kisses his way up my engorged cock and licks my head which at this point has escaped the confines of the jock and is leaking precum. "Mmm just for me?" and Jason then wraps his lips over the top. I let out a small whimper and then Jason tucks his feet under himself and begins to kiss is way up my stomach and to my chest while lifting the t-shirt up, sliding his hands up my sides and caressing me. Soon his lips reach my nipples and he gently nips then while raising my arms up and pulling the shirt off completely. As it passes over my head Jason stands up and his lips meet mine, the shirt gets tossed in the corner with the pants leaving his hands free to reach around my lower back and pull us tighter together. Jason is rubbing our throbbing cocks together as he gently licks my lips and places feather soft kisses on them. "Do you have any idea how much you mean to me?" He breaths into my mouth. "Hopefully as much as you mean to me" and I entwine my arms around his neck and lay my head on his shoulder. Jason reaches around and embraces me with his arm around my lower back and I can feel his fingers rubbing and sliding across the top of my ass. We stand that way for a few, just breathing in each others scent. Jason's fingers begin or roam lower and I can't help but arch my butt into them. He rubs them against my hole, gently circling, teasingly. Using his middle finger he probes me with just the tip. Pulling me tighter to him with his hand while fingering my ass is so extremely hot, yet done so gently that its also intimate and loving. I shudder with the conflicting emotions of wanting to have Jason just bury his cock deep in me to just standing there being held. Jason pulls his head back and looks down at me, "Whatcha thinking about love?" "How glad I am that I had a lousy math teacher," I look up at his face and he's got this huge grin on his face. "Yeah me too. Ok come on sexy boy lets get you dressed before they send someone in to check on us." I sigh as I really don't want to move unless its Jason lining up his cock with my ass. Jason pulls away and I already miss his finger playing with me. He turns around and grabs the shirt of the top of the pile of cloths. Its a solid black button down, with the cuffs a black plaid. Next he gives me a pair of dark green plaid skinny jeans. I've never owned anything like this. I've seen some of the kids with them at school but never thought I'd be wearing them let alone owning some. I slip them on and love the feel of them gliding across my skin. New cloths, NICE new clothes. Most of my stuff has been from GoodWill or other second hand stores, or occasionally Target or Walmart. This is completely different. I turn to look in the mirror but Jason is blocking my view. "Here put this on too" and he hands me a charcoal grey sweater jacket. I slip my arms into the soft warm jacket and zip up the front, all the while Jason is staring at me with this huge grin on his face. "Mmm I do believe I have the fucking hottest boyfriend in the state!" "You need glasses" I say and can feel my ear's burning. "Think so? Well take a look" and then he steps away from the mirror. I can't believe that the image is me. I've never looked this good. I can see my face turning a deeper red and that just makes my bruises stand out more, if it wasn't for those I'd look like I stepped off the cover of a magazine. "Told you, but lets make this even better." He then reaches for the zipper on my jacket and pulls it down about halfway. Then he unbuttons the top two buttons of my shirt, finally he turns and from the bench picks up and dark green plaid scarf and winds it once around my neck and places the ends so that they drape over my bare chest. "Wow, baby you look stunning!" and he start laughing even harder as I can feel my face light up like a Christmas bulb. "Come on I get to show you off now," and with those words Jason opens the door and shouts "Hey Laura check this out!" and as we come out of the hallway for the dressing rooms Laura and two clerks turn to look. Laura lets out a squeal like some high school cheerleader and comes running over. "OH MY GOD! Look at you! Quinn you look sexy as hell!" I can feel my face turning even redder as if that was possible. "Well I might look sexy if my face didn't look like a rotting tomato you mean," even I can hear the hurt in my voice. I try to defuse it by grinning but that just makes my lip hurt and I grimace instead. Jason reaches over and pulls me to him. "Baby, what was done to you is temporary, you will heal and I don't care what color your face is your DAMN sexy to me." I can't help but snuggle up against his chest. "Ok you two lets go get some lunch and hit the outlets." "Lunch sounds good and Quinn can take a pain pill before his head starts to feel like its going to explode." He give me a hug against his chest and then gently lifts my chin to look me in the eyes. "Hey someone thinks your special." "Mmm, you know I love you so much" and I stretch up on my tip toes and give him a kiss.

Thank you Tiger for that great reply. I just needed a place to get it off my chest. I know I can't stop and I don't think I really deep down want to stop. I yearn for it.

London. The Block. 1994. Picture it. Okay I'll drop the Golden Girls thing. I'm in the Block (at the time the best leather bar in town and playing tonsil tennis with an American guy. We finally come up for air. In the usual vacuous conversation when your thinking about how how to get his dick in your mouth (or vice versa) he asked me what I did for a living. I replied with my usual "Oh, I took the HIV early retirement plan", usually a good way to disclose because you're joking about about it, you're comfortable with it, you know the "safer sex rules". Bastard walks off without a word, presumably in search of mouthwash for all I know. I swore then that that was never going to happen to me again (as an aside it was the first time I'd gone off with someone else with my lover around - a way of opening the gates for him to do the same). Nobody has hurt me as much as he did that night which is why I decided to be totally open about having aids (as it then was - now just different degrees of HIV disease here). Now you've got me all mad about something that happened 20 years ago I might use it for the basis for a column - I'm a regular at http://www.beyondpositive.org/ Damn good question....

I bought this tunnel butt plug recently just so that tops could piss into my open hole

Ted led me up the path to the campgrounds, stopping at the self-service kiosk, checking for overnight check ins. There were two check-ins so ted noted down which camp sites they signed up for and the check in names. We proceeded to the cantina and Ted gave me a list of the items to pull from the shelves, then showed me what needed cleaning and restocking, then went to begin preparing the morning breakfast for the campers purchases. As the aroma of sausage and eggs and breakfast burritos filled the cantina a few campers wandered in to stock up on supplies, toiletries and buy breakfast. I went about restocking the selves from the inventory that had come in the previous day, dusting the shelves and mopping the floor. All the while the revelations of the morning weighed on my mind, could it be my brother infected me with the bug, did he know or suspect he had it, did I want him and his infection, my cock began to harden thinking about him fucking me again. I thought about not only did he fuck me but he fucked my best friend, my life heartthrob, my brother from another mother, he spewed his toxic seed into both of us. I both wanted to make mad passionate love to him and beat the crap out of him for putting us at risk. As the morning wore on we closed down the diner part of the cantina, prepping pre made sandwiches to sell at noon and dinner take outs ready to be put on the BBQ’s in the evening. I went through most of the morning with a hard on, and a few of the campers didn’t help as they came through the cantina in little more than basketball or running shorts, their junk swinging barely concealed beneath the flimsy fabric, their chest heaving of manliness and sexuality. Lunch time came, Stuart and John took over the cantina while Ted and I went to join Todd and the guys for lunch, Dad tossed us some sandwiches and chips, he then sat on the end of the table “Ok guys, when we get back onboard tonight Stuart will address all of you, in the meantime, You all have a decision to make, I have some contacts and I Knew this was a possibility, given Stuarts wild streak, John had me come prepared, I have a 100 day supply for each of you if you choose to take it, of PreP” We all ate our lunch in silence for the most part, being in close proximity of Dave had me hard throughout lunch, as we were finishing up our lunch Dave nudged me tilted his head towards the men’s toilets/showers and excused himself to go use the bathroom. I followed him saying I needed release too, as soon as I got in the restroom I notice Dave was not at the urinals or in a stall, I walked around to the backside and found him naked stroking his hard cock, I immediately dropped my shorts and stripped off my tee shirt and went to my knees in front of him, taking his rod into my mouth and throat. He let me suck his cock just enough to get it slick with saliva before pulling me up and spinning me around, and slide his cock into my ass, it hurt like hell being impaled so quickly, although once in Dave was able to use the cream inside to lubricate my hole enough so each of us could enjoy the fuck “Ever since I heard the news this morning I wanted to give you some of my last negative seed, not sure if I want to take the prep dad is offering, seems like a lot of bother to have freedom” Dave pounded my hole and soon released his cum into my battered rectum, I enjoyed the ride and pondered the words, feeling him pulsate against my prostate delivering his spunk soon had my seed shooting on the tiled floor, my ass milking the last drops of semen from Dave’s still hard cock, he pulled me up to him and turned my head so he could plant a wet sloppy kiss on me ” that’s all we have time for now, we’ll talk later” With that he pulled on his shorts and tee shirt and ran back to the others. I turned around to grab my shorts and tee and suddenly heard applause. I turn around to find a camper who witnessed most of the fucking, Dave must have run right past him, he stood a couple inches taller than me and had sandy blonde hair and a muscular build which was accented by his tank top and low slung cargo shorts “You camping nearby? Would love some of that action” He then noticed my tee shirt and the camp insignia “Oh you guys work here, shit well I hope we can see each other during my stay” He turned and left out of embarrassment, I exited the bath house and returned to the picnic table to join Dave and my brothers. With John and Stuart taking the cantinas afternoon shift, Ted and I went to the camp office to pick up the site checklist and do verification rounds of the campsites, the first two sites were vacant although I found recently spent condoms near one of the picnic table, I being the kinky bastard I picked them up and tied them off for use later on Dave. The campsites were almost all identical just enough room for a couple tents, each had a water spigot in one corner and a power pole in the opposite with a smart meter on each pole. They had a small fire pit and a picnic table, many had room for a small camper or RV to hook up adjacent to them, as we went down the checklist on each site we noted which ones needed sprucing up and which ones were available. . Our third campsite was occupied and soon found out it was my tall blonde guy that was there with his friend, I also noticed that most of the campers were male with a few females hanging around the fringes in opposite corners of the campgrounds. I soon discovered that of the 38 campsite 12 were currently occupied, 8 with what I was deeming gay groups and 4 with lesbian couples. I noticed Ted was also handing out invitations to the weekend’s parties on the houseboat. He explained that we could only invite 11 people at a time onto the vessel to keep within marine occupancy limits, I asked when he invited the blonde guy and he said that they, the blonde and his companion would be boarding on Fridays festivities, this being Wednesday I only had two days to wait to see if the promising buldge in his shorts would ring true. We finished our rounds just before 4 and headed back to the offices which were on the backside of the cantina. Dave and the others were waiting on us and we loaded up supplies from the camp store to take down to the floating palace as we had named her. I grabbed a couple boxes and headed down to the dock with Dave at my side. Dad, Todd, was the last to arrive and cast us off as ted steered the vessel back to our private cove to be moored for the night. As the house made it across the lake I cut up some potatoes that Chris had boiled off earlier in the day and added salad dressing and cut hard boiled eggs to make a great big bowl of Potato salad while Dave went up and took over grilling duties for the evening.. By the time we reached the mooring Dinner was ready and we all dished up a plate and sat around the fire pit. Stuart gobbled down his meal of polish sausage, Baked Beans and Potato salad then stood before us “Ok guys, I know this mornings news was a shock to some, and sort of expected by others of you” He glanced over at Todd and John “Well, I guess I owe you all an explanation. First off let me say last night’s confession by our fathers was somewhat of a surprise to me but then again I Knew from the time of Joan’s death that they were in a long distance relationship. Ted knew too but we kept it quiet for our dads sake till they could break the news to you, I however did not know of the swapping that been going on and although I find it hot that I now have all these hot brothers, I know they have managed to keep us all valiant till our 18th birthdays preaching celibacy. Well I’d like to thank my Brother who broke my cherry on the night of my 18th birthday two years ago, I didn’t know you were my brother then but I think I’d have it no other way. Thank you Ted, who by the way has been the first to fuck all of us brothers now that I think about it.” We all laughed at Stuarts little quip “well as you all know I was accepted to UC Berkeley on a academic/athletic scholarship and as many of you know I sought out the Gayest –straight fraternity I could find and have been living in the fraternity house since my freshmen year started, four quarters ago, my pledge brother, Alan has been my roommate and part time lover for the past two years and for those of you who have not met him, he’ll be coming up with some of my frat bro’s this weekend. Well Alan makes me look like a saint in the sex department, he gets into some really slutty moods and goes hog wild. We had sex throughout our freshman year and pledge period with many of our brothers, but always with condoms and playing safe. Well that all changed this last fall when Alan who was feeling horny convinced me and several of our frat bros to go to a CumUnion party at the Steamworks back in September. Now I had barebacked with Alan in private before, but this was the first time we had had sex, bareback sex in public, the dozen or so of us who went let our hair down and had mad orgies in front of everyone who wanted to watch. Well I lost track of Alan when one of my Bro’s was pounding my hole while I was sucking some guy’s dick while someone was sucking mine underneath me. Well long story short Alan became a major cumdump that night and took massive anon loads into his hole he estimated 30 to 40 loads before I caught up with him again and I added my load to his already overflowing manpussy. Well Alan got sick around Halloween and we thought it was just the flu.” Stuart took a drink from his beer and continued “well Alan didn’t tell me but he went to the health center and got tested and treated for a couple of STI’s and also withheld that he was now POZ, although from what I gathered he confided in Dad that his status had changed and that he wanted to Knock me up so we would be bonded, He told Todd He really loved me and wanted to share every Part of himself with me. Well throughout the rest of the quarter Alan managed to go from bottom pig to dominate top whenever I would let him. I guess he succeed in knocking me up over Christmas since I got the fuck flu around Easter, I was in denial for the last two months as I wanted to believe he wouldn’t do that to me, but at the same time I love him for wanting to share his gift with me.” Stuart began to sob and Dad and john hugged him and Ted planted a big kiss on him as well “I’m so sorry Tom and Dave, I don’t know what possessed me to put you guys at risk and hope you weigh your choices, my choice is to go unmediated as long as I can, I have a strong T cell count and although my viral load is high It is dropping on it’s own as my body tries to fight off this infection, I know it’s a losing battle but I will cross that bridge when I come to it” Stuart sat down and continued to sob as Dave went over to him and Whispered to him “Thank you big bro for the most precious gift you could ever give me… the freedom to fuck whoever, however I can” While we were fixing dinner Dave and I talked about the consequences of the previous night’s sexual debauchery and what it meant for us, we decided that Stuart had given himself to us and we had in turn become bonded in a gift which was now shared between us. I walked over to my older brother ad took his hand and lead him to the hot tub and stripped him bare as Dave removed his and my clothes we all climbed into the tub We took our turns mounting his enraged hardened cock sliding our boycunt’s on his shaft. Taking turns playing who’s going to get the cream, as he shot his load deep inside me, in ground my ass into his crotch. After I dismounted Dave slid down his pole and attempted to milk another load from Starts balls. It didn’t take long before he shot his second load of the night into Dave. As we both leaned in and kissed our older brother we whispered into his ear in stereo “Let’s make sure this takes” and began teasing him to fuck us more

It felt weird at first to be making out with my dad, watching my best friend making out with my older brother and his older brothers alternating between me and Dave and each other and John their dad alternating between stroking his sons and my dad. I had always suspected there was something between John and Todd, my dad, today just verified mine and Dave’s suspicions. I felt John playing with the plug in my ass, as Stuart and Ben made out with Dave, then the three of them got out of the hot tub and headed forward, John had twisted the plug back and forth in my hole loosening me up and soon the relaxing waters and the attentions to my rear had the plug sliding in and out of me like a dildo, John slid it out one final time as my dad lifted me into his lap, john guided his engorged phallus to my gaping hole as I slid down his pole, he moaned “Oh yeah, got my baby boy riding my cock filled with his brothers jizz, makes wonderful lube” He planted his lips on mine once more as John moved in behind me and slid his cock next to Todd’s, pushing a little brown bottle under my nose I inhaled deeply breathing in the vapors, my head began to swim and an internal hotness swept my body, sensing the poppers were beginning to take effect on me, John pushed forward and his cock entered my ass next to my dad’s throbbing tool, they worked their cocks in unison in my hole, john help the poppers under my nose again and I breathed in deeply once more, the vapors swimming in my brain as they pumped and double penetrated me. Their cocks battling in my brothers cum, I was stretched wide open as they used my boycunt, finally john let out a huge moan and shot deep in my intestine his pulsating cock triggering my dad’s load to blast out as well filling me even fuller with seed. Just 4 hours ago I was a virgin to man on man sex now as John pulls out and I raise off of my father’s cock, to feed him my throbbing dong, as John shoves the butt plug into my gaping hole, I now have five loads of cum percolating in my guts. I looked forward to see my best friend Dave in the sling impaled on my Brothers cock, Ben feeding him his cock to suck like a lollipop. My dad deep throats my slong and then slaps me on the ass and tells me to go play with the boys as John makes out with Ted. I walk towards the bow, where the sling is set up next to the captain’s chair, Stuarts is buried in Dave’s ass to the hilt and is swirling his hips to move his cock inside my best bud, Dave is moaning in pain and lust, I can tell that Stuart had just blown his load deep into Dave, as his face shows of orgasmic agony and something deeper I can’t really pin point. I sit in the chair watching as my best friend, hopefully my boyfriend gets loaded up by my brother, Chris pulls out a folding table and adjusts and slides it so it is just under Dave in the sling with about an inch or so clearance beneath him, Stuart is still mixing up the cum that is buried in Dave’s intestines when Ben steps over to me and has me climb onto the table straddling Dave, I almost immediately start kissing my best friend, as Stuart starts playing with the plug in my ass, as he pulls out of Dave, and Chris slides in to take his place, finally pulling the plug out and begins feeding me the plug to lick clean as he slides his slimy cock into Dave’s mouth to have him clean off the spunk and traces of blood from his cock. I lick the plug clean then return to alternately kissing Dave and sharing in jointly blowing my brothers large phallus. I was kneeling on the table under Dave, when I felt the table shake and realized Ben had climbed onto the table, he pulled me up and fed me his cock as Chris guided Dave’s hard cock into my hole, I suddenly had the cock I had been wanting all afternoon and most of my life buried in my sloppy cum filled hole, as Chris pumped into his youngest brother, although only by 8 months, I could feel his thrust, and I swear a couple of times his cock was entering me using Dave as a sheath, every time he hit Dave’s prostate I could feel a bust of precum in my hole and Dave would grind his cock into my sweet spot and make me leak copious amounts of precum as well. We went on for almost 15 minutes while Chris pummeled Dave who was fucking my hole from beneath me, as I was sucking the juices from Ben’s throbbing too. I was reaching a breaking point as Stuart came around and began sucking on my cock, my balls pulled up as I shot my cum into my brothers mouth and throat. “Ah negative boy cream is so sweet, too bad it won’t last” Stuart quipped as he licked his lips and Ben began cumin in my mouth and onto my face and chest as he pulled it out to spray me with his jizz, I could feel Dave shooting his load to add to the others in my now well used hole. Dave’s orgasm and clenching of his ass muscles triggered Chris as Dave milked the cream out of his brothers throbbing tool. As we untangled ourselves I noticed Todd and John with Ted between them in the hot tub getting out and moving towards the bow, stopping at the fire pit and pulling up a couple chairs and a bench or two, they motioned for us to join them, which we were all too tired to refuse, as we traversed the short distance and flopped down either on a chair or a bench near the fire pit. It was just like at camp where we would all sit around and sing songs and tell stories, when Dave, his brothers and I were younger. This was almost the same “Tom, I know you have some questions, and I know today’s events most likely have you confused, well I’m going to confuse you even more” I looked at my dad and smiled and let him know I was ready “John and I have been friends since my college days, as you all know, we were roommates my freshman year, although john was a senior and three years older than me, the college put us together” John piped in “Todd and me didn’t get along real well at first, since I was seeing a girl a few months his junior, Your mom, Tom, and he kind of had his sights on her, well we both sort of dated her but when she got pregnant well, by then I had already started dating your mom, Dave, Well by then the term was almost over and the holidays were upon us, Bev made excuses not to go home, as she was beginning to show, and her parents, your grandparents, Tom, would not have approved” I looked on with a quizzical look on my face, as did the other boys “So mom wasn’t my biological mother” piqued in Ted “Well, ted by the time Bev delivered you Joan, had agreed to marry John and take her baby to raise as their own, the animosity we felt the first couple of months in the dorm had vanished a lasting bond had developed, I was also bonking Joan, Your mom Ted, Dave” “She’s our mom too” Chris and ben chimed in “Well, Ben your right, Bev had two babies which Joan, god rest her soul raised as ours, they actually were mine, not Todd’s so I felt a responsibility to raise them” “But I remember mom being preggers at least twice” Ted commented “Yes she was, but they were Todd’s” John said “I never actually fathered any children with my wife” We all looked shocked and somewhat uncomfortable “I guess what we’re trying to confess to you guys, we know you guys have always felt a close bond, almost brotherly, it’s because you are all brothers, we swapped wives almost as often as we ourselves swapped spit and cum, we have been lovers for the last 19 years” and we have enjoyed watching you all grow up as friends and half-brothers, and we thought you guys should know the truth” my dad sat down and let it sink in “how radical, I just fucked my half bro” Dave suddenly burst out, holding on to me and planting his lips to mine “very incestuous “ Stuart snickered

Dave and I had arrived at the lake and ultimately the houseboat midafternoon, while his brothers were up at the campgrounds getting things ready for the summer, clearing some brush, cleaning the cantina/dining hall, and hosing down the rest rooms, along with checking in some early arrivals and helping them get their camp sites set up. As Dave and I lay on the bed talking and teasing each other we suddenly heard voices outside and on deck. A slight vibration and rocking motion alerted us that the vessel was in motion. We startled when a knock on the door was followed by the sight of Ted appearing in the doorway. “Oh, I see you boys have made yourself at home,” he smiled looking at our jock clad bodies intertwined on top of the bed. He had Dave roll over and he inspected the plug poking out of his ass, remarking “I also see my little bro has been good enough to keep his plug in and my load safe all day.” “Well, actually he took it out so I could add mine,” I quipped, which earned a light laugh all around. “Hold on a sec, you two,” Ted said as he briefly exited the room, returning with two oral quick swabs, saying “Here, swab the insides of your mouth for me. Dad bought up a case and sent them up with us.” I had no idea what they were for but I did as I was told. Before Ted exited the room after placing sticky tabs with our names on the ends of each swab and taking them into the other room, suggesting as he left "Hey, you two should go hit the shower - you smell like sex.” We both got up, jostling each other in the process, removed our jocks, heading down the hall to the bathroom naked. Ted stopped us as we were about to enter the bath and slipped the plug out of Dave’s ass. He held it up to his nose and sniffed then licked the scum off of the plug, remarking "Yummy delicious” as he tossed the plug into the bathroom sink, directing us "Wash that off while you’re at it, boys.” We climbed into the small shower stall and turned on the water, which was cold at first but soon became warm as we soaped up each other’s body and cleaned our sweat and sex off of us, all while making out. After drying off and washing the plug off for Ted, Dave and I exited the bathroom, Ted tossed us a clean muscle Tee and AC Jock at each of us. The muscle shirts were at least two sizes too big so they hung like night shirts on us with the arm holes reaching down to our waists, which only accented the sexy jock straps we put on, and made our asses look even sexier when the shirts were lifted to expose them, but provided enough cover so as to give us an appearance of decency. Ted pointed out a couple white boards which had been placed in the hall, the first had daily chores listed, including dinner assignments, the second had campground assignment on it the third just had our names listed with a series of dates across the top I notice the current date and a minus under it beside each of our names. I didn’t quite understand the last board but I suspected it had something to do with the swabs from earlier. I was on BBQ duty tonight and Dave was to make salad and set the table. I looked at Ted and he chuckled and handed me a small ice chest and pointed me in the direction of the ladder to the top deck of the vessel. Taking hold of the small chest which I found surprisingly weighty, I headed out on to the rear deck then began ascending the ladder. As my head cleared the above deck level I spotted Chris at the helm steering the house across the lake. I reached the top deck and took in the layout. One of the boys had set up a hanging device next to the helm, there was a sun deck with a couple double chaises, a medium size Jacuzzi on the front half of the upper deck behind which had a small bar and BBQ area. I walked up to the BBQ and set the ice chest down on the counter, suddenly Ben appeared from the far side of the table/counter located behind the BBQ. “Hey, Tom. Glad to see you could make it. Beer or bong, dude?” holding a bong in one hand and a freshly poured solo cup of beer in the other, offering them to me. I accepted the beer and he disappeared again behind the counter then popped back up with another glass for himself. I sipped on the beer and opened the BBQ, turned the knobs on the front and hit the igniter. Nothing happened. “Dude, I think you have to kick on the gas, but don’t forget to turn it off again when you finish. Wouldn’t want to start a fire or run out of propane.” I began to look around and noticed the double doors beneath the unit as well as a small refrigerator in the cabinet and a sink on the side counter. I opened the access doors and cranked opened the valve beneath the BBQ the proceeded to light it. Opening the cooler I transferred the food into the refrigerator. Ben pulled a plastic plate from beneath the table/counter and handed it to me to place the preformed burgers on, then went forward to offer his brother a beer, leaving the Bong on the counter. I continued sipping on my beer and soon Dave popped up from the rear ladder carrying a bowl of salad and a couple types of dressing. He handed me the food and I placed them in the fridge and he set out plates and silver wear on the table, eight places. “We expecting company?” “Why yes. We'll be picking up three at the mooring in the cove.” “Okay, so I should cook up all the burgers?" “Most definitely. You know how my bros eat and they been working hard all day.” I went back to preparing the grill as Dave took a hit on the bong, the odor hit my nostrils just as he passed it to me. I took a hit and then a sip from my beer and offered Dave a gulp as well. Then Dave walked forward to join his brothers as I went back to the grill, took a couple more hits from the bong then reached into the fridge and took out the burgers, adjusted the flame on the grill and placed the meat evenly out across the surface, then closed down the lid. As I did so I noticed the smell of the weed in the bong again, and as I was about to turn around felt a body press against my back and a tongue on my ear. “Everything going well with the meat?” I turned around to find Ted standing there, bare chested, wearing his well-filled bulging jock briefs. He was hitting the bong as I turned around again and leaned into me and shotgunned the hit into my mouth. Between the weed and the beer I was getting light headed and very horny. I opened the grill and flipped the burgers, turned-down the heat and topped them with BBQ sauce. I closed down the lid again and this time when Ted stepped up behind me, his fingers probing my ass crack as he nibbled my ear lobe. I bent my head back as he licked and sucked on my neck, his fingers began massaging a gooey substance into my hole, as his right hand began to invade my hole stretching me open and lubing up the entrance his left hand began tweaking my nipples as he reached into muscle tee, suddenly his three fingers were replaced by his cock and he was sliding the head just into my hole, then slowly the first couple of inches, I was a virgin but I assumed I was taking it like a champ. “I drew the short straw so I get the first crack at your virgin hole. It’s my job to get you ready for tonight.” He slid another inch in and I began to feel uncomfortable with the intrusion experiencing the first hints of pain as he started to stretch my sphincter. Ted had a tapered cock much like me and his brothers, small mushroom head which flared out to the base so as he slid more into me he stretched me wider, his also had a bend up and to the left. He was about half way in when he began to pull out then back in again. He did this several times each time pushing a little more in till I felt his balls slap my ass cheeks. It hurt like hell as he pushed his entire nine inches into my gut then worked it around inside me. He hit my inner ring multiple time and each time it was agony, but then he would withdraw and brush my prostate with the head of his cock. Of course I’d moan and he would push back in again. He went on for a few minutes then pulled out completely reminding me I had burgers on the grill. I lifted the lid and removed the burgers which he took down to keep warm in the kitchen, leaving my gaping ass filling very empty. I took a hit on the bong then finished my beer, looking forward I saw Dave in the sling, Chris and Ben taking turns fingering his hole. Ben slowed the engines and swung the vessel around to glide up towards the mooring. I looked over the side to see our fathers and my eldest brother standing on the dock. I wondered if this was my big surprise.

So far, so good! Cant wait for part 2!