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I was strung out and full of regret. I had made the mistake of going out with friends, getting a little high and hitting the local bathouse "Club X" which had a slightly seedier reputation than our other one "the locker room". I met a hot hairy daddy, partied a little and ended up letting him and a few other guys bareback me until I was stretched out and full of cum. Technically any other guys. OK and also maybe I drank some piss too. I had only meant to get a blowjob or maybe fuck a hot guy. And eat a little ass too. Bareback was never on the menu until I partied just a tiny bit then I became a dirty slut pig who fucks with anyone. Thats how I wound up at the std clinic full of shame. There was one other guy in the waiting room with me who also looked strung out and shifty. He was a year or two older than me latino guy with a scruffy light beard in sweatpants a t shirt and flip flops definetely loooked like he had had just as much fun as me. I wonder if he barebacked too? I guese I still had a little piggy in me. The nurse an older guy with a grey beard but fit called me back andput me in a room with two big chairs that you could rest back and stuff and told me to wait for the doctor. The doctor came in and he was hot as fuck, hairy everywhere thick muscles light beard tan skin with blue eyes. "I guess you had a little too much fun last night" He said. "Yeah I just need some tests and meds and Ill go". "No Im the doctor and I will tell you what to do , first take off your pants underwear and shirt and put on this gown" Fuck! I had forgotten I was still wearing my nasty pig yellow jock already stained with piss and cum. "I'm not sure I want to" " I need to give you IV theres some nasy bugs going around so you have to be in proper attire" That didnt sound totally legit but he was the doctor. I took of my clothes and he put them in a plastic bag. "Underwear too." I gave it to him. I looked me straight in the eye took a big sniff of them and then put them in his back pocket. Holy fuck! he gave me a paper gown to wear that was completely open in the back and only came down to my balls in the front and put me in the chair. He started and IV and then plugged it into a saline bag and a connected pale yellow bag that had some vitamins and stuff in it to make me feel better. Then he left me. I did start to feel better. ANd that made me feel hornier. This doctor seemed like a perve so I was down for wherever this was going. The nurse opened the door andled the other young guy into the room. "Sorry you have to share this room. Take off your clothes and get into this gown. " The guy looked embarrased but pulled off his shirt. When he pulled down pus pants i could see an "addicted" jockstrap black yellow that he tried to cover. "Underwear too, We will need to do piss test and a full exam". He glanced reluctantly at me and pulled them off. The nurse put his clothes in a plastic bag again except for the jock which went in his pocket. The paper gown looked even tighter on him and did nothing to cover his ass which was pretty red as if it had been slapped alot. The nurse fixed his IV and went out with both our clothes. As we got hydrated we both started to be more relaxed. "Did you hit the Locker Room last night" The other guy asked. "No Club X" "too bad the locker room was so nasty last night, if you like bareback" "Fuck yeah but club X has more piss". Guess we were both loosening up. " Maybe we can hangout and see who has the nastiest stores" What the hell I was verse and this bottom slut looked hot."Names Bob" "I'm luke" Plus we were both getting checked for stds so it would be safe, safeish, whatever. "Sounds fun." After the IV i was feeling real good and also like i had to piss bad but trying not to show it. The Bob was jiggling his leg making his cock bounce (semi hard) indicating that he had to piss too. The nurse came back in with two small cups. He unhooked our IV's "OK boys time for your piss test." " I don't think i can piss with an audience" Bob said. "OK Luke can you help us then. You hold the piss cup" "OK" This was weird but I felt much better and hornier. Bob got up and put his dick in the cup I was holding. The nurse came around the side and took bobs dick in one hand. "Ok now just relack and let loose when I tell you" Then he immediatly shoved two fingers deep in bobs ass. Piss shot out hard into the cup which filled up in a a few seconds. the nurse pointed Bobs dick straight at my face and said "dont drop that cup." I opened my mouth and started slurping down the hot piss that was going everywear. finally I just put my mouth over Bobs (uncut i just noticed) semi hard piss fountain and drank. Bob had definely been partying hard and it tasted rank i could barely swallow it all but I was trying. Fuck this was nasty! and Hot! "Ok bob your turn" . Bob grabbed the cup and smiled and opened his mouth. The nurse put his to fingers up my ass and didnt hit my prostate but must have known exactly where my bladder was cause I started pissing like crazy. Bob filled the cup and then sucked down maybe a gallon of my piss. I had been coming down but with Bobs piss and the IV if was fluing and feeling great! Bob started sucking my cock his pupils wide. "None of that" said the nurse and lightly slapped him. "The doctor needs to give you your injection and examine you. He made us get on our hands and knees in the wide chairs so our asses were wide and gaping into the middle of the room and left. "I wish you wouldt have stopped. "I'm so fucking horny but I guess these perverts have a protocol" "I winked at Bob" Hopefully it ends with us getting fucked like whores" "Fuck yeah" "Ive got loads of cum in my ass right now" I couldnt resist I got out of possition and started licking bobs sweet cumhole. Fuck he was loaded from the club last night. "Up on the chair I will get you wet for the doctor too" He went to town on my ass. I was so happy to be full of those cum loads cause Bob loved it." The doctor and nurse came back. He had a big srynge and needle. I had never pointed before but whatever the doctor said? Unfortunately it when in Bobs asscheck, and then mine. So not drugs. It hurt but also made me feel warm and horny. " Boys I have taken the liberty of enrollling you in an experimental program since you were both such sluts. This is a genetically engineered form of HIV that while it will make you a carrier will also make you immune to most STDs The more STDS you expose yourself to in the next few months the more immune you will get. So you need to get fucked by strangers as often as possible. It does have a few side effects, it may make you hornier, it will increase your sperm production, family members may become more attracted to you so maybe avoid family functions. Or whatever." "Have you taken it" "Of course" the nurse and doctor both pulled out huge dripping cocKs "In fact me and my dad are going to break you in so that you start the day full of cum" To be continued..

Chapter 2 we had gone to bed, and I had dozed off. I woke to the early morning light coming through a gap in the curtains. It was the first time I had actually slept with a guy. I looked over at Mike and he was still sleeping. I got up and decided to shower, as I had to sort my head . There were a million things swirling round, not least the fact that I had willingly taken a poz load in me. If what Mike had said was true I could be at risk. The hot water woke my mind a little. This was a one off, I had scratched the itch, and the chances were with just one load in me I was probably ok. I became aware of a movement and Mike joined me in the shower. He massaged my shoulders under the hot water, working down my back until he reached my buttocks. I involuntarily spread my legs and I felt Mike’s fingers work my hole. He moved closer and then I could feel his hard cock pushing at my entrance. It felt natural and I couldn’t help bending over, hands supporting me on the shower wall and Mike grabbed my hips as he slid his cock into me again. I lost myself in the feeling of him fucking me, no wonder Maria liked me fucking her arse I thought as I rode Mike’s thrusts. I wasn’t concentrating on whether Mike was close to cumming and before I refocused Mike was grunting. ‘Here’s your second load’ as he thrust once more, his strong arms holding my hips as I felt his cock pulse as he came in me again. I tired round and we kissed. ‘How’s that itch now?’ Mike asked. ‘Well and truly scratched’ . We finished showering. ‘you can now go back to your girl, but I have a feeling that you are going to be back for more …. And just so you know, I’m staying off meds for a while. Especially now I know your little kink’ An hour later I was at home waiting for Maria to return from her hen weekend. I would put last night down to experience and move on. Keep on the straight and narrow. Maria returned and life went back to normal for a week. The following Friday we decided to go to the gym together, I always liked looking at Maria’s ass in her Lycra. We did our workout and then went to our locker roomS to shower and change. This time, I couldn’t put my finger on it at first, but something was different. There were a few guys in varying states of undress, then it hit me. I realised I was actually checking out the guys. What was happening to me. There was one guy in particular, ripped and tattooed. My eyes dropped to look at his cock, and I must have been staring. There was a steel PA in a big mushroom head and his cock was semi erect. I felt myself getting hard and moved my towel to hide this. I noticed he had a scorpion tattoo as well, similar to Mike’s, but also a biohazard one on his hip. I knew what that meant. I must have been staring longer than I thought as when I lifted my head my eyes locked with tattoo man’s eyes, just for a brief second. It felt like this man could read my thoughts. He moved towards me. ‘ I’m Andy’ he said , and then lowered his voice ‘ and I guess you like?’ ‘Err Nathan’ I stammered’ err and yes. I’ve never seen a PA in real life before’ ‘come in the showers ‘ he whispered’ and you can take a closer look’ instinct took over and I just did as I was told. I sauntered into a cubicle, Andy right behind me. I turned and looked down . His cock was hard. And huge compared to mine. I reached out and started wanking him , and sank to my knees. I looked at his cock once more before taking him into my mouth. I decided I would let him cum in my mouth, that was safe enough. Andy had different ideas though. He lifted me up ‘turn’ he ordered. ‘ Be quiet , this is a straight gym so when my cock goes in don’t yelp’ . My natural submissiveness took over. Strong hands parted my legs and I could feel the steel pa pushing at my hole. ‘ I’m not on anything ‘I whispered ‘ and I’m neg’ . ‘It’s ok, don’t worry, I’m poz but I won’t cum in you, I guess you knew that though when you were eying my tarts’ ‘er yes I did’ ‘ and you still came in here to suck my poz cock. Mmm I think you like a bit of poz cock in secret don’t you’ Andy whispered as with a thrust he entered me. The immediate pain subsided as Andy started building a rhythm. ‘ you haven’t denied that so I’m guessing it’s true. You love poz cock. You’re letting me fuck you bare and you just love it’ I nodded ‘ you horny bastard , I’m going to give you what you really want, and that’s my poz load’ I stayed silent as Andy picked up his pace. I couldn’t help it. My cock brain had taken over ‘ yes. Please. Don’t pull out. Fuck it into me’ I hissed as Andy pounded my hole. It wasn’t long before Andy growled’ full poz load incoming’ as he gave a final thrust and held me in place as he shot his load filling me. We both slowed, gathering our breath before he slipped out of me. He unlocked the door and covertly left . I was showering again after being fucked. My mind went back to last weekend and I had strayed again after only a week. What was happening to me? I towelled myself dry, catching Andy’s eye again. ‘See you around champ’ he said as he left. I quickly dressed and left the locker room, meeting up with Maria outside. We got into our car to drive home, but my mind was elsewhere. All I could think of was how horny that fuck was. And how wrong…….. to be continued…

Unfortunately, I have to agree with this. In the 21st century, the term pretty much means whatever one wants it to mean. 😖🤬 I have seen way too much porn that bills itself as breeding only to have the top pull out at the worst possible moment and cum all OVER the hole (or even worse the bottom's balls, crotch or chest). And in more than a few cases, the bottom has moaned, "Breed me" or "Cum in me" first! IF the stars are all aligned just right, the top will then use his dick to push the cum into the bottom. In my book, the term refers to shooting cum inside an ass or pussy, preferably as deep as possible to initiate insemination. (And as a gay male top, if I don't happen to inseminate my male bottom the first time, I'm MORE than happy to keep trying until insemination is successful! 😜)

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“Isaac!”, Parker called up the stairs. When he got no response, he bellowed it again, then stood with a smirk as he heard the unmistakable sounds of his protege trying to get to the door. “Yes boss?” The Gift shouted back at him. “Finish up with whoever you’ve got in there, and then get down here” Parker shouted. “OK!” Isaac shouted back, before returning to his room. Parker stayed at the bottom of the stairs to listen to the young man quickly resuming and rapidly concluded the breeding of whoever he had with him, and a few moments later a rather hunky stud descended the stairs, gave Parker an embarrassed look, and then scurried down the next flight to find his way out. Isaac then appeared a moment later. “Another one for the HIVe?” Parker asked him. “Working on it” said Isaac, a little breathless. “Good” said Parker, before whirling round and heading up the corridor to his office with Isaac in pursuit. “What’s going on?” asked the younger man. “I can’t establish a pattern” said Parker, “so we’re going to have to check out a few places to understand more about what we’re dealing with.” “OK” said Isaac. “I’m going to hit the darkrooms” said Parker. “I’ll need all my powers there to fully get a grip on what’s going on, so will be donning the suit.” “OK” said Isaac again. “But I need you out in the parks tonight to find out if this is spreading” said Parker. “Leave the outfit behind, and just head out cruising.” “Cruising” said the younger man. “Like, for real?” “Yes” said Parker, trying not to smile at the younger man’s eagerness. “Give and take loads, and use your special senses to see how many of the men may have been snared by The Doctor already.” “I can do that” said Isaac. “But I need a bit of time to prepare.” “Yes, I know” said Parker, “that’s why I needed you to finish up with that stud so that you would have enough time. Now, go down to the HIVeMind chamber and meditate for a bit, until you feel ready.” “Yes boss” said Isaac, turning and leaving the room. Parker watched him leave, feeling a slight pang of envy that, for all of his own powers, he didn’t have Isaac’s extraordinary cumpathy. The ability to learn so much about a man in that way was quite something, but Parker was glad that Isaac had at least understood that he should put his powers to good use. Hopefully he would be able to find out just how many men out in the juiciest cruising spots were now taking The Doctor’s heinous pills, and give Parker more data to help him identify where to find his nemesis. —— Isaac loved getting out to cruise of an evening, and when it was considered a work task it was even better. Parker had said there were no issues with him choosing what to wear as long as his costume stayed at home, so aside from doing his hair a bit different to how it was when he was all dressed up as The Gift, he had been free to go for what he wanted from his wardrobe. On this occasion he had opted for some loose track bottoms and sneakers, and then had donned his favourite wrist cuffs and chain. With his growing collection of tattoos, it gave him the look of someone who would eagerly both give and take, and hopefully attract the most men to play with him. Many a young man was now displaying proud symbols of their ascension, so neither he nor Parker was concerned that his cover would be blown. He did a circuit of a couple of the suburban parks, but they seemed a little empty so he instead drove his motorbike over to Maritime Park. This was always a lively spot, and it wasn’t long before he came across several men loitering. His confidence in himself, along with of course his stunning physique, seemed to get their attention and he was soon bent over under a tree taking one after the other. Neither was particularly memorable, but as they bred him he could immediately sense that neither had ascended yet but also that neither of them were contaminated with Dr Prep’s concoctions. That was a positive start, and with the additional potency the HIVe had bestowed on him for his service, there was a fair chance these men were now on their way to a better status. He continued on through the park, stopping occasionally to blow a guy or take another breeding, and was pleased to find that he had not yet sensed anything untoward in their cum. However, it was when he started approaching four young men hanging around a park bench that he got his first tingle of there being something off. They kind of looked familiar, and Isaac wondered if they had been amongst the many of their age who had run off at the sight of his tattoos. Now, however, they remained he approached, all while Isaac began to almost smell the air being wrong. “Evening boys” he said. They all replied with a ‘hey’ or a ‘hi’, and the one who was standing kept eye contact with Isaac. “So what brings you here at this time of night” asked Isaac to the group, but maintaining the stare with the other young man. “Nothing really” one of them replied. “Just seeing what’s happening” said another. “Uh huh” said Isaac. “Well, I’m doing the same thing, and now I think I’m going to go and check in those bushes to see if there’s anything interesting happening there.” They all remained silent, with the three who were sitting suddenly appearing nervous and looking down at their feet. However, the one who was standing was still looking at Isaac, and gave him a slight nod. Isaac walked past them and headed off the path into the bushes, and could hear the sound of one of them following. He stopped when he got to a secluded spot, and then turned to speak to his follower. “Nothing happening here either” he said, smirking, “but I reckon that’s about to change, huh?” The young man said nothing, but just advanced towards Isaac and dropped to his knees in front of him. He reached up and turned his baseball cap around, then pulled the front of Isaac’s bottoms and hungrily dove his head onto the glorious cock. Isaac could not help but moan out in pleasure as the young man swallowed his dick. He enjoyed a few minutes of this, and then pulled himself back. “Right, let’s do you now” he said, fully intending to switch positions with the young man. However, before he could even begin to bend his knees, the lad turned around on his knees and pulled his own track pants down, making it clear what he wanted. “Well OK then” said Isaac, smirking. He got down behind the young man and stuck his face between the pert pearly cheeks, using his tongue to prepare the hole for entry. He had barely got it in there when a glob of cum oozed out, letting him know both that the man had already been fucked once tonight, and also that the load he was carrying was nice and toxic. Deciding that there was no need to wait any longer, he shuffled up between the man’s legs and then began to push his cock in. The young man moaned out in pleasure as he was penetrated, squeezing Isaac’s cock in gratitude. With no sign of any discomfort from the bottom, Isaac just set to with a vigorous fucking, slamming his hips against the young man’s buttocks as he pistoned in out. The fuck was interrupted by the sound of others approaching through the bushes, and sure enough the young man’s three friends appeared. Isaac did not slow down as the three of them took out their cocks and begin to jerk off. He eventually made eye contact with one of them, at which point he stopped fucking, leaned forward over the young man he was inside, and stuck out his own behind. He then smiled and winked at the one he was looking at, with the man getting the message and coming round behind him. A moment later Isaac felt a cock pressing into his own well-used hole, and allowed it to slide in fully before he began to slowly resume his previous tempo. The other two men then approached, and Isaac motioned for them to go either side of him. This allowed him to alternate between sucking off each of them, as he continued to pound the hole in front and receive yet another rod up his own backside. However, despite being in one of his favourite positions, something still felt off but he couldn’t yet put his finger on what it was. The moment one of the men he was sucking lost it and started to blow into his mouth, everything fell into place. He could sense it, taste it, feel it. The load was contaminated. The man fucking him blew next, and he immediately felt the same thing. So too with the second one in his mouth. By this point it was almost acrid to him, with none of the pleasure he usually got from taking loads. He felt a surge of anger go through him, and slammed hard into the original young man and blew his own load. This set off the fourth guy, and Isaac made sure to reach around with a cupped hand and catch some of the cum. Just to confirm what he suspected, he brought it up to his mouth and dipped in his tongue, this time almost retching from the tainted contents. “Where the fuck did you get them” he growled as the young men disentangled themselves. “What do you…” one of the standing lads started saying. “Where?!” Isaac barked. “The pills! Where did you get them?!” “We didn’t take any…” the one who had been fucking him began. “Liar!” Isaac shouted, twirling round and off his feet, grabbing the man by his throat and slamming him down to the floor. He tried to never use the extra strength the HIVe had given him when he was out of costume, but by this point the contamination in the cum he had taken was starting to affect his equilibrium. “Oh fuck, you’re him, aren’t you?” said the guy he had been fucking, as he got up off the floor. “You’re fucking right I am” growled Isaac, still gripping the neck of the man he had thrown to the floor. “So, before I summon the other one, tell me where you got the pills!” —— Virus turned into the alley and made his way up, the dull thump of music getting louder as he approached the big steel door. He paid no attention to the leather-clad man standing outside, who looked visibly startled to see the superhero suddenly striding past him. Parker got to the door, paused briefly to see if he sensed anything, and then pushed it open and headed inside. He let it slam behind him, and then walked up the dark corridor to the light of the lobby area ahead. “Oh, er, it’s you” said the attendant, when he saw Virus stride up to his desk. “What, er, can we do for you?” “Just doing my rounds” Virus replied. “Oh, well, er, OK” said the attendant. “Let me just call…” “Call who you want” Virus said, “but I’m going in.” He marched across the lobby and headed down the stairs towards the darkrooms, where the sounds of rampant sex made it evident the place was hopping tonight. He could feel the tingle of ascensions happening, but there was something else there which felt wrong, or missing, or, just, well, different. He walked the corridors trying to identify it, but it was too fuzzy to pin down. He needed a boost in his senses, so he made a beeline for the largest sling room hoping to find what he needed. Sure enough, once his eyes adjusted to the greater darkness in there, he saw that a lean young man was cuffed into the central sling and there were several older, larger men around him. Gripping the rod and whispering a few words, to Virus alone the tattoos of the tops suddenly glowed blue, letting him know that these men were ascendees and loyal to the HIVe. This is just what he needed, so he silently moved to the edge of the room and focused his mind on the young man in the sling. For thirty minutes he absorbed the energy as the older men pumped load after load of toxic cum into the eager bottom’s negative hole, until the moment when the biggest of the men roared out his orgasm and Virus thought he saw stars. That was it, that was the load that would convert the lad, and the extra surge of energy that shot into him through the rod did the trick. Visions of the attendant upstairs filled his mind, and he knew he had found a lead. He raced out of the room and back up the stairs, where he found the attendant talking to an older man. “You!” Virus shouted at the man, pointing his rod at him as the tendrils shot out a blue snare that immobilised the man. “What is the meaning of th…” the other man started to say. “This one is coming with me” Virus said. “But first, where is his stuff? Actually, never mind, I’ll find it myself.” Virus jumped over the counter and looked around, then grabbed a duffel bag sitting on the floor. He ripped it open and saw to both his horror and his satisfaction that it was full of packets of Dr Prep’s blue bills. “I…I had no idea” the other man stammered, staring with wide eyes at the contents. “I know” said Virus, re-sealing the bag and hopping back over the counter. “But can I suggest you do random checks on the bags your staff bring in here from now on?” “Of course” said the other man. “I mean, of course.” “Good” said Virus. “Now if you’ll excuse me, I need to go and question your former employee a bit.” He grabbed the rod and began heading up the corridor to the alley door, the snare dragging the unconscious attendant behind him. The leather-clad man outside looked even more startled when he saw the superhero emerge with a prisoner. “Brandon” Virus said into his hidden mic. “Got a prisoner inbound, so prepare the cell.” “Yes boss” came the reply. “Good evening” said Virus to the startled man in the alley, before bending his knees, looking skywards, and rocketing up towards the clouds with the attendant in tow. ---- (Stay tuned for more)

I respectfully disagree. A term that can mean anything essentially has no inherent meaning. The only reason we are able to communicate and understand one another is that we agree that words mean certain things and not other things. We have entire thick books devoted to nothing but delineating those distinctions. Our system of laws is based on those distinctions. Much social strife can be traced to misunderstanding based on a lack of consensus about how to use words. If the distinction didn’t matter at some level, the OP would never have even asked this question. We use the word breed a lot around here. A lot a lot. It clearly has significance to matters that have brought us here, so it can’t mean just anything, or we’d have the Tower if Babel, where no one could be sure what anyone was really talking about. But we do know, really, because words come from somewhere, usually from roots of meaning that grow and morph over time and through cultures. Breed comes from Old English bredan, ‘to bring to birth’, itself derived from Old High German bruoten, ‘brood, hatch (as of eggs)’. These extend from a Proto-Indo-European root bhreu-, ‘to boil, effervesce, burn’, implying the application of the physical heat required to generate and sustain the creation of life. We don’t know all these things just because we learned the word breed, and yet we do - we implicitly understand that, unlike fuck, shag, rail, pound, or any of the scores of clever synonyms for insertive coitus, breed especially implies the reproductive function. The fact that the gay context permits no actual reproduction is irrelevant - the act of attempting to reproduce is so integral to what it means to be male that we must have a term to express when we are engaging in it. Not every fuck is a breeding. You can absolutely tell. Men fuck for many reasons, and their drive to ejaculate is not always in a mindset that one would consider a ‘rutting’ mode in the animal sense of reproductive readiness and intent. But there are times when a Top becomes acutely aware that his intent is to transfer his reproductive matter - his seed, his DNA, his essence, what have you - into a receiver of warm flesh, in the way his biology tells him is right for conception. He may not be thinking in terms of offspring, but merely answering a deep behavioral instinct coded into us ever since an animal grew the world’s first penis. When the Top enters this state, he functionally becomes an altered figure to whom a specialized term applies: Breeder. In general, non-human contexts, this word is essentially synonymous with inseminator, again pointing to the reproductive function. But more importantly, it necessarily implies semen ejaculated inside the body of the recipient. Breeder is sometimes suggested as a term of sexual orientation, to preserve a sense of masculinity when a man is uncomfortable with bisexual - but note that this use, too, functionally relies in the sense of inseminator: Both the Breeder and the bisexual fuck people of both genders, but the Breeder’s masculine credentials are intact because he emphatically does what only Men can do - he’s an inseminator. When a Top assumes the mindset of breeder, his perception of the target of his breeding usually undergoes a shift as well. The bottom suddenly becomes perceived as ‘fertile’ (even though there is nothing to actually fertilize) - a thing to be bred - and a viable subject for a biological fusion with the breeder’s genetic input. This primal psychological coding becomes a potent motivator in the intercourse that follows. A similar shift seems to sometimes occur in the minds of bottoms, who begin to perceive a fertility in themselves, almost in the way an animal goes into heat, in the context of a breeder’s advance. If they were female, this would be more easily explained, but the same factors that draw men to receptive homosexuality in the first place are no doubt implicated in the reproductive psychology. In any event, it seems clear that Breed, for the purposes of a community devoted to discussion of bareback fucking, means to fuck with internal insemination. *Note: I am not a researcher in sexual psychology or reproductive behavior - these observations are based on personal experience. I do, however, have a degree in English, and finding out where words come from and what they mean is one of my very favorite things to do.

Benny pushed his forearm into the small of my neck hard and pressed his fat cock head into my lubed ass. I swallowed a yelp. I wasn't ready for that. I did my best to meditatively breath as Benny pounded my virgin ass. His cock flopped out of me and I felt lube run down my balls. "Your ass is so tight. I thought you were lying about being straight." What a weird fucking day. We moved in next to Benny a few months back. He was super gay and loved to make me uncomfortable by aggressively flirting with me in front of my wife Sara. We both thought it was tacky but unimportant. We certainly wanted a harmonious relationship with our neighbor. Benny and I became friendly and we would hang out at his bachelor pad. It was fun and so was Benny. Sara didn't love it but couldn't come up with any non homophobic reasons to complain so was always outwardly supportive of being neighborly. I'd gone next door to watch an NBA playoff game. Sara was having a couple friends by for coffee and boggle. Benny and I were having a good time watching the first half and throwing back beers and smoking some potent weed. At half time Benny said he wanted to watch something else and switched over to gay porn. "C'mon man. You know I'm straight." "Sex is sex. You can get into this." "Oh so you can get into straight porn." "Fuck yeah of course. I've fucked plenty of women." "Really? How many?" I was embarrassed by his answer. It was way more than me. "And are you saying you've never had sex with a guy?" "Yeah I definitely am." "Let me suck your cock." I was shocked by his directness. On screen a young guy was getting fucked over a classroom desk. My cock stiffened. "Benny I don't want things to be weird." "Then let me blow you. Don't make it a big deal." I stood up and pulled down my shorts and underwear. By by now I was rock hard . Benny swallowed me and slid a finger in my ass. It all felt so fucking good. I fixed my eyes on the screen, watching incredibly hot bareback anal sex. Two of Benny's fingers were in my ass when I exploded in his mouth. Fuck that was one of the hottest orgasms I'd ever had. Benny swallowed my load. "Fuck that was hot." "Yeah it was... My turn!" "Wait. I didn't say I would blow you." "Really, you're that kind of guy? Don't return the favor?" What the fuck was this? He knows I'm married. "No I'm really not. I always eat pussy. But to be frank I can't go home with dick breath." He laughed "well I guess it'll have to be your ass." I paused and watched the action on screen. It was so hot and I knew I wanted to be the one getting fucked. "Okay. Just wear a condom and try to cum before too long." Benny rolled a magnum down his cock and squirted a glob of lube. I had never been so horny before. *** He slapped against my ass a couple more times and then he told me he was cumming. I arched my back and got ready to finish this experience. He pulled out and rubbed his cock against my asshole. I realized he wasn't wearing a condom anymore. I twisted around. "What the fuck?" Benny was impassive. Semen was dripping out of me and I needed to get cleaned up. ***** "Who won?" "Oh uh" "Got too distracted by Benny to pay attention to the game?" "Haha yeah something like that. I'm embarrassed to say but I smoked some weed with him and got too high." Sara was not impressed. She didn't like when I got high and she didn't like Benny. And she didn't even know that I had a load of his cum in me.

Some guy whose profile just said 'looking' messaged me this afternoon. After a bit of chat he asked if he could wank into my mouth. I said sure. He told me to wait blindfolded and naked on my knees in the shower because he also needed to piss. He walked in and pissed on me then left. That was disappointing. But then he messaged and said sorry I got shy. Can I come back and cum? I'm still outside. So... I said yeah ok. Got back in position. He came back and jerked off into my mouth. After he left, chat continued... Turns out he's an inexperienced nervous young college student. Sweet! Also, he said 'I left you a gift near the door'... An old pair of undies he has used as a cum rag the past week... He said about 10 loads on them. I'm still wearing them lol filthy...

Daddy kept me in that room for weeks, coming down multiple times a day to fill my cunt with his toxic seed. He would prick my finger and draw blood about once a week. I assumed he was testing to see if his dna had infected me yet. After six weeks he came down and turned the machine off. As I looked up at him he smiled back saying “ good news son, you’re pregnant” I was overjoyed at the news that daddy and I were bound together for life. “ now it’s time to mark you up son” he said “ back in the day I ran my own tattoo parlor, I’ve always loved tatting up a pregnant boy” Over the next few hours daddy gave me seven tattoos. A biohazard symbol around my hole and the head of my clit-I came twice getting that one- a lock symbol above my clit, a tramp stamp that said “ all loads welcome,” a pig on one of my ass cheeks and a fist on the other, and a tattoo above my pecs that said “ poz boy” “” you’re starting to look like a real pig now son, but we’re only getting started.” The next step in my transformation was piercings, lots of them. Daddy started with a septum ring, continuing with 2 nipple rings. He gave me a PA- I was disappointed I had to start with such a small one- and a series of piercings down my clit he called a Jacob’s ladder. “ you look so fucking piggy son, now I have a gift for you” he said guiding me outside to the shed. I was shocked when we walked inside and my boss was lying there fucking himself with a toilet brush. When he saw us he came running forward and got on his knees begging “ please Scott give me your toxic seed I need it so bad, please! I need that bug” I looked over at daddy curious and he shrugged “ don’t look at me, he was already like this, he found me on a poz dating site his first night here and came to my room begging” said daddy “ I’ve been saving him for you though, think of him as a pozing gift, your cock is still bloody enough where he should be guaranteed to get pregnant” My former boss looked up at me expectantly and I kicked him hard in the balls. When he keeled over I pushed him fully onto the ground and began rapeing his torn up hole with my bloody bug cock. After 2 minutes I came and realized happily that this was my new life. — thanks y’all so much for the positive feedback, I think this is where I’m going to end the story for a while at least

Michael began preparing breakfast as I stood, unsure of what to do. “Oh shit you haven’t eaten since you got here have you boy” he asked I shook my head suddenly feeling my hunger. “Damn, well guess you’ll be able to eat once your throats trained. If it takes long enough I might get you an IV but you’re a fast learner aren’t you” he said as he slammed 3 fingers through the pig hole and into my cunt. I tried to moan but the gag held my windpipe closed so only a slight sound came from the air tube. I felt myself getting more and more light headed as the lack of oxygen got to me. After Michael’s toast was done he removed his fingers from my hole and I nearly collapsed without his support. “Don’t be so dramatic you don’t need all that extra oxygen you’re fine” I nodded obediently, Michael knew best after all. — After Michael finished his breakfast he brought me up to the attic. I had expected some kinky unimaginable sex dungeon but instead saw a standard attic. The only difference was that one of the weird hammocks from the porn was in the middle next to a table of squirt bottles. “That boy” said Michael “is a sling, it’s one of the best ways for a fag to present his cunt for use.” He hefted me up into it, locking my hands and legs onto the support chains so I could do nothing to stop him, not that I would ever think of keeping Michael from what he wants. He grabbed another piece of plastic tubing, this one in the shape of a y and attached one end to my breathing tube. On the other he attached a small brown bottle with a nozzle, leaving the third end open. My head started to get even lighter than before an I felt myself loosening. “Last night after you passed out I managed to work my way up to your second hole, do you know what that is boy?” He asked and I lazily shook my head in response “well it’s a sluts true hole. Everything I’ve been stretching is only made to keep fags from pretending to be real men and breeding each other, only a true man has a cock long enough to penetrate it and once I do you’ll feel unimaginable pleasure, do you want that piggy?” I nodded violently in response “Atta boy” he said as he ripped out my pig hole. “Looks like this did its job your holes not closing a bit” He began pushing his hand into my cunt and I was shocked when it fit perfectly. He kept working in and out getting closer and closer to my inner slut hole. In my haze all I could feel was pleasure. Clear liquid leaked from my cage onto my belly After who knows how long I felt a jolt and realized Michael was rubbing my inner hole. He just smiled at me before I felt one of his fingers pierce it. Ecstasy and pain ran through my body. He continued with the tips of his other fingers before violently open his hand, and my inner hole in the process. I came instantly, the white cum seeping out of the cage. Once Michael was past the second hole I kept rolling from orgasm to orgasm with maybe a minute between each. After an hour I stopped producing cum just more and more clear liquid. This kept going for hours when I felt a pressure at my cunt. Michael was trying to get his second arm in. I tried to be as loose as possible as Micheal jabed his both his massive muscled arms into me. I expect him to keep fisting me but instead I felt his fingers wrap around my second hole. “Here comes the finale boy, are you ready?” he asked. I, barely conscious, nodded anything he gave me I would take. I then felt a sudden pull as I realized what was happening. Michael was pulling my ass out. I had no idea it was possible but started pushing to make it easier for him. After a minute of pulling and pushing his arms slipped out of my exposed guts. “Now that’s a prolapse boy.” He said picking me up. When he finally put me down in the bathroom I saw my massive prolapse falling out of my anus. Michael slapped it as he led me to my bed. “That’s amazing progress boy, hell you might be able to take my cock tomorrow” he said as he suddenly ripped the breathing tube out of my mouth. “Now let’s check on that throat.” He laid me down on the bed with my head just off the side as he undid the strap around my head. As soon as it was off I expected the toy to be forced out but I found that I was perfectly comfortable with it in me. “Good boy” said Michael as he slowly pulled it out. I was surprised that after it was fully out I felt empty like I needed to be filled. “Please daddy fuck my throat” I moan right before Michael slapped me hard. “ im not your daddy yet faggot, you ain’t earned the right to call me that so open your mouth before I break your jaw slut” he screamed I could tell he was mad as he violently pounded my throat. I felt myself being cut by his piercing and bruised by the force. His massive sticky balls slapped my forehead and I breathe in their rank mansmell every time Michael pulled out. He then bottomed out and screamed. “TAKE MY TOXIC CUM YOU FUCKING FAGGOT” After he blew his load straight into my stomach he pulled out patted my cheek then went to bed.

[Moderator's Note: This story was edited so it uses the words HIV and AIDS correctly.] Note: This story is FICTION. It DID NOT HAPPEN. Enjoy ************************************************************************************************************************************ "I want to give you my HIV, now." The email was from, AIDSGftr, a new guy on BBRT. He had appeared just a couple of weeks earlier, and I noticed geo locator showed him to be just 300 feet from my place. I'd never emailed him, but thought he was hot: he was obviously sick, wasted, an AIDS belly, a few Kaposi's lesions. Looking at his pics made my asshole ache for his deadly cum. His profile said he had never been on meds, was recently diagnosed with AIDS and he got off on infecting neg bottoms. I was still neg, even after taking several loads I knew were high viral load, and, of course, having taken numerous anonymous loads. This guy looked to be my chance to take an AIDS load, to get the infection I craved. I knew there was a 1 in 70 chance of infection with each fuck from a regular high viral load poz top, and I wondered if taking a load from a guy who had been diagnosed as actually having AIDS would mean certain infection. I hammered out a reply and hit send. "Yes. Where?" "The big apartment building half a block east of you. Ground floor, corner unit, will be waiting in patio. Hurry." "On the way. Five minutes." I pulled on a coat and shoes, grabbed my keys and was out the door in less than a minute, cock rigid, oozing and about to blow. Was I really, at long last, about to take an AIDS load? It was 206 steps from my door to his patio. I made it in three minutes. He was waiting in the open door to his place, naked, hard cock jutting out, sipping on a beer. I walked up to him, he turned stepped aside and motioned me in. I stood looking as he smiled at me and stroked his cock. It was beautiful, long, thick, hard, perfectly formed - the perfect weapon to fill me with death cum and infect me with AIDS. He pointed at the back of a couch and set the beer down. "Bend over, pants down. You still neg?" I nodded and obeyed, my heart about to explode, and reached back to spread my cheeks. He looked disgusting, obviously very sick, but I needed his disease bad. To my shame I whimpered as I felt his cock smear precum on my hole. I getting HIV virus in me! "You want my HIV, my disease, you want that?" "Yes, god, yes, give it to me, give me your HIV!" "Oh, yeah bitch, gonna give it to you, gonna pump a load of my death cum in your guts, right now. I've infected three men that I know off, you'll be number four. You want that? You want my HIV?" "Yes, fuck yes. Please, give it to me, infect me now. Please infect me, give your HIV!" "Okey dokey, one more infected bugchaser, coming right up." He grunted and shoved hard, I squealed as his diseased cock slammed deep into my ass and he pumped away frantically. Four pumps and he shoved in hard and grunted into my ear "Fuck, bitch, fuck! Pozzing you, bitch, cumming in your ass, bitch, knocking you up, infecting you good! You gonna be one HIV infected dick sucker!" A warm flood filled my guts as he ejaculated. I convulsed with the hardest orgasm of my life. He humped into me spasmodically, gasping as he pumped his HIV-laden cum into my ass. My cock kept jerking and squirting and I wondered if I had been infected. Had he ripped me open when he shoved in without lube? I could feel my ass burning. Was I bleeding? If I was, his virus had a direct route into my bloodstream. Was this the time? Would I convert? I hoped so. We slid to the floor and lay flat, breathing hard. I wiped my ass with my hand and sniffed, then licked. Cum and ass juice, no red streaks. Was there a slight coppery taste? If I was bleeding there was no way he hadn't infected me. I bent over his crotch and swallowed his still hard cock. More cum, some ass juice. No taste of blood. He was ready very quickly. He flipped me over and spread my legs, dove in and licked and sucked my ass. I moaned as his tongue wormed up my newly pozzed hole, knowing he was about to mount me and pump another load of death deep in my guts. As he mounted me again, I groaned with pleasure, and this time he slid in with no trace of burn. My neg ass was well lubed by his poison cum. He pumped me slowly, pulling out and plunging in repeatedly, stroking deeply, not quite long enough to bump my sphincter but plenty thick enough to feel incredible. I moaned and fucked him back, eager for infection. "Fuck my neg ass, yeah, fuck, infect my neg ass, yeah, give me your HIV, infect me good. Do it, fuck me, pump me full of death cum! Give me HIV!" He slammed in hard, humping me deep and moaned "Fuck yeah, bitch, gonna poz you good you bugchasing bitch, gonna infect you good! Mmm, yeah, fuck yeah, bitch, gonna fuck you full of my HIV juice!" He slammed in hard and fast and held it deep. His cock pulsed and hot semen squirted into my guts. More toxic cum, more HIV pumped deep into me. "Fuck, bitch, yeah, you're getting it now, giving you my bug, bitch, giving you my HIV, bitch, you're one infected faggot now, giving you my HIV!" I lay back breathing hard, my asshole pleasantly sore, feeling his toxic semen ooze out of me. No more doubts. I wanted more. I wanted him to infect with HIV. I leaned over and swallowed his cock again, savoring the taste of semen and ass juice. Two poz loads in my guts - so far. I hoped he was up for more. Would I be infected with HIV before I left? He moaned and pushed me off his cock. I lay back and smiled, feeling his cum run out of my ass. Had he already infected me, or was that wishful thinking? "Damn, that was good, you're a hot piece of ass. I never fucked a man who begged for my death cum like you. That was hot, knowing you want to get infected from that fuck." "I do, I wanted poz cum in my butt, I want HIV in me, as much as I can get." "Well, you got some. I've been full blown for a while. My doctor warned me that if I had unprotected sex with a guy, I would likely infect him. Hope you're really okay with that." I was. There was no question what I wanted. "Yes, I am. I want your bug, I want you to infect me with HIV." "That's good, I'm gonna give it to you. You up for another fuck?" "Hell, yes! Let's make sure you infect me. Plus, that big dick of yours feels incredible in my ass." "Give me a minute, I'll breed you again. Mmm, do me a favor?" "Sure." "Don't fuck anybody but me until you test poz?" "Sure thing, as long as you keep pumping my guts full of your HIV, I'm your bitch. Anytime you want my ass, you got it." He fucked me twice more that night. I finally waddled home about 4:00 AM, my asshole raw, bleeding and leaking semen. In the next two weeks he screwed me at least once a day. My ass stayed raw, my shorts spotted with blood until I came down with the flu. When I was able he gave me a ride to the clinic. I was poz. Another dicksucker successfully infected with HIV.

Yeah, anonymous sex is so dehumanizing (not in a bad way imo) It's just bodys coming together in lust. My favorite kind of sex is unprotected anonymous fucking with total strangers. So fucking hot and it feels so right 😉

Hey guys - thanks for reading and for the comments/feedback 🙂 I haven't written something like this before, so it's been fun to share it with you. I planned this story to end with this little tail the next day, so here it is. Not sure if I'll continue with a 'series 2' - we'll see if I get an idea sometime. Cheers! _________________ Coda (Pt.11) The next morning, feeling quite stressed about the possibility of them showing up here again, I got up early, showered and got myself fully dressed. I wasn’t going to tempt anyone today, or take any risks by being naked at home! I forced myself into a normal routine… made some breakfast and coffee, took it out onto the verandah and tried to relax. Or at least pretend to relax. No music this morning—I didn’t want more surprises. Around 8 am, I heard a vehicle in the distance and soon saw Mike’s truck coming up the valley, still a few kilometres away. Some minutes later, he pulled up and climbed out. He gave me a wave and turned to the back for his toolbox. Without coming in my direction, he just called out, “I’ve got the right size seal this morning - just take a few minutes to fix”. “Ok - thanks.”, I replied. Seemed like we were both starting the day pretending everything was back to normal. I was relieved to see that the apprentice wasn’t with him. Not sure I could have faced him again so soon after the crazy experience of yesterday. After 15 minutes or so, Mike reappeared around the corner of the house and headed towards me. At the steps, he stopped and reported, " It’s all good. It seems to have stopped the leak, and she’s holding pressure. Just let us know if there’s any problem with it.” “Great - that’s good, thanks”, I said, feeling a bit awkward under his calm gaze, trying not to think about yesterday. “That coffee smells good. Any more there?” he asked. “Er… yeah, I made I pot.” By the time I came back with a coffee for Mike, he was sitting in the chair beside mine, one foot up on the verandah rail, looking very comfortable. We chatted for a while about the usual things guys talk about around here… the weather, when it might rain, water tanks, the neighbour’s sunflower crop. Eventually, after a bit of a pause while we sipped coffee looking at the view, I decided to go for it: “What’s the story with your apprentice? Who is that kid?” Mike looked at me steadily for a moment as if deciding what to say. “Harry… he’s a wild one, eh?” he said and grinned. “That’s a word for it”, I replied. Then I waited to see what else might come… “Funny thing is…” Mike seemed unusually hesitant. “You know my twin Rob, yeah?” “Yeah, I remember him,” I said. I’d only met him a few times, quite a while back. He moved away years ago. “Well, he and I kinda shared a girlfriend for a bit, soon after High School. Young and stupid, eh? Dunno if Harry is my son or my nephew. Doesn’t matter now, I guess. She got married later, and the guy adopted him. Decent. I reckon Harry suspects something, though, about me and his mum… or maybe she told him. Dunno. He wanted to do the apprenticeship with me, and I’d like to see him turn out ok. But the way things are going, I’m not sure if it’s me leading him astray or him getting me into trouble! Actually, I do know - it’s him who is the wicked one, that’s for sure… You wouldn’t believe what he gets up to.” Mike laughed, but it was a slightly worried-sounding laugh. He scratched his beard thoughtfully. “Wow”, I said. “Ok… that explains some of what I was wondering about.” Mike looked at me for a moment, then said, “Wanna fuck?” I thought about it for a bit and replied, “Yeah”. We both got up and headed into the house. As we walked down the hall side-by-side, he slid his strong, rough hand down inside the back of my jeans, comfortably cupping one of my ass cheeks with a proprietorial familiarity that, I suddenly realised, felt rather good.

Breeding is a top cumming in another male's ass without a condom or other such inconveniences. Infecting the bottom with something is "knocking him up." As far as I know I am HIV negative and have never given a bottom a venereal disease, just lucky I guess. But I have bred a lot of male ass.

Breeding means receiving male sperm DNA that's different from your own. In my case breeding means accepting this strong ancestral Sub-Saharan African DNA.

PART 5 “Good boy,” said Uncle Drew when I got to him. “You want me to fuck you again, don’t you?” I just nodded my head positively. “You don’t need to be shy,” he said. “Jeremiah, you are my nephew and I love you. I want to make love to you and plant my seed deep inside you. We will be connected forever, because I will always be a part of you. Every time you have sex with another man, you will remember that I was your first.” “It hurt back in the bedroom,” I said. “I know, but pain is a big part of all of this. Over time, you will only feel pleasure. But I like to be rough with my bottoms. And now you’re my favorite.” "For real?" “Come here, let me show you. I’m going to turn you into a first-class cumdump.” Uncle Drew slapped me so hard in the face that I fell to the floor. I was still kneeling, trying to get up, when he pulled me by my hair and stuck his dick in my mouth. He put it hard down my throat, and that made me gag. I tried to escape, because I couldn't breathe, but my uncle's hands were holding my head firmly. When he saw that I was going to try to grab him with my hands, Uncle Drew kicked me in the nuts. That hurt, but I couldn't scream because my mouth was too busy. “Do you think this is your choice?” he asked. “You lost your right to choose when you teased me, Jeremiah. Now you will be my slave. You can cry, scream, but this will stop when I want, and only then. Do you understand?” At that moment, he took his dick out of my mouth, so I could answer. “Yes, sir,” was all I could say. “Your life and your body belong to me now,” Uncle Drew kept saying. “You are a hot young man; my friends will pay good money to cum inside you. And you will love it, because they are all poz, just like me. Some of them even have full-blown AIDS.” I widened my eyes, remembering that I had a poz cock in my mouth. Uncle Drew laughed at my scared expression. “You said you liked my tattoos,” he continued. “The scorpion means I have a poisonous sting; the biohazard means I’m toxic. And now it’s time to put more of that charged load inside of you.” Uncle Drew made me stand up and pushed me towards the couch. He placed me with my head against the back part, on all fours, with my ass out. I thought he was going to rim my ass again, but I soon felt the glans of his cock in my hole. My uncle forced it and his dick entered me all at once; that made me scream and jump forward. “Relax, or the pain will be worse”, he said. He then started pumping slowly. It didn't hurt as much as the first time and the pleasure I was feeling was indescribable. He started pumping faster and faster and the sensation increased even more. As I felt horny, I started moaning loudly and asked him to fuck me harder. Uncle Drew started to growl loud and deep, and he did fuck me harder. When he was getting tired, instead of stopping, he started to thrust in a rhythmic and strong pace, giving several thrusts, taking almost all of his cock out of me and putting it in at once, up to his pubes. I kept on moaning like a whore; it felt so good. He then asked me to get off the couch and lay face down on it. Uncle Drew then thrust his dick back in, and every time his cock entered me, I felt my body jump, because of the force he put into the thrusts. “Do you like it when your uncle fucks you like that, Jeremiah?” he asked. “Yes, uncle, I love it.” He grabbed my neck and pulled me towards him, placing my back against his hairy chest. Uncle Drew started kissing and biting my neck as he fucked me. “You want it, don’t you?” he asked. “You want me to cum inside you.” I didn't answer anything. “Say it, I want to hear you asking for it,” he said. “I want it, uncle, I want you to cum inside me”, I gave in. “I want to feel your toxic spunk in my guts.” “That’s my good boy, I knew you were a dirty pig like me, it runs in the family.” I had to feel that man's cum in my ass again. He took my virginity and had to baptize my ass with his jizz, and that's what he did. Uncle Drew started to thrust harder and harder, squeezing my waist. I had wobbly legs as I started to moan louder, asking for that poz load. He started to scream as he was getting close and his cock started to throb very hard inside of me. I felt my ass heat up inside and that gave me a huge turn on, because I knew I had his seed in my guts. I don't know how he still had so much man juice inside him, since he had cum less than three hours before. Tired, Uncle Drew took a while to take his cock out of my ass, but I didn't complain, I just left it there, because it was giving me an amazing sensation. Little by little, he started to take his dick out and I lay down on the couch to rest. “You're learning fast,” Uncle Drew said. “You were born to be a cumdump, Jeremiah. I’m really proud of you." "Thanks Uncle." “Now let’s go to bed, it’s getting late and your training continues tomorrow.”

The next morning I awoke not in my bed but in a dimly lit room with red lights all around. I could not see much but noticed I was laying on what looked like an operating table. That’s when I saw Michael standing over me fully nude and erect holding a toilet brush of all things. “Good morning boy, are you ready for my cock.” He said jovially “Yes sir I want it more than anything” I said springing up “That’s what I like to here, on your knees” I got on my knees as quickly as possible “Now boy you need to get your hole ready for my seed, you’re going to fuck yourself real roughly with this until your cunt is nice and bloody” I looked at him confused when he added “boy my seed is special and when I breed you I’m going to pass it to you, by bleeding your hole your more likely to get my special gift, you want that don’t you boy” I almost snatched the brush out of his hand as I began raping my cunt with it. As I stared at his massive erect cock I noticed there was something different. Where his Prince Albert had been a continuous ring it now came to two sharp points, and along his shaft was a series of metal rings connected to a leather strap. I felt the blood dripping onto my hand when Michael pulled me up. “Good faggot now you’re ready for my poz cock” he said bending me over the table “Yes daddy give me your poz cock” I had no idea what that meant but I wanted everything Michael could give me. “Oh you stupid fag, you don’t even know what your asking for” he said as he flipped me onto the table facing him as his cold pa rubbed my cunt. He began pointing to his numerous biohazard tattoos. “Do you know what this means fag” I shook my head “It means that I have HIV” he continued pointing at the scorpion on his thigh. “And this one means that I like to infect others” I froze. I had always been scared of getting sick, several times throwing myself into panic attacks far worse than the cold I was worried about. This however was the worst of all illnesses. I remembered learning about the AIDS epidemic in school and how incurable HIV was. Then I looked up at Michael, he didn’t look sick, in fact he looked like a god walking. If he had HIV then so would I. I was his and would happily take anything and everything he gave me. “Please give me HIV sir, fill my cunt with your viral load. Please, please I need it” I begged as he slammed into me, bottoming out in a single thrust. “Yeah boy beg for me to poz your little net cunt, beg for me to rape you till your filled” he grunted into my ear I just moaned as he stuck his massive tongue between my lips and began to tongue fuck my mouth. This went on, us fully linked for what felt like a blissful eternity, before he pulled his mouth from mine. “This is your last chance boy, no turning back are you sure you want this.” He asked “Yes daddy get me pregnant with your aids baby” I moaned fully expecting to be hit again but he just went back to kissing me I felt his load shoot into me, hitting hard past my second hole and filling me up. Instead of pulling out however daddy kept fucking me still hard as a rock. We went on for hours til eventually daddy’s balls were empty. Once he pulled out he stuck his fist straight in and began fisting me. “Hold it in son don’t let any of my precious virus fall out. I’ll make sure it goes all the way in.” He kept fisting me till all his seed was past my second hole. I was exhausted after that, when he began strapping me to the table. “Daddy what’s” “Don’t worry son I’ll make sure you’re well used but you’re not leaving this room until you test positive” he comforted me as he brought a fucking machine with a massive dildo on it up to my hole. I began moaning as he fucked his dirty wet cock into my mouth. Once his cock was clean he grabbed a breathing mask off the wall and put it on me. “This’ll keep you nice and poppered up, have fun son.” He said as he turned on the fucking machine and left. A long time after he left daddy came back down and pulled my mask off. “ your boss is calling son do you wanna answer him” daddy asked “Yes daddy” I said obediently He answered the phone and I heard my bosses voice. “Hey Scott, just wanted to check up on you, and see how you’re finding the cabin” said my boss “It’s amazing I’ve never enjoyed anything this much sir” I responded as daddy turned of the fucking machine and switched the dildo for one the size of my torso. “That’s great to here, what do you think of the activities” “The activities are OH” I moaned out as daddy started the machine up again “ great” I forced out “I’m happy to hear that, all the others have been busts so it seems like we’re going with yours” said my boss “Oh by the way could I take the next two weeks off, me and my owner have been really getting along and I’d love to just stay til the company trip” I added as daddy smile at my Freudian slip “Um yeah that works, see you there in two weeks” he said hanging up “Good boy” said daddy as he moved the fuck machine away and slid inside me “but you know you’re never going back to work don’t you son.” I smiled up at him “of course daddy” — I think I’m only going to add one more post tying things up, but thank y’all so much for the support, I really appreciate it.

Part 3 After we moved the clothes to the dryer, uncle Chester was still walking around with his impressive hard on. He was playing with it periodically as we moved to the living room. I was sipping on the remains of my now lukewarm coffee on the couch. Uncle Chester sat on the other end with his feet pointing towards me. He was playing with his dick in one hand, and going through his phone with the other. “I got to get this thing taken care of. All those photos of my younger days really got me horned up. I’m going to see if I can get someone over two drain my balls.” “Looking on Grindr I assume?” “Recon. The kinkier boys are usually there. I want these feet licked as well as my cock.” Uncle Chester lifted his legs and placed his feet in my lap. This close I could pick up the odor wafting off of them. “What kinks do you like Will? Maybe I can find someone on here for you too.“ “Oh, you don’t have to go through that kind of trouble. I don’t think I’ve really done much in terms of kink. I mostly just done sucking and fucking. I know I’m pretty boring.“ “Nonsense. You just haven’t branched out. What kinks have you been interested in?” “Um, maybe rimming, teabagging, wrestling.” “Fairly tame but it’s a good start. Ah, here’s a 65-year-old bear chub, who says he loves to sit on guys faces. You might like to eat his ass.” Uncle Chester showed me his phone screen. On it was a profile picture with bad lighting and a pretty shady looking fat old guy was looking menacing towards the camera. “I think his ass would eat me, ha ha.” “It’s an option. There’s no shortage of kinksters out there. While you’re here, I’ll be your wing man. What kind of uncle would I be if I didn’t help my nephew have the best experiences he can?“ “I appreciate it. I’ve always been open to new experiences.“ “Good. Here’s a good one for me. I think I’ll have him over for a nice romp in the sack.“ He showed me the profile. Slender 20 something year old. Light brown hair, still within his preferred type. “I’m sure he’ll provide you good service.“ I looked down towards uncle Chester‘s feet in my lap. He was rubbing my torso with his toes. His feet were big. Much bigger than mine. Even though the rest of him was fairly rough, they looked pretty smooth. Uncle Chester peered past his phone and saw me looking at them. “What do you think?“ He lift a foot up towards my face. I ended up holding it in support. The smell much stronger now. “They stink.” “It adds flavor. All the boys love it. Feel free to plant your nose in there and savor them.” he moved closer to my face “I’m not sure” “You mentioned you would do it for the right guy. You should know what to expect when you eventually do. Go on just humor me.“ He had a point. If I was going to do something like this with a guy in the future, I wouldn’t want to go in unprepared and embarrass myself. I pulled his foot close and pressed it up to my face, giving a long inhale. Immediately my head was spinning as the scent of uncle Chester’s dirty, sweaty feet were intoxicating me. “Wow, that’s intense.“ I suddenly felt a tingle in my nether regions. My dick was starting to react. Uncle Chester noticed as well. “What’s this? Looks like you’re responding to it quite well.“ He used his other foot, and started tapping my now stiffening cock. He spread his toes and gripped the head of my dick between them and pulled back my foreskin in slow stroking emotions. “Uncle Chester, should you be stroking my dick with your foot?“ “I’m not, I’m just inspecting your penis.“ He brought his other foot down away from my face and sandwiched my shaft between his soles. “Well this coffee is giving me a bit of harsh morning breath, so I think I’m gonna go brush my teeth.” I took his legs off my lap and got on my knees on the floor, digging through my mostly empty backpack looking for my toothbrush. “Yeah, me too. Haven’t brushed my teeth yet either.“ uncle Chester stood up to move past me, as he shimmied between me and the couch, his hard on tapped me against the side of my forehead, it made me jump a little. “Oh relax. You had my cock poke your ass and it was harmless. A little fascial action is practically PG.” “Yeah, I guess I’m still getting used to casual nudity.“ “OK let’s get you more used to it then. Hold still.” Uncle Chester put a hand on my chin and grabbed his cock bringing it close to my face. He lift up his hefty cock and brought it down across my nose, the smell of it assaulting my senses. He had it lay on my face there for a moment while I winced. Then he started sliding his cock all over my face, on my cheeks, my chin it was irradiating heat and I’m pretty sure some pre-got on me. “See? Nothing wrong with that.” “I guess so.“ “Like I said. Now get under my balls.“ “What?“ He then moved to straddle my face. He picked up his ballsack and plopped it on my forehead. It was very saggy and wet. He held my head in place as he moved his hips forward and back, sliding his large wrinkly ball sack up and down my face. He stopped below my nose, and it melted over my mouth and chin. He pulled my head into him. His cock shaft on my forehead, almost my entire face being absorbed into his mature scrotum. “That’s it. Just breathe that in. This is teabagging Will.” he moved his balls upward just enough so I could speak. “Yeah, uncle, I get the picture. You’re very slimy down here.“ “You think that slimy, try this” he pushed on the top my head and walked forward a little. My nose was sliding against his taint and that’s when I saw it. Chester’s dark puckering asshole was hovering over me. It was very plump and glistening. It had a very rugged texture that probably came with years of anal play. Slowly, it was coming down towards my mouth, opening and closing like a fat leach excited to latch onto something warm blooded. His hands pulling my head towards him as he squatted down on me. My lips were just about to make contact, probably a millimeter away. That’s when he released me and stepped aside. I was able to gasp and catch my breath. The musk of his crotch coated my entire face like a thick film. “See? You can trust me. Now that you’ve had all that quality time down there. You shouldn’t be shy about us having a little bit of body contact, right Will?“ I was a little dazed from nearly doing ass to mouth with my uncle. But he didn’t actually go that far. What with my ass getting poked by his cock and my mouth nearly connecting with his slimy doughnut, I had to agree that his dick slaping my face was fairly tame in comparison. “Yeah, I guess you’re right.” I replied, while internally trying to readjust my expectations of personal boundaries. If this was the sort of thing that was going to be common with him, then I guess I’ll just have to roll with it. “Oh, and if you ever want to plant your face in my balls, again, feel free.“ While getting tea bagged by uncle Chester wasn’t really a bad experience. I am not sure that I would actively dive in between his legs again. I mean, Chester is family after all. But his balls were quite warm. “Thanks I’ll keep that in mind.“ I rummaged through my bag again, and pulled out my toothbrush. I let out a sigh, and instinctively licked my lips. I could taste ass on my mouth. I think when uncle Chester moved to get off of me, his asshole did slide across my lips briefly. I brushed my teeth and we went about our morning fairly regularly. Both of us still nude. Uncle Chester told me that his dryer was semi-broken and didn’t have heat, so my clothes would take an extra amount of time to dry. I hadn’t yet gotten a shower. Chester maintained a lot of conversation, so it was hard for me to find an opportunity to ask if I could use his shower. It had been a couple days and I was a little grimy from traveling. Previously I could smell my BO, but now my face was covered in his ball sweat so the odor of his sack was constantly present for me. My thoughts kept going back and forth. Uncle’s free spirited lifestyle was fun and quite liberating. But letting his genitals touch me as casually as a handshake was very far from the norm. With other friends I wouldn’t mind it at all and would even enjoy it. But that would involve some sort of intimate component. Chester assured me there wasn’t a sexual component to how he behaves around me. But being face planted in his balls earlier definitely tested the limits of that, even if he was just fooling around. Uncle Chester kept sporting his hard on around the house, waiting for his hookup to arrive. He casually stroked it while he was making toast in the kitchen. I handed him jelly from the fridge and he smiled at me. He had such a warm disposition. When the toast popped up he had me spread the jelly, standing behind me watching. Then he stepped closer and his cock pressed on my butt crack. I was contemplating if that was okay. Since I had arrived, I looked at sex photos of him, had his pre cum drip down to my balls and ass, got my asshole poked by his dick, smelled his foot, got my dick sandwiched between his feet, and had his dick and balls rubbed on my face. Anyone I would mention that to would tell me thats all crossing boundaries that shouldn’t be crossed. I know it may seem that way, but whenever Chester had the opportunity to take advantage, he didn’t. When his dick poked my ass with my legs over his shoulders he could have attempted to fuck me. When his ass was over my face he could have plopped it on my mouth for a forced rimjob but walked away instead. In conclusion I determined that Uncle Chester was good intentioned. He’s just very comfortable with his body. So I didn’t objected to his cock touching my crack in the kitchen. Sure it’s eccentric, but I feel safe with him. “When is your recon boy coming over?” I asked not moving my ass. Uncle Chester put his hands on my hips and wrapped his arms around me for a hug. His cock slid down my ass and went between my legs. I felt his tip hit my balls. “Soon, which is good. I really need to blow a load in someone.” “I can tell, your dick is poking my nuts.” “That’s okay with you right?” “Yeah it’s fine. It’s really warm.” “Your ass is really warm.” He was rubbing his hands up and down my stomach. “It is a little hot today so that’s probably causing it.” Uncle Chester stepped back, pulling his cock from between my legs and stopped below my ass. He grabbed his cock and slid it up between my cheeks stopping at my hole. “Nah thats definitely your natural body heat. I can feel it from your sensitive areas. I really need that trick to show up. I can’t wait to plow into that ass.” I felt him press a little against me. I was sure he wasn’t trying anything bad. Just like previously. “Hey Will, spread your legs and bend over the counter.” “Why?” “Because the recon trick is your hight. I might want to fuck him in the kitchen. I need a reference.” “Okay.” I spread my legs slid the toast to the side and leaned over the counter. My ass naturally spreading apart. Uncle Chester put a hand in my back and kept his cock on my hole. “Yeah I think this will work. I’m gonna slide my cock up in that boys ass right here.” He slapped my ass a couple times with his cock and swirled it around it a bit before centering it again. He moved his hips forward and I felt his cock press against my hole. That’s when there was a knock on the door. “Oh, that must be him.” Uncle Chester let go of me and left to answer the door. The two of them entered the living room, and uncle Chester introduced me. “And that’s my nephew Will, don’t mind him. He’s just visiting for a while” The recon trick, (I never got his name) smiled and waved at me. He looked back-and-forth between Chester and I inquisitively. I guess he was surprised to see that I was nude as well. “I’m waiting for my clothes to dry.” I explained. The two of them went to the bedroom and I was left to enjoy some toast. It didn’t take long for them to start making some noise. They really seem to be having fun in there. I checked on my clothes to see if they were done. They were still wet so I restarted the dryer time. Guess I’ll have to keep on walking around like this until whenever it finishes. I sat on the couch, going through my phone, and some other items I had in my bag. The sounds of them going at it was putting me in the mood as well. I browsed online looking up some porn, playing with my cock. I searched older men fucking younger twinks. There were plenty of video links available. One video I clicked on had a cute bottom in the thumbnail. The top was revealed to be an older man in his 60s. A little older than I was normally into but he was still good looking. I felt a little awkward playing with myself while my uncle was just in the next room getting down, but if he was cool with being sexual with company around then so would I. I didn’t really reach any sort of finish line, just casual browsing. After about an hour, with my still raging boner, I heard the bedroom door open. Chester came out to get a drink of water from the kitchen. Despite how long he had been in there, he was still hard. His dick had a glossy sheen on it. “Hey Will, could you grab a glass for me out of the cubbord? I have cummy hands.” I got up and grabbed a glass for him. I surprisingly wasn’t worried about my cock being hard in front of him. He took notice to it. “Have you been entertaining yourself while I was at it, or are you just happy to see me?“ He turned towards me and out cocks were almost touching. “Oh, yeah, I was just browsing some porn.“ “Let’s see what kind of porn you’ve been jacking it to.” He reached for my phone and was looking through it. He seemed to approve of the video content. He walked over to the couch and sat down next to the arm and put his feet up on the table. I fallowed and sat sideways on the arm. “That’s the type of older man you like? Very seasoned. The bottom boy is a cutie. Did you cum yet?” “Not yet. It might have been rude to cum in your living room.” “You can cum anywhere you like. I encourage a healthy sex drive in this house. But you’re watching tame stuff. I’ll find you some really hot videos. Come let me show you.” Uncle Chester then put a hand around my ass and pulled me off the couch arm and onto his lap. His moist cock was under my ass. We were now watching him search porn videos on my phone. “Here, this one is really nice.” He played a video of a really thin older man fucking a tied up boy. I saw that the older man had a biohazard tattoo below his belly button. He was fucking the boy hard and the boy was moaning like crazy. He looked like he was in heaven. “What do you think? Hot isn’t it?” “Yeah he looks like he’s really loving it.” “Well what are you waiting for? Stroke your cock Will.” “While on your lap?” “You don’t like sitting on your dear uncle’s lap?” “No it’s not that…” he grabbed my hand and placed it on my dick. I was a little hesitant but I started stroking it again. “Good boy. I only want you to be comfortable with your self. You shouldn’t be afraid to jack off with me. And speaking of which, raise your ass up so I can reach my cock. I wanna rub my meat too.” I raised my ass up as I was stroking my dick. I was getting really turned on by the porn and how much the bottom was loving getting fucked. I was basically squatting on the couch with my back laying on my uncles chest. Chester grabbed his cock and was stroking it too. He aimed it up and I felt his tip slide between my cheeks. “Uncle Chester, your dick is pointed at my ass.” Now I am focused on keeping my leg strength up, because if it starts to waver then I’ll end up, lowering down and penetrating myself on it. “Yeah it is. Nothing wrong with that. Careful though. If you let your hips slide down, you’ll swallow up my cock. Wouldn’t want that now.” He gave a playful thrust of the hips hitting my hole a little harder than he should have. My ring hurt as his cock head rammed. “Ouch! Okay new position.” I moved over to the side and sat down beside him. Giving my legs a rest. “What a shame. I liked having you on my lap.” “My legs were getting tired.“ In actuality, I felt like his playful thrust cause a minor entrance. My ass was a little sore and felt slippery from it. I know he’s just teasing me, but that level of fooling around might have actually resulted in an unintentional penetration. God for bid we actually cross that line. With my own uncle, my father’s brother. On top of that he has HIV. I couldn’t imagine having that conversation with my parents, explaining catching it, and more specifically who it was from. We sat there next to each other for a few more minutes playing with our cocks. Before long uncle Chester was ready for another round. “Well, it’s time that I get back in there. I’m sure that boy in there has had enough of a break. How about you come join us? I’m sure you would enjoy watching that little slut get pulverized by this thing.“ “Would that be all right? Is he interested in having someone watch“ uncle Chester grabbed me by the hand and guided me to his bedroom. “He’s a completely subservient boy. He’d love it. And I’m sure you would have more fun watching it live rather than on your small phone.“ When we got inside, I saw the recon trick tied to the bed posts, legs spread on his belly, ass up in the air. His mouth was gagged, and he looked expecting towards Chester, excited for more. Uncle Chester got on the bed and straddled him. “For this next part we’re gonna have a little bit of an audience. My nephew here is going to watch your hungry hole swallow my poz cock.” He said that more like an order rather than a request. He raised his hips and positioned his long rod at the boys gaping hole. Inch by inch I watched it disappear inside him with ease. He wasted no time jackhammering away. The boy was moaning through his gag. Admittedly, it was quite the erotic sight, watching two people fuck in front of me. I was there in the corner, watching them go at it for quite some time. Uncle never lost any energy. It was quite impressive for a man of his age. The boy he was on top of moaned loudly, and it was hard to tell if it was out of pain or pleasure. I imagine it would have to have been both due to the sheer size of the dick inside of him. “Hey Will. How about you come here and give me a hand.“ “What do you need?” I slowly walked closer to them. Not sure what he was expecting me to do. “I’ve came so much that I’m having a hard time getting this last load out. How about you massage my feet? That will help me nut.” I looked at the tangle of legs by the foot of the bed. It wouldn’t actually be participating in the sex, so it seemed like it was fine. “Okay.” I got down on my knees and brought myself eye level with uncle Chester’s large feet. They jiggled a little as his hips were plowing up and down into the moaning boy. I grabbed one of them and started rubbing the soles up and down. It was surprisingly soft and warm, albeit a little smelly. “That’s a good boy Will. That feels nice. I can feel myself building up here” Being able to assist my uncle felt pretty nice. I was glad I was able to give him some comfort. Rubbing his feet wasn’t all that bad either. After a while, uncle was getting fairly enthusiastic. It seemed like he was going to shoot off. That’s when he reached his foot out closer to my face. “OK Will I am about to bust inside of this dirty little fucker. I need you to suck my toes.“ What? Wasn’t that a little too sensual for us? The thought of it sat in my head very briefly, because uncle Chester pressed his foot up against my face making me breathe his sent. I felt my head to go a little fuzzy on it. He was wiggling his toes against my lips and my mouth fell open. It was only for a little while right? I’m just helping him get off. This can’t be crossing any sort of weird line. I took his toes in my mouth and I started sucking on them. The flavor was salty and meaty. His toes found my tongue and curled around it. I ran my tongue between them. The flavor of his feet thoroughly coating my mouth. “Fuck! That’s a good boy Will. You’re such a good boy for working that tongue on my feet! Oh shit here comes! Going to charge this ass up with another toxic load!” Uncle Chester squeezed my tongue between his toes and his hips slammed down into the boy. He let out a grunt and shot out a load deep in him. I saw his ass cheeks flex in rhythm to his orgasm. I removed his foot from my mouth, the taste still persisting. Chester got up off the boy and sat on the edge of the bed towards me. His semi hard cock was close to my face. It had a fresh sheen of cum and ass juice. White drops fell from his tip. “Ah, that was fantastic. Thanks for the assist Will.” He put a hand in my cheek and smiled at me. It felt like he was pulling me closer to his cock. The head was already nearly touching my chin. “Glad I could help.” I muttered while opening my mouth as little as possible. “What’s wrong? Worried I’ll make you suck my cock clean?” He lifted his cock and pointed it at my mouth. “No, it’s just, it’s very drippy.” A drop of his cum hit my chin. I pulled my head away and wiped my face. That’s when I heard the dryer buzz. “Oh. Looks like the clothes are done. You tend to those and I’ll clean up this mess here.” He pointed towards the completely cum drunk boy on the bed. “Right.” I went to the laundry room to fold clothes. I could still taste uncles foot in my mouth. It taste bad but bad in a strangely good way? My heart rate was up. That was such a wild scene. That was definitely a progression of things. Was that incest? Nah, it couldn’t have been. I didn’t suck his dick or get fucked by him. I was just giving a little help is all. Right?

"Please use some more lube Benny. You're so big." A cold glob landed on my hole and Benny pushed it in with his thumb, which slipped in easily. I exhaled and was suddenly exhilarated and insanely horny again. "Fuck my ass Benny." "...Before I change my mind" I laughed. His big dick was inside me again. "Don't worry, I know you won't" he laughed. He fucked me more gently but his penis still felt impossibly huge. "Fuck you're so big." "You're doing great. I can tell you're a born cumslut." I liked that idea. Getting bred by Benny and whatever other hard dicks wanted to explode in me. I rubbed my cock and balls as Benny used me. He picked up the pace and slapped my ass, hard. "I gotta fuck more straight guys." Smack. "I can't wait to bust in you and send you home to Sara." Smack. That didn't make me feel great. "Take it easy, Benny. Please don't bruise me." "Sorry baby, I'm almost there." He slapped against my ass a couple more times and then he told me he was cumming. I arched my back and got ready to finish this experience. **** I tossed my clothes into the hamper and walked into the bedroom naked. Phew, Sara wasn't here. I quickly grabbed some flannel pj pants and a tshirt and pulled them on, almost panicked. ***** He pulled out and rubbed his cock against my asshole. I realized he wasn't wearing a condom anymore. I twisted around. "What the fuck?" Benny was impassive. "You took off the condom?!" I demanded. "Sorry, I took it off when you asked for more lube." "And you came in me?!" "Hey, relax, ok? You wanted it. You'll be fine. And you need to go home to Sara. So relax." Fuck. Sara. He was right about that. I pulled on my clothes and got up to walk out. Benny got in my face. "You look like you just got fucked. You need to relax before you go home. I'm sorry for cumming in you but it's gonna be okay unless you fuck things up." "OK Benny you're right." I splashed cold water on my face and got ahold of myself. I beelined to the door. "Hey take a few more --" I ignored him and left. ***** I wanted to curl up in bed but I knew I should try to smooth things over with Sara. I came out of the bedroom and found Benny and my wife talking--she was laughing at something he'd just said. "Hey! I came by to apologize to Sara for being a bad influence. I promised her--no more weed!" I laughed weakly. "I'm going to hit the sack. Come to bed soon, honey."

She scowled. I turned and mumbled that I was going to take a shower. She opened her mouth to say something but thankfully closed it as I walked through the living room into the master bedroom. I closed that door and the inner bathroom door and turned the shower on hot. ***** I'll never forget the sight of Benny--massive cock fully erect, encased in glistening rubber like a safer sex psa--pulling out a drawer under his coffee table and pulling out a sheet. "Don't want to get lube on the couch" he said cheerfully. The reality of the situation suddenly came back into focus. "Listen. Benny. You cannot fuck me. I shouldn't have, you know, let you blow me. But you know how consent works." I wrapped my arms around my shoulders. God I must have looked ridiculous, sitting on a big leather couch, naked from the waist down trying to look firm. Meanwhile some twink got railed in some generic hotel room on the 60". Benny paused for a moment and then pressed the sheet into the couch cushions. "Of course that's how consent works. Here's the thing. I think you want to consent to me fucking you in the ass. I think you're concerned about your wife finding out, which I understand. But i think that even more you want to get fucked in the ass." My cock had recovered from my orgasm and between the smut and Benny's proposition, I was hard again. I was also terrified and desperate to feel a man fuck me. My cheeks flushed. He was gracious when I said "OK Benny, I consent." ***** Near tears, I'd asked him to add as much lube as possible and he came through. I realized it must be on my boxers and shorts and was in all likelihood on my tshirt, too. Obviously I'd strewn those items all around the bathroom and hadn't gotten out anything else to wear. ***** Benny jerked his cock against my hole. I was shaking in anticipation. Benny pushed his forearm into the small of my neck hard and pressed his fat cock head into my lubed ass. I swallowed a yelp. I wasn't ready for that. I did my best to meditatively breath as Benny pounded my virgin ass. His cock flopped out of me and I felt lube run down my balls. "Your ass is so tight. I thought you were lying about being straight." "No really, it's my first time doing anything with a guy." "Don't worry hun. I'll use plenty of lube. Just relax." I stayed pressed low on the couch trying to regulate my breathing, spacing out a little on Benny.

As I drove to Mike’s house my mind was replaying our text message conversations ending with the most recent. We had met on a hookup site. It started as a bit of interest. I was 27 and getting married in 4 months to Maria, a nice girl outwardly but a bit of a devil between the sheets. She made it clear that she loved anal - possibly more than routine pussy sex and things were great between us. But I had an itch to scratch. I knew I liked cock as well and had had a brief fling with a guy before I had got engaged to Maria. That itch was still there. I wanted to suck another cock and take a bare cock in my arse one last time before I got hitched. I met Mike on the anonymous chat room and we seemed to click. He was mid forties , and from his pics , solidly built with a nice thick cock. I had explained over the five or six weeks we had been messaging I wanted a bareback fling with a guy and he said he was bareback only so that would work. I did my research and knew poz guys barebacked but that U=U. I didn’t want to pick up anything that might embarrass me. Mike admitted early on that he was undetectable and I said I was fine with that as I wasn’t taking prep - that would require too much explanation . It had come out in my fantasies and later in my texts to Mike that the fact he was poz and undetectable was a turn on for me, as was the fact I was neg and unprotected for him. We had set up the date, I would drive to his - there was an open offer to stay the night ‘bring your toothbrush if you want to stay over’ he had said - and Maria was on her hen weekend with her girlfriends. I knew she wouldn’t be disturbing me and I could finally scratch that itch ….. I knocked on the door and Mike let me in. ‘ Hi Nathan, come in, nice to meet at last’ Mike pulled me into him and kissed me, forcing his tongue into my mouth. I let myself respond, immediately getting hard. I noticed Mike just had a bathrobe on, and could feel his cock stiffen too. ‘ come sit down , I just had some porn on the tv. I sat down looking at the big flat screen. There was a guy in a harness sucking one guys cock whilst being barebacked by another. I sat next to Mike as his robe opened. His cock sprang forward, a full 7 ins and thick, bigger than mine. ‘ you like?’ He asked. ‘Yes definitely ‘ I responded, grasping his cock and slowly wanking him. I saw his tattoo that he has on his abdomen, recognising it from the pics we had exchanged. It was a scorpion, but it was slightly different to how it had been, there was now a red tip to the tail sting. ‘you like my updated tatt?’ He asked ‘I did it especially for you’. I nodded, and kissed it as I leaned over to suck on mikes hard cock. I could taste his precum. I could feel Mike pulling up my t shirt and broke off from sucking his cock to quickly shrug off my jeans and boxers and t shirt. I settled down ion my knees in front of Mike and put his cock in my mouth again. ‘Good boy, we’ll scratch that itch tonight. Are you staying? ‘ I had already made up my mind. I nodded. ‘Toothbrush? ‘ I nodded again and saw Mike reach to my jeans and fish it out. ‘ I’ve a little admission to make Nathan, one I think you will enjoy. You know I said just to put a bit of spice in our fuck tonight, that I came off my meds three days ago , though it would still be safe?’ I nodded, Mike had asked me if I wanted him too just for a little buzz - he got out of me that i thought the fact he was poz was a turn on - ‘well in actual fact I knew early on that me being poz turned you on - so I’ve actually been off my meds for the six weeks we have been chatting. So I’m not undetectable anymore! ‘ My heart pounded, I knew I had to be careful but my cock stiffened at hearing Mike was no longer safe. ‘ Stand’ he ordered. ‘You’re hard, boy, I know you’re turned on but you don’t have to take my cock if you don’t want and I won’t cum in you if you don’t want- we don’t want you going back to your girlfriend all pozzed up like a faggot do we?’ I nodded again. ‘ok sit’ I sat down and Mike eased me forward before lifting my legs. ‘Close your eyes, just enjoy this bit’ I could feel his breath as he started to rim my hole. I had never been eaten out like this and could feel Mike’s tongue invade my hole. I kept my eyes shut to enjoy the sensations. I felt something cold ‘ just a bit of lube …in case….’ Mike whispered. I then felt something else. ‘Do you like that?’ I nodded again, presuming it was a slim sex toy in my bum. ‘ your toothbrush was the closest thing I could find, sorry’ . I thought that was a kink of Mike’s hence the instruction. mike adjusted his position and I could feel his cock at the entrance to my hole. I was conflicted, I was desperate for him to continue the pleasure and slide in, but he was poz. ‘Please’ I whispered. ‘Please stop?’ Mike asked. ‘No please put your cock in me I want it’ I whispered. In my mind I would ask him to pull out before he came. I didn’t want to be pozzed. mike adjusted and slid in to my well lubed hole and started building a rhythm. It felt like heaven. ‘I will pull out if you ask, cos if I cum in you you are likely to become poz, but you have to ask me to’ ‘ok ‘ I nodded, just feeling the pleasure. ‘ tell me when you’re nearly cumming’ I gave myself to feeling his cock pounding my hole. ‘Nearly there boy’ . The words swirled round the room but my itch needed to be fully scratched. ‘Please ….. stay in, cum in me, pleeese,’ I whispered. I needed to feel his cum in me. ‘ definitely…. Uuuhhh! ‘ Mike growled as he came hard in me. ‘ I knew you would want that’ Mike said as we has a post fuck cuddle. I could feel his load seeping out. My mind was still foggy. I needed to think what to do next ……. to be continued

Most of us were avoiding cumming in each other during the late 80's, when I came of age, through sometime in early 00's in an effort not to die young from an incurable. My personal belief is that term started within the gay community it started among bugchasers and indicated infection, but expanded in the last 10 years, with the avent of PREP, to mean any insemination of a gay man's ass.

In an anonymous sex encounter I can incorporate the other guy into some hot fetish of mine. Once I get to know a person the dynamic changes because now instead of a body they are now a person.

Well, it was inevitable. I’m pretty new to this side of me. I have been visiting a young man for a few months and it was great. Early on I knew and felt this was special. He even said so himself. Yeah I was in love, still am. He Said he was too and it was going great then it happened. Things started getting distant, shorter texts, too busy to talk, couldn’t meet, yada yada. We weren’t seeing anyone else and honestly if he was or wanted to, I wouldn’t have cared. I truly just wanted to please him and for him to be happy, but I want to still be in his life. We both had to be discreet. I’ve not felt this way since high school. I’ve not felt this way about any of the women I fucked that I ran off or ran off on me, or any previous men I’ve been with. He was the first person to fuck me and it was amazing experience. I treated him like a god. i know it’s stupid but I cried my eyes out all day for two days. I didn’t get shit done at work. I thought I’d be tougher than this but I’m weak and miss his dick in my mouth and ass but most of all I just loved holding him and kissing him worshiping him thanks for letting me vent.

@ktopper @tallslenderguy @hntnhole I’m okay. I’m glad that I had the experience with him and as I said, my main concern now is that he is fine and happy. I’ve been in love before but this one hurt more for some reason. Likely because it was the first time I felt this way about a man. @tallslenderguy you are so right and you aren’t rambling at all. @hntnhole I’ve got more hobbies and interests than I can devote time to. Plus my work. Plenty of people around and I’m okay. I appreciate the thoughts so very much. But you are correct in that unchecked these kinds of emotions can be overwhelming for some and it’s best to keep busy. It’s a little more complicated for me since I’m also in a long term hetero relationship. This place is the only outlet I have to speak about my other “interests” and I’m okay with that. He and I were in similar situation in regards to the discreetness. I guess the biggest issue I have right now is that i really haven’t a desire to feel this type of connection on this level again or at least for a good while. I’m sure there are deeper more loving relationships to be had but I felt like this was pretty good if not perfect for our situation at the time so why bother. This started as a hookup but to tell you the truth, I’m not very good at those and it was a fluke that I did it this time as it had been years since I had craved any male attention or wanted to give any attention. I had just given into my carnal desires and met a wonderful person I had no idea it would turn into quite the affair and end with him feeling guilt over God, sin, church, my adultery etc. kinda fucked up huh 🙂 bottom line, he is and shall remain my first gay love. I could have seen myself give up everything I’ve worked my whole life for to make him happy and be with him. But he’s too young to make that kind of commitment really and it would have been wrong of me to let him or expect that from him. im so glad I had the experience, the feelings, the suspense, the secrecy. It was all exhilarating and even the tragedy of the end of it like @ktopper quoted. It’s better to have loved and lost. thanks fellas.

I think you should remain open to "love". I also think that getting involved in some non-sexual activities would help too, since that would focus your mind elsewhere. For instance: a club that reflects some of your other interests; there are social clubs for every interest under the sun - from gardening to stamp-collecting to cars to politics to literature to playing card-games to dancing to anything you have some interest in. You can meet other, new people, and some you will like and enjoy. Of course, some you won't, but that's ok. It's the establishing connection to other folks that's important, and they don't have to be "gay" to work. That said, some will be though. Withdrawing, after the kind of disappointment you've suffered, will only deepen the negative feelings, and who needs to sit and stew in their own juices? No one !!! Get out there socially, be open to new friends, and when love begins to develop again, you'll be better able to accommodate it. My best wishes to you, GyroLover ... let us know how you're progressing.

Gran Canaria cruise bar cumdump I went ass up at a well known cruising bar. I offered my hole up on a bench bc and took a succession of anon cocks and 4 loads in an hour. Every cock was offered to my willing cunt and went balls deep for a quick fuck. 4 of the guys decided to plant their seed inside me ready for the next one!

Mark’s teeth bit into my nipple while his hand pushed the big red anal bead into my hole. Pain and pleasure mixed in my head—the booty bump he had given me earlier made me feel like I needed his abuse. I craved this roughness. “I am gonna get real nasty with you,” he said in a low voice in my ear. “Leave your hole open and dripping wet.” At that exact moment I felt the big bead slide in, its coating of crisco smoothing the way, although the rough leather cord holding the beads together always hurt a bit. A sharp cry escaped my mouth, and at first I felt two full—the two big beads stretching my hole too much too fast. But then the feeling changed, as it always seemed to, into one of intense pleasure and I moaned, already craving more. Mark was the man who was training my hole, molding into the shape and size he wanted. We had met on a chat line—one of those now crazy-seeming, pre-internet ways I met guys to hook up with in the late 1990s. His voice had come on the line, a slight hint of Southern-good-old-boy in his voice, I said I was a total bottom, and did he like to use toys? His response was that he loved to use toys on bottom boys. And that he did. I was in my mid-20s then, 5’7”, a bit of a Twink, with dark blonde hair, decent body but no six pack. A flat skinny ass that Daddy loved to shave at the start of our sessions. Right after the first bump and then the series of deep enemas he gave me to get me ready for him. He was probably in his late 40s then, decent body that he didn’t work out. He was trim. Sort of a classic thinner dad bod. Dark brown hair in a conservative cut for his law firm job. Not a lot of body hair to begin with and he kept his cock and balls hairless. To be honest his cock was average, probably 7 inches hard. As a major size queen, it really didn’t turn me on. But Mark did turn me on. I loved how when I arrived at his door, usually late at night high on Tina and X from a night out, he made me strip in his living room and get on my knees and suck his cock. He always smelled of cigarettes and stale sweat and beer. His asshole, which he always demanded I worship during breaks in holeplay, tasted exciting and musty. I loved the feeling of submission I got from worshiping his asshole with my tongue. He bit my nipple again, and I felt him push the third bead against my hole, the rough leather cording hurting a bit. “Take a hit of poppers,” he said, “Let it in,”as he began to push hard. I took a big hit, holding it in and then letting it out in a rush. The third bead slowly began to push in, the feeling of fullness overwhelming me as my mind spun from the poppers. I felt my hole stretched hard, the other two beads shifting, trying to make space for this third one that my sir wanted to put in me. I struggled and moaned, but Mark just continued to press. The third one was always difficult, and sometimes just wouldn’t fit. It was one of the things I loved about Mark, his ability to make me ride the line between pain and pleasure. By this point we had got together maybe three times, but somehow he knew what I craved. He knew I craved the pain of a rough stretch but he never pushed it so hard it actually caused damage. The bead reached its widest point, and Mark gave it a harder push. It wouldn’t go in, but he kept it in position, making my hole accommodate the widest stretch possible. He bit my nipple again. “Open that hole boy,” he growled in my ear, “I want to take you deep.” The problem of the third bead was my inner ring—if it wasn’t stretched to take at least one of the other two beads, then the third one would never go in. His obsession with deep play scared me, to be honest, but on my way to his place in a cab I always vowed to be a good boy, to do what he demanded, to let him take my hole. At this point, my hole was feeling the pain a bit more than the pleasure. The rough leather cord, so exciting a minute before, was starting to hurt. Mark saw the change, and let the third ball pop out. “Keep those other two in boy,” he said, “Let daddy stretch you out.” He lay back to watch the fisting porn playing on the screen in his dimly lit bedroom while reaching for a cigarette. I knew I was expected to keep the balls in, but it was difficult. As I started to whine, Mark said, “Keep them in. In a few second you are going to be begging me for more.” And so I did I was told and kept the big beads inside. As I turned my attention ti the big dildos being used on the muscly bottom on screen, I began to feel the fullness as pleasure, and I put my legs up higher, exposing my hole more directly. It never failed, once I was relaxed and saw what was happening on screen I always begin to crave it again. I knew it was partially the Tina, but it was also me. Mark freed my need for submission, made me want to be hurt, to feel the pain and pleasure of my hole being stretched. “See pig,” Mark smirked, blowing cigarette smoke in my face, “I know just what my boy needs.” “Please sir, “ I begged, “use my hole.” Mark looked cross, and said “Not know, bitch, let me finish my cigarette.” He lay back, lightly stroking his meat, while watching the moaning bottom on screen get railed with a big toy. I lay beside him, fingers now moving around my hole, dipping into its greasy depths a bit. I knew better than to ask again, for if I did, he would slap me hard across the face for not listening, and then he would make me wait for a long time before he used my hole. While I wanted the abuse, I also needed my hole used while I was riding this high. So I kept my mouth shut, knowing I was here to be used in Mark’s way, on Mark’s time. If I wasn’t so honey I would be apprehensive—for when he pulled hard and removed the beads I was going to get quite a ride. It always was, and I always wanted more. I closed my eyes for a second, reveling in the feeling of the beads in my hole. I spread my legs wide, my body saying “fuck me.” And at that moment my master hole stretcher pounced. His teeth bit hard on my nipple as his hand yanked on the cord. There was a moment of equilibrium, when he pulled and the muscles in my ass resisted, but then it happened, the beads began their explosive way out of my ass. The feeling was indescribable, it definitely hurt but strangely it felt wonderful as the rough cord and huge rubber balls made their way out of my anal cavity. He was not being gentle today and just pulled hard until I saw stars and the first bead came out. I moaned loudly, expecting a break, but today there would be no rest—Mark wanted the second bead and my ass would give it. He continued to pull hard until I was panting and morning suddenly felt my insides turn out as the second ball was expelled. I lay back, legs still spread wide and asshole up, panting and feeling the delayed reaction as the nerve signals from my ass reached my head. I closed my eyes, expecting the usual minute of rest, when I felt Mark’s hands at my hole. Suddenly, something long and somewhat thin and ribbed was shoved hard up my hole. My eyes shot open in surprise as I felt the first of the little beads on the dildo enter my second hole. “You will open for me,” Mark said, “I will take you deep” as he pushed the beaded dildo home. By this point, I was gasping, my mind a jumble of pain and pleasure signals. It was the somewhat long, very stiff, pretty thin black beaded dildo he had just shoved in me. And it hurt. “Take a hit of poppers boy,” Mark said, “And get used to that feeling. That part of your hole is mine.” I did as instructed, and in seconds the deep dildo felt great. Now Mark was fucking me with it, gently taking the beaded diodo out of that deep place and putting it back, teaching me to crave attention in that space. He gave me a long final fuck, and shoved it home hard again. A low whine escaped my lips, and as my mouth opened, his tabaco-scented mouth covered mine, his tongue pushing half way down my throat. Only Mark could violate my mouth and ass at the same time and make it feel so right. He lay back and lit another cigarette. When we were partying, he smoked like a fiend. And while I normally didn’t like cigarettes, somehow it was associated with our sleazy sex and through the drug haze, was hot. I started to come down from the poppers and put my legs down. Again, watching the screen where a top was elbow fisting a boy in a sling. “You will get there, pig,” Mark said, as he leaned back, pointing at the screen. We relaxed this way for a bit. Sometimes my hole would throb around the beaded dildo and start to hurt. Then my hole would relax and the deep, deep, craving would come as I watched the fisting on screen. After about 10 minutes Mark reached over and I put my legs up, giving him access to my hole. He began gently fucking me with the beaded dildo again, working especially on that inner ring. He fucked me slow for a few minutes while I did poppers. After my second hit, he pushed the dildo in all the way, paused a moment, and in one hard yank pulled the beaded dildo out of my second hole and all the way out. It was the most pain he had ever caused me and I cried out. My hole was on fire as he had pulled my insides out. I started to whine, “You hurt me.” At that moment his whole hand entered my hole and his fingers began pushing and toying with my second ring. I felt a familiar burn as he deposited a huge booty bump from the inside of his palm. His fingers pushing most of it into my deeper place. Now my hole really was on fire. Within seconds the burning fire was replaced with the beginnings of another fire, that need to have my hole destroyed. He toyed with my inner ring for a minute, pushing one then two fingers in, and then quickly yanked his hand out. I lay back, panting, my body and my mind a jumble. To say I was turned on would be a massive understatement.I I was beginning to feel my world compress. My hole was taking over—it was the largest booty bump I had ever done, and Mark had used it to sooth the pain of the roughest fuck he had ever given me. He leaned back and smirked at me. “Feel good now?” My mind was a jumble, my heart racing, and the pleasure and need kept rising. I didn’t know it, but a booty bump got the Tina into my bloodstream just a fraction less quickly than injecting it. And my daddy had just given me a huge bump. My legs rose and my fingers began playing with my hole. “Want more do you, you little slut? Let’s take a little break while that warms you up for me,” he said, reaching for yet another smoke. “I wanna hear you beg me to fuck your hole.” He leaned back, ignoring me and focusing on the porn, a VHS tape onto which I had copied all of the Director ‘s cuts fisting scenes. I lay there, feeling the need in my hole continue to grow. Daddy had made a statement with that series of pain and pleasure moments. And that statement was that I was in his bed to get fucked deep. My fear of that was evaporating, as his masterful opening of my inner ring—and filling it with something guaranteed to make my inner hole crave it—began to take over. We lay there for a few moments, my desire to be filled growing more and more, and without even thinking, I began to beg. The video ended and the room got darker. I was so lost in my need I moved my head to his cock and began to suck, begging to be fucked. He moved his balls aside, indicating I should serve his asshole. As I did my ass rose as my desire to be used by him became overwhelming. He pulled me up and pushed me down beside me, filling my mouth with his tongue. And then I felt something big beginning to be pushed into my hole. I didn’t know what it was, only that I felt like a big plug, I struggled a bit with it and took a hit of poppers and it slid in. It felt like a plug but wasn’t, there was no base. He lay back and said nothing. I was too lost in the feelings of ecstasy to focus and just kept my hands on my nipples. A few minutes later Mark began to push again. This time what felt like an even bigger plug began to fill my ass. It felt huge and I struggled and panted. I huffed on the poppers and breathed deeply and suddenly my inner ring was stretched and then second plug went in while the first pass into my inner ring. I was know more open, more full, and fucked deeper than I had ever been. I panted and groaned and Mark just bit my nipple. I could have put my hands down to feel the toy, but I was too lost in ecstasy. All I knew was that this toy kept getting bigger. I felt incredibly stretched and full. And hornier than ever. “What is this toy?” I asked. “I thought the giant inflatable toy broke?” “It did,” Mark smirked, “Just enjoy this and you can see the toy when I am done.” I lay back, my mind a jumble of pleasure. The feeling of fullness was so complete, the room was quite dark now without the porn on screen, that I really just did what I needed to do: I enjoyed the feeling. I must have lain there with my legs up and my guts stuffed full for 10 minutes. Mark smoked another cigarette, then finally noticed the porn was off and went to put in another VHS tape. He lay down beside me on the bed and reached over and kissed me. As he did, he took the poppers from my hand. “No poppers now,” he said, “just breathe while I fuck your ass.” His fingers toyed at the entrance to my hole. It was stuffed so full he couldn’t get his fingers in, although he certainly tried. Suddenly, I felt a gentle pressure as he grasped the handle and began to push. I had taken big toys many times before. In fact, I could take a giant-headed dildo all the way deep, much deeper than a fist. But it was nothing like the feeling I felt now. He pushed very slowly and I groaned deep. It felt like he was driving a truck up my ass. Each of my rings began to stretch at the same time—the inner smaller plug going deeper in me than it felt like anything had ever gone, the second bigger plug stretching my second ring wider than it had ever been stretched, and my assring pulled so tight I feared it would pop. “Breathe boy, breathe deep,” he growled, “Let me take your ass and make it mine.” He kept up a slow and steady pressure (he really did now just how hard to push me) and slowly, agonizingly, the toy began it slow entrance. When it got to the widest part he stopped it, holding my each of the rings of my assrings gaping open at the widest point. I grunted. He leaned in an whispered in my ear, “That’s how I fuck my bitch,” and then he pushed it home. The feeling was incredible. I was moaning and panting, literally his bitch in heat. At that moment I knew I would do whatever he wanted me to do just to feel that incredible feeling again. Every big cock or big toy that had fucked me before faded away: this was my purpose. To be deep fucked by him. After I lay like this a few minutes, him whispering dirty talk about opening me up and fucking me deep, the feeling changed again. I was no longer too full. I needed more. This time, I actually reached down and felt the toy. It wasn’t all in side of me. After that last plug there was a short length of thick silicone before a wide flat flat and then a rigdged flat handle. My eyes went wide, and he said, “Yes, you have the entire big Manrammer in your pussy. And I see you want more,” he grinned. He reached down and slowly, slowly, pushed it the rest of the way in. He paused and I just begged, “Please fuck me. Fuck me. Fuck me.” “Get used to that a second, and then we will see if I can fuck you with it,” he said, reaching again for his cigarettes. I lay there beside him still panting and squirming. After his cigarette was done, he reached down and I felt a burn. He had given me another small booty bump around the edges of the dildo! He started biting my nipples and slowly pushed and pulled on the dildo. It wouldn’t move much. I was begging him to fuck me with it, asking him to use my hole but it would only move a little. Even that felt incredible, but there was no way he was going to get much in and out motion—it was just too deep and too tight. It was my first deep fuck and I should have been proud. I was, but that deep need he had opened in my wanted more. After probably 20 minutes with it buried to the hilt, he gave me the poppers back and very slowly pulled the toy out. My body helped him expel the intruder—and each time the plug got out its widest point he would pause, making me feel the stretch, reminding me that he was the one in control not me. When it was just the final plug inside, he gently fucked my assring with it a few times and then pulled hard and out it popped. I lay there drenched in sweat, panting from the effort. It felt like my asshole had given birth multiple times. My hole hung open, I could feel the cool air of his bedroom, and his fingers toyed with my hole. I expected him to fist me, but instead he just toyed with my asslips, occasionally dipping his fingers inside, each time making me moan. He laid back, light a cigarette, and said, “How’d you like that?”

Especially when they're amateur, the verbal is so raw and authentic, the breeding so natural.

This is my view too! Doesn’t matter if it’s poz cum or not. It’s filling a hole with cum.

I just now saw this. I think most here know exactly what you are going through, it hurts. Love is such a divine, ennobling experience that it is worth the risks. Someone once said "he who has not loved has not lived." As Lord Tennyson put it, better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all.

Bloody amazing! Spent most of the time in the back room - in between a breather and drinks. Lost count of the number of cocks in me and which hole. Lots of hot filthy fun going on round the room

Agreed

Yes, watersports is a deal breaker for me, no piss no sex

I was fucked and bred in the Gay sauna in Amsterdam again. The darkroom is always crowded and I easily get fucked by at least 8 guys. The downside is that only one or two guys breed me. Most of the tops fuck more than one bottom and a few of them only want to cum before they leave. Want I need is getting fucked non stop in which a large number of tops breed my hole. Everytime I leave the sauna very unsatisfied, because 8 to 10 different tops is not sufficient. I need more more more. Porn and getting bred is part of my life style. Luckily I am a member of this site. Sharing and reading all your breeding sessions make me very happy. It is very nice to be a cumpump and knowing there are lots of guys just like me.

That describes my feelings with fucking raw when I was younger.....It was before PrEP and so many guys not getting tested. HIV was out there, it was scary but it felt so much better and I loved the intimacy of sharing semen. When I finally tested poz in 2008 I was shocked but not surprised, but most importantly the anxiety was gone

Pt. 10 Exhausted and shocked by the way this morning had played out, I decided to just lie there and rest… although it was weird being tied up face down with the apprentice asleep on my back, his cock still buried inside me. This was a strange new experience. After a while, I heard some clanking near the pump shed, Mike closing up his toolbox, and the sound of his boots heading this way. He called out, “Oi!” But I wasn’t sure whether to me or the mad kid. Anyway, the boy started to wake, groggily mumbling, “Huh?’, and rolling off me to one side. I was so covered in cum from the huge bath of it he had given me from his ass earlier that where our bodies had been in contact while he slept peeled apart with a strange sticky-glue feeling. I must smell disgusting. “Show us his cunt”, Mike said. The boy ripped his cock out of me—amazingly, it felt still half hard—and got up. Seeing that I was about to roll over, he sat on my back, facing towards my feet, and I felt his hands roughly pull apart my ass cheeks. “Mmmm, gaping”, he said, still sounding sleepy. Nothing happened for a minute or two, as he just held my ass open… I wondered what Mike was doing. Just standing there looking, or what? Until I felt a hard stream of hot piss on my backside. After a second of splashing over me (and presumably partly over the kid), he got it aimed right, and I felt it gurgle into my open hole. Despite myself, and the feeling of being abused, it turned me on, and I felt my stupid cock starting to get hard against the grass under me. When the hard, high-pressure stream of piss stopped, I heard Mike zip up his pants. Speaking normally, he said, “I don’t have a seal the right size with me. Have to come back tomorrow.” The thought of seeing them again tomorrow was difficult to process. I didn’t reply. The boy got up, and I turned over to look at Mike, who glanced at my erection. He reached into a pocket and pulled out a knife - opened it, and reached down and cut the tie on my ankles. “Sit up, man”, he directed in his strong, calm way. As I pulled myself up a bit he reached the tie on my wrists and cut that as well. My body ached inside and out; I was naked except for my boots and covered in second-hand cum from who knows what guys, with piss leaking out of my ass. “Come on, we’ll be late.” Mike said to the apprentice, and they walked away towards their truck. As I got up and started stumbling after, towards the house, I heard them talking: Mike: “We should bring the Tradie’s Club out here next month, so you don’t have to take all the pounding on your own.” The kid laughed and said, “Yeah - that would be hot. I can use his messy hole after.” As I walked up the steps and looked back, I saw the boy throw his singlet and shorts in the back of the truck, and he climbed into the passenger seat naked. Farout. This young guy was just something else.

At the last minute things got crazy at work, I had to change my plans and spend another night ass up in a hotel in Chicago, DARN! I checked in as soon as I could. In fact a guy was hitting me up on Sniffies asking if he could ANON use my ass! For those who know me, I love that. Pump and dump a load in me. I got to the hotel, prepped and told him I was ready. I had the door propped open and I was ass up on the bed with a blindfold on! He came in, I think he was VERY excited to just pump a load into my waiting hole. I was lubed and ready. He ate my hole and then mounted me from behind. He had asked if I was cool with a pump and dump, of course I was. He rode my hole and within a few minutes dumped his load in me. He got dressed and left. Never saw him, don't know much about him, his seed was planted in me!! Load #1 It wasn't too long and a 35 year old was looking to breed me. I of course accepted. He said he was on his way and after an hour I thought it might be a no-show. He at one point said he was stuck in traffic, but not so sure if that was true. It's hard to judge, his distance on Sniffies had not changed. I hate when a guy says he is on his way, asks for the room number and then you're not sure if he is really coming to breed you or not. I don't like double bookings.. (I would gladly take two at a time, but I think you know what I mean). There was another guy wanting to breed me and I was holding him at bay, he wanted the night before but his car had a dead battery so it didn't happen that night. The guy finally showed up. He was shorter so I leaned against the edge of the bed. He ate my cum filled hole before he mounted me!! I think that is so hot. He fucked me, my hole was so sloppy. The more he fucked me the sloppier it got. It felt like I had 10 loads in there. It was great. He was really enjoying it. He finally asked me to get up on the bed and lay on my stomach. He climbed on me and pounded my wet hole finally pounded a load deep in my sloppy hole, It was so hot! Load #2 He texted me the next day wanting a repeat, but I was checked out of the hotel and heading to the airport, I would have gladly given my ass to him again. Hopefully next trip. I texted my waiting breeder that he could come. He was excited, he asked, did you just get fucked! Yes of course I did!! He finally arrived. He climbed on the bed and presented his cock to my waiting mouth. I sucked him for a bit as his cock grew in my mouth. He finally asked if I was "ready". The correct answer is " I was born ready". Of course I am. He had a nice size cock and it filled my waiting hole. He loves fucking daddy ass and was enjoying him self. I think he also likes a loaded ass. With his girth it did not feel as sloppy as the previous guy. He picked up speed and you could tell he was going to breed me. He came into me, Load #3, but kept on going. It was a wonderful feeling as you could feel his load lubricate my hole. It was wonderful. He kept on going and told me he was going for two. (that seems to happen a lot lately). He kept fucking my sloppy slippery hole for about 15 minutes, loved it. He then blasted another load into me! Load #4 He pulled out, got dressed and left! NEXT!! I feel asleep with 4 loads deep inside. Denver on Tuesday.

Why shouldn't you! Love is the most beautiful feeling you can experience in life. Don't allow pain to cancel this wonderful part of you! Let me say it by experience, in 48 (almost 49) years I've been in love for so long, and I still am. Of course, every time is different. First time, at the point "or me, or drugs" he chose the latter. What could a syringe offer, better than what our relationship did? Stopped wondering. I suffered but changed my perspectives (now he's 15 years sober and we are still friends). In that occasion I said "no longer love, it's not worth the pain" I fell in love again, this second man betrayed and gave me HIV. "Love is a closed chapter", once more. The third, he made me feel desired and important, he was an abuser. But I was simply addressing my heart in the wrong place, as LOVE was at work, directly in front of my desk, and we mutually pretended to be "best friends" - this one is my current partner, the one who has encouraged me to kick the abuser out of my house, to send away the one who said "who do you think will accept an HIV positive, beyond me?". Don't close your doors, let yourself go with love and passion but never forget the most genuine and romantic part of yourself. Then, I personally don't believe in "soul mate" or "one person for all life long"; circumstances might change it all. But, does it last one month or a lifetime, love is an experience worth living. Vent, cry, scream, spit on the wall do whatever you want (no self-harm, obvious) to wash yourself from tension and disappointment. Then... The show must go on! Good luck.

In my book breeding means bareback fucking (and cumming in his ass). Not necessarily poz.

Pt.5 With my hands braced on the boy’s back, I watched fascinated as my cock slid in and out of him, all controlled by Mike from behind. The white cream of cum being churned up was now coating my cock, and starting to trickle down my balls. I wondered whose cum it was… maybe Mike’s?! I imagined them fucking early in the morning at the workshop, or out on the road behind the truck somewhere. This apprentice might be getting some unusual training! Although Mike was still silent, the boy was now moaning happily, and saying, “oh, yes” repeatedly. My mind wandered for a moment in this strange, dream-like state Mike had somehow made for me—I thought how lucky it was that I had douched thoroughly last night to have a play with my big dildo. It felt like I must still be clean inside, and also, it had probably helped me to take Mike’s dick so easily. Like I said before, I often don’t get very hard when I’m being fucked, and I’m not a great top because I cum too quickly. Although people tell me I have a fine cock. Maybe I should practice more. In a change of rhythm, Mike pulled my cock all the way out of the boy and plunged it straight back in again, but now not moving his own cock. He was planted far into me, and I could feel his strong body and hi-vis shirt pressed against my naked back. He was now feeling a bit hot, maybe starting to sweat under the shirt. The boy cried out happily, a sound of sheer pleasure taken to a new level. Mike did this a couple of times, each time pulling it right out, my cock covered in creamy cum juices, or whatever it was inside the boy, then ramming it back—he somehow managed to aim my cock confidently right back into the loose, unresisting hole each time, just using his hands guiding my hips. On the third of these strokes, as I was pulled out of him, the apprentice, with his cute, deep, young voice, said, “Fuck me, daddies!”. My mind had been in a different space, not really thinking about cumming—but suddenly, I felt that my balls were about to explode. I yelled, “Fuuuuuck!” And Mike, realising what was about to happen, held my hips forward and my cock deep in the hole. My cock unleashed its usual flood of cum into the boy’s ass. I cum a lot… it always surprises anyone giving me a blow-job. I guess the boy could feel it pumping as his back tensed up a bit under my hands, and he let out a combination of a long moan and sigh.

I’d started a new job at a large establishment where I had to undergo security training. During the day of being taken around the building and being told what to do in case of any incidents and the like, I’d absent-mindedly found myself beginning to fall for the Head of Security and half-imagined what he might look like in gear. As is my way, really. It was that sort of Stockholm Syndrome where I was fantasising about my so-called captor. His name’s Robert, and he looked quite foxy with his shaved head and suit. Quite bulky but fit. Estimated his age as late 50s and one day when I was arriving at work I saw him arrive on his bike in full cycling gear, and saw his muscular thighs and my fascination began to turn into obsession. You have to have these moments and thoughts, really, to get you through the day. After another evacuation training session, where all the staff were briefed about any potential terrorist threats, I zoned out again and my fascination went further. After a busy week, I thought I’d head out to one of London’s monthly fetish nights. It was while I was getting a drink at the bar that I could have sworn I saw Robert chatting with some guy all in rubber. Robert, it had to be said, looked fucking horny. It was a thrill seeing him in what looked like rubber skin gear, with 20 hole boots, rubber leggings and a cut-off denim-style rubber jacket. I wasn’t sure if I should go up to him – our only connection was that we worked for the same company – but as I was leaving the club, I saw him at the cloakroom retrieving his rucksack and changing into a tracksuit as he awaited his cab. Our eyes met, and flashed that sort-of ‘do I know you’ exchange. I grinned at him and he gave me a wry, nervous smile as if to say ‘what happens here stays here’ as his address was called out to alert him that his cab was outside. I couldn’t really focus on my job in the weeks or so that followed, and ended up telling Surfsuit about him. We were having a session and I said how horny this guy I worked with looked, and that maybe we should ‘keep an eye out for him’. Surfsuit grinned evilly, and said “By your description, it sounds like we most definitely should.” As luck would have it, me and Surfsuit headed to the following month’s fetish event. We were chatting at the bar when I saw Robert at the other end of the bar getting a pint. “That’s him!” I whispered to Surfsuit. I placed my hand on Surfsuit’s crotch as I teased him, noticing a slight flicker of firming up as I said “Maybe you should go and say hello.” As the night wore on, I wandered around the club and checked out the patrons, and spotted in the dim light of the darkroom Surfsuit snogging Robert. My hard-on strained in my jock at what might soon occur, but thought better of it than to interrupt their moment. I would happily watch Surfsuit do his ritual but instead smiled at the idea as I ventured off into the slingroom. It was a couple of days later when I messaged Surfsuit to see how he got on and asked how he got on with Robert… “You mean Bob? Yeah, we got on quite well. Nice guy. His arse was a bit tight, but I soon sorted that” with a grinning emoji and biohazard. I could’ve cum there and then. Work for the next few days was going to be a nightmare if I encountered Robert again, but for some reason he wasn’t in, and the following week’s staff meeting was held by his assistant as ‘Robert was still off sick’. It was then I was fit to burst, and had to go to the staff toilet to knock one out somewhat turned on that Surfsuit had created a new brother who was currently incubating into his new form. I didn’t see Robert again for another two weeks, which kind of made work a bit boring, and so my fascination wore off as I set about the tedium of my job. The following week, I’d arranged to meet Surfsuit at a fetish night out in South East London. As I arrived I spotted Surfsuit and there he was… Robert, chatting with Surfsuit at the end of the bar. I made my way up to them and asked “who’s your new mate?” Surfsuit’s shit-eating grin went nuclear as he introduced us. “This is Bob. You know each other, right?” Me and Robert, sorry, Bob said hello. Bob’s flicker of recognition at me and also me knowing Surfsuit was a delight. He seemed both nervous but I sensed a new attitude. “You two should get better acquainted, I’m sure you have lots to talk about. Shared interests and connections, you could say.” I was turned on beyond belief. Bob looked so fucking horny. He was also both surprised and yet cheeky. Surfsuit then said “Why don’t the three of us go elsewhere, somewhere quieter. I’m sure Bob would like get to know his brothers a little better.” And that was it. The three of us went into a cubicle where Surfsuit and I spit-roasted Bob, our new brother. Bob turned to me and said “You didn’t tell me you were a pozpig.” I replied “You never asked.” As the club entered into the last hour, Bob and I decided to leave and headed to the cloakroom. I gently unzipped his arse, and stuck my finger into his cummy and now poz hole and asked him if he fancied coming back to my flat for a ‘nightcap’. “Yes, brother.” He replied.

Not sure where this story is coming from, I've never written anything like this before... anyway, seem to be on a roll with it now! Pt.4 Mike took his hand from my eyes, and I saw that the apprentice had stripped off his singlet and dropped the shorts to his ankles— his ass was pressed against me with my cock inside. Unbelievable. This day was turning out to be mad. I could also see that in turning me around, Mike had set the three of us up in a position where the boy could lean forward to brace his hands on the pump shed. He took my hands and placed them on the boy’s back. With all this now set up, Mike began fucking my hole again, deep strokes in and out—each one banging hard into me, pushing my hips forward. His hands held my waist again, moving it back and forth in coordination with his strokes. I saw now how he had planned this… I was stuck in the middle, with him pounding from behind and the boy firmly positioned on my cock. Mike could continue fucking me while using my dick as a kind of dildo to fuck the boy at the same time. I’d have to admit that this felt incredible. My ass was really tired and numb, but Mike’s control of the fucking, his long, steady strokes deep in and out, gave me a tremendous feeling. My body had long before given up any resistance, so his huge cock felt almost comfortable in me at this stage, like it was becoming part of me. And now, my own cock was so hard and being used to fuck the apprentice, under Mike’s control. Hmm… perhaps I was starting to have fun 😉 On the other hand, my knees and legs were getting tired from standing and getting pounded for so long. I felt that I really needed give them a rest soon. Like in a dream, from a distance, I watched my dick being pumped steadily in and out of the boy’s hole. It felt really soft inside and, I thought, not at all tight like young guys usually are. Each time on the way out, I saw his slightly hairy hole open outwards a bit, with beautiful lips like a pussy around my hard-on. Soft and very wet is how it felt, and I also noticed that as my cock was withdrawn, it seemed to be getting a covering of juices from inside him… and then a small trickle of these white, creamy juices began to run out of his hole and drip down. Fuck! This guy was pre-loaded!

How was the hunter party last night?

Crushes? OK, I confess to one. I would love to bury my cock in that perfect ass.

I got pozzed at steamworks. Best night of my life. Took countless loads and even gave one neg one. I want to go back and be used!

I sucked of the pastor at my church, he had a huge 11 inch dick and thick huge balls, he shot his huge load deep in my throat.. very similar to this pic..can't wait to do it again

Pnp, pozzing

Would love to see it.

Thinking of the guy with the PIG tattoo. We'd first made contact in a chat room, where there he was, Mr 'no face-pic' and I was convincing him to come out to the club and see if he liked it. I even offered to let him try some of my gear. Yeah, he freaked slightly when he saw my biohazard as I filled his mouth. It's natural. He turned eventually, after the gift had set him free. Good to see him out in a rubber jock and vest now. Looks like he's got himself some waders too. The knee-pads and chain with padlock around his neck was a nice touch that made my heart swell and my cock hard. Looks like he's got around to updating his online profile too, with some very hot pics and his 'new pozpig' byline.