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"RELIVING" not "REVIVING" - Freudian slip, as we were talking about death! It was like when I wrote "leaving room" instead of "living room" on a story here, simply because I was longing for holidays. I'm like this, accept me as I am ☣️🤗

This one pushed my buttons [REAL] - it was 31st December 2022 when I saw my biological father after years. He was the ghost of himself, we had cut every contact because of his homophobia and serophobia. To make it short, he revealed he had a terminal cancer and died late January 2023. But in that case there was no pride he's been the asshole he's always been! Yes I'd have liked things to go different, at least to have him accept me. But my conscience is clean and have made him spend his last weeks in a hospice where he could die in peace. These days I'm quite reviving the event so... You unwillingly did the trick I'd better let my tears flow.

Btw thanks for following me - and I am waiting for next chapter! Let's talk somewhere else so we don't take all the space which should be dedicated to the plot!

Author's note for moderators: MOVE to "hardcore fetish" if appropriate. My partner and I have to share this experience publicly because it's partial realization of a horrifying dream I had days ago, after having read a post from one of several forums hosted here. The message in question concerned a guy's sex encounter in a "cheap motel, broken tv, dirty sheets, bedbug infestation" - post's author enjoyed it, went there on purpose! The scene of stinky sheets infested by bugs horrified me and that night my guy suddenly woke up because of my terrified scream. Make me see a snake, a mouse, a spider or even a bat flying around but not those beasts! Let's say I've never seen bedbugs in person -luckily- but... It's a week I'm chasing a bug here in my house and it's NO double meaning. An insect came inside from the window as soon as I took my plants inside from the balcony. They are stinking insects which eat fruits, they fly around and hide everywere but, overall, don't dare smashing them on the wall or closing them into your fist because they pollute the whole room in their terrible smell - they also might hide in bags or clothes. Well, it's a week this undesired guest lived inside my house and my partner's come back and forth to take care of me as I've been sick with flu. Anyways, every time the bug flew around, no way to catch it! In the end, today... I was just chilling out in bed, on my belly, ass up and my guy wanted to return me the favor of at least one load! I felt something strange from my shoulders, to my back, till my ass crack and assumed it was my man! What could I see, staying face down on the pillow? We had music and I concentrated on our own bodies, who cares about the rest? Anyway I finally felt it! The bug walked through my whole body until it reached my neck and started flying. Luckily it stopped on the pillow and my man has caught it, wrapped it in toilet paper and flushed it down! Now he's teasing me saying I was excited by the insect moving around my skin! But no, I was excited because I thought, assumed, it was him! Btw I've been successfully loaded then! Fuck that dream and his half realization, I'm still horrified thinking of that disgusting flying beast!!! Now my guy says he might blindfold me after having collected a dozen bugs in a box and have them walk/fly around me all times - possibly with something sweet and sticky on my body... It's the occasion I change the door lock and give him no longer access! Then, people ask me "aren't you annoyed to be monogamous"... Oh, well, no!

Waiting for next chapter! You have the skill of leaving me hanging... In this and all other stories you created.

I already replied with mine, but as my bf is here, I share his thoughts. He's stayed unhappily straight for 40 years. Even marrying a woman and jumping from a bed to another he always says "I'd free the caged lion trapped in my soul much, much earlier" but at least he's learned the joys of freedom and male sex at 53! Better late than never ...And I'm happy (proud) to be the one who set the beast free! No dangers no HIV fear no disrespect. He's discovered his closeted soul with the person he trusts most.

I expected this direction instead - I had once tried to write one in reversed role, that is the dominating man was pozzing the other by blood and once converted, the slave had to become a breeding machine. But that would have implied artificial help to keep him always hard and going, it wouldn't have been suitable for bugchasing fiction area but in the other area of the backroom, with me not knowing too much about the subject. So I simply archived it and let it go.

Oh, fuck! Nice start! But be careful - if the boy Josh who died had sexual encounters when he was a minor, you run the risk of having the story removed... Behave accordingly! - I had been removed last year for much less

keep on writing! Meanwhile I just took the main character's balls and hung them on my xmas tree 🎄🔥🤣

Oh damn, @tankbottom what the fuck is happening? My HIV may have a strong empathy with yours! That's why I'm feverish these days, our viruses are having a Christmas reunion without us humans knowing! [REAL] - I'm struggling with a particularly strong flu and I had a bad dream of my partner flushing my meds, replacing them with fake candies to force his pozzing. And what have I found when I woke up? The final part of your story referring to a guy flushing the main character's meds to force his viral load's increase! Yes I admit, despite my strong gifting fantasy that's something I'd never accept. A fear I had when my ex, the abuser, lived here. He wanted me off meds and I had to keep pills safe in the office to avoid him accessing them. I overcame it all but you know, dreams sometimes revive old fears. Anyways, my current bf and I, had a laugh at all this and shared the story's link. He had no time to read every previous part before so it ended up with poz talk as usual.

Longing for part2!!!

despite I'm weak for flu, this makes me horny! A neg always must submit to a superior DNA!

Oh, fuck! Despite I'm not into drugs I've loved this for the large (pun intended) amount of ass play. Especially the double sextoy to use one-another. The one that can be shoved in both holes and both participants can play! I'll look on line if there is something similar in real so that my partner and I can play! We plan to explore hardcore assplay, namely fisting, but we aren't ready yet it hurts. So we are going to play with toys first.