PozTalkAuthor

What a surprise! Another chapter! I'm longing for the next one. I'm not so verbal today, sorry, feeling so fucking tired

Oh fuck... I'm already horny AF, this has increased it! Proud green citizen 🪹🦂

Clear from my profile which fetishes/tastes I have. But, since I broke up with my ex and have my current partner, I can comfortably explore my ass play fetish - having my bf learn to control his ass muscles to get objects in, and push them out. Very extreme fantasy would be to "swallow" a tennis ball and push it out but this would be too large! For now we are managing with the plums just come down from my mother's tree... LOL! If she only knew what we do with them! They're, let's say, a little bigger than a medium-sized human poop. And yes I confess - having my hand in him without causing him pain would be heaven, but I would never want my loved one to have permanent ass damages because of sex pleasure. NOT AT ALL! Given that he was virgin until last October it's not appropriate. Being vers we do not care about roles too much but let's say it's so fun having him in female underwear!

This is something which must be reminded every now and then! I'm aware this might be a paradox but, if we want to talk about most intimate subjects in the public forum, we must be anonymous as much as we can, despite we must be conscious that, even with best personal safety precautions, in case of need the cops can find out who, when, and where, whenever they want. Can I say: this post has come up the front page in the right moment! My bf has been caught by enthusiasm lately, reading some posts about experiences and told me "come on, are you ashamed of talking about us when others even show their genitals and ass around"... He almost managed to convince me, in occasion of his birthday but NO. Seeing this one and reminding the obvious, I became more determined as before! What's our business, remains our own business! Even good experiences. I'm a poz talk roleplay author here, and such I want to stay. I know so many victims of blackmail, even minors, everytime I hear a story it's always the first time; every one is different but they have all a common start: "we are intimate now, what's wrong, show me your pic, tell me where you're from, tell me more about you"... F-off.

Yeah, I have a step dad too, he's the one I call dad. First man I felt safe with, never had anything sexual but he made me understand to embrace my attraction for men without any shame

Damn, lucky guy, to have had a father who didn't make you feel wrong at that time! Mine didn't even want a hug from me... Never

I'm poz undetectable and bareback with my long-term boyfriend since we met; honestly I feel really offended by those people who in 2023 still have doubts on "undetectable untransmittable" fact, Undetectable is the safest person as they're always controlled for sexually tran'smittable diseases. While there are many people claiming to be neg but they aren't because they simply never test... Might I be rude, I don't really care, I'm like this. Direct, frank, and tell you that your problem has a name: SEROPHOBIA. Definitely. If I ever get to have sex with stranger I'd be more aware from people like you, "married with kids" who claim to be neg, rather than from openly poz and undetectable like many of us. We have nothing to hide, you? Staying in the closet is your own choice, I don't judge this, I am talking about sex! I'd wrap up instantly in case I'd happen to fuck one like you. Not to protect you from me, but to protect myself from you. Get fucked by some horny undetectable guys and enjoy life better, let serophobia go away, it's the past and remember, serosorting, serophobia and trust, are not means of prevention at all! Serosorting (choose a person from their status) is the best way to get stealthed and pozzed up.

Take the first step, as I told you; stop feeling "wrong", happiness is just around the corner! No step can be taken till you judge yourself badly, self-stigma is worse than everything else

That's what I hardly understand but I guess homophobia and stigma have their relevant part on this kind of choices. That said, I respect everyone and just say there's no need of being verbally rude at all, self-determination also means to respect choices we'd never make and not judge people who never need to be judged as, if one has got (consciously) the decision to get poz, there's nothing we can do to discourage them - especially in case it comes from a couple. Makes no sense to really poz someone when science supports and role play give us infinite thrill, and yes, I'd suggest to explore role playing! But not get poz in real.

it's a mutual licking each other and I am also attempting to train him to take my toe in his hole and squeeze it

your fault my bf is starting to explore footplay with me

Open relationship and both of us sharing partners. Possibly threesome if they're all up to it. No cheat for me - I want to share experience with my fully consenting bf who's not completely ready right now but let's guess what summer is bringing to us! Monogamy as temporary phase? Who knows?

"Do you like to be poz?" The instant, rude answer is NO. Being able to decide in a different way, I'd have decided to stay neg! But Prep was not that accessible yet, then. And most monogamous couples make condomless love. Risky? Yes, but no one can blame people for this as no one thinks to have a ltr with a serial cheater. I like my life for what it is NOW! Being Undetectable Untransmittable, having a wonderful boyfriend and job, having had no relevant stigma events from people I came out with... Yes, life (even sex life) is much better and more comfortable than 10 years ago but I'd lie to the world telling that it's thanks to my virus. Satisfaction and happiness I have now, come from a very hard journey which includes also depression, self-stigma, even suicide thoughts, and an abusive relationship lasted till a year ago too. Years where my status was the first fact I considered whenever I decided to make a new friend, for example. Fuckbuddy or not; I assumed monogamy was a closed chapter, then... I have taken wrong decision due to my self-stigma, and how my abusive ex manipulated my mind... thanks to my status, again. And our mutual poz fetish. The guilt I felt when it was dealing with "undetectable untransmittable" experimented on my ex's life and mine, relief after his neg tests, when he insisted on making me stop meds, my fake acceptance (i just changed timetable and meds place) as he thought a conversion could seal a deteriorating relationship, that was the boost I needed to finally decide "have a little more respect on yourself and send this rubbish away". From a medical perspective, HIV has not been a big issue, I can say it; but socially and psychologically it's been a real mess which I won't wish to anyone. Other people say they've no regrets, they are happy of it and looked for it, yes. It's possible because reaction depends on your own journey! Although I'd never tell anyone "go out and get pozzed to set yourself free" without saying what the disadvantages are. I just say, be aware of everything and decide for yourself, NEVER allow others to decide for your life.

Yeah, takes a lot of effort, to write stories! And sometimes we simply aren't in the mood to!