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Hookup apps are for occasional adventures! That's all! And what I always say is to be very careful with people seeming "too romantic" "too perfect" just the right person at the right moment... My ex's mother was the target of a "romantic scam" there! I honestly feel quite scared especially for folks dreaming the person of their life. Maybe mine is a bias too, due to professional circumstances exposing me to the worst of the worst about on line relationships. But we can't create illusions on ourselves! You say your partner is not into kisses and cuddles soo much, oh, damn, I'm just wondering how someone can dislike this in a long-term relationship whatever you call it! Maybe it's me, for me body contact is essential when you're intimate. Then, as I said before, a real "model of relationship" doesn't really exist, "designing" romance in a way rather than another, is a social construct to allow people to control each other in sex and feelings. Coming out: I've been 6 years with a girl - sexless, just cuddles and kisses and I've never known if she was faithful or not. I think not... The first person I came out as gay with, she's still rarely in touch with me. But looking back I remember friends talking about frustration they assumed I felt, they said "take care of her or she'll cheat on you"... I actually cared for her but not how they meant. With first guy, then, it's been much much different!

that's a forever bond! 🦠☣️

Everyone has their own character and way of living. IMHO the mistake stands on the habit to create a "model" a habit, such as "hetero are like this and gays like that". You are not wrong because you don't feel romance, I am not wrong because I'm queer and eternal romantic! We are simply ourselves.

Getting HIV is (at the moment) a permanent condition which requires lifelong treatments. And we can't always count on others who pay, in America and the rest of the world. I respect people who became positive for real, everyone has their own reason and I think that if one has made this decision, they've already thought of it enough; did they talk to counselors, to therapists and doctors... They nowadays know the possible choices and behave accordingly and in front of such a decision we have to stop and respect - that doesn't mean share or approve, but respect someone who thinks differently from us, has opposite values than us. I don't think that an affirmation like this could work: "you do it because your country can (still) afford treatments, what if tomorrow they won't"... There are many factors involved, making a wannabe "bug chaser" feel guilty talking about future of treatment does not do the trick to change their mind, honestly I think people don't consider "the future" in many ways... Including voting for politicians whose intention is to interrupt sexual freedom... so... Anyway people to be scared of the most, aren't chasers and gifters but all those underground folks who never test and go spread it around without knowing, and if possible, lecturing others about morality and so on. Fuck, I've been repressing what's called "HIV fetish" for years, I've spent more than a decade, let's say 20 years at least, wondering why I got sexually excited from the idea of transmitting a permanent infection to someone; I was still negative and secretly fantasized of giving it to my partner... And when I got the real HIV I felt dirty, guilty and dangerous. Infection completely unwanted. My journey to accept my status (kinks included) has been long and difficult, many overwhelming emotions and events, to find the conclusion that mine is simply a "biological bond fetish" which found its revelation in HIV. Psy said it was due to my very bad relationship with my biological father, but after trying to forgive him, then closing up again due to his homophobia, and his death at beginning of this year, has made me realize life without him is better. HIV _would_ be a way to be linked biologically to someone you choose? This is my reason for this kink but then? What's next? "people you choose", in the real world, means nothing because life changes and relationships can develop in unexpected ways so, if you have the responsibility of giving such an infection to someone, whenever the relation changes for the worst, what might be a "permanent biological bond romantically or friendly chosen" might become worse than the worst abusive parent-child or siblings relationship - with even legal implications. It's not worth it! So, I always thank Breeding Zone for technology and meds for science, to have given me THE GIFT of openly confronting my fantasy with roleplay on Internet with _many_ neg guys having fun with me, and in real life my boyfriend playing along with me, having bareback sex, and my undetectable status keeps him safe. Fantasy and role play do not harm, but it's essential to distinguish FANTASY and DESIRE. For giving and receiving HIV, in my own experience, fantasy is OK, desire (wanting to make it real) isn't appropriate at all. A hug to anyone has, or has had, fun with me.

It depends on what you want! Do you want an anonymous place where to confront, discuss, and explore your kinks with no filter, and even have good (dirty) chats? Here you are. While if you search for nearby in-person encounters, well, unless you're super-lucky, it's almost impossible and you might consider everyone here "a keyboard warrior". Having found what I want and look for from a site like this, I'm more than happy to stay!

poor guy! He at least deserves to be washed now, with all the neg cum he had to receive! Or he should learn how to poz them up!

As far as I know, tags can be added just when you start a new topic; if you want to go on with this story -same characters- just go on with this one. No worries. Or you might start a new one "making of a whore" (sequel) as another user did with "the step dad" and "spreading my toxic seed". When I did my sequel to "we have to talk", then interrupted as it wasn't such a good story, I used the prefix tag "pozworld" -next field after tags when adding new topic- so that users knew that "pozworld" were my stories with a specific science-fictional environment. My 2 cents.

Oh gosh! You're in a really difficult situation. In few words he has your life in his hands! What I think is there are fantasies better to keep as such, not to find ourselves in awful situations, "consensual blackmail" is like saying "dead man walking" - it happens in fantasy but real world is other thing.

Talking about myself, I love to get my man's seed inside my ass, to swallow it, on face and why not, all over my body - especially as he's now eager to lick it all. My bf? He was very reluctant at first, when it concerned playing with my member; he accepted to touch it, even touch my precum but he was scared - not about poz but for toxic masculinity education he had. Until he let himself go, and sucked me off. "But don't cum into my mouth! I never tasted male fluids"... So, I cum all over his face and hair, spreading it all around saying well, tomorrow you'll go to office with hair like this. From there, his sexual experience evolved and now we both enjoy our seed. In each other's holes, mouths and even massaging each other with it! So important to feel comfortable with our own bodies. And last but not least, when we are in the mood we also enjoy preparing sort of "milkshake" with our seed included in the drink. My special U=U matcha shake. I shared all this with his consent, of course. I'd never talk "dirty" about him without him knowing!

Have I always said I've seen the worst of web? Well, this one is the worst of the worst. I'm generally for total freedom on the Internet, censorship should NEVER be applied anywhere IMHO. But this is the other side: someone exchanges "free" for "frank zone" and every repressed and frustrated person has the right to open sites/communities where they can do outings, threats, hate speech and so on! From incels to terrorism to any crap around. Anyway, this kind of people are worse than std's, they're everywhere and no prevention method is effective: who can say that here such guys are spying or even talking to us? Who can say they aren't/can't come? You could have the best fantasy chat with one guy and then find your real profile associated with that conversation eventually in front of your real co-workers... No, I don't want to enter paranoid mood! Sorry!

Curious to hear how it goes on!!! I've been nights, dreaming of Jason telling his father that he got HIV while in England - and father disappointed: "everyone is poz, except me"

asking people on this site to hurt her, means not only she considers herself as nothing. But she's also implicitly considering this community full of people eager to abuse of vulnerable folks; I'm part of this community and (except a couple of assholes) I never met unpleasant people, I indeed found people welcoming me, accepting my fantasies and playing along! This is not a community where to ask people to hurt us. Maybe it's because I'm used to see worst things on web but this kind of request is a way to ask for help and attention. We're no one to say which doctor or which journey to have, but what you need is much far from sex! Asking someone "hurt me so that I'm hospitalized" means extreme desperation and it can't be cured with self-harm! There are people, even children, suffering from war in this world! Why the fuck should someone search for harm on purpose in this way! If people treat you as worthless, they're such. Not you. I had my father who treated me like I was a damage, I ruined his plans, being a twin I was the unplanned child... He was worthless man but when he was dying and vulnerable, despite my hate for him, I did everything to ensure he could die in peace. HIV has been smarter, he's decided not to live inside your blood, aware that you need help and not a virus. Think of this!

This story always turns me on, and despite time passed, you always know which buttons to push... Let's see what happens with that "I don't want to be fucked by poz guys"! Serosorting needs punishment

you need a good psychiatrist rather than a sex-related web community - always assuming that you're not a troll no one should hate themselves! And if so, Breeding Zone is not the place and hopefully no one here is so ASSHOLE to use a mentally sick person for his own pleasure. Cops? Hopefully moderators here can get rid of this troll if it's such, and if necessary, take appropriate steps. Let me say that in this community it's quite ordinary to find people fantasizing. Good-intentioned roleplaying, anonymous flirting, even catfishing, and in worst cases people looking for real meets then ghosting each other. But depression, anxiety and generally mental disorders are not something we have to play with. I might be too "sensitive" for certain topics, but something makes me feel this person is a victim of a strong transphobia by people around, so she thinks hating herself is the solution. You're what you are, why self-punishing?

Missed you! Hope you continue with this one!

hey you, super-dirty chaser slut!!! ❤️🔥😘☣️

Sorry, I don't know which story you're talking about. Anyway I guess another one has been deleted - or, at least, unpublished. "full circle" I guess the reason, the author explicitly mentioned "AIDS" as their purpose and, if poz is allowed, AIDS is not

Denial, rather than closet; I was a child when it all started while when Freddie Mercury died (1991) I had just turned 16. Then I've tried to avoid my sexuality matter despite knowing it for years, just until first serious relationship came.