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I actually really like sounding my own cock. I learned this a few months ago from a top who did it to me. I really hated it when he did it...it hurt like hell and he didn't seem to have skills or care for my enjoyment. I bought a set of sounds after that and have been playing on my own and I find it really hot. Would love to find another sounding guy to play with mutually together.

My persistence paid off! I was skiing today and caught the eye of a hot daddy with his family. I went to the sauna after skiing and he was there! He was late 40s, well built body, generally hairless which I don't normally like but he had a nice thick cock under his towel. I kept intently staring at him because I knew he smiled at me earlier in the day when he was with his wife and three kids. He averted eye contact. I got up and moved to sit next to him. I put my hand on his leg. He whispered in German in my ear "I saw you earlier today". I have basic German skill so I just replied Yes. His skin was sweating a lot and so was mine so we were really wet. We were not alone in the sauna but we were in a discrete corner. I stroked the back of my hand along the side of his stomach and chest then he lifted his arm and I stuck my nose directly into his pit and licked it. While I did this I saw he opened his towel and his cock was rock hard and sprung out. I immediately dove for it and deep throated it to the bottom. He put his hands on the back of my head and held me down throating his cock. Finally when I started gagging a little loud he released me. I looked up and he said "follow me" I followed him out of the sauna and into the locker room. I followed him into the handicap bathroom stall. He locked the door behind me and grabbed me. My towel dropped to the floor and so did his. He kissed me deep and then spit into my mouth. Then he shoclked me and slapped my face super hard. I was really surprised by the anger in his face and the hard slap. But I was so turned on. I dropped to my knees and went to work on his cock. I must have sucked that cock for at least ten minutes before I could feel his hands grab the sides of my head and literally lift me off the ground. He turned me around and pushed me over...then without any warm up he pushed his cock deep into my ass. He grabbed my nipples and pinched them super hard...then he grabbed my hair and pulled be back as he was thrusting his cock deep into me. This guy was rough and I loved it. He pumped my ass for a few more minutes before I could sense him tensing as he made one final push and shot his load deep inside my hole. He stayed there for a little bit, hands around my neck choking me. Finally he pulled out and turned me around, both his hands around my throat lifting me up so I was standing on my toes and he spit hard into my face. Then he let go and slapped me again three times. I fell down and started licking his cock, tasting all the last bits of his load and my ass. Then he pulled his towel around him and he walked out. Left me naked on the floor, spent and used. I hope I see him in the sauna again tomorrow!

I am one of those lucky guys who has never been fucked with a condom. I started raw and always have been! My first fuck was when I was in my late teens. I had a friend who we did lots of sleepovers since we were little kids. He has an older brother who was two years older than us. One day I was at my friend's house and it was just me and his older brother. My friend was still at work. Tijs, my friend's brother, asked me if I watched porn. I said yes. He asked if I ever had sex. I said no. He asked when I thought I would have sex, I said whenever I can. He asked if I watch gay porn or straight porn. I wasn't sure what I should say so I said both. He asked which I liked better. I said I like seeing big cocks fucking holes. Then he told me that he preferred gay porn and that asses were tighter than pussies. I agreed saying yeah it looked like the guys fucking each other had more fun. Then he asked me if I wanted to watch porn on the big TV with him. Sure..so I followed him into the living room and he turned on some porn from slamrush...I remember this so clearly because it was the hottest porn I had ever seen. We sat next to each other and watched. I was hard instantly. He reached over and touched my dick. I was so nervous I could barely breath. Then he said...do you want to get fucked like that guy? I could barely belive this situation and I said yes. He immediately jumped on top of me, ripped my shirt off, ripped off his shirt, then shoved his armpit into my face. Instinctively I started to lick it. It was so delicious...smelly and sweet. I could hardly believe this. Then he got up and dropped his pants...his cock stood out hard with low hanging balls. He told me to suck it. I leaned forward and immediately started to explore his cock. I had no idea what I was doing but I knew I wanted to feel that cock in my mouth. He grabbed my hair and pulled my head in and away from his body...he was fucking my mouth. Then he pulled my head away and he looked down at me and spit in my face. Then he slapped me. It was just like the movie we had on the tv. Then I stood up, he took of my pants, bent me over and started to smack my ass. I looked over at the TV and saw the boy on slamruch also geting smacked while smoke was blown in his face as he sucked on a cock. I remember so clearly that we had our sneakers on, the slamrush guys had sneakers on and all I wanted was to feel a cock inside my ass. Tijs must have read my mind because he spit a lot on my ass and rubbed it in with his hand then pushed his cock inside me. It hurt like HELL. I started to cry. I really didn't like the feelings at all but I watched the tv and saw that the boy on the movie was getting fucked the same way so I just focsed on that and let him keep fucking me. It only lasted a few minutes till I heard Tijs growl and pull my hips in tighter...I knew he had shot his load. When he finished we both put our clothes back on. He turned off the tv. We went back into the lkitchen. He asked me if I liked it. I lied and said it was amazing. After that first fuck we've fucked countless times...whenever we are horny we just message each other and fuck. My firned still doesn't know that his brother and I are fuck buddies now for 4 years!

I've got to share as I'm horny as fuck and can't get sex as I'm at the top of a mountain with my family for the holidays...I'm a pretty active 20 year old cumdump in the Amsterdam area. I mostly cruise bullchat, sniffies, grindr, and bbrts. I also like to go to the clubs and NZ. Anyway, the last Cumunion party I went. It was my fifth time at one of these in AMS. It was pretty busy and some hot daddies. I have a preference for older men but when it comes to getting cum and cock I really am not too picky. I like to feel dominated. I was having a good night...got a few loads pumped in my pussy and was sucking on some hot cocks. Then I saw a guy I had not seen before. He was BIG...like 195 tall, very muscular, huge cock with a big cut cockhead. He was moderately hairy and had a mustache. His skin was perfectly alabaster white and his hair was jet black. I guessed his age to be mid 40s. We connected eyes and I hoped I conveyed to him "I'm 100% yours if you want me"...He walked off and I lost track of him. Half an hour later or so I was in a sling and was getting spit roasted. I was in my zone. My eyes were closed and I was just taking any cock into my throat and ass that came up. Then I felt a really big cock push into my open mouth...without hesitation it jammed down my throat and blocked my air. I immediately came to attention...this was not just any cock to suck, I needed to focus. The cock continued to probe deep into my throat. I was still getting ass fucked but my mind was 100% focused on sucking this god like cock in my mouth. His hands slid behind my head and he literally used my entire head and throat like a toy...he was guiding the pace and totally controlling how I sucked and throated his cock. This went on for a good 10 minutes and then I could feel his cock starting to throb...he pushed down my throat all the way and injected his cum straight into my stomach. I was a little disappointed because I was desperate to taste him but no, it shot directly down my throat. He left his cock there in my mouth while it softened. I could feel the guy fucking my ass depositing another load there. Slowly the massive cock in my mouth got softer and I could sense that we were alone...just this massive cocked man and me in the sling. Weirdly all the other attention I was getting was gone. Eventially he pulled his cock out of my mouth. I rubbed the spit and goo out of my eyes and looked up to see who this cock belonged to. Wow. It was the massive guy I saw earlier that night. I started smiling ear to ear and he asked if I liked that. I nodded yes, hardly could form words. He asked me if I wanted to spend some more time with him. I immediately nodded yes. I got out of the sling, he hung his big arm around my shoulders and told me I was one of the best cocksuckers he ever used. He invited me to his apartment for a drink and to keep up the action. We got dressed and left. He called an Uber...he lived about 30 minutes drive away. We didn't speak at all but he held my hand the whole way. When we got to his apartment he didn't say a word, held my hand and led me into his space. He had an amazing apartment...new but industrial, great view over the water. He told me to strip and walked me to a shower. He told me to shower, wash myself, and to wash him, head to toe. I complied. Then he instructed me to towel him off. I again obeyed. This man was my god at the moment. Then he walked me with both hands on my shoulders to his kitchen. He poured pure vodka on ice into two glasses and asked me if I wanted some G to "sweeten it up"...of course I complied. We drank our cocktails. I am not an alcohol fan so swallowing the vodka was like burning but I knew it had the G and I knew I wanted to anything this god asked me to. For half an hour or so we didn't speak at all. He just rubbed my shoulders and scratched my scalp. I was so turned on and electrified by this I could feel my ass opening up and the burn inside me getting hotter. Then he said, "I need to be inside you...are you ready to be mine"....I was shivering at this point and I could barely get out "yes SIR" He took my empty glass from my hand then stood up and held my hand as he walked me down a hallway in his apartment. I was a little dizzy at this point from the G and vodka feeling warm and my skin was a bit sweaty. At the end of the hallway he opened up a door and we walked into a sex playroom. It was dark. There was a sling in the middle of the room. He instructed me to get into the sling. He slowly caressed my body head to toe. He poured oil all over me and continued to rub me. Then he secured my legs up in the holsters. Then he put my wrsits into leather straps and secured them above my head. Then he moved toward my ass. I could see his cock was huge and without saying anything he pushed in to me...no lube, just a little of the oil from my body had dripped down to my ass...and he plunged his cock into me. All the loads from the earlier part of the night started to push out. My ass made a huge gasping sound. He smiled a huge smile and said "my boys hole is perfect" He fucked me slowly for a few minutes, letting the cum drip out and moving with the swing of the sling. Then he started to finger my hole. He asked "have you ever been fisted boy" I said no...he showed me his fists and asked if I thought I could take them...they were fucking HUGE and I said "I want to sir, but I don't think it is possible" He worked on my hole for what seemed like hours....toys, dildos, inflatable plugs, but he never got his fist inside. By this time, the sun was coming up and he started to fuck my with his huge hard cock. He fucked me with massive intensity till his whole body got rigid and I knew he was about to shoot his load. When he did, he let out the loudest growl I ever heard and he immediately collapsed on top of me...he started crying and then I started to cry and we were together sweaty and covered in oil and crying and swinging. It was the most emotional fuck of my life. He eventually got up and we showered again then he took me to his bedroom. AGain, didn't say a word. We both got into bed. He spooned me and kissed my neck till we fell asleep. Next morning we woke up and I immediately sucked his cock till he came again down my throat...this time I could taste him and it was delicious. He made me breakfast. We had some small chit chat. I found out he was an American living in NL. He was actually 50! We traded numbers and promised to see each other again. Since I've been in Switzerland we have messaged every day making plans for when I am back... So that's my last load...couple of weeks ago and I am desperate for me.

I've got to share as I'm horny as fuck and can't get sex as I'm at the top of a mountain with my family for the holidays...I'm a pretty active 20 year old cumdump in the Amsterdam area. I mostly cruise bullchat, sniffies, grindr, and bbrts. I also like to go to the clubs and NZ. Anyway, the last Cumunion party I went. It was my fifth time at one of these in AMS. It was pretty busy and some hot daddies. I have a preference for older men but when it comes to getting cum and cock I really am not too picky. I like to feel dominated. I was having a good night...got a few loads pumped in my pussy and was sucking on some hot cocks. Then I saw a guy I had not seen before. He was BIG...like 195 tall, very muscular, huge cock with a big cut cockhead. He was moderately hairy and had a mustache. His skin was perfectly alabaster white and his hair was jet black. I guessed his age to be mid 40s. We connected eyes and I hoped I conveyed to him "I'm 100% yours if you want me"...He walked off and I lost track of him. Half an hour later or so I was in a sling and was getting spit roasted. I was in my zone. My eyes were closed and I was just taking any cock into my throat and ass that came up. Then I felt a really big cock push into my open mouth...without hesitation it jammed down my throat and blocked my air. I immediately came to attention...this was not just any cock to suck, I needed to focus. The cock continued to probe deep into my throat. I was still getting ass fucked but my mind was 100% focused on sucking this god like cock in my mouth. His hands slid behind my head and he literally used my entire head and throat like a toy...he was guiding the pace and totally controlling how I sucked and throated his cock. This went on for a good 10 minutes and then I could feel his cock starting to throb...he pushed down my throat all the way and injected his cum straight into my stomach. I was a little disappointed because I was desperate to taste him but no, it shot directly down my throat. He left his cock there in my mouth while it softened. I could feel the guy fucking my ass depositing another load there. Slowly the massive cock in my mouth got softer and I could sense that we were alone...just this massive cocked man and me in the sling. Weirdly all the other attention I was getting was gone. Eventially he pulled his cock out of my mouth. I rubbed the spit and goo out of my eyes and looked up to see who this cock belonged to. Wow. It was the massive guy I saw earlier that night. I started smiling ear to ear and he asked if I liked that. I nodded yes, hardly could form words. He asked me if I wanted to spend some more time with him. I immediately nodded yes. I got out of the sling, he hung his big arm around my shoulders and told me I was one of the best cocksuckers he ever used. He invited me to his apartment for a drink and to keep up the action. We got dressed and left. He called an Uber...he lived about 30 minutes drive away. We didn't speak at all but he held my hand the whole way. When we got to his apartment he didn't say a word, held my hand and led me into his space. He had an amazing apartment...new but industrial, great view over the water. He told me to strip and walked me to a shower. He told me to shower, wash myself, and to wash him, head to toe. I complied. Then he instructed me to towel him off. I again obeyed. This man was my god at the moment. Then he walked me with both hands on my shoulders to his kitchen. He poured pure vodka on ice into two glasses and asked me if I wanted some G to "sweeten it up"...of course I complied. We drank our cocktails. I am not an alcohol fan so swallowing the vodka was like burning but I knew it had the G and I knew I wanted to anything this god asked me to. For half an hour or so we didn't speak at all. He just rubbed my shoulders and scratched my scalp. I was so turned on and electrified by this I could feel my ass opening up and the burn inside me getting hotter. Then he said, "I need to be inside you...are you ready to be mine"....I was shivering at this point and I could barely get out "yes SIR" He took my empty glass from my hand then stood up and held my hand as he walked me down a hallway in his apartment. I was a little dizzy at this point from the G and vodka feeling warm and my skin was a bit sweaty. At the end of the hallway he opened up a door and we walked into a sex playroom. It was dark. There was a sling in the middle of the room. He instructed me to get into the sling. He slowly caressed my body head to toe. He poured oil all over me and continued to rub me. Then he secured my legs up in the holsters. Then he put my wrsits into leather straps and secured them above my head. Then he moved toward my ass. I could see his cock was huge and without saying anything he pushed in to me...no lube, just a little of the oil from my body had dripped down to my ass...and he plunged his cock into me. All the loads from the earlier part of the night started to push out. My ass made a huge gasping sound. He smiled a huge smile and said "my boys hole is perfect" He fucked me slowly for a few minutes, letting the cum drip out and moving with the swing of the sling. Then he started to finger my hole. He asked "have you ever been fisted boy" I said no...he showed me his fists and asked if I thought I could take them...they were fucking HUGE and I said "I want to sir, but I don't think it is possible" He worked on my hole for what seemed like hours....toys, dildos, inflatable plugs, but he never got his fist inside. By this time, the sun was coming up and he started to fuck my with his huge hard cock. He fucked me with massive intensity till his whole body got rigid and I knew he was about to shoot his load. When he did, he let out the loudest growl I ever heard and he immediately collapsed on top of me...he started crying and then I started to cry and we were together sweaty and covered in oil and crying and swinging. It was the most emotional fuck of my life. He eventually got up and we showered again then he took me to his bedroom. AGain, didn't say a word. We both got into bed. He spooned me and kissed my neck till we fell asleep. Next morning we woke up and I immediately sucked his cock till he came again down my throat...this time I could taste him and it was delicious. He made me breakfast. We had some small chit chat. I found out he was an American living in NL. He was actually 50! We traded numbers and promised to see each other again. Since I've been in Switzerland we have messaged every day making plans for when I am back... So that's my last load...couple of weeks ago and I am desperate for me.

I got my first raw fuck and poz loads only 5 days ago from a top and his buddy. I met the top oon Grindr and he would only fuck me raw. I said no and he left, then he came back with his buddy and they dominated me and pretty much raped me. I didn't say no so it wasn't really rape but they tied me up and I didn't ever say "yes". When they finished they told me that they had pumped poz cum inside of me. So, I am now kind of waiting to see what happens. Last night I was horny and I got onto Grindr and I changed my status to "unknown" and within seconds I had a bunch of guys asking to breed me raw. I picked a guy that was pretty hot, older than me by about 10 years and who said he was vers and also unknown status. He came over to my single and we got naked and flip fucked for an hour or so. He had an awesome body and not so big dick. I came inside him bare twice (this is the first time I ever fucked top bare) and he came inside of me once (my third guy and third load bare). The feeling of bare skin on skin as top and bottom was just so intense and unbelievable. I can still feel his cock throbbing and the cum pumping into me. This new life of bare I am starting is so incredible!

Hey, thanks for sharing that story. I got fucked bare for the first time on Friday night by two guys who told me that they were postiive after they fucked me. They said "enjoy that gift" to me after they both fucked my ass and came inside. I didnt sleep that night and on Saturday I thought about going to the doctor to get the pills but I didn't...and I haven't gotten any pills since then. Anxious, nervous, horny, excited, scared, feeling like every emotion all at the same time and I can't stop thinking about it. I never thought really about bareback or getting "pozzed" and I have been reading anything I can ever since Friday. I think I have decided to wait and see what happens. If that was it, then I will embrace it. If not, then I don't know. It was so hot feeling cock throbbing inside of me and shooting cum. I have been fucked before but it NEVER felt like that feeling of bare skin and knowing that when he was cumming it was inside of me and becoming part of me. Fuck, I have been hard non stop since it happened and I feel bad and awesome at the same time...

I just got fucked bare for the first time this weekend. I wrote a story on it...but it was super hot. I keep thinking back to it and am still scared, energized, depressed, horny, all at the same time. I hit up a guy on Grindr...we eventually met and I told him condoms only. Basically, he walked out. Then an hour later he came back again with a buddy and the two of them raped me. I mean it was pretty much consensual but the bareback part wasn't really. Anyway, been fucking and getting fucked with condoms since I was 16 and was always sucking and swallowing cock and cum. This weekend was the first time getting bare cock and cum in my hole. And the two guys both told me that they were poz after then finished breeding my hole. Fuck...I have not showered or cleaned out since Friday night when this happened and I haven't even jacked off wanting to save up my sexual energy as I figure out what is next. Damn, I am shaking now as I type this...so excited and scared at the same time!

Hey guys...I am brand new to this site after spending some time with google looking for others after my most awesome weekend ever! To start, I am 19. I started having sex when I was 16 but it was pretty much just sucking guys off at school or on Grindr when I found them. I never fucked without a condom. Then this weekend happened! Last week, I sent a DM to a guy on Grindr who looked pretty hot and I asked if I could suck his cock. He brushed me off. I sent him a couple more messages and pictures cus I really wanted to meet him. I even sent him my snap hoping he would message me. Well, Friday night just after midnight he sent me a message in snap and told me to open Grindr to see how close we were, he was walking home and he wanted to fuck me. I opened Grindr and he was 100m away!!! So I told him my address and room number and he said he would be over in 5 minutes. I live in a dorm and am in a summer program so still on campus so I have a single till August. Anyway, 5 minutes later he buzzes, I let him in and he knocks on my door. I was pretty nervous because I don't have people come to me too often, this is the first time I am living alone and I also didn't have any time to shower or nothing, so it was just meet and meet. I opened the door and he looks amazing. His profile said he was 27 and he pretty much looked 27. He is also super tall, 195cm, and I am 170cm with my shoes on! He smelled like smoke and alcohol. He came into my room and asked if I had anything to drink. I gave him a beer and I took one myself. He asked what experience I had. I told him I was a good cocksucker, I liked 69, I liked to fuck and I liked to get fucked. He asked me if I ever played rough. I was very nervous since I didn't know how rough he meant but I said yes because I have wrestled and played with breath control before and some light bondage. He asked me if I ever did bareback and I said no. He stood up and said he was finished and was going to leave. So he is walking out and I asked him if he only did bareback or if there was another problem. He said bareback or nothing. So, I let him leave. I just froze and didn't know really what to do. He left. I was alone in my room, my cock was rock hard thinking about this guy and how he was here right next to me and I let him leave. His smell was still in the room. I just sat there, wondering what to do next. Probably an hour passed. It was just after 1AM and I got a snap notfication. He was outside my door and he wanted to come back up for another beer. I buzzed him in and he knocked at my door. There he was again. I was rock hard. He came in and then pushed me back...as soon as I recovered from the push another guy walked into my room. The other guy was also late 20s, very tall, at least 190cm, and he looked very intense. They grabbed my arms and held them behind my back while the second guy pulled out a zip tie and cuffed me. They shoved a sock or something in my mouth and bent me forward. They pulled down my shorts and started to finger my ass. Then I could hear one of them looking around my room, he pulled a knife from my kitchen and cut the back of my shirt and stripped it off me. They forced me to step out of my shorts. Then they stood me straight up to look at them. I was naked, rock hard, mouth gagged and hands zip tied behind my back. I never felt so hot and scared and horny in my life. I stood there naked, looking at these two guys. The helped themselves to some more beers, lit cigarettes and blew the smoke in my face. They were just talking with each other about how they were going to rape me and breed me. They asked me if they could fuck me bareback...I just stood there staring at them. I didn't nod yes or no, just too surprised and horny at the same time to do anything. My legs were shaking, I could barely stand. They finished their beers and cigarettes and the taller one took off his clothes first. He was in really good shape, defined chest, tight stomach, and his cock was at least 22cm, just like his pictures. He was hard as a rock. His friend took off his clothes. He was also in good shape, not as muscled but defintiely still hot and his cock was really thick but not as long, maybe 19cm but thick as a beer can or more. They stood there in front of me just standing and staring at me as I was staring at them till the shorter guy said "well, time to breed this little boy, you first" I was pushed onto my bed on my back. The taller one pushed my legs up in the air while the shorter one got onto the bed took out the sock from my mouth, spit on my face and then straddled my face...he dangled his big balls into my mouth and nose. The smell of his cock was amazing. My inner pig kicked in and I started sucking on his balls like no tomorrow. As I am doing this, I could feel the other guuys tongue probing my ass, then spitting on it. Then I feel some lube being pushed into my hole with his finger. They start joking with each other that I'm a dirty little boy and that I didn't learn how to clean out yet. My ass was probably not super clean since I had no prep time. So the guy on my face moves his hole to my mouth and I start rimming it as he sits down on my face, smothering me...just as I feel the other guys cock pushing into my hole...he says "so you don't bareback, well you do now" My head was spinning, I didn't know how to feel. In some ways I was just amazed that like a fantasy was coming true and in other ways I was like wow, I am being raped and barebacked and I don't want this. He was fuckking me for at least 5 minutes as the other guy is sitting on my face. Then the second guy moves and pushes his cock to my mouth...I open up and he pushes his massively thick cock inside...it is so thick my jaw hurts opening up wide enough for it. And there I am, being spit roasted by these two guys... I can sense that the taller guy is getting close, he is fucking me faster and he stopped talkiing to his friend, he is just grunting now...then I feel it, his cock starts throbbing inside me and he pushes in deep one last time and lets out an amazing groan...I think iti was my imagination but I can literally feel his cum inside me...he stays there for a few seconds as the other guy keeps fucking my mouth...it's weird, I have one cock still pumping and another going limp inside me and i feel awkward for a seconds till the short guy says "my turm" and I feel the other guy pull out...the short guy bounces off the bed and then starts to push his massively thick cock into my hole. It is so thick it really hurt and I start making the first noises I made all night...then the talal guy junps on the bed and sits on my face pushing his balls into my mouth. I feel the thick cock go inside, hurting the whole way. Then he starts to pump, slowly at first...I match my ball sucking to his rhythym...then he speeds up...he says "Mees...I'm about to breed this boy!" and then I feel his cock throbbing just like the other guy....and I swear I could feel the cum shoot into me as he collapses down on top of me...he starts sucking the tall guys cock as I am sucking his balls. Then he pulls out. I can feel a dribble of cum and/or lube coming out of my ass. Then the tall guy gets up and I am layoing on my back, hands bound behind my back and my cock still hard as a rock with cum dripping out of my ass. They look at me and the short one says "boy, you are a good hole...and you just got two poz loads in you so welcome to the club" They left me laying there while they got dressed. My cock is still rock hard. Then they flip me over and cut the zip tie, releasing my hands. I think it was the taller one that said "enjoy that gift kid, you will appreciate it" Then they left. I laid there for at least 10 minutes processing what just happened. My cock started to get soft. Then I thgouht to myself, do I shower and try to clean out, do I go to the doctor and get pills, do I just accept that all the porn I had fantasixed about just came true and change my life... Well, 48 hours have passed so the doctor isn't really an option...I guss I am just going to wait and see. Part of me is ready to go bare forever, part of me is thniking to be safe until I know for sure. But wow, that was an amzing night even though I didn't cum!