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I recently started PrEP but haven't been quite as sexually active as I'd like, so I stopped. If I think I'm going to get lucky, I'll take 2 pills at least 3 hours before. If things work out, I'll stay on it for a while. More often than not, I'm either too picky, not aggressive enough, whatever, so I see no reason to take a daily pill if I'm going to go weeks/months without getting laid. Is there a risk to this? Could I build up an immunity (like antibiotics?) FWIW, I'm a top but I do enjoy swallowing. I have a thing for groups. I've done 3-4 somes but really want to be the last of a bunch of tops with one bottom...someone I wouldn't even need to lube up for. 🙂

I hit puberty in the 70's, so pre-Internet and even VCRs. There were mags and adult theaters which I couldn't access as a pre-teen. But I was a nerd; I learned about sex in the library (reading books, that is!) So I knew what cum was but had never seen it. From what I read, I imagined it had the consistency of toothpaste. When I was 9-10, I had a friend who was the same age but he hit puberty first. One day he told me he had hair but of course I didn't want to ask to see, so I goaded him with "you're full of shit." So he dropped his pants and, sure enough, a bit of hair and he was a LOT bigger/thicker than I was. Mind you, we were 10 so how big could it have been, but it was huge compared to me. Fast forward a few months and I had a few wisps of hair, which I was anxious to show off. Off came the pants and he was even hairier and bigger. He told me he could cum so, again, I goaded him into jerking off for me. I was fixated on his cock as he jerked. Finally, he said he was going to shoot and where did I want him to do it. As a closeted Catholic kid, I wasn't going to answer that question honestly 😇 We were in his basement and we were sitting by a folding table, so I told him to shoot there. At this point, I wasn't aware that one could cum before puberty so I never really tried. Anyway, it wasn't a huge load but it was white and more liquid than I'd envisioned. I touched it with my fingers etc. and was fascinated with the viscosity but the experience was really more "Show and Tell" than anything overtly sexual. I went home that day, locked myself in the bathroom, and figured I was either going to cum or I was going to make it bleed from rubbing it so hard. Sure enough, after a while, I came. I recall it was just a clear drop but it was enjoyable enough that I haven't stopped since. I never had to worry about wet dreams because I proactively emptied myself 🙂 Meanwhile, my friend and I played around a bit. I was way more into it than he was but I'd suck him (I couldn't make him cum but I swallowed when he was ready.) I even "fucked" him, though in retrospect, I was still pretty small so probably was just dry humping the crack of his ass rather than penetrating him.

My ex had the annoying habit of running to the bathroom immediately after I finished in him. This turned into a personal challenge as to how I could make him retain it, usually involving "quickies" when we needed to go somewhere so he didn't have time to release. He always hated the feeling of cum liquefying and leaking out and I suppose it feels like it's a greater volume than it is. He thought it was going to show as a wet spot on his pants, which it never did but WOULD have been hot to see. Hell, I would have called it to people's attention: "Look at how much I came!" 🙂 I wonder why I'm single 😂

I'm in the Philly burbs. Sent you a PM. Brand new to BZ and looking to find local receptacles. Would prefer to go last in a group if possible.

I'm neg and on PrEP. Not trying to make this a Backroom post but I love hearing about my partners' prior experiences. In a different vein, I've asked a "straight" married friend if he remembered the specific session when he impregnated his wife. I frequently ask gay friends about their early experiences, etc. So yes, when I'm with a poz guy I wonder if he knows the guy that pozzed him. To know is just another creepy turn on for me, not judgemental, but I do hesitate to ask because I don't want to offend someone (especially before we've had sex.)