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  1. versamarried
    It took me a long time to realize that the supposed 'safe' bareback play I tricked myself into excepting as being 100% protection against STIs was complete bs. What I mean by that is I always wanted to see pics of the top, chat about our statuses beforehand. Then only meetup with tops who would say they were neg, even though I would lie saying I was neg when truth was I had no idea as I never got tested. And would never do blind meets both for at my home or going to their places. But after awhile I could no longer lie to myself that all of that was performative garbage to alleviate any worries I had after each encounter. If I was lying they were just as likely to be. And their looks never really made a difference as to whether I would meet them. I still walked head first into some shady locations and took the loads. So finally I did a true anon meet and it was amazing. The freedom as I waited buck naked ass up for a stranger to walk in, slide in, breed me and leave was intoxicating. After that I did some blindfolded meets and it was just as exciting. If a top offered to host me blindfolded for other tops I would jump at the chance.
  2. versamarried
    Joke answer: Just long enough for them to cum deep and tell me to get out. Real answer: I honestly could not give a decent estimate.
  3. versamarried
    Before I ever saw the term "side" I would get pissy responses from guys who were vague on their preferred position when I would insist that if they wanted to me to cum as well I would need to be bred first. I never understood why that was such a deal breaker that they would pester that I should just be happy with wanking away etc. I was happy to see the new term of "side" because it made it easier for me to just nope out.
  4. versamarried
    Where I have moved to where being gay or kinky is way more accepted it is much much harder for just plain hooking up with randoms using apps. I figure mostly because there are so many other options like clubs and cruising spots. I also think there is less of a pool of those wanting to hookup since being in a commited same sex relationship is far more prevalent.
  5. versamarried
    I have only every truly met with 2 tops that had cocks of sizes that initially gave me pause. However I never turned them down, or even gave mention I was hesistant to take them. Instead I would do my darndest to accomodate them because I really really wanted those cocks to wreck my whole while they filled me with their superior large cock dna. 1 I was able to accomodate more easily than I expected and had amazing multiple meetups with where he used my hole over and over again. He practically rearranged my guts and had me pining for his thick long cock in me to the point I almost thought about ditching my marriage in the hopes it meant I could be more exclusive to him, not living together or anything like that but more his slut to use at his leisure. The other cock is more recent and he is much larger than the previous mentioned top. Unfortunately for me he is much older and the only thing keeping his cock out of my ass is ED. He does fine when I give oral but I think he really is afraid to hurt me so he goes soft in the attempts. But I have made it my mission to get that rod in me sooner than later.
  6. versamarried
    Being in heat sounds about right. I often have periods of time where all I really want or need is to be taken and seeded. All my energy goes into using any and all online hookup apps, sites to arrange something. All the while that is going on I am jerking off as much as I can. It does not subside even after a successful hookup, I can still be wanting more and more after. But if after a long time, like say a month, and it becomes apparent that nothing is going to happen I can suddenly walk away and my need for release subsides a tad (I jerk off at least once a day). But I cycle pretty much all year round. I am just now experiencing that non-manic period for the first time since moving to the Netherlands this past January. For me being bred is the ultimate stress release, jerking off is just a stop gap in between, and moving to a new country is a massive stressor.
  7. versamarried
    At first I considered myself versatile. Was cool with topping since wife had no interest in fucking. But apparently my cock is considered pretty desirable so whenever I hooked up with versatile guys they would insist I top first. Usually they would cum with me fucking them so once I was done they would suddenly not want to top me. Every time that happened I always felt unsatisfied as my ass ached for cock and cum. Eventually I just realized that my ass is in control and to go full bottom. Best decision in my life. I personally feel more satisfied from jerking off with a strangers DNA soaking in my guts, and blowing my worthless load on the ground/toilet/sheets/all over myself. I do not believe nationality has a bias on a persons preference.
  8. versamarried
    Only ever truly did anon meetups with 2 different tops (multiple meetups though). First was at my home, second at a strangers. You know you have crossed the line of just being a cheating slut to a completely depraved one when you are willing to let a total stranger know where you live, give them free access to your house knowing you are left in a vulnerable position and willingly let them slide raw into your hole in your front living room so they can drop their DNA in you and have them leave. Were you pozzed? Will they come back to rob you at some point? Mess with your family etc? When your cummy ass answers for your brain, "Who cares I am happy! And you will do it again!" you know you have passed another breeding milestone. Similar to the second where I entered a strangers home and got on all fours and had them mount me, call me a slut and whore, fill me up. Then they get up and leave the room and tell me to get my whore ass out asap. Once again my ass was happy so therefore I was happy.
  9. versamarried
    I was 30 when I started guy on guy fun which began with a full swap session, safe play. So that was the first time I took a cock in my mouth. Funnily enough I was more nervous to suck a cock than get fucked. I had used toys on my ass since I was a teen but had no experience on how to suck and I have a pretty sensitive gag reflex. I cannot even handle having a tongue depressor used by a doctor. Plus my wife was the only woman to give me head and she was not terrible at it but also no throat queen herself. So it was not that I worried about the taste of cum, it was because I was afraid I would not be good at it and kill the mood of the moment. But once I tried it that first time I realized that I could handle it, enjoy it and learn to be better at sucking and sometimes too good and have a top blast my tonsils before they top me.
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    I did not do man on man fun until I was 30 and it was safe. But shortly after I had gone down that path it increased my willingness to search for gay porn to fill the need while I tried to arrange further meetups. It was then that I came across this site and reading other married men willingly taking bare cock and cum steered me into taking that plunge for the first load in me about a month after my first cock. It took 10 years after that first bare load for me to go fulltime bareback play and full time bottom, it was all because of this community.
  11. versamarried
    As a natural bottom I agree that specifically for me I do not care as much about the tops features beyond can his cock get hard, stay hard and deposit sperm in me. But I also know that from back in my topping days I did need something more than a willing hole to bring myself to orgasm. So I understand why I get passed over being an overweight pushing 50 bear bottom. I am not ugly but my body does not scream, holy fuck get a look at that guy I am creaming my jeans just seeing that gut. However, there are plenty of guys who are into the type I represent and I am thankful for them.
  12. versamarried
    Based on all the comments I read here and other sites and in porn scenes on how much guys like rimming and being rimmed I figured I was the outlier among bottoms. I have never rimmed and politely tell tops that I will not do it to them. I also never request or expect to be rimmed. Sometimes tops seem really keen to do it and I let them and it does feel good but not to the level that it blows me away. I just hope that them giving it to me gets my ass wetter for them and their cock harder to get in me quicker. Which is kind of odd because I love eating my wife's pussy (especially if another mans sperm has been deposited). But I would also gladly rim her IF it was something she wanted to try or began requesting but she never has.
  13. versamarried
    For me if I start to run a fever there is a good chance at some point I will become hypersexual. To the point where I have an over active libido, will masturbate (sometimes using a toy in my ass at the same time) back to back and shoot huge watery loads over myself and then still pester the wife to let me fuck her. She sometimes lets me bc she knows I won't back off but also because she has seen the enormous loads I shoot and she loves cum in her pussy. I have always wondered if anyone else gets like that.
  14. versamarried
    Go in with no specific expectations on how the experience should be. Focus on the broader theme that is important to you. Like when I first get on all fours for a top and he gets behind me I think about how great my hole and ass feels good in that position, it feels like the natural way I should be. Then I think how exciting it is to know I will be accepting him inside me and how hot and naughty it is to be skin to skin. Nothing wrong with 2 people enjoying their bodies the way they see fit. Then as he is pounding I just think about how my ass loves that feeling of being penetrated and how my movements in sync are helping him feel good enough to want to orgasm inside me. Then once it is done how good it feels knowing that it was me actively choosing to accept his seed deep me and how my ass is what made him feel good.
  15. versamarried
    Neg, not on prep and my only drug is the thrill of getting seed from any willing top shot deep in my cheating married ass.
  16. versamarried
    I mentioned this recently in another thread. I had met up with a top who had hyperspermia, though he just referred to it as shooting big loads. Neither of us had not heard the term hyperspermia at that time. Anyway, first couple of times we met it was always under the pretense that I was just going to suck him off, but instead I always seduced him to fucking me and shooting his massive load deep in me. Then I would run to the bathroom and jerk off with his load just pouring out of me, using it as more lube for my cock before I would shoot into the toilet (where my bottom ass cum belongs). After about the third meetup cue both our massive surprise looks as my wife and I brought our dog in for grooming and he was the head groomer of the location. We silently acknowledged one another. Afterward at our next meetup he asked if my wife was aware I fuck guys bareback. I said no I am dirty cheater. He came so much in me that it was leaking out of me as he was shooting. He said he was worked up thinking about how he and my wife saw each other and she had no idea that I carry his baby makers deep in my guts. Unfortunately he moved away and stopped managing that location. But he was the one top that made me shift from versatile to full time cheating bareback bottom.
  17. versamarried
    Still looking for hosting raw tops.
  18. versamarried
    Same, I am also massively jealous you hit the jackpot on not just finding one regular hosting fat dicked raw top but one with buds willing to tag team you.
  19. versamarried
    That empty feeling is definitely a big motivator for kicking up endorphins that make me seek cock and cum. Love it.
  20. versamarried
    100% agree. Earlier on I would finally get a successful hookup and afterward tell myself all the effort and time is just not worth the actual fuck meet and that I was done. But it would literally take less than a day before I was fantasizing about getting dicked again. My ass is really insatiable and I would gladly take load after load until all cocks were drained, only thing keeping it from happening is finding myself in that situation. Eventually I just stopped feeling guilty after hooking up and I am mentally much better off. Nothing wrong with just being who you are even if it has a high level self destruction involved.
  21. versamarried
    100% cheater for 20 years, used to be vers but stopped and have been a 100% raw cumslut bottom for over 10 years. Wife has no idea how many men have bred me in our marital bed, living room, family room or how many skeezy trap like living quarters I have walked into and just bent over and took a load from a stranger. Cheating is part of the appeal to me, so much DNA has been in and leaked out of me while talking to her, laying next to her, even fucking her and she is clueless to it all.
  22. versamarried
    So hot! This what I keep hoping happens for me when I meet a top. For some reason most are too timid to take control. Even after I explicitly say I am there to be used by them for their pleasure.
  23. versamarried
    Feeling like an unsexy bottom here. Last 2 loads both shot in my mouth instead of my ass. 1st was a month ago, 2nd was 30 minutes ago, same top. He has the hugest dick I have had the opportunity to play with but for some reason he just cannot get hard enough to get in my ass. Even after spending ample time opening me up with his hands. Dunno if he is just nervous he is going to hurt me or he really is not a top like he says. His cum tastes yummy but my ass is just aching and it is too distracting until it gets what it wants. Thanks for the vent.
  24. versamarried
    Sounds like you are well on your way to more exciting hot times, especially since you are so comfortable around strangers and discussing intimate things and willing to try something new because of your horniness.
  25. versamarried
    Llike some others that have commented. First time a top spit and I thought it was hot was where I was on my stomach and he was on top pressed against me and was just railing my ass. He suddenly pulled my head up and made me look sideways and started to try and kiss me, and in between pumps as we became disconnection he would just let his spit drool out of his mouth and demanded I keep mine open. It was so fucking yummy just having his spit hit my tongue and have his cock pumping away. Even better when he dumped his load in me and both my face and ass were just covered in his juices head to tail. Have not had a top act that aggressive since but 100% would want to experience it again.

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