Lorenzo

My long smooth legs.

I have been a bottom for as long as I can remember. It never even occurred to me to do anything else than suck cock and letting them fuck my ass. And I have always dated older men… Not daddies per se, but the idea of older experienced gay men helping a closeted bi guy out by fucking him every now and then was a Huge turn on. But I grow older myself. And I got contacted on an app by a cute young student, new to dating, finding his way. Both being bottoms, we dated with the intent of sucking each other… what are bottoms going to do. And I saw him, and I knew I wanted and needed to fuck him. Which I did and I loved every second of it. Is this an age thing? I’m confused.

This story has been such a turn-on! Every chapter got me to nut my Neg cum.

Heavy bisexual with a focus on cock oriented fantasies.

I have been interested in men since my sexual awakening 22 years ago. I have had my first guy on guy sexual experience 20 years ago. I know that it is not a numbers game, but I don't get what's going on. There is nothing that gets me more rockhard than thinking about gay sex, gay bareback sex. I have somehow evolved into - and I know that this is something most of you don't like - a guy who loved to dress up and who tries to be as feminine as possible at those times so as to turn guys on . 98% of the time I pass as the most straight guy, 1,8% of the time I'm so gay, 0,2% of the time I walk around on heels with red lips (and even if I say so myself, I look stunning that 0,2% of the time). I have been a member of Gaydar, Planet Romeo, Grindr, Fetlife (and smut before that) for ages and I've spent time on several online chats for my region. I've had incredible sex with men and I love to bottom and suck cock. I've come to a point where I've noticed that girls or sex with a girl just doesn't get me as hard anymore. I never use a condom when I'm giving head and I've swallowed every load. I have tried bareback, I absolutely loved it., but I'm scared as fuck so I shy away from it. I have never been in a relationship with a guy, somehow I don't think falling in love with a guy is something that's going to happen, but I dig sex with men like nothing else. And somehow, in all those years, maybe I've had 12 guys. Somehow, I don't 'go' for it. Somehow, there is part of me that says 'hold on, are you sure'. And I have NO FUCKING IDEA WHY! It always feels like I'm waiting for someone or something to push me over te edge of the cliff. Like I need approval of some kind. I'm aware that this is something of a rant. That I should just get my shit together and live my life. I'm aware that all those happy out in the open gay people are probably thing: just go for it dramaqueen, you'll regret waiting so long. I know. But I don't know what's wrong.

Hey all, I just noticed I’ve been on thuis site for 7 years. And I’m still neg, so the comments above appear to be true. Although it mighs have something to do with not fucking bare as often as my hormones and hornyness would like. Sometimes I hate my Brain. I really do.

Well, I obviously came late to the party that this storyline is. I can so relate to Chris his feelings... but at least he has the nerve to go for it.

This story made me cum!

I'd love for it to have happened to me like that!

I'm currently visiting Bonn. And so far, I haven't tasted any German cock... Who's interested in this bottom who likes to suck?

Oh my, Belgian action!

His cock is amazing! Love vid nr 27.

I suddenly find myself cheering for Jt2343

I added in my location

Well, reading that post just made me text one of my buddies.... In about 20 minutes I'll be getting another raw cock! Thanks for the support!

Well, I don't know if I post this here, but... I got tested. And I'm neg. Which is kind of suprising given the 6 or so bare cocks that blew multiple loads in me. But somehow it was a huge relief... which probably means I'm not ready to get pozzed. Then again, instant hard-on when thinking about bare cock (but of course, loving BB, does not mean you're chasing... on a little... somehow).

Well, as I wrote under the last load topic, I used to be absolutely scared of going bare. I can say that it has led to me having a lot less gay sex than I'd like to have had. Every now and then I'd just get to horny, and then I just had to have cock, always with a rubber. But as whoai stated, a coouple of months ago I had a 'heat of the moment' thing, and I let a nice XL cock fuck me raw + put a load in me. He maintains to today that he's neg, but it has led to some serious moments of 'shit, what if...'. But somehow I find myself getting fucked by him, always raw. I haven't dared fucking raw with someone else, but when I think about it, I really don't see how it makes any difference. It's just really annoying to get 'fear' in between me and cock, be they rubbered ub or not. (but considering I'm on this forum, you can probably guess what get's me going)

I absolutely love this series!

Hey all, Well, it's all going so-so. Obviously someone, and all her friends, suddenly realised I'm gay (or bi, whatever), and this apparently changes me. Ofcourse I know it more like 'you lied to us'-anger, than 'you're a fag'-anger but still. And my ex isn't exactly keeping quiet about is. This aside, I find that being single rather increased my opportunity to have cock in every which way. I visited my 'daddy' a couple of times after I decided that what happened happened, and I just love his big cock (ok, that, and I was bloody horny at the time). We go bare every time, and he dropped a couple of loads in me and on me. But I'm thinking I need to broaden my perspective, and need to get me some other cock as well.

Well, I told her, and it went as could be expected. So I'm looking for a new place to stay and, once the chock wears off, probably some hard cock...

Some intel to start of with: I'm 30, a lawyer, I've been together with my girl for 8 years now, and I'm probably gay. Well, correct that. Considering some of my other hobbies I'm probably a Sissy that needs to serve. I've always been carefull. I'm one of those guys who mentions 'discretion', 'can really date at my place', 'yes, I'm horny, yes, I want cock, but I can't right now' a lot during chats. I started having sex with men during my time at the university, and have always used a condom. Should there ever be a vaccine against, well everything, I'd be at the front of the row, and then an instant slut. It is, I think, the only reason I'm not coming out of the closet, and staying with my gf. As I had so little cock in 2013, I immediatly put into action one of my plans for 2014, and I dated a nice daddy who lives a couple of miles away. I had sucked his cock before, but we never fucked. For those interested: his cock is, well... think of a 25cl coke-bottle... a bit thicker, and about as long. I went over stating that I had little time, and I just wanted to please his cock, as I had done before. After getting him nice and hard, I stripped for him, and then went down again. After a while, he asked me to go stand against the wall, facing him. I had to put my feet as far apart as possible, while he held my hands above my head. He pushed his cock between my legs, and had me close them, so he was fucking my thighs, and rubbing his belly against my cock. "Turn around", he said. Which I promptly did. "Stick your ass out". Which I promptly did. As he grabbed my hair, he put his fingers in my mouth, which then disappeared in my ass. "I know what you'll like, my cock rubbing against your whole." I just moaned. I once read a statement on this site that any horny bottom confronted with a cock against his whole, wille immediately forget everything about safe sex. Well, that's not strictly true. I thought about the statement, and pushed my ass harder against him. He has me bend over, resting my arms on his sofa, and started rubbing my hole, being carefull because of his big size. Ofcourse, all of a sudden I felt an explosion of pain, as his cock disappeared into my hole. I jumped of his cock, and turned around, to avoid further fucking. He, on the other hand, grabbed my head, and guided my head to his cock as, and I quote "Your holes ARE going to please me, one way or the other." As my ass calmed down, he suggested that I sat down on his cock, as this wouldn't hurt as much. I remember thinking that this was the ideal time to stop entirely, or just to ask him to put a rubber on. I also remember thinking, about 2 seconds later, 'hey, this doesn't hurt as much'. So I was working his cock into me. When he asked whether I wanted some lube, I just moaned, pushed him deeper inside me, and came all over his chest. "Nice", he said, pushed his cock 2 hard inside me, and started groaning. So it's true. Confronted with to much hormones, a nice cock, and a need to fuck, bottom boys like me will fuck bareback. And fuck, I'm rockhard writiing this expercience down. I presume I now have a problem...