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Always keeping it in. If I am taking a lot of loads and it’s very sloppy I will at the very end of the night push it a bit out for a hot pic / video and also so I don’t cumfart all over my sheets in the night 💦😜

How beautifully said @hntnhole I feel 100% like that but only part time of my life as it would consume me whole if I allowed it. So I release the cumdump 2-3 times a month and longer on certain trips… since I also value my life outside of the bedroom. That being said, I could NEVER be in a relationship with someone that didn’t accept me as a cumdump and enjoyed me getting loaded and whored out.

I’ve been fucked by a lot of pierced and PA dick guys and I have to say what surprised me the most in general is how little I actually felt it each time. Once the PA is inside you and if you’re not overly tight it just feels like a nice little extra. I reckon that it would be quite different if I was really tight, then the PA would rip you up more and feel a lot more impactful.

When you’re an experienced bottom slut like me small dicks are just less exciting cause they are so easy to take and don’t hit those spots as good as a big dick can. That being said what is most pleasurable for me is girth, I’ll be having anal orgasms from a 7-8 inch thick one with a big head, while a skinnier longer one is often tricky as they can jab your insides in a very uncomfortable way. Thick guys don’t have this issue as their dicks sort of can’t go into the corners, they’re too fat for it. My favorite ever type of dick is about 8 inches, thickest in the middle (rare!) but also a nice head. Give me a dick like that and I’ll worship it forever 😋😈🐽

We like the same porn and I type of guys I guess 😉 my first proper porn crush as a teen was Titpig and his piggy ways 🐽

About 200 new each year the past 5 years. About 100 each year the 8 years before it. Yeah so about 1800? And the loads a bit higher maybe 3X that?

I think we struggle the most when we don’t really accept and love it. It’s different from acknowledging that it’s there and giving into it if you still carry shame. It’s something to work on continuously - in my case it’s a work in progress but really beautiful things and friendships have been found by leaning into it with no shame. Which then makes focusing my energy on other things in life also easier if it makes sense. 💖

Hahahaha I’ve had similar experiences. And realizing how much I enjoyed it. That being said I cycle in and out of this, I want to enjoy working and enjoying other things in life. But the cumdump is always there and needs to be fed and stroked and loved also 🐽💦💦💦

Amazing write up 👌🏻

For me personally the apps work pretty well, but I’m also not frequently online so I get messages from guys that see me suddenly online. The rule I try to stick by (not successfully always) is to only suggest meeting and making plans, and never to go online to chat or just because I’m horny. I found it to be a good method as I weed out the unserious ones since I almost always within a few chats check if there is a possibility to meet physically either right now or within a couple days. The big difference I notice now compared to before is the amount of all sorts of other people that are not gay men. I suppose it is inevitable but there seems to be a lot of posing and egotripping mixed with a strong desire to be present on a gay men’s app for validation… at the same time the general culture among gays is less toxic now compared to before so it’s a mixed bag I guess!

10 load Friday evening. 2 3somes. 1 cumdump bred me. 1 new fuckbud with 2 loads. One horny pig bred me. One twink with a huge dick and an even huger load. Finally my bf enjoying the cummy mess. All the wet you see in the pic is from cum only 💦💦💦💦💦

Thursday was very slow at work so I was looking for dick around lunch. I was going to quit at 3 but had a guy message who could only meet at 2 so I said fuck it and went to his place, it was close also only 10 min away. We suck each other for about 10 min until he slides his amazing fat dick into my ass. He was very horny so it was about 10 strokes before he buried deep inside and came a ton 💦 Right after him a guy I sometimes meet who is into semi public play (think toilets and stairwells) wanted to fuck me in a rather busy public toilet nearby since he loves loaded hole. It was a bit risky but we got past some hot guard then snuck into a closed booth - they are completely enclosed so you just gotta be careful about sound and coming and going. He bred me there with his big dick as I was stifling my moans. I have been reconnecting with a fellow pig who got married a few years ago to a guy that came out to him. He LOVES loaded hole so went to him wih my cummy ass. I like him a lot so I gave him my load in his mouth 💦 Last one an older daddy type that loves to fuck me for long with poppers. I got my ass over there and took him for 40 min as the cum was sloshing and I tried keeping it in. Only made a little mess over his dick. I wad planning to continue but alas I had to save a friend having a bad night so I spent some hours there horny with a cummy ass consoling a girlfriend 🤣💖 all in all a good Thursday

Gay jail for this man immediately! No man shall finger badly, injure the hole, AND waste a lot of lube at the same time. 3 strikes and no more porn theater ever for this guy!!! 🤬

Agreed. Small minority of guys are good at this so I generally brush fingers away. It also tends to be done by guys at sex club wanting to feel your cummy hole, but the act itself ruins the cummy hole so just don’t! Im pretty open to all stuff otherwise but here are some definite turnoffs and non sexy things guys sometimes do: - Fingering. Please do it carefully if at all and no finger fucking! - Bad kissing, overly tongue kissing. No no no. - Trying to control everything about the sex leaving no room for spontaneity.

Ohhh yeah 👌🏻😍

Alright so I will give the final summary of my trip here 🙂 It was like real life with some ups and downs, so I’ll try to share it honestly so you don’t think it was all peak moments of horniness! After last visit I had a bunch of cum inside my ass so I was excited for a trip to Shinjuku getting a cheap ass hotel for the night - though it turns out that that is unnecessary if you don’t mind sleeping with guys fucking around you at Kaikan 24. Well on the Saturday night it started off well with a few hookups. I am just always a huge fan of the hotel / apt hookup so I had to take a couple loads before going out, true to style. I went out with my ass nicely lubed by 2 loads, and started out at one of the gogo-dancer / pole dancing show bars. My mistake was coming at a certain hour and meeting a friend. I showed up at the time the «all you can drink» started and boooooyy was that dumb, as I had to stumble home super drunk a few hours later. I had a guy with me also super drunk so he couldn’t perform. We crashed on the bed lol. I compensated by taking 4 loads the morning after from 7-9 by guys ending their work shifts and early risers. Had a super nice dick by an American tourist, a short king packing a beautiful 9.5 inch thick meat. He fucked me with 3 loads in and loved the sloppiness and came after only 3 minutes of fucking saying he could t hold it in feeling all the cum in my slutty ass. Thanks! 😃 I then went on a trip of the country side and Kyoto. I had a couple hookups when the opportunity arose but nothing much to comment on. Then last night was the last night in Tokyo so of course again got a small apt in Shinjuku close to the action. This time I had the nerdy Japanese big cummer come over again. He came violently 3 times in my ass telling me he loved me and was making babies with me 🤣💦. I think he has hypospermia as the cum was just leaking out of me all night and smelled very strong also 😈 I arranged to meet with an American local (10 years in Tokyo) and his expat friends in the gay area. Had some fun little karaoke at the «lesbian» bar but it was just gays and one trans girl 😃 He suggested then Kaikan again afterwards. My bf didn’t like him sexually so I went while he had beers so he could fuck me full of cum at the end of the night. Well this was the BEST night at Kaikan by far as having a local guide as he knew the tricks to get the sleeping guys into action and what sort of thing worked to get a crowd. It turns out he was quite the pig too as he loved whoring me out to other guys and that they were adding their loads to my sloppy hole. We played like this for about 1 hour with him and some guys alternating fucking me, I had 2 loads this way. Then a sexy British dark skinned guy, I’d say about 25-30yo, was there with his friend. He fucked me for about 30 min (he just didn’t stop haha), spilling cum everywhere. Then they wanted to try DP so asked if I could do it… well of course so they DPed me for about 10 min, as I came anally a couple times. Sometimes being a bottom is just GREAT as you helplessly are pleased by the dick while also making a hot experience for the tops. Neither was going to cum so we stopped there. I cruised more with the American guy, got another 2 dicks and 1 load. Then a couple guys that didn’t want to BB but were turned on by my sluttiness so they bukkaked cum over my face at the same time. Haven’t done that before lol. It was getting late so I told the American guy to go for the breeding fuck and we had a great 15 min hard fuck with cum sloppy sounds as he came hard inside me for the last load of the night. Then went home and the bf enjoyed a 30 min sloppy fuck but couldn’t cum from being drunk lol, so then fell asleep. Great night at Kaikan 24! In total 9 loads, 7 inside my ass. (4 at Kaikan)

Hell yeah he wants you to be a cumdump whore and he loves it. So long as the relationship feels good to you in other ways I say just go for it! It’s one of my fantasies to have a partner like that 😈

That’s for damn sure 👍🏻 thanks man 💖 I’m in PR trainer rehab (which are just like gym sessions and home programs) and feeling strong. No problems for load taking anymore thankfully 😃

I’ve sometimes taken dick from guys that I would categorize as a sub top. But it’s not sub as a sub bottom, just that he prefers that you control things and drive the action and tell him what to do 😉 I used to ride one of them to completion and he would love how I would squeeze his dick and make him cum earlier than he wanted. I would also tell him what to do and it really seemed to get him super horny and shoot quicker, so I guess he really liked my verbal instructions for fucking and breeding 💦😉

@AirmaxUK I retract the cruising advice I didn’t realize it had gotten this bad! And the Siegessaule website what a great resource!

TBH I would expect it to be pretty slow everywhere on a Tuesday, but sometimes that still makes for great sex as guys are not going to roam all night then waiting for mr Prince Fucking. Tuesday: Maybe try Jaxx? It’s a fun fuckjoint full of guys after work looking to bust a nut or take dick. I sometimes went there on slow days and it never failed me, got at least 3-5 nice fucks and 3 loads each time in 1-2 hours. Then if you haven’t had enough you can try cruising in a park - this is also popular on weekday nights. But don’t bring any valuables with you… Friday: I suppose Lab again (if I remember fridays are hella busy there) or just enjoy hotel hookups then Schöneberg round (Prinzknecht first, then a bar of your choice nearby, then end at Bull). have fun! I think regular weekends are better IMO bc it’s more relaxed and people are just enjoying themselves not for show 🙂