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Have you ever taken money to fuck or be fucked ?
mdol1980 replied to Thedogsbolloxxl2's topic in General Discussion
Okay this is more comedy than erotica, but I was just starting out, so gimme a break... The first guy I met for sex lived a few suburbs away from me, so what he'd do was leave a $20 in the mailbox outside his place to repay me for the taxi ride to and from each time. I don't know why he didn't just give it to me in person, didn't really question it at the time. But what I'd do was walk down to the nearest main road, and get a bus instead, so the change after two bus rides was about $15 and I liked to think of that being my payment for whoring myself to him. I was a novice and very easily excited, okay? -
Haven't been to many orgies as standalone parties/events, but when things get crowded and busy in the sauna I guess that's basically the same thing - so dogpile for me, every time. A cherished early memory of mine is a club there used to be here, Ken's at Kensington - sadly gone now, building was sold or something - where there was a darkroom that was a kind of narrow L-shape, pretty deep from the entry/exit to the back, but not much more than a metre wide as best I recall it, it was properly dark every time I was there so I never got a good look at it. Friday nights sometimes it'd get super busy in there, almost wall to wall men, most leaving their towels outside - good behaviour from everyone any time I was there, I have to say, no shoving, it could be a tight squeeze but if you went to wiggle your way deeper, or towards the exit, people would shuffle around to make room for you, there always seemed to be people slowly moving in or out so you'd never get stuck where you were, unless you wanted to stay put. Probably hell if you're claustrophobic, but I loved it. The first time I summoned up the nerve to go in towelless and not move away from any cock I felt pressing up from behind, it was a revelation, being half bent over in that press of men, basically immobilised by sweaty bodies so long as I wasn't trying to move, no idea who I was touching or who was touching me or fucking me - I've never really spent much time looking at those comics with the tentacle monsters, but that must be what it'd feel like, just suspended in the middle of a mass of men with cocks sliding in and out as they please. Good times.
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Bit of an oldie but a favourite (been using it as my avatar this whole time), taken for a friend who wanted to see me at (at the time) maximum sloppy.
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Don't laugh, but I have no idea. I remember being silky smooth, obviously at some point that was replaced by daddy's favourite wookiee, I assume I noticed the transition from one to the other when it was happening, but I now have no memory of 'I have pubes now but didn't just before this', or anything like that. It isn't that I was ignoring my body - believe me I was very aware of my body from an early age, even if I was mainly concerned with what it'd look like from behind bent over - I guess I just considered other things more important (like being bent over, not that I did anything about that until later) so the memories didn't stick.
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I'd prefer not, but I'm not bent over in the dark room because I'm picky, I'm there to be used and part of the appeal is not putting up any barriers as to by who and how. So not ending up with a load in me as proof of my good work isn't the best outcome, but I'm getting some thrill regardless.
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Many times in the sense of being shared and me having no input in the matter, but I did once (a long time ago) have a guy get in touch with me via a site I was on offering to pimp me out, sight unseen - we never met, he'd just (after we chatted a few times) offer me to other men, I assume also online, then send me an address and a time to go be used by them. Pretty nerve-wracking the first time, I wasn't a novice but I was far from the jaded free-use fleshlight I am now, but I was horny and that won out - all went well, so I kept it up for most of a year, before contact with my 'pimp' became more and more occasional until I guess the novelty had worn off for him and he found other things to do besides arrange meets he wasn't getting anything out of anyway. But it was super hot for me, and once the first encounter had gone well and I felt a little more at ease, I really got a huge kick out of letting myself be whored out, with no idea by who.
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If it's strictly one or the other, there's no way I could go without cum. I'd miss being pounded open beforehand, but if that's not possible from a cock, there's always toys and hands.
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Bitch, Fag, Slave, or Object: what are you or what do you like?
mdol1980 replied to subbytch's topic in General Discussion
One on one, slave, usually in a pretty casual way, no detailed rules or behaviors or anything, just obedience to him and no needs of my own. In the darkroom, kind of object, no restraint involved, but where my head's at on evenings like that is kind of, I have a fleshlight between my legs, the decent thing to do is get on the bench so men can have a go with it - it's not about what I am or whether I feel dehumanised or whatever, just that they're using a hole, that hole happens to be in me, it's a great bonus that I get to feel it being used, but ultimately I'm giving the hole what it needs regardless of what I might get out of it. -
No regrets. I'm not broken loose, but even after plenty of rest my hole's not going to fool anyone that all I do is slip in the occasional finger when taking a shower, and after some lube and a decent warmup (or the first couple of fucks) anything short of a clenched fist is going to slip right in like I'm a well-worn tracksuit with the elastic giving out. I can give a good squeeze (and I do, I try not to be selfish to anyone doing me the favour of warming their cock in me) but I love that I have a thoroughly used manpussy where my asshole used to be. As for the prospect of in the future ruining my ability to hold in what needs to be held in, I'm not specifically aiming to, but if it happens as a byproduct, my feeling now is I'd rather deal with that than back off now and be left wondering.
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If I'm at the sauna it's pretty much expected in the dedicated sex areas, one on one in the private rooms maybe there are a few words before and after, but unless I get led to a room I'll be in the group dark room and nobody much talks. I'm not opposed to a "thanks" or a slap on the ass, but the only compliment I really want is a load inside me. That tells me he enjoyed me, and if he doesn't say a word then to him I may as well have been just a hole, and that's what I'm there to be. (Or since nobody much talks he'd feel awkward if he said anything, could be that too, but let me have my warm fuzzy feelings.)
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First time I think of as being whored out was with a guy I saw semi-regularly for a while, probably would've been much more regularly if it weren't for distance. I'd been shared by other guys often enough and let him know that, and that I was okay with it, so this wasn't out of the blue. After a few chats, which were very promising (and dirty), I'd agreed to go to his place for our first meeting, about an hour on the train. Couple of texts back and forth that morning to confirm we were both still good to meet, then as I'm at the station waiting for a train, I get another message from him saying (words to the effect of, that phone gave up the ghost a while back so I don't have the exact text in front of me), "Hey slut, I've got a friend here, he's going to use you too." No 'is it okay if...', 'would you like...', just 'this is happening'. I mean I had the option of calling it off obviously, and from our chats I was pretty sure (and getting to know him better, I was right) he'd told me like that because he knew I'd love it, and if I'd texted back that I wasn't okay with it he'd have sent his friend home no questions asked. But even so, finding out by text that I'd have a stranger fucking me in a bit over an hour, not being asked but being told, was an amazing rush. (And not to spoil the story but the actual sex was pretty straightforward, I got there, stripped, got on my knees and warmed them up in my mouth, then into the bedroom and gave my guy more oral while his friend fucked me from behind, nothing I hadn't done basically every other threesome I'd been in, so you probably don't need me to outline every detail there. But I'll never complain about good sex, and the lead-up made it special.)
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Bottoms: Girth or length is more important and why?
mdol1980 replied to TsJul69's topic in General Discussion
Haven't got a single bad thing to say about those thick daddies, and obviously both is heavenly, but if I had to pick I feel like maybe I'd pick length. Kind of surprising myself there, I thought it'd be an obvious win for girth, but that's where my brain's landing. Maybe it's just that girth is not hard to come by, if not from dicks then from hands or whatever else is lying around and basically the right shape, I feel like if I go stand in the Long Dick Receiver group I'll still be able to have my cake and eat it too one way or another. And plus, I get a bit of a kick out of the feeling of a cock slipping in and sliding all the way up me without any resistance to speak of, I'm loose but I'm not a gigantic canyon and I've been told I do a nice job of squeezing at the right times so we're not talking about a top going away unsatisfied, but that "I'm a loose fucking slut" feeling, I'm in it for that, and while I can warm up to where even a reasonably thick cock will feel that way, a thinner cock can do it right from the beginning of the evening, and the 'up inside my ribcage' feeling (alright delusion, but it feels good) when a looooong man bottoms out, that's a hell of a thing too. -
Do you regret training your ass to take big toys?
mdol1980 replied to Cypher35's topic in General Discussion
No regrets at all. I'm a loose hole, but I can still squeeze - mind you my natural habitat is the dark room offering myself up to strangers so I suppose nobody's being terribly picky, but I haven't had anyone slip in then pull out in dismay at the state of things, that's all I really need to not feel guilty for inflicting myself on unsuspecting men. For my part, a regular sized cock doesn't give me the rush a big toy or a hand does, but it's not by any means unpleasant - it's even a bit exciting in its own way, the sloppiness reminding me what I've done to myself - and when you get down to it, I'm ultimately there for the feeling of him cumming inside me, and loosening up hasn't diminished that one bit. -
The earliest relevant to the question thoughts I can remember were to do with a friend who had a stash of porn magazines - just a handful and very tame, but we were very young so they were catnip to us anyway. I don't recall how the idea came about but we wound up playing a game of reenacting the photo shoots, and I was automatically the 'porn star' posing nude while my friend 'interviewed' me about how much fun it was to show off my body. The magazines were straight and I was playing the girl (on a couple of the most adventurous occasions I was his 'hooker', but we were too young for anything much physical to happen, just some cuddling and rubbing), but looking back that seems like just lack of any clue at the time that there were other options - I never really found out if my friend wanted to be in charge of things all the time (we weren't that close by the time we'd grown up enough to know what we'd have been talking about to have that conversation) but I clearly remember never wanting to take any other role than the sex object, and those experiences quickly bled into (similarly rudimentary) fantasies on my own time about men seeing me naked. And ironically now my natural habitat is the dark room where nobody's seeing anybody, but now it's clear that just being looked at wasn't really what I was interested in anyway.
