IllinoisCumdump

I’m proud as hell to be a faggot. For as long as I can remember, I knew I was ‘different’. I figured out I found men sexy and women did nothing for me at a very young age, but didn’t make the connection right away. I grew up in a tiny town but my parents are cool as hell. Even before I acknowledged I was a total faggot, they always told me to bide my time and that I would absolutely love going to college and getting away. First weekend there, I hooked up with a dude and quickly confirmed I was gay. Shortly after that, I bottomed for the first time and it was a life-changing moment. From that moment, I realized I was a total faggot who craved cock. I consider it a blessing to be a bottom bitch faggot and am so glad I’m not straight. Earlier today, I was looking for some porn videos of scrawny bottom bitches getting deep dicked by sexy hung studs, and somehow some straight porn came up. To this day, it still freaks me out and I got the hell outta there. Why in the hell would I ever want to even look at a female pussy when there are so many beautiful studs out there with rock hard dicks that are sexy as hell?

You able to bust a hands free load simply by getting deep dicked? Although I absolutely love pleasing my tops, I love being submissive to guys, and the very thought of having an ass full of rock hard cock gets me going, nothing compares to busting a nut simply from getting fucked. I think I was born to be a bottom, but without orgasms from prostate stimulation, I really doubt I’d crave an ass full of cock as much as I do. I’m a man who is attracted to men, and women’s clothing does nothing for me, although to each their own Congrats! Any time I’m laying flat on my back, looking up at a sexy stud as he’s got my ass full of cock, I can’t help but feel that all is right with the word and remind myself once again that being gay is fucking amazing!

I think I may have had the greatest night ever! I’m a scrawny poz dude who absolutely loves getting fucked raw by built dudes who’ll slam me around like a ragdolll My buddy gave me my belated Christmas gift. First of all, he got me good and fucked up. Then, I had at least 6-7 sexy built dudes with big ole dicks all lined up to get my ass jackhammered and filled full of cum. I’m just a scrawny feminine little faggot that loves being dominated by sexy muscular dudes with big, thick dicks. I got out of a sucky relationship not long ago with a nice guy that had an insufficient cock , was a shitty top, and tried to be nice and gentle. Now, I’m loving being an absolute cumdump bottom bitch. Anyway, when I came in with my buddy, some of these studs laughed and thought they’d be too much for me to handle. I told them I may be a scrawny little faggot, but I love being totally dominated by hung dudes, I love sucking dick, and I absolutely love a big, built muscle stud who can fuck me good and make me bust a nut without anyone touching my dick. It’s even better getting spit roasted, have a mouthful of big thick dick that I’m gagging on as a hung dude fucks me raw and good. I’d told my buddy that I really missed being totally dominated and I really, really missed having a group of dudes take turns passing me like a rag doll, preferably dudes with thick long dicks that’ll make me get rock hard and nut. Anyway, my buddy told me he had a surprise, told me to make sure I had a clean ass and and was ready for a treat. Hecame over, we got fucked up, he then blindfolded me, and he took me somewhere. After we got there, he took my blindfold off and there was a room of big old masculine men with nice dicks. At first, they thought I was just a scrawny little bitch who likes to dream about big dicks, but was too much of a sissy to take ‘em all. I was quickly on my back and begging to get fucked, and begging to suck some cock. This hung Arab stud started drilling me raw with his coke can dick and I started sucking an absolutely beautiful dudes dick. I don’t think I’ve seen anything hotter than me in the mirror and my pale, scrawny, ginger ass as a couple dudes with dark complexion and beautiful muscles treat me like the little sissy faggot bitch I am. And it only got better from there! Over the next couple hours, I got to suck a lot of sexy dicks, and had all these dudes taking turns nutting up in me. My buddy filmed the first dude with his sexy thick, dark dick and sexy muscles totally dominating my scrawny 29 inch waist. I absolutely love watching videos of myself getting split open and the contrast of a scrawny little feminine ginger bitch begging as a muscular dude fuckin’ jackhammers my ass. This dude knew what he was doing and had my own dick rock hard and bouncing. I may be a little dude, but it just makes my decent 7’ or so look even bigger, although it’s off limits for my man. Way back when I was a young faggot, I realized that I could shoot amazing loads without anyone touching my dick, and I’ve been a horny little bottom bitch that craves dick every since. My buddy set up the camera on the tripod and then he joined me. Over the next couple hours, we were sluts and it was great! I had dudes busting nuts up my ass, in my face, in my hair, and about everywhere else. It was fucking amazing! Anyway, after everyone had busted a nut up in me and my buddy, we just laid there for a while with content smiles, gaping asshoes, and cumpuddles everywhere, both me and my buddy decided we needed more dick. We got high again, set off for the bathhouse and found a couple slings and crawled our little faggot ginger and blond assss in ‘em. Before we knew it, there was a whole herd of studs ready to breed us raw. I clearly remember looking over at my buddy as this built Hispanic dude was fucking him and I had a hung black stud drilling me and I just said ‘best fucking gift of all time!’ Eventually, we’d ran out of big dicked cuties, were covered in cum, and, had some raw asses. Ive gotta day, I’ve been a power bottom little faggot bitch boy since high school, but I think this may have set a record. I got deep dicked by 15 or so studs, every one of them bareback, sucked a lot of dick and swallowed a lot of loads, and shot 3 or 4 loads myself without anyone touching my dick. Now, my buddy and I are cuddling and fantasizeing about hot guys as we are watching a video of my sexy Arab stud splitting my tight ass open and me laying spread eagle as I beg for him to fuck me like the sissy little fag that I am. I’ve always liked being a total bottom slut and getting fucked good and hard, but as I’m now in my 30s, I’m turning into a total freak and total slut. I also like proving to built muscle studs that a tall, scrawny, hogh-pitched ginger bitch can take a deep dicking like a real man. Nothing better than seeing a whole lineup of cute studs and having lots of hung dudes turning me into a total cumdump slut. Sorry this went on so long, but this was fucking amazing! I fucking love being a bottom bitch, I fucking love being dominated by hung muscle studs, and I fucking love watching my scrawny ginger ass getting split open as hung dudes deep make me squeal like a little bitch and curl my toes in joy Any other horny skinny bottom bitches in Chicago who like to get deep dicked and barebacked hit me up Nothing better than me and another bottom bitch laying there as I at first gently plead in a high pitched voice to be gentle and nice, only to then beg and plead to get fucked just a little harder Damn I’m horny

My buddy gave me my belated Christmas gift. First of all, he got me good and fucked up. Then, I had at least 6-7 sexy built dudes with big ole dicks all lined up to get my ass jackhammered and filled full of cum. I’m just a scrawny feminine little faggot that loves being dominated by sexy muscular dudes with big, thick dicks. I got out of a sucky relationship not long ago with a nice guy that had an insufficient cock , was a shitty top, and tried to be nice and gentle. Now, I’m loving being an absolute cumdump bottom bitch. Anyway, when I came in with my buddy, some of these studs laughed and thought they’d be too much for me to handle. I told them I may be a scrawny little faggot, but I love being totally dominated by hung dudes, I love sucking dick, and I absolutely love a big, built muscle stud who can fuck me good and make me bust a nut without anyone touching my dick. It’s even better getting spit roasted, have a mouthful of big thick dick that I’m gagging on as a hung dude

I’ve rarely been fucked by dudes wearing rubbers from day 1. After I realized how great it was getting fucked bareback, it was tough to be safe and I assumed it’d never happen to me. I love having gone for nearly 18 years with nothing but fuckin amazing raw cock, but I still think id rather not be poz. Don’t think I could ever shoot a poz load up anyone’s ass.

Howdy All. 38 y/o poz guy from Chicago here. A little about me...grew up in a small town with no out gay dudes, went away to college, decided gay was where it was at. Messed around with a few guys, thought it was cool. Let a dude fuck my hole for the first time, hated it!! Next time a buddy took his time and fucked me damm good, second dick in my ass got my cock rock hard and had me shooting loads with zero hands. I was fucking hooked and became a total bottom bitch. Nothing quite as much fun as sleeping with as many dudes as possible while attending a college with 60000 students. Especially when so many 19 year olds all wanna be top. I was happy to oblige as a bottom. I got to where I was dissapointed if I could find only one dude a night to fuck me, hoped for two or three. Also discovered an absolute love of big, thick, long dick. Also discovered that I loved letting dudes gangfuck me as well. Had a good friend who was President of his frat and he was totally closeted. Numerous frat parties found me hidden in a corner as a few closeted horny frat dudes fucked me like the little whiny bottom bitch I was At the time as a twinky scrawny ginger, I absolutely loved getting hung black and Hispanic dudes to fuck me, still love contrast of a big dark dick spitting open a scrawny white ass. Anyway, got to where I was more worried about finding the biggest dick to fuck me than anything. I’ll always be proud to know that we had this one stud on campus with a dick the size of my forearm, and not only was I the only bottom bitch on campus who could accommodate him balls deep, I then begged him to nail my ass harder and let him know I wanted to hear those sexy balls of his slap on my ass. I became the biggest slut on campus and was fucking proud of it! Began using lots of drugs and never really gave a shit about rubbers, only used em when the top insisted. I grew up totally repressing my inner fag for years, I wanted every inch of sexy college dick up in me and every drop of cum in me as well. Well, after probably getting deep dicked by 1500-2000 different dudes and shooting up heroin, surprise surprise’. I was poz. Totally threw a loop in my life. Was sick for a little while, rarely got laid because i was scared. Got freaked out, tried settling down and dating, hated it. This has gone on for a while. Just a couple months ago, I decided ‘fuck it’. A relationship will be great if it happens, but I want dick in the meantime. I’m shouting from the rooftops that I’m poz, I’m a fucking slut, and I want dudes with big thick, long, dicks to fuckin jackhammer my scrawny lil ass. Now I just gotta get my ass back to fighting weight and being able to take anything. Back in the day, it’d hold two donkey dicks and any other dick I’d try to get in there. Now, I don’t wanna tell a hung sexy stud that I’ll be begging for him to fuck me harder yet not be able to manage. Any tips for getting my mancunt back to full strength? Ive been a long time lurker and I do want to think everyone here. I’ve got a great career, great friends, good health, run multiple marathons a year, etc. Still, something was missing (hint: big dicks attached to sexy studs). This site has been great to let me know that fuck a monogamous relationship, it’s fine to be a manslut. Hoping soon to at least get back to many dicks a week at least and already thinking about my first bottom bitch in a gangbang since college. PS Can’t say it enough, I still absolutely love seeing the look on a hung studs face when this scrawny little ginger femmy faggot with a 28 inch waist would beg to for more I had me a video camera set up in college so I could record my ass getting split open by these dudes. I’ll always remember my straight roommate coming home one night after I was pretty drunk, horny, and not even caring This huge dude had me spit open and feeling good as he threw me up and down on his dick like a rag doll. He took one look at me, and asked, ‘how the fuck is that possible?!’ Anyway, I’m looking forward to getting my ass stretched out again and getting as many dudes to fuck me as possible I’m not quite the 19 Year old twinky little faggot slut i was, but am now a 38 year old tall scrawny little faggot bottom bitch who is in shape, runs 10 miles a day and still wants/needs/craves lots of big dicks shooting big loads up my ass at all times

This is my first post, so I apologize if it's in the wrong spot. I'm a former cumslut who is ready to get back in the game. Came out at age 18, had first sexual encounter at age 19 and was instantly a manwhore. I remember the second time I got my ass nailed(first time sucked), I had this scrawny fem stud with a monster cock with just the perfect curve in my bed, but there were no condoms. No way i was passing that snake up. I was rock hard from the beginning and shot 3 hands-free loads. I knew right away that I was built to be a bottom bitch. Didn't mean I still didn't like to pound a tight ass on occasion. I also decided I hated rubbers. I was decent looking and had a helluva body, as I ran D1 track and cross country until injury got in way. There were probably at least 6 universities with a combined enrollment of 80000 in a 40 mile radius. The possibilities were endless. I slept with probably close to a thousand guys in a couple years. One semester, I nearly failed all my classes because I was on the hunt for cock. I found a small posse of freaks and we planned orgies, gangbabgs, and every sex party imaginable. I started off wearing condoms some of the time, but eventually gave up. Nothing compared to a big dick shooting a warm load up my ass. Anyway, I was always a pretty hard partier back then, and began fucking a heroin dealer. I'd messed around with the shit before, but never got hooked. We never really'dated', but we were both sex addicts, and he was so gorgeous. Began partying pretty hard, started shooting up, and continued to fuck the big-dick heroin dealer for about 8 months and he overdosed. I was crushed, and sunk into hardcore addiction, stayed there for about 3 years. Finally cleaned up, but was diagnosed with HIV. A week or so later, I was in the hospital and was diagnosed with AIDS. It was a long recovery, but have returned to full health. My sex life didn't. If anyone has ever done much heroin, they will know it pretty much kills all sex drive. Then I was too sick to give a fuck. When I finally got better, I didn't know what to think. I figured my manwhore days were over. I went on some dates, and hooked up with a few poz guys, but generally just jacked off a lot. With PrEP, I figured it's time I dipped my cock in the fucking pool. I have no illusions of recreating my early 20's, but my hole brought so many guys probably one of the best fucks they ever had, and I hate to deprive the world of that. I ran across an old dildo a few days ago. I thought they had all disappeared, so I saw it as a sign. I had a day off work and thought I'd spend it with some assplay. Haven't had anything near my hole in probably close to a year and it wasn't working very well. Was able to bury about 3 inches, quickly shot a load, and finally decided that it wasn't working. I couldn't believe it. My ass used to inhale any cock that was slammed into it. I don't ever remember running across a cock I couldn't bury, 11.5 was the record, I think. I do remember there were young fags who were able to finally fuck an ass like a real man for the first time. I had my mirrors in my bedroom set up because nothing turned me on more than seeing my scrawny ass split in two with a monstercock. Now I can't even take a 5 inch dildo. But, I have no doubt my skills will quickly return. I am anticipatong moving in a year or two, so I am not trying to get into a relationship right now. I decided that this would be the perfect time to reexplore my cumslut days. Sorry this was so long! tl;dr Former cumslut power bottom contracts HIV, lays of the sex, and loses the skills. Looking forward to re-learning.