barejackbro

Ok this is very weird. Someone has gone through the whole story and edited it. The whole point of the short sentences was to show the immediacy and experience of the moment. You might not believe it but I am a writer in another life, among several other things, so my narrative style is deliberate here. These changes read like someone else's words, and rather tamer. To be honest it has shades of a business memo about it rather than an immediate fuck-tale. "As a side note..." I don't speak like that, and I definitely don't speak like the many, many spurious additions made to my experience. And I didn't experience them that way either. Do we want to read my breathless, urgent experience, or a sanitised, story-book one? "...who I immediately labelled 'Jack Hammer'..." These are not my words! "Fortunately my discipline paid off..." Not how I experienced it at all. And this is MY experience, not my unwanted editor's. "Without saying a word, he stood-up, and gestured for me to do the same..." No, he stood me up. As in physically manipulated me to stand up and bend me over. There is a subtle difference which has been missed, a point which may be applied to the majority of the 'corrections' made. I could go through bit by bit, but it wouldn't be a useful way to spend time. Please revert the text to the one which was written in MY voice: this is not an unreasonable request. I won't bother posting anymore Last Load stories if they're going to be in someone else's voice. (I appreciate that in the grand scheme of things, it's not that important. But if someone felt it was important enough to do the work of editing, then they will appreciate it's at least of equally minor importance to do the work of reverting it back to my voice...) Rant over.

Ha ha my thoughts exactly!

Well we're linked on Scruff so I reckon I will. A six-way (or more) would be perfect. Talk soon!

For me as a bottom, being fucked bare versus being fucked rubbered are as different as being fucked rubbered versus being fucked with a dildo. Without a rubber I can feel the warmth, movement and the sliding sensations of his cock inside me much more keenly. Those sensations are much more present, and are often almost completely absent with a rubber. But, ok, sometimes if a top REALLY insists on fucking me safe, I can get over the loss of those sensations. Except that, when he's about to cum, it's like the path divides for me. If he's bare, I will feel his cum shoot inside, I'll get the warm rush, feel the sudden extra lubrication especially if the top keeps fucking me. And I get the jizzjoy, very intensely, for a long time afterwards. The other side of the path is if he's rubbered. He still gets to cum. He still gets to keep fucking me, but I am completely denied that warm rush, the psychological awesomeness of his cum fucked into me. I am denied the jizzjoy. So yeah, for me, bare and safe are hugely different. If you put on a rubber, you may as well just go ahead and fuck me with a dildo instead...

Great story - I reckon I should travel down there and get in that sling at some point!

Hey, yeah it was Basement. I tried the dark rooms a number of times, but honestly all I was getting was rubber, which pissed me off hugely. In addition, I generally prefer to bareback openly, in sight of many others, (hence in the sling room), as then it marks me out as someone into whom any top/vers guy can dump a load. But I must say, on the night I described, it was very difficult to get to that stage - until the Turkish guy came along!!

Things have changed since I wrote this. On Scruff, I'm now openly saying "I like bareback and I'm not a big fan of condoms. My choice and my responsibility." along with a clear indication I'm on PrEP. On Grindr, which is more local so you have to be more subtle, I'm simply saying "I'm on PrEP" with both wink and devil emojis. Perhaps not so subtle as guys are opening with "can I fuck you bb?" so it's clearly working. I'm just at the point where I'm not remotely interested in hiding it anymore. I have even stopped seeing a regular fuck bud because of his insistence on using a condom to fuck me. I respect his choice, but it's not what I want anymore. Damn shame cos he was fucking hot but easy cum, easy go...

Hardly a porn star, more like a porn tourist, but... I did a scene for Triga here in the UK. On the DVD 'Fucking Gangsters - Extra Dealings', opening 60-minute scene. Watersports, group sex, licking feet and trainers/sneakers, fucking and ending with me being bukkake'd. The fucking wasn't bareback, but kinda faked in the edit to look like it... Did a couple of other scenes for some obscure pay-per-view sites, but they never went anywhere. The Triga one I did get recognised from for a while - Triga sells widely in Europe - which was cool. That was a few years ago. I'd do porn again in a heartbeat, especially if it was bareback porn. A TIM scene would be ideal, but probably I'm out of age range by now. Anyway, for fun, here's two screen caps of the Triga scene where I'm being fucked and pissed on!

I'd like to know about this too - I'm in London this Friday so if anything's happening them, hit me up!

For me, if I haven't let it go within about 4 to 6 hours after being fucked, then its getting absorbed. If another guy fucks me using the previous cumshot as lube, usually it's pretty guaranteed I won't see either shot again. I never see anything the next day, but perhaps different guys have different absorption rates...

Great question and got me thinking about my experiences. It definitely does gt more intense in group situations. I think the first cumshot of the night tends to bring out the first reaction in me - loved up joy - but if I take several cumshots in quick succession then yeah I get my second reaction - wired, energetic tense body shivers. I think the combination of several loads inside me really kicks in the intense drug-like effects for me... Ha ha, cumoholic. Great word. I definitely resonate with that!! I get a kind of jizzjoy from taking oral cumshots, but it's not nearly as intense as when it's up my ass. I agree that a simultaneous cumshot in mouth and ass is super intense, jizzjoy-wise though!

I have to say, the whole 'interracial' concept as a particular thing, fetish, porn category, whatever, completely confuses me. For me, hot is hot, independent of race or ethnicity. If a guy looks sexy, then he looks sexy, black, white, Middle Eastern, East Asian, Pacific Islander, whatever. I guess I'm a bit global in my tastes as I've travelled a lot and lived in different places in the world. I just don't get why this concept is a thing. Maybe as a European I haven't been exposed to the particular racial lines evident in American history, I don't know, but I just don't get it... So to answer the question, as a white guy, getting fucked by a black man, it doesn't feel taboo, or uniquely hot, or transgressive or anything else. It just feels like I am being fucked by a man, and hopefully he's as good a top as he is sexy. And hopefully he's gonna cum in me good and hard, then fuck that seed into me. That's pretty much it as far as I'm concerned, regardless of ethnic origin...

Glad you resonate with this cumload-as-drug feeling that I also get. Sometimes that afterglow, and even some residual recklessness, can last for several days afterwards, in a subtle kind of way...

Kinda tangential to what you're talking about, but... About a year ago I fucked a guy in a sauna - as a lifelong and very proud bottom, no one was more surprised than me. So for the last year I've had bottom/versatile on my Scruff profile, even though I haven't fucked anyone else. This thread has inspired me to remove that versatile listing and, aside from that obvious one-off, go back to being a 100% and very proud bottom! Thanks guys!

I think from experience you're right. Never thought about it before. And I'm gonna keep an eye out in future for the desperate-to-cum guys. That's a good tip!

Wow! Cool! Glad you enjoyed

This. Exactly this. Such a good way of putting it, as its such a paradoxical state of feeling. It's true that once I've got a load inside me, I'm awake all night, and yes like you (and like I said) it does send me reckless for more. It's definitely an addiction for me too, and I pretty much progressed the way you did - taking it from trusted partners before graduating to anonymous cumshots in saunas and parties. It is really good to see someone else's experiences mirror my own!

It's sometimes called jizzjoy, sometimes cumdrunk...And I know this topic has been covered before, particularly here: https://breeding.zone/topic/17085-iblastinside-qa-is-jizzjoy-real-yes-would-i-be-less-uptight-if-i-went-raw-yes/?hl=jizzjoy But I wanted to open up a discussion, because almost every time I get a raw cumshot in my ass I experience a really strong reaction for about an hour afterwards, and sometimes longer. When I feel that warm rush inside me, there's an overwhelming flood of endorphins that makes my whole body tingle and shudder. Like something beyond my control has pushed me out of myself. Like pleasure but so so intense, it's hard to put words on it. Then after a few minutes it can go one of two ways... The first is a kind of joyous ecstasy. I start to smile, and feel a genuine deep joy whilst simultaneously my cock gets harder than it ever gets anytime else. Sometimes I laugh, other times my body erupts into sweet tickly shivers. Often the top is gone by this point and I'm just enjoying the sweet glow by myself. The second way it can go is I get real wired, a ramrod hard horniness and a shivering body like I've just had a huge surge of energy and power. My breath shakes as I inhale and exhale, my body shudders and I can barely walk. I'm in ecstasy in the classical sense - beyond pleasure and pain into something wide-eyed and fucking primordial. The effect is strong enough for people on occasion to ask me if I'm high. ...which I suspect I am but not with chems. There's some evidence that semen contains a whole range of chemicals that elicit happiness and can manipulate mental and emotional states. Particularly with the second state of shivering, energetic high I can sometimes get really reckless in any subsequent sexual encounter... which of course I love!! There are times when cum is like a drug to me. It feels a bit weird to admit that openly, but the truth is I wouldn't have it any other way. So, I'd like to hear from other guys - particularly bottom guys - do you experience similar feelings of jizzjoy as I do? Does it affect you differently? And top guys, have you ever witnessed your cum appearing to cause jizzjoy in your bottom guy when you fuck him bare? Tell me about your experiences. Does anyone else get this as intensely as I seem to, or is this level of jizzjoy kind of normal for most guys...? Tell me. Looking forward to what comes up!

I totally agree. I've only recently started turning safe fucks down - that feeling of his cum fucked into me is irreplaceable - and the jizzjoy I feel for an hour afterwards (which I totally believe is a real thing by the way) is also an essential part of the satisfaction of a good fuck. So yeah, I'll be turning down rubbers always now.

Yeah I've been to Vaults on Thursday's naked night and had a great time, but I heard apart from their Stripped nights it's pretty hit and miss, bareback-wise...

I know this has been asked a million times before, but where are the best saunas and gay venues in London for bareback? I'm coming down to London next Friday (15th), looking to get fucked and take as many loads as I can while I'm there, and recently I've found in my usual haunts I'm having to turn people away for wanting to use condoms. So I'm looking for a better, more open-minded place... I've heard the Locker Room in Kennington is a good place - can anyone speak from experience about Friday nights? Any other places and advice would be welcome. I know nothing is ever guaranteed but I appreciate any recommendations anyone has.

I headed off to a sauna in Manchester, which I’ve heard is a bit of a wild city for bareback fun, but this wasn'tn't my experience. It was Saturday night so there were many hot guys in attendance, but every single one of them seemed to want to play safe, not only the guys with whom I connected in their private rooms, but even those I encountered in the public dark rooms. Everywhere I heard the annoying snap snap snap of a condom going on. God damn it! After an hour or so of this, a switch went off in my head: if anyone tries to fuck me safe, I am just going to walk away. And sure enough, I was leaving a trail of condom-lovers in my wake. I found myself politely, but adamantly refusing to play with any of the guys. Better no sex than crappy sex with a condom. After some time I went to the café area, where I caught a bit of a sleep, and when I awakened, I sucked off a couple of hot guys here and there, but that was it. At 5:00 AM I concluded to myself 'Forget about getting fucked bareback. It's not going to happen tonight'. With that I decided to give it one last walk around and maybe leave. Then, barely a few minutes later, I ran into a hot Turkish guy with whom I’d been chatting earlier. He was tall, black-haired, fairly muscular, a face both handsome and pretty in that way only Middle Eastern guys can do well. I threw caution to the wind, gave him my sluttiest, most cruisy look, and walked straight past him into the room with the sex sling. I jump right into it, and no sooner had I positioned myself than he walked into the room. So there I was, in position, ass up legs in the air. He immediately began rubbing his cock on my hole. This seems promising so I lubed my ass up, and then quickly rub some lube on his cock. That seems to be the signal he was waiting for: he slipped his boner into me. I felt a rush of relief. At last! Finally someone willing to fuck me properly, naturally, skin on skin. He fucked me quite well, with alternating strokes, hard and deep to gentle and slow. It felt excellent. Suddenly over his shoulder appeared a slim ginger lad in his early 20s. He peered down over Turkish Guy’s shoulder as if checking for something, then asked Turkish Guy “Are you fucking him bareback, mate?” Turkish guy looks at him and smiled. “Yes he is!” I answered loudly. Ginger Lad nods approvingly, replying “I’m next then” before starting to play with Turkish Guy’s nipples and kissing him. Fuck yes, I was very happy at this development. Quite soon Turkish Guy pulls out, wanks for a bit and then slams his cock back into me just as he was cumming. Weirdly I don’t feel the cumshot, but his reaction said it all. He withdrew, murmured "Thanks" and walked away. Meanwhile Ginger Lad had already stepped forward and had slid inside me like a shot. Perhaps he had also been hunting for bareback all night. I smiled from ear to ear. Clearly bareback cumshots are like buses – you wait ages for one and then two come along at the same time. Ha ha ha. Anyway, Ginger Lad was fucking me nice and hard, and clearly Turkish Guy's cum was an excellent lube, because it was a nice, satisfying fuck. It also occurred to me that Ginger Lad, who had a slim body, had a similarly built cock, 'cause it felt long and slim inside my hole. I took pleasure in the thought that he was working Turkish Guy’s cumshot into my body. Before long Ginger Lad shot his load inside my hole, and I encouraged him to “Fuck your cum into me.” He did so for a few minutes, and then withdrew, walking away without a word. Nice. I love serving as a hole for guys like him. A couple of other guys had come into the sling room to watch and I offered them a go, but no one seemed to have the courage, so I jumped out of the sling feeling fucking wired, flying from jizzjoy and the awesome feeling that comes from a couple of good hard proper fucks. I decided to head to the showers, bone hard, my body body tense and ecstatic with the shivers that come with good sex. On the way I met a guy, 'Teen Guy', who couldn't have been any older than 18. He was sporting a huge cock, but very young. Seeing me, Teen Guy was clearly interested, and he gestured for me to follow him into the steam room, where we promptly began kissing. However, the thought of the cum from Turkish Guy and Ginger Lad won out, and I blurted out "You want to fuck me?" Without saying a word, he stood-up, and gestured for me to do the same, and positioning me so I was bent-over, whereupon he slipped inside my hole. Now, to tell the truth it fucking hurt. His cock was really, really huge, and it was long, but I willed myself to accept it, that the pain was worth the pleasure of a third bareback guy in a row. I was more than willing to put up with any amount of pain to get this teen guy’s cumshot in my ass. After a couple of minutes of being pounded, he withdrew, and gestured for me to follow him into a private room, where he spent the next ten minutes or so fucking me hard. Although wired, and determined to get his cumshot, I had to bite down to ignore the pain. He was fucking me much deeper and harder than the first two guys, so I tried to move through the pain to enter into a deep ecstasy but it was impossible. In the end I just lay there, face down, my back arched, my hole open, taking his cock anyway I could, letting this teen use my ass for his pleasure. Fortunately my discipline paid off: he came hard inside me, thrusting so hard and deep the pain reached fever pitch. But I could distinctly feel the cumshot, the warm rush inside me. Fuck yeah. After his last drops were deposited in my hole he withdrew and disappeared. I felt completely used and cumdumped, which was an awesome feeling. Now all I wanted was to find someone else to massage the three cumshots into my ass. Sure enough about five minutes later I did, again bareback, this time in a corridor. The guy, who I immediately labeled 'Jack hammer', had a cock somewhat smaller than Teen Guy’s so he fit comfortably. As his nickname implies, he was pounding quite hard, and I began hoping for a fourth cumshot, when he slowed down and stopped. "Are you gonna cum in me?” I asked. “No mate," replied Jack Hammer, explaining "I’ve cum twice already. Just I’m on Viagra so it’s still hard.” Okay, so no cumshot, but he was still good for a fuck. So I told him I had three loads in my ass, and I asked that he continue fucking me. He complied, pulling out at one point and announced he could see the cum coating his cock. Then he slid back in, fucking me until the cum was deep inside my hole. Sadly he never actually came, but so be it. Well, this has been a long story! As a side note, over the next five days I kept watch, and I'm happy to report the cum never made any kind of reappearance so it must’ve been thoroughly fucked into me and then absorbed. It was fucking awesome. I pulled bareback victory out of the jaws of condom defeat (!!) and got some loads in my ass after a lot of work. A good night in the end.

I will probably end up poz. I tend to think of 'when it happens' rather than if, especially as a bb btm who takes loads from all sorts of strangers and has never asked status once. That said, I'm on PrEP at the moment (Event Based Dosing, the riskier version), and although it does feel like the risk is much lower, it also feels like cheating. I've lived with the risk of HIV for so long it feels like that risk is part of barebacking. So, I don't know, I'll probably end up coming off PrEP and letting nature take its course...