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  1. NYBBGUY58
    PERFECT! Shall we play Poulenc, Copland, Ravel and Liebermann? They're all gay...😘😘😘
  2. NYBBGUY58
    I just reread this comment, wow...thanks so much. What a compliment, "the perfect story to read on a cold snowy weekend while curled up in front of the fire"...sincere thanks. And I've now reconstructed the whole thing based on what's here and can begin again on chapter 27...
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    Music was my life line as a teen, too; growing up gay in the Midwest US during the 70s was brutal. I'm actually a flutist (no bad jokes), but I've always loved piano repertoire a lot, too. All that Mozart and Haydn and Beethoven...sigh. I guess I was infected during the earlier waves of HIV, though I wasn't diagnosed until 1993. My doctor at the time thought that I'd probably caught it much earlier, before anyone even knew it existed, which could have been the case. I refused to get tested until I absolutely had to because there wasn't any treatment, anyway.
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    I'm touched that my writing has meant so much to you.
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    I may have commented on this before, forgive me if I'm repeating myself. I'm 64, so condoms were the exception when I first started having sex. Contrary to popular belief, when HIV/AIDS emerged in the early 80s it wasn't as if everyone immediately started using condoms. There was a lot of confusion, fear, panic and conspiracy theories being bandied around. Sound familiar? I accepted condom use, even though I didn't really like how it felt as a bottom or top, but there were "lapses," because sex is a primal urge and it's not always possible to be "reasonable" in the face of circumstances. It must have been shortly before PreP became a "thing" that I was with a guy, in position to take his dick when he asked outright, "Do you want to take the load?" I'd told him I was positive with a low viral load; after a second to think I answered "This is an option? Sure!" I guess that must have been 2010-ish? Sorry I don't remember exactly, but I never looked back. Bare became the default, even on the occasions I'd top.
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    I essentially know where I was going after the last chapter - I was working and reworking chapter 27. In some ways this might help...I'd taken some turns that weren't really working. But yep, it's a right little pain in the ass and NOT in a good way!
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    You did perfectly! Seeing someone we're not accustomed to being emotional expressing emotion can be a challenging, so I'm not surprised you felt fear. Just letting him be human and say what was upsetting him is invaluable, though. Just be a friend, let him know he can talk to you without fear of judgment. And don't try to "fix" anything, since usually that backfires. Be present, that's my approach and advice.
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    I'd be happy to assist them...I've taken up to 10 inches, bet I could get the extra .5...
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    I like the idea of being fucked by Austin Wolf, but I probably wouldn't enjoy the reality. He seems a little bit full of himself and not terribly approachable. Plus I remember him making a video where he claimed he would smack a bottom who asked for bareback play, but now all of his videos are strictly raw. Such an amazing body...but...nah.
  10. NYBBGUY58
    I guess they never heard of the Sacred Band of Thebes, which was said to be composed of male couples. The Spartan military (one of the most feared armies in ancient Greece) was also said to have been strengthened by same-sex bonds between its male soldiers. So who knows, if it had actually worked it might have backfired spectacularly. 😉
  11. NYBBGUY58
    Dear all, I stupidly deleted the Word file with my latest updates. Sigh. Nope, not in any backup that I can find easily. Damn. Well, at least I have versions of all the chapters here.
  12. NYBBGUY58
    I don't think so! If you want a piercing get it done, and if anyone says something stupid tell them to MYOB and/or to fuck off.
  13. NYBBGUY58
    Fellow traveler! 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
  14. NYBBGUY58
    Okay, here comes (no pun intended) the grouchy observation: it was all hot, except the moment where he's flexing and looking at himself in the mirror. It looks disengaged to me and I hate disengaged tops fucking me. I once nearly fell asleep under a rim chair during a 3-way because the two guys (who, to be fair, did breed me) were so into each other that I was relegated to being the fluffer for their scene. This was allegedly a birthday celebration for me, and I was the one who did not get kissed. So yeah, I'm grumpy about these details. I have sympathy for these guys, who film for hours to created the edited product and have to figure out how to keep going, so maybe it's an editing problem. Or maybe I'm just a bitch.
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    I assume there are as many reactions to the news of being HIV+ as there are people who've gotten it. For me, sex pig wasn't my experience. Mostly, I was terrified, felt dirty and completely undesirable. The medical condition I had to face was daunting - I needed regular infusions of gamma-globulin (at thousands of dollars a pop) to keep my platelets from dropping so low that I would have spontaneous internal bleeds. In fact having a life-threatening internal bleed was how I found out I was positive. This was also a part of my personal reaction, it felt like being hit over the head. In 1993 when I was diagnosed there was no effective treatment, which likely played into, too. Now that I have good treatment, have figured out how to maintain that and with the advent of PrEP and PeP, yeah< I've become a cum-crazed slut! Vive le difference!
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    Read all about it here: My most potent fantasies are ones where I'm, er, not entirely willing and "compelled" (uh-huh, yeah, right) to follow orders. 😈 I had a horrible crush on an uncle who was movie-star handsome - fantasizing about his deflowering me has been a constant for a long, long time, along with a couple of my male cousins and (perversely enough) the homophobic asshole shrink they sent me to as a kid. I was an obviously latent homo, the sessions clearly didn't "fix" me, not that I believe I ever needed that kind of "fixing." I feel like I'm SO predictable...but one thing I've learned is that not all fantasies make great realities. In life what that means is I'm not really a passive, sub, "no, don't, stop!" bottom. I guess I qualify as a "power" bottom, whatever that's supposed to be. I love men, I enjoy sex, enjoy being dominated but I want to engage. Go figure...
  17. NYBBGUY58
    I like the way you think! I'd like the power of invisibility. I've always wanted that one!
  18. NYBBGUY58
    There is nothing better than people enjoying one other's bodies, giving freely of sensuality and friendship and everything that, er, uh, "comes" with it...
  19. NYBBGUY58
    Pretty much whatever the top wants, but I guess each has their own appeal: 1. On my stomach makes me feel dominated! 2. Doggie style lets me reach back and play with the top's balls and t'aint; depending on size and my state of limberness, his ass crack...😍 3. Missionary (a.k.a., "on back legs in the air") allows me to reach the balls, the t'aint and the ass crack. Drove one guy crazy while he fucked me (saying he had girlfriends that were pretty and he liked fucking them, but that none of them knew to touch his ass like I did...🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵)
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    I think it's a very personal decision on every level. I would agree with others who say get on PreP, even if you have to go to the nearest large city to get a prescription and then have it delivered via mail order. Still, that doesn't prevent any of the other common STDs. Ironically during my youth (from the time I took my first cock until pre 1984-ish for me) I didn't "play safe," it wasn't even a THING, and I never got an STD. In the past few years as a 60-something year old I've had gonorrhea 3 or 4 times. It always feels so embarrassing, but I'm willing to pay that price. I really don't think there's anything wrong with your enjoying BB sex, I would just urge you to find a way to protect yourself that doesn't involve condoms.
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    Okay, here to chime in with the bottom's viewpoint, I have come to love my lube injector. Yes that's a thing! I'm tight, and it just makes the experience much more pleasurable for all concerned. And then if you add a couple of loads...💦💦💦...I'm overflowing.
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    Not precisely, but an undercover transit cop in the NY subway caught me taking pictures and filming his undercover cop partner's ass. He was NOT amused, and seemed to want to arrest me. I wouldn't have been in "real" trouble since I was in a public space - a subway platform is the DEFINITION of public - and I didn't include the guy's face, so there wasn't any explicit harm to the subject of my photos. The cop accused me of "following women up the stairs" (🤣) to which I replied "Nope. Just men." He looked revolted by that admission. I was on my way to work, so it was going to be a hassle and I was, honestly, terrified that he'd make my life hell just because he felt like being mean. So I confessed to "having a kink" and promised to never, ever do it again. Yeah...right. He didn't believe me, though I abstained for a few months. My honest opinion is that the guy was being a homophobic asshole. No one was injured, there was no way to identify whose ass it was and there were no charges that would have stuck. But it would have been embarrassing. See image:
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    I'm fine with whatever the top likes. If it turns him on to say "I'm going to fuck that hot pussy," fine. I have a fuck buddy who gets incredibly excited with impregnation fantasies, so when I said to him "I want a little boy just like you," he shot up inside of me. He can get into the whole ass is a pussy thing. Others prefer hot hole or hot ass, or I'm going to breed your butt. It's all good...
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    Many things: eons of footage with the top thrusting away while grunting inarticulately; camera angles that make for a good shot but really aren't all that sexy; cumshots unduly delayed; external cumshots where the top doesn't even put his dick back in to fuck in some of the load; but above all, whiny bottoms (yes, I'm pretty exclusively a bottom) who incessantly moan "Oh yeah, baby, give it to me, uh-huh..." ad nauseum, mostly because the tops are disengaged, not interacting and can only perform with the aid of Trimix. True connection in porn is so rare...
  25. NYBBGUY58
    I've been with guys who don't, or at least it tends to make them lose their erection. I love both rimming and being rimmed, though love rimming just a little bit more - having a top man order me to eat his ass drives me NUTS! In a good way, of course.

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