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... by being friends with them. Friends don't always have to agree: my personal opinion is that friendship isn't predicated on one aspect of a person. To me, that's like asking "how do you mix being friends with someone who is female with you being male," or "how do you mix being friends with someone who is completely against safe sex while loving the idea of safe sex yourself?"
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Last night was a nightmare . Suffice it to say that half of what happened made me ill -- not to mention very uncomfortable -- and the other half infuriated me. He rode roughshod over my hard limits, and there were a few times I was terrified, but he was between me and the door, and I just froze. I just agreed with whatever he wanted -- I said what I'm sure he wanted to hear -- and I hate myself for it.
Yes, I did it to protect myself, but that doesn't get rid of the feeling of shame, or disgust, or the stinging from scrubbing myself raw in the shower.
I think I'm going to take some time off from bottoming: I can't get some of the images out of my head, or the bile out of my mouth.
It's going to take some time for the bruising to fade, it's going to take even longer to trust 1:1 encounters again; and, to be honest, right now I'm not even sure I want to go to the bathhouses or theatres.
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"Hey, come over, I'd like to fuck you" turned into "I'm going to ride roughsod over your limits. You say no, but you want to be choked. You say no, but you want to have your nipples almost yanked off your body. You say no, but I know you want toilet play. You say no, but ... you say no, but ..."
And every time I got up to go, I got slammed back down, yanked around, and his hands went around my throat.
I grabbed my clothes and left while he was addressing other needs in another room, blocked him on the site I met him on, blocked him on my phone, and tried to forget the whole thing, but it just kept running through my mind the whole night. -
shit, that would have been scary...lucky you get away. is this the same 38 yo you made a status about on Thursday?
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Bottom: What is your favorite position to get fucked?
rawloadstaken replied to Footnotes's topic in General Discussion
If I have the option, I love being on my back and watching their faces. If they prefer, ass-up ... or standing, or kneeling, or bending over the sofa, or splayed on the bed ... ARGH ... JUST GIVE ME YOUR RAW COCK!!! -
I just had a 38 y.o. hottie tell me he wanted to fuck me and unload in my ass, then apologize for being so forward.
And who says chivalry is dead?
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For me, it depends on the top. If they ask me to push it out, I will; otherwise, I love the feeling inside me, especially when I'm at the bathhouse and I have top after top breeding me. Aside from the squelching, sloppy noises, it's fantastic lube.
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That was my first, as well. "This dildo's just the right size." The next thing I know, I'm full .
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It's a far better feeling than when going skin-to-condom. For me, it's like eating lobster while you've a mouth full of novocaine: yeah, you can have the lobster, and yeah, you can sort of taste it, but it doesn't compare to dipping it in that clarified butter and feeling that incomparable explosion of flavor and texture. If I have sex with a condom, then yeah ... I can feel the cock in my ass, or I can feel the penetration and the tightness of the ass around me, but it's one-removed. It's a memory of the sensation. It's the sensation minus the passion, minus the connection, and minus the pleasure. To wit: sex with condoms is ... well, boring. When it's skin-to-skin, there's a more intimate connection. Whether it's slow, gentle lovemaking or a hard, pounding, grunting, one-on-one, sweat-drenched fuck session, or getting tag-teamed in the sling while you're surrounded by other barebackers wanting a turn at your wrecked hole, there's a sensation of fullness and -- for lack of a better term -- rightness that going in raw engenders. There's the thrill, the need, the hunger that raw sex engenders. There's a passion that is unmatched by a condom, no matter how thin, or sensitive, or skin-hugging. Aside from the fact that you have far less friction and far more sensation, there's that building need: there's a knowledge that you're taking your top's load, or that your bottom is getting your seed, and that, either way, both parties are thankful for it. I wouldn't have it any other way.
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Leaving work tonight, I was -- as I often am -- horny.
I went to Peeps Too in Beaverton because (a) it was closer than Mr. Peeps in Aloha, and (b) because I like the staff better.
I grabbed my change, chatted with one of the lead clerks for a few minutes, we swapped some very corny jokes, and I headed to the glory holes to drop a load, all the while thinking, "I'm going to get head, or fuck some ass. I want to pump, dump, and leave. I want a mouth or an ass wrapped around my raw dick."
Then I got into the booth, and a fat, uncut dick was being pumped on the other side.
Damn right I dropped to my knees.
It took close to ten minutes, and I was shivering and grunting while he was skull-fucking me, but he finally blew a huge load in my mouth, and it was delicious.
I stood up and realized that -- at some point during that rather enthusiastic blowjob -- I'd shot my load in my jeans, so I dropped trou and started wiping up. I was pulling up my trousers when I saw a hand come through the hole and thought, "what the hell. I'll let him suck me off."
He was good. He was very good. Very, very good.I gave him my second load, and my balls are still empty.
So yeah, I got the head I wanted, and I drained that guy's cock the way he deserved.
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I agree with both of you: there are a few verbal hard limits for me, and part of that is when the top: - Tells me what a good girl I am - Refers to my penis as my clit/clitty - Calls my ass a pussy, an asspussy, or a cunt - Calls me a sissy, or keeps referring to me as baby I'm sorry: I'm a guy, and I'm more than a bit disconcerted when my top either doesn't recognize that fact, or doesn't want to acquiesce to my request for how I prefer to be addressed. Will I let any top have their way with me (within reason, of course)? Absolutely. Will I let any individual repeatedly refer to me in terms I've requested they avoid? Absolutely not.
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"They're still gon' put pictures of my derriere in the magazine
You want a piece of me? (You want a piece of me?)"Britney Spears, Piece of Me
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Because if you do want my derriere -- if you do want a piece of me -- I'm offering it during Wednesday afternoon's Happy Hour at Hawks PDX, and I'm planning on being a sling and darkroom cumdump during Wednesday night's Lights Out, also at Hawks PDX.
C'mon guys, load me up: you want it, I need it, and you'll be donating to both Hawks' bottom line and my empty bottom.
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Where did you get (or give) your last load?
rawloadstaken replied to rawTOP's topic in General Discussion
I know what you mean. I'm not that surprised at the married guys who want to top through the holes - if you can't see 'em, and you have straight porn on, you can always pretend - but the ones who want the cock, who want the load ... And ironically, most of them want to be in the room with you while they're getting fucked, but will only top through the hole. Bizarre. -
My goal? Get fit enough to feel comfortable applying to at least one BB porn site as a bottom.
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I'm debating posting links to my Twitter or Tumblr images instead of uploading them here -- primarily because that way I won't be eating up my size allotment -- but I don't want to be that guy who rides the edge, the one who risks running afoul of the policies.
I like my reputation where it is, thankyouverymuch.
Ah me.
What to do ... what to do ...
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Yeah, Actually, according to the NCBI and CDC, HSV-1 > urogenital area has somewhere between a 5-40% incidence rate depending on the area of the world, and the frequency of oral sex w/ an HSV-1 positive individual. I actually wrote an article about STIs for another site, and that was one of the things I researched. 'Cause I'm a geek. And trust me: no slut-shaming here. For pity's sake, I take so much anonymous cock I may as well be a community jockstrap, and I've been out of commission in the past while being treated for chlamydia, syphilis, and gonorrhea ... not at the same time, thank heavens, and I've had a clean bill of health for the last couple of years in relation to them ... so it would be more than a bit hypocritical to comment on someone else's STI status.
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I love hearing those three little words when I'm with a guy.
"Suck it, bitch."In completely unrelated news, I swallowed nine loads at the ABS tonight.
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Hoping there's a room party at Furlandia or Anthro Northwest. Yum, yum, yum.
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I didn't get a chance to hit Hawks for Fur Fuck tonight: thanks, teammate, for spreading your viral plague to most of the group. I wound up working from home so that I'd be close to certain areas should certain other issues occur; however, if all of us who were sick called out thanks to [redacted] getting us sick, there would have been four people working on Friday, and all of them have offices at least 100 miles away from the office.
That said, if I'm feeling up to it, I plan on hitting Hawks for Wednesday's Lights Out, and if not this week, then definitely next week.
I need the cocks, I need the loads, and -- with everything else going on right now -- I need to let myself float in a cum-fueled haze and feel like an anonymous hole for a bit.
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Not interested in slamming, but really want to hit Hawks like the pig I am and take sling-load after sling-load 'til my hole is sloshing with cum.
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For individuals who are interested in barebacking, but (doing something to assist with) remaining HIV-Negative, and who are rightfully concerned about the cost of Truvada, here's some information about financial assistance via the Gilead Advancing Access Program.
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Where did you get (or give) your last load?
rawloadstaken replied to rawTOP's topic in General Discussion
Yeah, without insurance here, it's right around $1,300/month, but there are other options out there. If it helps, here's more information about the Gilead Advancing Access Program. -
Well alrighty then ...
Apparently, he came twice. I dropped the first load out at his house, and just dropped a second, larger one out here.
Damn.
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As I mentioned in this post, I got royally and thoroughly fucked tonight.
I jacked off when I got home -- yeah, getting a load fucked out of me really wasn't enough -- I came harder, and more, than I have in months.
I think -- although I may very well be wrong -- that I may possibly be a slut.
I'll need a few dozen more encounters to be sure, but I feel like I just might be heading in that direction.
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Ssssssssssssso ... I just added 11 points to my total. Let me preface this by stating that I do not like raunch: I don't like reading about it, hearing about it, and especially seeing it. I had a younger tweaker reach out to me today saying he wanted to fuck my ass. I told him that I was unsure if I was clean enough, but he begged. And begged. And begged . And I finally decided that I'd try, and see how well things went. I went over to his house and stripped, and he rolled me over, spat on my hole, and sank in. God . He felt so good. Not a huge dick by any (ha-ha) stretch, but he filled me just right, and really tweaked my prostate. He started fucking me, and a few minutes in, I felt ... unclean. I mentioned that to him, and he just took another hit, grunted and started fucking me harder, then slipped a blindfold/gag over my head. He alternated between fucking me and eating my ass, using his spit as the only lube, and I just lay there moaning, getting closer and closer, and finally blew my load. He slowed down, but kept pumping, and then held still. The next thing I know, I'm getting warm inside, and then I start sloshing and leaking when he started fucking me again. That was a first. Piss. From a tweaker. Who may or may not have been poz. Ho. Ly. Hell. "You like my piss in your ass, huh? You like being my toilet? You want me to fuck a load into you?" Yeah, I hate raunch, but fuck ... He got done, pulled out, and we chatted for awhile. About twenty minutes later, though, the cramping was bad enough I had to evacuate. I got up and there was a huge cum and piss stain on the bed, then I waddled into the bathroom and sat down. Aside from an enormous load, I probably dumped out a good cup and a half of piss. No faeces, thank heavens, but it was still an "I need to shower when I get home" sensation. He told me that he wants my hole multiple times a week, and next time he won't hold back on the amount of piss he puts up me. I really don't like raunch. I can hardly wait.
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Questioins to bottoms: Once you have cum can you continue?
rawloadstaken replied to NLbear's topic in General Discussion
About half the time I can. Hell, there have been times where I've started drying out while getting fucked, so I jerk off and use that on his dick as lube. -
294. I've missed out on so much.