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This line made me so hard. I love everything about this story. Wonderful job. I wish I found myself in positions like "Chris" more often.

I make it down time to time and I'll be in Vegas Jan. 8th and 9th without plans. Based on what I've looked through online I'll probably get a room at Entourage but I'd love to hear other suggestions if anyone has any. Cheers.

I'm here now so obvi not "straight" anymore but for whatever it's worth over a decade ago then virgin 18-year-old me believing I was straight as an arrow went to a local adult theater because I was way too horny and had very little game. Seedy AF, concrete floored room in a barn, rows of plastic chairs throughout the whole room and darker the farther you go back. APV in Everett, WA if you're keeping score. I sat in the middle of the room with a few guys already there and they began to circle for an opportunity. I declined a few advances and even moved to the other side of the room to avoid one man who was very insistent. I settled back in and massaged my dick through my shorts as I watched some hardcore amateur porn on the projector screen. I was getting increasingly excited and when a tall black man advanced on me and I gave what I thought was a superbly subtle sign I was interested.(Hint: I made a slow stroking motion.) He came over and sat next to me. The man in the row in front of us turned around and began to watch as I stroked this anonymous man's cock and stared straight at the screen unable to look at either of them. I stroked his exceedingly curved shaft until in a sudden movement he was on his knees in front of me and pulling down my basketball shorts. This guy begins sucking my cock and it feels amazing but I'm so conflicted by everything that's happening my dick begins to falter. I'm flaccid in this guys mouth and he's just sucking away like it's his job. I think I should tell him to stop but when he looks up I tell myself that it's fine and there's no way I'm taking my dick out of the first mouth it has been in. There's another man watching from the row behind me now, I'm nervous as hell and trying to get hard again while this man works hard for my load. I force myself to zone into the porn playing and it starts to feel good, really good. I put my hand on the top of his head, it's weird to me that his hair is so short, and he enthusiastically works it. I blew my load into his mouth and he sucked it down. He then gets up, grabs his drink and walks out of the theater. I am MORTIFIED. I can NOT believe what I just did and I just sit there for a few minutes. I muster up the courage for my walk out and about halfway to the building's exit I walk into a small hallway with the same guy who just sucked my cock. He's at least a foot taller than me and I can't even pretend I can look him in the eyes. I put my head down in shame and go home. ...My next gay experience would be four years later. Of course that's a story I think is awesome and wonderful now and continues to make me fantasize about being gangbanged in that room full of spectators. Now on the other spectrum of the story... It's ten years later, I've enjoyed a handful of experiences with guys and I just happen to be house-sitting in Everett. I think back to my fantasies created by that particular APV experience and decide I have nothing better to do than make a pump n' dump craigslist ad that, to my delight, receives a lot of replies. (I've told this story before in different places so I'll highlight the more pertinent parts.) A few Navy guys and mostly Boeing engineers either getting off their shifts or trying to line up a quickie over lunch. Seven men don't flake ranging from mid 20s to late 50s and come over one-by-one to share my ass and most of them beg for me to keep the last load(s) inside me so they can fuck me full of cum. Which I am, like, ALL about. (he says on breeding.zone. duh.) The fifth guy is a married Asian man in his mid to late 30s who had been taking his time with me. He was getting really excited finger fucking my ass and telling me to lick the cum from his fingers. I was certain he was already convinced but he gets up and with a nod to himself, asks me where I'd be comfortable and that he wasn't sure but he wants to fuck me. I move from the couch to lay on an ottoman missionary with my legs spread, I'm seeing jizz fairies and just begging to be his cumdump. He gets on top of me and guides his cock inside and begins laying pipe as I work my hips around him. I get loud as fuck when I'm this turned on and I can't stop moaning for more between his strokes. He slows down and looks down at me and really sweetly tells me that I'm the first man he has ever been with. I give him a genuinely huge smile and tell him he's doing great and I can't wait to have his load in me. He leans down and makes out with me for a minute or two as he slowly pumps into my grinding hips. The man lets out a surprsingly loud, sharp grunt and spasms as I wrap my legs around and can feel him flooding into me. Dude puts his clothes back on during a few minutes of cordial conversation where he tells me he's married and has to get back to work from his lunch break. I tell him if he wants it again to get in touch and he can have it whenever. I never see him again. I serviced a lot of great cocks that day, finished with a finale of being spitroasted, but being that dude's first time with a man was truly the best takeaway from the whole experience.

Love the thread. I unfortunately don't have a comparable experience beyond a few times with my neighbors grandkids. We were all the same age, 10 at the start of this story, and would stay at their lake house. One day we were watching caddy shack and got aroused so we decided taking off our pants and laying on each other would be exciting dares. Of course them being brothers I was part of it each time. We didn't do much more that summer. The next summer came around and being 11 our hormones started having a say. We started getting a little more curious and kept upping the ante until by the end of the summer we were regularly "daring" each other to suck the other(s.) Their family moved after that summer, and mine the next. Saw them again at 15 or so and we were all super weird and defensive lol. I think I'll drop a line and see if they want to catch up.

I enjoy those forced scenarios but that mind fuck you're talking about sounds amazing! It would be so hot to be put in that position. Mentally still trying to catch up to what's going on, physically in heat. Do we know the tops name? Or anything about that scene in particular? I must view it... for science.

Your story was great! It reminded me of a friend of mine, similar to Lee. named Les. Though he would prefer the moniker "Massive." A jpeg is worth a thousand words. You guys would love him.

For this particular question anal was my answer. Don't get me wrong I love it when a dom top grabs my head, shoves his cock down my throat and unloads a heavy load. It's awesome and I appreciate it every time. but there are very few things in this world that compare to the shiver of euphoria that washes over me as I feel cum draining out of me and dripping down my balls. If I could create my own answer it would be that I prefer cum everywhere at once. I don't just want the load in my ass, I want one covering my face and body, some in my mouth to taste and lick up, and more in my ass being pounded out of me.

I wonder if the trend is an appeal to the bottoms watching the porn. I mean it feels great to have that happen so seeing it in porn is probably a great visual cue. If there was a direct boost to viewers from that content I could see it becoming this trend. As for myself I think it depends on the scene.

Congrats on discovering and experiencing more of your sexuality. I totally relate to where you're coming from and I like your questions and want to offer my perspective and thoughts. The first thing you need to decide as far as PrEP is 'are you okay with your dick deciding your bodies health?' I'm not. At least I like to think so. I've put myself in pretty risky situations but enjoyed myself and lucked out. Some people really enjoy the rush that comes from that. I do, but I also really like taking anonymous loads without unnecessary fear(especially considering you mentioned "no loads refused.") It's up to you to decide what works for you there as there are many schools of thought. I think a year of toying with the idea of anonymous loads is a good indication that you need to take some anonymous loads but I totally understand the fear behind the internal conflict. I'd get on craigslist and bbrt and start making it known you are available. Even that's not really necessary if you have a good adult bookstore/theater around. That said, it really sounds like you would love your time in a gloryhole maze at a spa. 1.) I recommend all of the options considering your urges and desires. I don't think you should limit yourself by inhibition but just try to make sure you feel safe. Hotels can be hit or miss with many factors, mostly being your reach and how many are interested. Try to make sure the place is trashy enough for your many visitors to not set off any alarms in the staff. Keep up the understall and gloryhole action when the mood strikes you. 2.) I'd say 5 guys is a great place to be at right now and you can work up to your fantasy of 10-30 guys. You are going to learn so much about how to take a group of cocks at once that when you do get to your fantasy you'll be a seasoned pro. 3.) I know those thoughts but I tend to think that's when I am letting my dick take over. Which is great, I actually love that but not if it impacts my health in a severe way. Like I said earlier, you're going to have to figure out how you want to handle PrEP. It's nice that you would seek advice for help, but I think the best help I can offer is reassurance. You should keep following your desires and train to be a fully submissive cumslut. Being passionate about exploring will take you to all your fantasies. Learn to worship, nourish and serve cocks presented to you. Drain their burden of cum and savor every drop. Through action and experience I think your internal conflict will fade away. Everything will come naturally if you put your heart and soul into submitting.