Kayne

I remember being a kid and sitting on my Grandpa's lap awhile he smoked a pipe and drank Demitasse and fed me cannot. I don't remember his face, but I Do remember the hazy grayish blue smoke that surrounded his face. I was about 2 or 3. That began my obsession with smoking. Now I grew up in a family of smokers Parents Grands, Uncles, Aunts their friends, ect. Cigarettes mostly, but itnwas understood that even as I was often sent to but cigarettes for the Adults, Smoking would be punished severely. Besides Some, as a kid inhad chronic Bronchitis. So, even though I experimented ( i tried a ew times) it never caught on and I never really learned how. And when I saw the damage smoking did to people's.voices, I avoided smoking because I wanted to be an important singer. I never really liked cigarettes.anyway Cigars.and pipes on the other hand often got me hard and anytime there was porn with a guy in leather smokng one I got hot. Fast-forward to me Now In my 40's learning to love smoking Stories and finding how Hot it makes.other pigs seeing me smoke them. Besides I'm " Gifted" Nkw... so who gives a fuck?

Being Black and living in the ghetto, its a male assumption since every dude is trying to project Hardcore thug energy. Show any softness and you're a target. Being able to Fight and unafraid to do do will change perceptions, but if you show anything other than sheer physical prowess, its a foregone conclusion. Also The heavier you are, the more likely you're simply assumed to be. Being called a "Faggot" whether you are or not is just gateway to a fight. That being sald, I've never been able to hide. And I've always been able to identify my "Kin" Still, I've not found many willing to call it out, unless they want to get a foot buried deep where the sun rarely shines. But when your Pop smashes your Cherry, Orher Wolves seem to smell it on you.

I have been, and would like to think I still am one adventurous fuck. But, I notice that with age ( at least in my experience) comes a certain reticence to do anything that will cause trouble. I've been arrested and or dines a few times for public fucking. No one wants to be branded a " Sex Offender" just because you were getting a nut with another consenting adult in an entertaining place. I remember that being younger than would be permissible to speak of, I was bold and deliberate about approaching older dudes for sex. and surprised at the number of times I got exactly what I wanted. in any respect. Being in NYC I think 9/11 Was the beginning of the end for great Anon encounters. Soon many of my favorite hunting grounds were beefed up and fortified with restrictions, closures, security and surveillance. I lost more of my Trashy Haunts to construction and gentrification. and still more to technology, like smartphones and dating apps. I think the biggest loss in spontaneous, recklrss exhibitionism or adventureisim has to be due to the homoginization of Gay/Queer Culture into mainstream society though. To a certain degree, being "accepted" in polite society has meant that the culturally hot and heavy things once done to set our encounters apart from "nuclear-breeder-society" aren't things gayd frown upon the wait straights do. Also, my position in life has changed and beingbsomeone's fulltime caregiver means an overall reduction in risk... and so does being "gifted" sadly. with all that said. I miss the Beast I was as a lad. I miss hanging out at men's shelters or being double fucked on city rooftops. I miss pissing cum down hungry throats on Subway platforms and 10 guy circlejerks on late-night city trains. I miss fuckingbin churches or picking up random strangers and rating a musky shit hole, I miss blackout backroom bars where raw is law. and you don't leave until well after the sun is up. I miss it all

This is my personal religion! I feel the same way about football jerseys! I have several baggied jocks my damn self!

I can't say that I remember the first time I tasted Cum. My Old man had me Drinking Piss and cum from an early age. I do know that I used to LOVEhaving cum sprayed on my face. I didn't begin to acquire a taste for cum until my early 20's. Inhad along Distance relationship with a US Navy man. We used to cam. when We came we used to sat our cum prete di g it was each other's. I stopped spitting when this guy I was Blowing in a park literally held my head to his groin a d pumped his spank down my throat. I remember he laughed saying A cocksucker should never spit out a meal he worked for. It ki da flicked a switch for me. I dint like cold cum tho. can't bring myself to drink from discarded condoms. but the best lube is another man's Sperm a d i use it whenever I can.

That was really damn good I hope you will continue/ Finish

I fucking LOVE Jocks. and when I'm.not fireballin... im wearing a Jock. black or white, Pref. Bike or similar. the mesh stretchy type. Not into designer ones and I have som in zip lock bags work for up to 6 months of sweat/piss/ cum in them. The stronger they smell the harder i am

...I was born... But no, Seriously, my old man groomer/ trained me starting at 3. he died a fewvyearsxalter but there were others that "Stepped in" wasn't until.mynlate teens/ early 20's that I "acquired" the taste/ Need for cum. and I learned to give as good as I get.

You are free to believe or disbelieve whatever you like. Some people are standing in their truth. some are standing in how they wish things were. I can talk about what I experienced unashamed because I know who I am I don't need to seek approval, and my experiences are what they are. I doesn't hurt that the authorities didn't believe me. so I am used to it.

There is a way I truly want to say this, but I will likely catch a Ban for it. So I'm going to phrase it differently. There are people whom It would not bother me in the least to know that they got the gift. Your ignorance makes you one of them. And I have enough boxes, bows and wrapping paper.

Yeah, I get that. Still Recent US laws have made what is said on the internet mandore actionable. And Lord,,I know I wouldn't want to be caught up in that. Understand I'm not ashamed of my status, kinks, desires, or actions. I choose to be in contact with men who show like-minded interests. Still, that is no for everyone and my privacy is important to me.

the thing that I find disconcerting is that it was a 14 year old. of for no other reason than the legal quagmire that speaks of!

From the first Day my Old Man popped my Cherry

The only condom porn I'll.watch is 90's porn like Latino Fan club and the like, Mostly because that was thenporn inhad access to when I was a teen, sneaking porn. But even then I was more likely to watch 70's or 80' pre condom pornnif I could get my grubby hands on a tape. I mostly watched the Latino Fan Club and others because I could see Guys that looked like .e fucking . Representation matters

Antonio Biaggi, BAM, Tiger Tyson, Bobby Blake, Jack Simmons, Tomatoes Baker, Tom Katt, Jeff Stryker just to name a few

Never Wash Your Jock!

The Bareback Pledge I fully, and on my honor, pledge myself today and hereafter to unrepentant Bareback Sex. I pledge myself completely to fearless pleasure in the exchange of Cum. I hereby and forever refuse to live in fear and self-denial. I hereby and forever refuse the delusion of “safe sex.” If I delight in Bottoming, I commit my mouth and ass to the pleasuring of all cocks who desire to use me. I commit to being flooded with as much Seed as is possible, by as many men as possible. If I delight in Topping, I commit to using other men as my Cumholes, filling their mouths and asses with as much Seed as possible, as often as possible. I pledge myself to sluttery, wanton sexual abandon, anonymous hookups, gloryholes, gangbangs, orgies, and fuck fests. I pledge to strive towards completely indiscriminate sex, accepting Bareback encounters from any and all” Yes, be it known, that I absolutely, and with full intent, commit myself to having as much Bareback sex as possible, as often as possible, with as many men as possible; I pledge myself to making Bareback sex more than a fetish, but a way of life. I make this pledge fully sane, in radical defiance of the anti-pleasure, “safe sex” delusion I’ve been taught. And I fully pledge to do my best towards inspiring others to do the same. NAME/HANDLE ______Kayne___________DATE___09/30/2020___

Bravo!

My old man. I was in my early single digits. He trained me to blow him, and in piss. A year later, he popped my Cherry. he died two years after that, but I had been set on a path that's made me the P-PIG I am today.

Bravo!

I never started on the platform, an now I never will.

Are we ever going to get an update?

My Father started me very early and shared me as a boy. When he passed away, my mom sent me to a private school with a 88$ Male population. As a Catholic, I became an alter boy. I can tell you that when a young man's cherry is popped, it seems that other mem can smell it. My First Priest was before I hit double digits. I seduced my first priest at the church I went to when I came home. and when I lived with my Grandmother my scout leader was a Deacon at her holy roller church. I still remember his cock head and how shiny it was, and how much precum he oozed. I m not glorifying what happened. I know that whether I was a willing participant or not, it's wrong. But I dont feel guilt or shame. I Did have fun breeding a Rabbi's son in the basement of a Synagogue, and when I was 19 I had a great time we with a Greek Orthadox Priest. His beard was fucking amazing! He was the furriestvman I've ever been with. We flip Fucked in The Ramble of central park by the water.when we met one late summer night . the mosquito bites were worth it. I still remember the way his cumfelt inside me. I remember the way he nursed thebpiss from my hard cock. and I wish I could see him again... and get my jockstrap back!

I'm amazed that all the bug chasers that beg for my Strains are fucking Afraid of Corona... it's like fuckin Bizarro world. You ain't scared of a cock that wilkntear you to shreds and balls filled with mutant baby batter, but you're terrified of a fucking cold. New York, New York...

Fighting and sex have always been closely related to me. Take or be taken. fuck yeah!