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Kayne

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  1. I'm a Switch. I'm also a slut and a pig and a lot of things. I am seriously more apt to Go ATM as a recieving partner because I know I've properly prepped. If I'm the Active partner, not gonna lie, being cleaned is hot. It only ever becomes an issue for me if I've gotten "Peanut butter" on my dick Its hard to come back from that.
  2. I'm hooked!
  3. Does Anyone wanna talk about it here?
  4. Can confirm. I am constantly asking asshples"Did you even bother to read my page? it's a literal pain.
  5. At various points I've given into my affection for Vacuum pumping my Dick. I prefer girth to length and its pleasurable, since my current circumstances leave me unable to playbwith others as much as I'd like. My only problem is that I've never been able to find a good quality pump, and not just some novelty toy that breaks after a couple of times. I could never afford the Vacutech ones I lusted after when I was younger. Now, they're out of business, and I am wary of Boston Pump after seeing them largely disappear.I gotva TOF branded one from Fort Trough but it broke after a couple of uses. Is there anyone out there into pumping? Does anyone know of any quality brands I can get ahold of. Anyone out there looking for a Pump buddy? Reply here or Drop me a PM.
  6. That is fucked Up. I'm sorry that happened to you, they way it did. I can absolutely relate.. I went through a similar experience with years of "false positives" And "negative full panel tests" and the NYC dept of health taking more than 10 years to actually contact and test me. I had progressed into full AIDS ans my only symptoms was a common cold. Ironically I've had more illnesses including Covid 3 times and have been worse off on ARVs than I ever was before them. So yeah, its a bitch. But I take the joy where I can find it. In the end, what cannot be changed, must be endured.
  7. ... This might be a case of " If the show fits..." But I want to be clear. I am able to put my kink in the back burner. I thought I had made it clear that I was aware that I had traded one prison, for another. I traded Freedom from my fear for the consequences of the Actual hard Reality I experience now that I Am so Gifted" Dating can be a nightmare. And I got exposed due to medical negligence. which is the worst part of my experience. I'm sorry if I was less than clear.
  8. A Dumb Jock POV I grew up during the worst of it. I remembe being scared of HIV/AIDS just like I was scared of those Mini Comic Christian Tracks that littered city streets when I was a kid. For as far back as I remember I was convinced that I wouldn't make it to 20. This in the mind of a kid being g used by some twisted people. As I got older. that voice in my head kept saying I was gonna be infected and die well before my Dad did. The fear i was trying to bury got stronger when I realized I only wanted Men and that I couldn't control it and I liked what I was doing. The progression into my teens saw me taking more risks. getting diagnosed with Chronic Fatigue syndrome and anxiety and seeing friends and relations deal with the gift made me feel I could cope. When I was exposed in the hospital, my only fear was I'd die leaving my mom alone since everyone in her live had already succumbed. I didn't test for yearscafter a string of false positives My sex life diminished with my mom's greater need for care until I am where zi am today. Right Now, All I really have left is the kink that grew out of fear and acceptance. I like being POZ because its part of who I am. But being PozIs not my Identity. Bei g Poz is a small part of being the man I am. and the fears that I had being neg or unaware have gone. But just like everything in this world. there is a price. While I haven't been rejected by my found family I still get rejected. I hat the meds. I hate the judgment of medical people. I hate how much my situation boosts me in health related costs and I'm afraid of the day I won't be able to afford my health care. Freedom from. one thing chained me down with another. But I can make the best of it. I will take the joy i can find. But that's just what a big dumb jock thinks
  9. My 2 cents. Its not specifically "Republicans" that are the problem. No, that's the easy out. What it is, is the different ideological factions that make up CONSERVATISM. Its a Pyramid scheme. bottom tier, you have the commoners. These people are easily swayed. For a literal metric fuck ton of reasons they are trapped in an echo chamber of their own making. They are incapable of critical or objective thinking. They are ignorant and blissfully proud of it. The next tier above them are the ones that know better, but have grown bitter and given up. these are the generations that opposed their forebears because they recognized at one time that the system was broken, but as they got older, they see their kids fighting the fight they abandoned. their mindset is "it was good enough for me, how dare you demand better " The next tier wants to keep control through division and conformity. New Ideas diversity, and unity through common ground threatens thei position and view. that must be stamped out at once to keep their fragile pi ture stable. Next tier is organized religion doesn't really matter which God or God's. ut religion has been an effective tool to keep those lower tiers in line. The next tier are the wealthy. standing on those lower than themselves is how they .aintain their wealth and the work those below them do keeps the river of money flowing to then. At the Top you have the powerful. These are the people that aren't going anywhere without a fight. these are the puppet masters, they control the strings. Whether it is forbidding a certain class of people to learn to read, or enforcing system of generational servitude, or itsa culture of misogyny, or its the Red Scare. Lavender Scare. Satanic Panic, immigrants, ,Guns, social justice, Drag. it doesn't matter. All it is, is a distraction. Keeping everyone at odds is the goal and playing on the prejudices, fears, and indignation of an obnoxious and vocal few keeps a majority capable of obliterating the status quo from organizing to do just that. Tomorrow, a new fad will be the "It" thing to fight over. but thats just the way one big dumb jock sees it.
  10. It is said that:a closed mouth cannot eat." it means that one cannot get what one desires without asking. the optimal word in that statement is "Asking". I was once just as foolish im no dogged pursuit of my Manscent/ Musk and WS kinks. It took a long period of harsh rejection to open my eyes. I know that Poz Kink/Fetisization is the ultimate [banned word] for many. I often think about this one guy that used to message me incessantly on A4A in its early days. His desire to " Convert" me made me feel dirty, sick, and like a piece of meat in a bad way. Add to that, my own mixed feelings and I felt awful. period. I never hooked up with that guy. And after a while, I never saw him again. I get where you're coming from and even though that kind of play is one of my kinks, I'm right there with you. It would beva far different thing if you included fetishization in your ad. You did not. It was rude, tactless and disgusting that this Tool made such wild assumptions. I can see how it would make you feel degraded in a negative way and I'm sorry, I hope you're okay.
  11. I wouldn't say that. I like a bottom With a meaty cock.
  12. You Studs set a high bar. Hope my Fat Black Uncut Dick measures up.
  13. I'm a Fucking, SLEAZY, RAUNCHY PIG! and I'm proud of it. Back when I was a "Jailbait:" teenage Cocksucker, I was living in a family homeless shelter.Whenecer I could get away from my mom, I used to hang out at the Single Men's Shelter, which was in an old Armory. I LOVED All the dick Funk and body Odor. I miss the loads I used to take in the showers.. I also hung around Construction sites and gyms and Huge wooded areas in NYC Parks. A clean cock is nice but often tasteless. the only thing I wouldn't taken was a literal shit covered cock, or one with open sores
  14. Been a while since I bred a puffed out jock kunt. these pix are beautiful
  15. The only time I wanna see a condom is if the top is using that cum as lube. Its actually hard for me to go back to my favorite 90' LFC videos of my teen years because of the condoms. I was fucking raw back then. the guys were fucking raw off camera. Condoms have always been a boner killer for me
  16. There is a lot going on here, and while I'm not normally into forced feminization...or cross dressing in general,, this is hotter than Mike Tyson in 1987. Fuck Man!
  17. I love rank used jocks. I have NEVER WASHED a jock. Fuck! only thing I hate is when the elastic stretches out and gets loose I haven't traded or sold a rank jock in year, but I have many in sealed bags that I love getting a whiff of now and then.
  18. I fuck8n miss 5he raw funky musty sweaty smell of men other than myself. I miss it so much
  19. Buy Stock in Amazon, Apple, Google, Disney, Samsung, Pfizer and Moderna. Say yes to more things. Never sto lifting weights / Working out. Find a way into college or trade school no matter what. Stop pretending with condoms Do Porn Always do whats best for Mom, but Live your own life
  20. way less than one would think the biggest ones closedvduring the "crisis" many stuck it out despite draconian heath/ safety laws and heave gaybover policing ( in such a progressive city) by the itmebi came of age NYC was a barren wasteland. for such things. The Giuliani and Bloomberg years of "Leadership" and the Disneyfication of NYC was another death blow to queer sex in NYC Post 9/11/2001 things got worse for gay clubs/ Fetish spaces due to " heightened security. " the sheer seismic rise in computer/ cellphone technology, internet speed and accessibility. and " gay equality - gay mainstream assimilation and even the rise of PrEP, PEP and , FOSTA/SESTA Laws and most recently Ms. Rona have all whittled what it left to a skeleton whos begging to be put out of its misery
  21. Interesting. Glad I found this story again. it took some turns. well done.
  22. My Experience in New York is mostly horrible. I'm black so that's a hit or miss Itscevenbworse because I'm more typical/ Average in cock size than stereotypical. I'm also uncut, which I don't understand why this is an issue. I'm Not a Thug and not "Total top", I'm very vocal an up front about my kinks, wants, needs and whether I'm feeling Submissive or not. It doesn't help that I cannot host, and I am not available for instant hook-ups. Its also my experience that a lot of Hustlers/ hookers what have you seem to think I'm lookin to pay to play. or its an obvious scam or set up Lastly for all the people on a site called BBRT. I get a lot of grief over being Poz and not on Meds and not willing to "suit up" Also I'm just not willing to buy a subscription anymore. no one being serious is a major turn off.
  23. Damn that is fucking great!
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