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ErosWired

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  1. There are two different questions here - Quality vs. Quantity, and Fucks vs. Loads. A guy who’s only in it for the loads is going to pick the multiple cocks every time, because for him it’s always about the highest number of loads. But for someone for whom the fuck is the important thing, the choice might depend on the quality of the fuck. If the fucking is good, I’ll take 30 nonstop minutes of that, please, but if it’s going to be mediocre I would probably choose to try the assortment and see what kind of quality might emerge in the short fucks. That, mind you, is if I were choosing on the basis of pleasing myself. I don’t. My goal is to provide service to as many men as possible, even when some take their time and some don’t. The Top who pleasures himself inside me for three hours gets the same opportunity as the one who takes 30 seconds.
  2. I think the mistake is assuming that the political class believes in anything. They do not support him because they believe in him; they support him because they fear him - or rather, the wrath of his base if they speak against him. Trump himself believes in nothing - he is the quintessential transactional opportunist.
  3. ^ This. I literally saw stars before my eyes when my nipples got lanced (both at once, by the piercer and her apprentice), but my Ampallang through my cockhead was painless by comparison.
  4. That doesn’t leave a lot of room for response in this particular category… 🤔
  5. @JimInWisc - A downvote on that? Really? Are you saying you actually believe there’s an international cabal of baby-eating sex fiends? I thought better of you. That’s just crazy talk. It couldn’t actually be true of anybody, of any political persuasion.
  6. No, ginger guys are not ‘way more likely to be hung’ than any other demographic or genetic profile, but enjoy your fantasy. Your experience is just fortunate coincidence.
  7. This is what floors me every time. The demonizations are so outrageously irrational on their face that they would make a cat laugh, yet humans evidently are incapable of braining it through.
  8. More broadly and comprehensively speaking, the workaround is to vote the imbeciles out of office and elect replacements who will repeal these misguided laws, but that will take time and likely the death of a majority of people over fifty years old, unless there are successful court challenges. In the meantime, the Earth has been set on ‘Broil’, and access to porn may suddenly become less of a concern than access to air conditioning. But yes, you’ll need a VPN.
  9. I recall seeing a profile once in which a guy was saying how much he liked gingers, but specified that he wanted to fuck only completely smooth, totally shaved hairless men. 🤷🏼‍♂️ It begs the question of what, if the presence of the red hair isn’t required, the hair color has to do with it? Is ginger, then, a state of mind, and if so, why the pigment fixation? I grew up befreckled, and while I wasn’t exactly a redhead, my hair reflected coppery in the sun. I have a picture of myself as a younger man in which I was astonished to find that I had an unmistakably ginger beard, but I would not have considered myself a ginger. My son, on the other hand, might as well have copper wire for hair.
  10. One size does not fit all. You may simply need a set of weights with a larger inner diameter. The size of your testicles isn’t the issue, it’s the amount of material in your scrotum that has to be encircled that matters. The one thing you do not want to do is force your balls into weights that are too tight to allow blood to circulate. Even if you somehow manage to get them on, you won’t be able to keep them on for any length of time for the discomfort.
  11. You state that you enjoy the thought of being a “gay fag cumpig sissy slut” and that you are sufficiently clued in to what excites men that you’re able to create high quality profile photos of yourself. You get it enough that you’re performing on cam, and have given yourself the username ‘Bbbottompiggy’, meaning that you understand what barebacking is, what being a bottom is, and what constitutes piggy behavior - and associate with it enough to name yourself for it. I think you already know perfectly well what it all means, and any confusion or uncertainty is nothing more than self-deception.
  12. Let’s take a moment to look at what you’re telling us. You say that you feel scared, freaked out, that the situation you’re in is ‘too much’, and that you feel that what’s going on is to some degree dangerous. You characterize what is happening as something that is being done to you, a condition placed upon you - you say the Dominant is ‘making you’ do things and ‘throwing you’ down a rabbit hole. Yet you make it clear that you’re turned on by what is happening, and you think of it as a ‘permanent sub-space’ that you know you’re not going to walk away from. Let’s be clear here - the Dom isn’t making you do anything that you aren’t consenting to do. None of this is nonconsensual, and any sense of you being forced is something you’re conjuring up in your own mind as a part of the sexual role that you are playing as a submissive. No Dominant can force you into subspace - that’s a state you enter on your own. So dispense with the idea that your situation is dangerous because it’s out of your control. It’s not. You can say no at any point. That means the Dominant and his friends aren’t the ones making you uneasy. You’re making yourself uneasy because you’re internally conflicted - part of you wants to do these things, and does them, and you know perfectly well isn’t going to stop, even though another part of you isn’t on the same page, sees the potential dangers, and isn’t comfortable with it. The way you talk about being put in your place suggests you may wrestle with matters of self-image that predispose you to submission even if in a particular instance the submission might feel unwise; that, too, can be a source of inner conflict, but again the cause is internal, not imposed from outside. I would suggest that you reframe your question, for yourself, as ‘Do I get scared or freaked out by what I let happen to me, and if so, why do I let it happen?’
  13. There aren’t a lot of positions in which a bottom gets a good look at a Top’s feet, unless he’s riding, facing them. With someone like that, I’d be expecting any moment for him to reach down and start “This little piggy went to market. This little piggy stayed home.” And that would be the end of that.
  14. That’s why I said you were both accurate and inaccurate. You were right that the medication does not cause a change in the host’s body that would reduce the ability to resist infection - or indeed, increase the ability, as antibiotics do not confer immunity any more than an application of bug spray grants our bodies lasting immunity to mosquitoes. And, yes, ideally, if the prophylaxis is effective, infection should be stopped at the root. Ideally. If. Except there are simply going to be times when it isn’t 100% effective, and will instead leave hardy survivors to procreate hardier strains. It’s the ramping up of the number of doses, the sheer volume increase of total exposure of the microbial populations as a whole to doxycycline, that will increase the potential for resistance, just as it’s doing in chickens and cows who are being fed antibiotics to make them more robust.
  15. I realize that can work, which is why I said many of the world’s great works are the result of artists’ passion for an object of desire. What I was telling you was that in this circumstance it would be inadvisable. Plus, as you are still an artist-in-training, your instructor is likely to advise you to put your focus on perfecting your craft rather than on expression. Nobody actually gets passionate about a bowl of fruit, but student artists are tasked with producing still lifes from fruit ad nauseam. The mirror would be for self-portraiture, perhaps the most challenging form.
  16. The surgery itself was like any other outpatient procedure - I went in, they put me under, when I woke up it was done, and they sent me home. All told, it took me about a month to be fully healed. I didn’t try taking a cock for a month after that to be on the safe side, but the breathtaking agony of just trying to have a bowel movement was over as soon as I got the surgery. You’ll probably need to see your general doctor, who will give you a referral to a gastroenterologist or a colorectal surgeon.
  17. It’s last resort time, I’m afraid. Anal tears (anal fissures) can resolve themselves, but if they have not healed after six weeks, surgery is generally recommended, according to most sources. You’ve gone so long now that it’s pretty clear that you’re not going to heal without intervention. No amount of cream is going to get you back to normal. I’ve had the surgery, and it did solve the problem. The Top using lidocaine to prevent you from knowing how much damage he was doing is utterly indefensible.
  18. I would recommend against it. There is a code of conduct associated with Life Models who pose unclothed for drawing classes, and I imagine your instructor is familiar with it and would have it front of mind. The purpose of engaging a Life Model is not to indulge sexual fantasies or to feel arousal or titillation, but to have the opportunity to focus on the work with the benefit of the actual human form close to hand, conveniently posed. Your instructor would most likely indicate the best way for you to participate in a regularly arranged group drawing session, if you do not already attend them (it is unclear from your post whether you are drawing other men who are posing). Further, most academic institutions have standard prohibitions against any sort of contact between an instructor and a student under his or her instruction that is, or could be perceived as, romantic or sexual in nature. Your instructor would almost certainly (and absolutely should) decline for this reason. I understand the desire to express your feelings when you see him in art - many of the world’s great works are the result of an artist’s overflowing passion toward an object of desire. But in this case…no. Have you thought about getting a big mirror…?
  19. This is partially, but not completely, accurate. Those resistant variants don’t just spontaneously appear. Resistance is generally a result of natural selection as an organism adapts to survive in an otherwise adverse environment. A drug may kill off almost all of a particular type of microbe, but perhaps a very small number of individuals share a genetic trait that enabled them to withstand the assault. They then go on to reproduce more with such traits, getting better at surviving with each exposure to the adverse condition. Taking doxycycline only when you test positive for an STD only pits the organism against the hazard in those limited circumstances; taking it every time you fuck means that every fuck becomes an opportunity for the organism to select for the strongest, and if you then walk around with an untested asymptomatic infection and spread it, you’re spreading the survivors - increasingly stronger germs. In 2015 the National Institutes of Health sounded an alarm about the danger to human health of growing antibiotic resistance as a result of the routine nontherapeutic use of eight classes of antibiotics in animal agriculture - including tetracyclines, the class that includes doxycycline. This principle is not dissimilar. Doxypep is a prophylactic, not a therapeutic, use of the antibiotic. It may be that in attempting to make ourselves infection-proof, we may do exactly the opposite, and leave ourselves with illnesses we can’t even treat.
  20. He clearly misunderstood what is meant by ‘getting your salad tossed’.
  21. She wanted to watch…the schoolboy spanking? One wonders what goes on in that flat on nights when they don’t have a guest…
  22. You should do a TED talk. I can’t claim your sheer variety of experiences, but I definitely get them too. The request for specific numbers of loads is quite common for me, as are requests to walk in when someone else is fucking me. Related to this, I get ones requesting to stick around after they seed me and watch me get fucked by others. The ‘can I come in’ - drives me mad, especially when he’s just stipulated that he wants the first thing he sees when he walks in to be my ass in the air. And then he knocks, and will not come in until I get up and open the door for him. 🤨 On the subject of dildoes, there was one who wanted me to have one ready for him to use on me - specifically the kind that will actually squirt fake semen. Because we all have one of those, and a supply of fake cum, with us when we travel. There was one guy who wanted me to meet him for an outdoor fuck in the woods, and when I arrived, he let me know he wanted me to hold his hand and call him ‘Babe’. Awkward. Also, not so much a request but a sort of expected condition, since he had me three different times, was a Native American guy in whom some switch would flip when he got balls deep in me and would start savagely fucking me, spitting on my back, and saying hateful-sounding things in Lakota. When I’m hosting, though, I’m pretty clear that what you see is what you get (and what they see is an ass) so maybe that cuts down on the requests for extras.
  23. This topic is about a disappointing visit to the Indianapolis CumUnion, so I suggest you read through the initial post to get a sense of current conditions. Don’t go in with high expectations, especially of being the target of a gangbang. It’s not impossible if you set your definition of ‘gangbang’ low - when I was there last month I did take five cocks in a row on the fuck bench. But the second time I mounted it I got none even though there were seven guys in the room - your mileage may vary. Also, that is hands down the hardest, most uncomfortable fuck bench I have ever used, and it rocks back and forth alarmingly. If you do plan to try it, bring a pair of soft kneepads and elbowpads. How well attended it is depends on things like the weather, if it’s a holiday, and what else is going on in town that night. I imagine their new price structure may also make a difference. If you go, they’ll let you in for 3 hours, and you’ll pay $10 an hour for the privilege, plus a membership fee if you’re not a member. This is up from $4 an hour. After 3 hours, you can get more time, but you have to check out of your room and then ask for another room. Don’t ask to have your time extended. I’ve been to many CumUnions in Indianapolis, but I won’t be going to any more.
  24. I would agree, but the successful public speaker learns to read the room. If I wish to say something and I select the best words for the particular occasion and company, I don’t consider it self-censoring (God knows no one in my presence has ever accused me of it) and indeed, we all do the same social verbal calculus, usually subconsciously, every time we have a conversation. Just because I choose not to say something as vulgarly as possible in order to consider the sensibilities of the people I’m speaking to does not mean I’m censoring myself. If a man goes to the roof of a building in the center of town and starts shouting FUCK at the top of his lungs, would he be considered self-censoring if he thought better of it and found some other way to express whatever was motivating him? (Full disclosure: My father, according to his own account, actually did this in college. He did not give a reason, and I did not ask. I suspect alcohol was involved.) In the case of Mr. Dallas (a stage name, first name a provocative if uncreative ‘Dix-on’, and as my great grandfather’s middle name was genuinely Dixon I look askance at this impostor) there appears to be some question whether he is doing this largely for its potential promotional effect on his career rather than as a genuine statement. Speculation regarding his personal life and sexuality (the sort of online celebrity gossip I find exceedingly tedious to read) suggests that his relationships heretofore have been hetero, and suggests he may not himself be gay, but simply using the material for its edgy value. This is complicated by the fact that some online sources have confused Dixon Dallas the singer with Dallas Dixon the actor/writer/producer, who is openly gay. At that point, however, I reached the stage at which I, like several billion other people, did not care, and quit looking, so can tell no more.
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