Transgressions

A good idea with a distinctly not hot execution

Yeah, I was about to say this. I would not know for three months max at which point I would have either gotten tested or found that I was unable to pick up my refill from my HMO until I got my HIV test done and my results back. The whole failure thing is being way overplayed by everyone. Virtually no prevention is 100%. But PreP comes about as damn close as you're going to get. Sorry, I probably just ruined someone's fetish. It's kind of an antiquated fetish though... There's reliable prevention and no apocalypse on the way. Think of PrEP efficacy more as a one in several thousand chance of infection each time a negative person on PrEP fucks a positive guy. And no, that's not you're going to get it after a few thousand fucks (probably and stats just doesn't work that way here), but rather that with each fuck you have several thousand to one chance that you're going to stay negative. Like, you're more likely to get into a fatal car accident than you are to get HIV while properly taking PreP. Hit by lightning even, depending on where you live. Hardly anything to put on the brakes on fucking or taking PreP for. Really, the only scenario where it's worth putting on the breaks is if you're about to get in the aforementioned car wreck.

Hot scene. Trans anatomy looks all sorts of ways btw. I am trans and intersex but I have a dick in addition to a rather non-vag looking cunt. Basically a tight hole dedicated solely to the purpose of fucking behind my balls. Anyway, because of this I can tell you that my cunt feels amazing to a dick. And I love fucking other trans guys too. I'm always surprised when guys pass up the chance. It doesn't happen much to me (usually guys have bent me over and are fucking my cunt before I can get a word in, sometimes while telling me my ass is the most amazing thing they've ever fucked lol)... But I see the other more typical trans guys with just cunts and an enlarged glans get rejected a lot by cis guys..... and it's like, dude, I get that you like guys and want to stick to your guns on that but if you're a top here's a horny dude who literally has a hole that is pretty much designed just to fuck dick pretty much any time and anywhere and feel amazing.... and you're turning that down because "you don't fuck chicks"? But whatever, their loss is my opportunity. I like trans pussy best and I hardly ever get to top cis guys anyway because even supposedly total bottoms shove their dicks in the moment they see my holes and fuck me like they've been starved for it forever. Tbf, I don't blame them because that's what do every time a trans guy spreads his pussy for me. But yeah, totally recommend fucking trans guys. Even bottoming to them if they can top and you enjoy bottoming. (We generally stay harder longer even after we cum, so provided he's big enough to get it in, he can likely cum and just keep fucking.) I wish there was more porn out there with trans guys and other dudes and more of it raw.

356... I thought it would be a really low number compared to others but I guess not. And here I've been thinking I'd get more/more interesting sex if I wasn't trans or IS. Heh

I love to do it but I hardly ever rim anyone anymore though because virtually everytime I do so I get really ill and end up in the hospital... kind of takes the joy out of it for me if I know there's a 95% chance if I do it I will spend the following week in the ICU kind of kills it for me. I will usually eventually do it with boyfriends and some regular long-term FWBs because after the first few times I stop getting sick. I love to do it when I am going down on a guy or right before I fuck him. And I also love to have guys do it to me, particularly right before fucking me. Also, just on a practical level I really like getting fucked in my ass dry, so it's a good way to get me to open up and prepare just enough to make sure a tops dick can be thrust in without too much resistance.

I'm pretty sure that's not what made me like I am. Maybe you could argue the neglect did it because my childhood was often devoid of responsible adults--- or any adults present at all. I had a lot of time with my childhood friends totally unsupervised for us to "play" even when we were really little, like kindergarten age through much of middle school. If I went to school and did okay there I could easily go without seeing my parents more than a few hours a week. My buddies and I did the regular kid stuff... and then we did sexual roleplay, masturbated, had oral sex, and occasionally just good ol' fashion fucking. We'd also sometimes plan how to entice adults to join us.... and failing that some kids I grew up with liked to straight up entrap high schoolers and adults into playing with us. It was very consensual between all the kids I grew up with but adults were so novel to us a few kids I knew more or less assaulted adults on several occasions. I did have sexual contact with much older youth and adults when I was a minor but the main reason it happened was either I initiated it or a friend initiated it on my behalf. (A side effect of not being supervised is I was very good at fending off full sized adults by my pint sized self... so any adult who was interested in forcing them self on me or who threatened my sense of physical safety ended up with regrets, either literally being chased away or trapped apologizing/pleading.) Mostly I just got a lot of guys to fuck around with though because I went way out of my way to look and act way older than I was and I usually didn't hesitate to blatantly ask for exactly what I wanted. Due to being left alone and not having anything super off limits with other children I had no concept of what was socially acceptable when it came to sex until well into my teens. I had no idea that not everyone had bisexual sex, even if they had gender preferences, nor that people found it weird if you had sex with people you weren't attracted to because you both enjoy fucking, so why not do it together? I didn't feel weird about being queer or intersex or trans-- I got to just be a boy, behave like one, and be readily accepted-- including sex. I thought everyone was into at least some s&m and had this belief well into high school because everyone I interacted with was. There were instances I even flat out asked teachers, babysitters, and family members for sex as a kid-- I had no sense of taboo because no one ever told me, most adults either agreed or politely turned me down, except the last family member I ever really came onto who said I should not do that with family. I kind of learned all this at once in my late teens and twenties so I ended up closeted the first time ever for a while, but ultimately worked out what I was into as an adult and came of of it very much gay and very slutty and twisted. So, I think it's safe to say it was either all me or just a lack of anyone telling me I wasn't supposed to be such a pig until, ooups, too late!

Location wise... there's lots of wild places but probably the most brazen were the times I got a blow job out on the side of Pier One in San Francisco. And no, I don't mean the store, I mean on the pier with all the tourist and ferry traffic. Not while any queer or leather event was going on that would normally prompt a blind eye, either. My then boyfriend and I were a few years over 18 but we both looked really young for our age (and we both still do, but at least now we look legal). This was maybe eight or nine years ago. I did this a few times with him on several occasions. The first time was pretty covert but by the second time I was full on grabbing his hair and fucking his mouth, occasionally pulling out to slap him with my dick. Not many people passed by and those who did were a bit a ways away and either sincerely didn't notice the black clad punks fucking off to the side in the shadows or pretended not to see, with the exception of two gay couples. The first guys smiled and watched as they suddenly changed course to walk down the pier past us very close so they could get a good look. The second couple that walled by when the ex was working on getting me to cum a second time in the same night started to watch and one seemed turned on but they were whispering and the other guy's expression and posture felt different, very judge-y. He looked like he was secretly recording us, and not for his own enjoyment. My boyfriend saw him and apparently saw a red recording light and thought fast and said, "Look, they're filming us. That's so hot! When we turn 18 in a few years, we should totally do porn!" The dude filming went pretty pale and they both practically ran away, probably thinking the evidence they'd either gotten to shame us or turn us into police might lead to them getting in trouble for possession of child porn instead.? But otherwise we had the pier to ourselves and no one on the passing boats ever bothered to narc on us. The pier eventually installed hella bright lights to go along with the dim spotlights and the security cameras that had been on us the whole time but that we'd ignored knowing the lighting was too poor. Lol So that was the end of that.

I'm curious for how many guys piss was an acquired taste and how many guys took right to it. I'm normally super versatile and switchy but when it comes to piss in my mouth, not so much. I mean, it definitely happens a lot but usually it's me kissing a bottom after he's been drinking from me. (I'm veg and drink so much water my urologist told me to make a point to drink *less* water, so I know with me I can essentially expect slightly sweet salty tasting warm water.) I've drank other guys piss before and enjoyed that act of doing so but even when I enjoy it I'm likely to gag (and possibly throw up)... my body just has an aversion to certain strong tastes and smells, piss apparently is one of those 90% of the time for me. I rarely do it outside of reticence D/s play for this reason, just in case. So, it stays confined to one of those things that counterintuitively I like to do sometimes so long as I don't have to look happy at all doing it. I know a lot of guys really like the taste though--- this makes me curious if any guys grew to like it over time, or if it's just mostly a thing that you either like it or you don't.

Haha, I didn't expect to see this one here. I'm the trans guy with the breeding/impreg fetish, both getting bred and breeding other trans guys. (I have a dick in addition to my cunt and can sometimes ejaculate inside other guys.) You can't beat unloading in boy cunts that were actually designed by nature exclusively for the purpose fucking, breeding, and impregnation. It's some sort of reptile brain thing.