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Don't use wooden or sharp chopsticks. For this, I would want a trusted and sober top. Puncturing a colon can lead to horrific health consequences including death.

Are you talking about having it done professionally or do it yourself? I always wanted to try the service.

Right now Top: Rocco Steele Bottom: Bastian Karim

Philosophically speaking these changes are a long time coming. The eroticized bug chasing moment is passing and needs to with the u=u movement that isn't trying to destigmatize poz people. In places like Boise, Idaho PrEP is still a new concept, and the few out poz people are treated like locusts. The small changes being made by Rawtop will not only lead to healthier lives for Breedingzone members, but will also hopefully allow undetectable people have ordinary sex lives and barebacking can just become sex. But a lot of us really like the danger and excitement we used to get from cruising. The internet killed that. Know we order sex online like takeout. The bathhouses are sadly not doing well. So where do we get that next big adrenaline rush?

Not going to lecture you, because shit happens. I want to look at a couple things. You happened to notice this "time," but there will be times the same thing happens and the top is polite and you don't notice. Or your gums might be abraded from aggressive potato chip eating. The virus lasts on!y four seconds outside of the body. Next time open your mouth and let it dry out. The air will kill the virus. It almost has to go from direct open wound to direct open wound. But it makes you feel better, go to the ER. Never hurts to play it safe.

If its in your mouth might as well swallow it. The protein alone is worth it.

If you have a local leather shop or bar, get to know the staff. They will not only usually steer you to safe players, but warn you about the dangerous guys. They also can steer you to some great specialists who are masters at their kink. Young guys. Avoid the trap of age-sorting. The Senior players are often more than willing to show you everything they know and are a lot of fun. They are there to play not pose.

It really depends on the mood for me. I like to piss in my jeans. But during play I like it in my jock and rubbing it in my fur.

Taking too much poppers can result in injury both internally. Not being aware of whats happening, but it can also lower your blood pressure to dangerous levels. I have been knocked out from a standing position after a long popper and punch fisting session.

Nandito was my fave.

It can also be the bodys natural mucosa.

This has always been a favorite of mine. Thank you.

Totally turned on. My fantasy. Thank youn

Hmm. A US Postal worker and minor league ball player bred in the back of a mail truck on top of people's letters. We sweat alot. Some people got some musky mail. With my boy friend Greg on top of the Tower Dorms at Boise State University. On the Hartung Stage late at night. Under a bridge.

I would be down for that. 😈🤩

Your best bet is to become involved with Fisting Clubs. MAFIA in Chicago was a great club to get my start in. I learned technique, etiquette, amongst other knowledge including safety and sling technique. Play with the older members to get the most benefit. Attendance one of the many Fist Fests after Covid 19 is a memory would also be great learning experience. You can find info about the clubs on Asspig.

I personally have no issue sharing space with trans men. My dick, which does what it wants without regard to my thought processes, definitely has no problem with trans men sharing a space. My dick responds to transmen the same as it does to men born with a penis. It gets sprung. So I will go with my dick's input that my mind agrees with that trans men are men that should be welcomed in male spaces without stigma from narrow minded jerks who are missing out on great people.

I imagine the limits are put in place to lessen the loads of servers and data, which are expensive.

Go to Leather6410 up in Edgewater/Roger's Park. Ask for Eric or Michael and tell them that Chris who officiated their wedding sent you. They are the owners, and they know pretty much everyone in the leather community. They can refer to the appropriate groups and trainers. I am dating a guy on the spectrum and I empathize with your situation. Direct Message me and I'll put you in touch. I want you to have a piggy blast, but also to find partners who respect your limits. And if you can befriend those two wonderful men, you will have great support.

You can play the video on a VLC Player. It has a button that is camera shape on it. You can click the camera to take stills from the video that are good quality and no need to convert.

Part of the reason I said that I don't know how to feel about it is that I am one of those bottoms who find "stories" like that hot, but they are usually in the fiction section. So it is a bit of shock to have someone admit that they committed an actual crime and don't feel bad about it because the guy wasn't hurt that badly. And your point of view isn't of someone who regrets a choice that harmed another person potentially. And blaming your actions on being a minor is still a justification. What have you learned or not learned? What are your takeaways from the experience looking back? It would be interesting and clarifying to know how you would advise your 15 year old self now in retrospect. Big difference between fiction and reality. Also a huge difference between rape survivors who are processing their experiences through erotic exploration and fetishization and someone who commits rape and writes about like it's an old fishing story from the good old days. Hence why I am not sure how to feel about it. Hence asking questions and looking at how you wrote what you wrote. Behavioral analyses through writing does come off as judgemental and I apologize for that. I should have put things more in the form of actual questions. I was going where the writing was pointing. I am glad you are responsible with your subs. There are a lot of tops that do abuse trust and limits, so I am glad you clarified that you do not. What was at the root of your treatment of the fem boy? I am curious if it was just internalized fear about your own sexuality or something else. Do you have any self doubt or regret about that choice? Did you not understand what rape was at 15? The law is not an indicator of morality by any means Its great to have my assumptions challenged and feelings tweaked in your post. I am a beta and very submissive. Its wild when the alpha you've fantasized about becomes real in a sense. It created an internal conflict between different aspects of myself. Professional me and moral me is very much against what you did and are worried you'll do it again. The submissive me and the fantasy side of me would walk down a dark alley wanting to meet you. And I still want to know if you think what you did was wrong. Also, would you mind explaining how you meant projecting? I haven't raped anyone so I am not projecting that. You did that. But if you meant projecting my feelings as a victim on your victim that is quite possibly valid.

I don't know how to feel about what you just wrote. It's interesting to hear from a perpetrator, but as someone who has worked with rape victims and a survivor myself I have all kinds of red flags. There is absolutely not one shred of remorse. There was something going on with you before you raped that poor kid. The attack itself seems more about taking power and control over a person you deemed inferior due to his feminine qualities, which makes me wonder what happened to you to make you amp up and actually rape someone at that age. These things tend to be cyclical. Where you abused yourself prior, was there the threat of abuse, or was there someone the family extremely hated for being effeminate? Or is this just a troll? Also, you keep halfheartedly trying to let yourself off the hook. "I didn't know any better," "Its okay because I was quick," "no one really says no to me" are troubling statements. They don't take responsibility. Just because someone keeps coming back doesn't mean they aren't traumatized. In fact it can be because of trauma. It in no way absolves you from the rape. And now you are predating in the BDSM Community. You are kind of the model of who we don't want in the Master role outside of fantasy. How many bottoms could you just not hear? Etc. Also masculinity still seems to be an issue for you. You finish by reminding us you have value because you work out. That's a predator. There is no attempt at redemption. The fact that you are telling this story to a group of men that have been rape victims, some of whom still unfairly blame themselves, is a very telling sign that your intent is possibly victimization of the more vulnerable men on this thread. That tells me you still have the urge to rape and that you may be heading toward an escalation. It would be interesting to know what you are NOT telling us. I would probably volunteer to meet up is the twisted thing. My rape was my first time by two "straight" guys. I have wanted to recreate that moment. I have never gotten close. Haven't met the right predator. I am not judging as much as analyzing, but if you are feeling violent urges please seek help from a mental health professional. The damage you inflict is real and ruins lives. Which is probably pointless for me to say, because that is part of your intention, right?

Definitely

Studfist.com has some good prolapsed.

It's probably 75% or more a mental block. You have to allow your body and hole to open up to take the fist. Deep breathing at a regular pace, a trusted top, and focusing your breath into the places you feel panic set in will help. Your top shouldn't be forcing his fist in. It's his job to get you to a certain point, and you open and take him inside. Each bottom is uniquely shaped and sized, so make sure your top knows when he's found the "key" hand position to enter your ass. If a knuckle is pressing on a nerve or bone its never going to get better. Change the key. The standard toy for fisting bottoms in training is the Bam Dildo. It is the equivalent of a small to medium fist, and then the inflatable. Just make sure you aren't allergic to the material the inflatable is made of.