Shotsfired

Man oh man. Edge of my seat. What's to become of Jesse?

Loving it so far.

Growing up in rural Oregon didn't make for a very smooth or data rich environment to discover the ins and outs of being gay in the 90s. Cell phones weren't widespread and still hadn't developed Smart capabilities. So, discovery was still often by accident, predatory or by chance. The Cruise was still the king method for men to meet up with men for gratification. For me discovery was all three, I was a relatively bookish and straight edged young man who could easily pass for straight. I was a late bloomer and didn't do anything until I was 18. I had a fairly tight body for not being an athlete, and my best friend, Nicole was also my beard. What evening's I didn't spend working my two after school jobs, I spent on school projects, writing for the school paper, or at her house swimming or reading tarot. I had a couple of close shaves with gayness. I knew I wasn't straight, but I kept my feelings to myself through high school. It was a safety thing. Once on a school trip I accidentally walked into the wrong room to find two beautiful naked black men, and they asked me to join them. I panicked and politely fled. Another moment of chance happened right after I turned 18. Still in school, I was looking for a teacher, and heard water running in the locker rooms. My secret crush was on Rob the night janitor. He played first base with a minor league ball team. He was in his 20s. He was the perfect physique, hairless, soft brown hair and sleepy eyes that used to follow my movements around campus during activities. I used to go through a lot of Kleenex boxes imaging him naked, or touching me. I walked into the locker room, and there was Rob, lathered up and washing in the showers. I stopped and my mouth dropped wide open. I stuttered, "I'm s-s-sorry, I was looking for Mr. Shuster. I didn't mean to interrupt." Rob glanced at my nervous countenance, and warmly smiled. "You are welcome to join me. The water is actually perfect for once." He continued rubbing the soapy water on his defined pecs and I watched the water drizzle down his torso past his light treasure trail to the most beautiful cock I had ever seen. You will never guess what I did.

One of my all time favorite stories. I thought more people should enjoy it. Bumping to the top.

This is my ultimate dream.

Hugh invites some friends?

Very hot story.

Enjoyed part 1

Time for PEP.

It seems like PrEP solves your problems, and with U=U I don't see why all the concern over HIV. I'd be more worried about Syphilis, as there is a new variant that presents in the spinal fluid and it's harder to detect and treat. So many things are worse than HIV. HCV for instance.

Holy shit! I didn't see that coming. Still processing. Fantastic. Horrifying. Hot.

Beautiful story and hot.

Of course

Fuck this is hot.

1. For sure

I think the ones who have problems with what you are doing, I call "politigays," are assimilators or straight apologists. And I think they are harmful to the gay community. If straight people question me about the loose morals of gay men, I stop them and say that "straight people" lost the right to judge or tell us anything we do is right or wrong the minute they kicked us out of churches, families and denied us our rights and pushed us to the outer limits of society. If politigays, question my ethics I tell them I have no desire to assimilate like a good little lap dog to straight society. We are losing our gay spaces and gay culture and so many of us are willing participants in the lifeless heteronormative lifestyle. I feel that one day we will regret the ceding of territory to straights and politigays.

I don't think there is a tried and true formula for this issue. I think it depends on where you meet, what their profile clues you into, and on conversations and context clues. A safe rule of thumb I live by is to match to the more conservative individual. If they are looking for a long term partner, then go ahead and breach the subject. And don't see other people unless you've talked about it. You can simply ask their expectations while dating. If they want to see other people, and expect you not too that's a red flag. If they expect both of you to proceed while seeing other people, that's great. If they want monogamy, consider it carefully,. If you want that relationship and can stand monogamy then go for it. If you can't live in a monogamous relationship or are unsure, you had best walk away. Whatever the agreement is, it needs to be followed or breakup. I would say that when I have tried to play down my slutty side or pretended to be more wholesome it has always bit me in the ass. Its better to be honest about who you are.

I have a gay doctor who's hubby is way hornier than I can even imagine, so I get zero judgement. I think possibly asking the manager of the bathhouse to host local testing services at different times will cut down on how many STDs you get at the bathhouse. Steamworks Chicago does this regularly and I rarely caught anything there. As for avoiding people with no information on testing dates in their Grindr profiles. Grindr sold people's HIV information and testing information to third parties and got into hot water. Many of us won't post that information there. We'll tell you if asked, but aren't relying on Grindr to do the heavy lifting. They can't be rewarded for bad behavior so they don't get that information from me anymore. They can't be trusted to responsibly handle medical information.

I would say Rawtop and the moderators of breeding.zone for the basic reading of Rawtop's ethical and examining three dimensional look at barebacking. He realised that barebacking behavior is here to stay and rather than further stigmatizing HIV and/or ignoring it, he has recognized barebacking and its issues as a reality. This website gives avenues for fantasy, information and talks about sex in a real way. No matter what side of the coin you are on and whether or not you agree with Rawtop everytime on every issue, people leave the site more enlightened and with real information. One thing about breedingzone that is missing from educational or porn sites is the weighing in on moral and ethical concerns and his efforts to reduce harm and not information without demonizing people. He is a rare common sense voice in the adult gay space.

I agree with you. I believe later on I stated that having the full responsibility on the hiv+ person was foolhardy. Having the weight of disclosure on the stigmatized party with heavy rejection fears isn't right, and is asking for failure. The negative person has all the power and control yet puts his health fully in the hands of someone else who is in a minority and often stigmatized. Also, when is it time to disclose. There is no standard that I am aware of. And the danger for a poz person varies by geography and local laws.

I had a guy slather it on his dick by accident. He ran out of the space and grabbed water. Ended our session abruptly. Are you sure there wasn't drugs added to the lube? Some drugs will cause that reaction.

Sociopathic isn't the best word. I think I should have used wrong or immoral. I am a strong advocate for protecting people's agency. Coercive behavior like a top forcing a neg bottom to bareback is wrong in my eyes. I was specifically referring to this one act.

I would like a personals site for forced play

Are you being serious right now? Catholics also are against gay sex.

Isn't that sociopathic?