leatherpunk16

Happy Birthday!

Happy Birthday!  Doing anything or anyone special to celebrate.....🫢

My BF will come by later. That's about it.

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It parsed wrong. Not sure why. But go to the Mansurfer website or Treasure Island, and type in Shannon O'Feral in the search bar. Should turn up. 

Looks fucking HOT!

Thank you. 

Get bred alot!

Surprised there wasn't a long list of depraved urgings for you have your hole filled with unmedicated loads all night long. Whatever you did and whoever you did it with, I hope you had a fantastic day 🥂

Feelings come and go. Don't give in to estrogen. Conscious mindful choice is key. I think you know what things you're deciding on, it is not a singular item at a time every time the situation comes up.

I love your profile pic, would love to do a porn with you

And by any means it doesn't stop you from being a slut if you want to. Or a pig. Or any other kind of pervert you're in the mood for. It doesn't stop the fun to be had. I don't fuck for honor badges. I think you don't all the same.

CONGRATS!!!!

Congratulations! 

Congratulations Bud!!

One more thought, if you enjoy dressing up in leather and hanging out with other like minded guys, Seattle should have lots of opportunities, they are very much into just about any fetish.  Just don't get high expectations about having sex with them, that doesn't seem to be part of their fetish.

All good advice, everyone. 

Seattle probably does have the opportunities I desire, but so far, it hasn't yielded up its treasures. Coming from the Chicago-adjacent area, I can honestly say I didn't participate in THAT sex scene much, either. I went a few times, and it was great with my husband, but after he died, I just lost my energy. The most I ever got back was the IML Cumunion party in 2019. Out here, I'm not even trying. 

This is something I'm really struggling with. I'm going to wake up one day, be 50 and well past my prime (I don't care what you 50+ men have to say about that, I will probably be different from your own experience), and find myself wishing I could go back to my 30s when I had it all. STILL.

I fear not moving on despite my efforts to do so, and following this same course my whole life. I moved here to get that chance because it wasn't happening at home anymore. I wonder if I made the wrong choice. And that possibility? It's what I can't live with. 

Listen, other places are not sprinkled with treasures either. And as a 50+ I can tell you that self-care in that state of mind is even more important in more ways than one. Whatever you decide to do should be what you decide for yourself, not by way of any other influence. Change of scenery definitely helps. You'd still want for your younger self in your 50's, but then you'd have even less of flying fuck to give out. Been there, doing exactly that. And as to wrong choices - they never seize. But there is always hindsight. And if there is a will, there is a way. May take some time to make up the mind.

That’s super hot and kinda touching dude! Good luck!

I would say a month should do it for his VL to climb but it's not a certainty. Your gifting should be from someone you love and it will be all the more special for your both if Don shares his former partner's kinks. You're experienced enough to know how to achieve a successful outcome and that it can take a lot of seedings before you convert. Fisting can cause small fissures and will help the virus to enter your bloodstream. If you want to be certain, you're well aware that a direct blood exchange will guarantee a result. It just depends on how comfortable your are with needles.

He shared but few of his late partner's kinks. Jim was a total pig. Don not so much. Huge dick, though. We wouldn't do fisting. 

Am I comfortable with needles? Lol. Look at my skin. And I'm a steroid queen! But this isn't my scene. Too close to the drug scene. We'll fuck and take our chances, but thanks for the input.

The problem is some performers and producers don’t want to film with hiv+ men undetectable or not. And I think hiding an sti from the porn industry would get you in a shit ton of trouble 

What would be the point of converting to go on meds straight away? We chase to get it. I intend to stay off meds for a year after conversion. There would be very few performers that would want to work with me in that condition, and fewer studios. Sure, Treasure Island or Charged Up Media would put me in stuff, but why get bugged to work for only those two studios? It makes no sense, especially if it ends up being only one time. 

Guess it then depends on what's more important to you for now. If you stand to make a decent living out of the porn, it would be stupid to chase ATM. I presume that if you do eventually convert and stay off meds for a year, you either intend to gift others or collect strains.

For some, the sole purpose of chasing is to get it. There are a lot of guys who convert and they are satisfied at that, as if it was simply a box ticking exercise. They're not looking to gift and go straight to meds. Some want every bug they can get so they can share them with others. Some want med resistant strains and their aim is to go "full blown". There are guys that will go for the direct route with a simple blood exchange.  I don't question anyone's motive for chasing or their methods.

I've chatted in the past with a guy in the Netherlands that makes a very good living out of escorting and selling his seed. He caters to guys who want to convert and are looking for for a handsome man who will provide them with what they are looking for. He did porn before he converted but the money merely supplemented his income as it wasn't enough to live on and he continued to work in the health service. His "personal services"  include gifting but he caters to guys with a wide range of kinks. He's heavily inked and a hardcore smoker into BDSM, leather and rubber. I found him fascinating to talk with. The last time we chatted he said he converted around 10 years ago and has never gone on meds. He does keep an eye on his own health and regularly check his viral load and CD4 levels. I was never gauche enough to ask how much he earned 🙂

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I still think you should go.  It will be among your best opportunities to find someone to fuck with in Seattle.

It's the day after. I'm glad I didn't go. I met someone! We had a date, and it was wonderful. Probably the best one I've had in quite some time. He's cute, sweet and kind, we share a lot of similar history, and while we didn't sleep together this time, I'd like to think we will in time, and I won't need to go to sex parties to fill the void in my life. 

But if it doesn't work out, there is always next time. Gives covid a little more time to fuck off already.

Welcome to the PNW

i hear those same things almost every day

So I'm not alone in this? I don't think it's a PNW thing - it happened back home, too, except that guys were in the closet and usually married. Made it too challenging to juggle all the balls - quite literally and figuratively! LOL

This is why I think the problem is me. I changed my sky, but nothing really improved.

Who are you filming with in LA?

Not a studio, but a few A-list porn actors. I shouldn't reveal too much at present, but let's just say I'm gonna have a sore hole, a sore body, and a drained dick by the end of July.

are you back to active bug chasing?

I don't know. I think it's more like... if it happens, I'm cool with it. If it doesn't, then it's not meant to be. I'm just gonna fuck and have a good time. 

If I can remember what penis is for. Haven't been fucked since December. I really miss getting loadz from undetectable guys with monster shlongs.

Congrats!

Congratulations!!! Now let's hope some producers start appreciating and hiring you!

You definitely deserve this!  Congratulations!  I hope it helps you get more work!

What is old is new again, LOL.   At this rate, my latest post will be on page 3 in less than a week!

The shirt belonged to my late husband. 

can you send me the link for it? 

This is why you are such an inspiration to so many of us.  You are out and proud about your chase.

I caught syphilis before and the only sign that I had was a pimple like bump on the head of my dick. 

I've been to the doctor. Results inconclusive. The spot is considerably less today, like it faded away, but the raised area is still there. She says it doesn't feel like a wart, so it's not genital warts. Might be syph, but we took a rapid test and there was no reaction to the subterfuge and its chemicals. She did a rapid HIV test - that was negative as well, but I knew it wasn't that. So it's a mystery. I just get to keep my eye on it and see if it changes. Or if it was just a pimple and nothing more. Just such an unlikely place to get them.

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