wildbottom

It's the CCR5 gene deletion (called DELTA32, so you would see it as CCR5 DELTA32 meaning deletion of the sequence on BOTH #3gene strands) - it's in 10-15% of the global population whose ancestors are from Europe. Scientists believe those descendants carry this gene deletion because their ancestors were survivors of the Black Plague, which was nature's last attempt to eradicate us. Presence of BOTH gene sequence deletions gives you a 90-95% chance of immunity to HIV, presence of just one of the deletions gives you a 40-50% chance. You can determine your status with 23andme - I got my results last week and I am NOT one of the lucky ones.

I love the sissy hypno (I run into them and watch every now and then) but I don't know whether its actually changed me. I was in 321 Slammer in Ft. Lauderdale and had a big burly guy come up to me and say, "you wanna be mine to get used for awhile?" just hearing that made me absolutely GIDDY. I said, "Yes sir" and it was on. All I had on was a cock ring and shoes so he grabbed my arm and led me around. First to the sling where I got on and he disappeared - then he came back with two guys and said, "have at it". I, of course, sucked and got fucked by both - I remember him saying, "loads?" and they both nodded. He told me to get out and led me over to the round, cushioned bench and told me to "assume the fucking position, pig". On my face and knees he had at least 10 guys take turns in me. Most didn't cum (most guys in those places don't want to blow their load until they're ready to leave) but a few did. He led me back to the maze and told me to wait at a particular glory hole - he sent about 5-6 guys to me over the next hour or two. I swallowed a LOT of loads that night and got at least 6-7 in my hole as well...but the biggest turn on was not being in control.

AND - both of these cases coincided with cancer - the treatments for which appear to have affected the HIV virus - and bone marrow transplants were involved as well. Just good to know.

Everyone remember though, it would not be cured, it would be in remission. The same goes for all this stuff we get (Gono, Chlam, Syph, HSV, HPV, Hep b/c, etc). It's amazing that science can push down these infections into little pockets where they can't get out to keep multiplying, but they will always be with us. That might scare some, but those who think of these bugs as gifts might be pleased to know this.

I have Syph myself - here's what I can tell you. If you have it, you're never cured - you'll hear about "viral load" which is not just an HIV term, when the viral load drops to a certain point it's considered in remission. Those figures mean when blood with Syph in it is analyzed, it is still detectable after they've thinned the blood 64 times, 32 times, 16 times, 8 times, etc. My syph was diagnosed in July of last year (along with Hep B), was latent and tested 1/64 by the time they found it, so it wasn't contagious but it had a long time in me - I was treated (3 shots of penicillin over a 2 week period) and I've been monitored every 3 months since it is now at 1/16 - I just so happened to see my doctor today and she was happy with the drop - said it will soon be undetectable and no longer a problem. She is ready to put me on a preventative dose of 100mg Doxy daily to lessen the chances of Syph, Chlam and Gono. Hep B, by the way, is similar - you're never cured, but in 75% of all cases here in the US the liver takes care of it for you and puts it into remission. She's checking my viral load this week and if it's low enough she'll have me get a Hep B immunization. FYI - she gave me an HPV immunization today and is ready to put me on PrEP when I say go.. I'm getting as bulletproof as possible little by little.

Your post resonates with me - although I've been having BB fun for around 18-20 years I never wanted to admit my sexuality to anyone, especially my wife - I lied, cheated (literally and figuratively) disregarded and avoided the topic altogether - about 9 months ago I was diagnosed with HepB, the first time I'd ever been positive for any STI other than Herpes (of which I've never had any outbreaks) - then after follow up STI tests I was positive for latent Syph - it had been in me for a decade with no damage and no symptoms - the Hep B is under control (AST and ALT numbers are nearly normal) and the Syph went from 1/64 to 1/32 and now 1/16. I've always had HSV1 passed down from one of my parents, so that might be why HSV2 never showed up as a big deal. So 9 months ago when this latest cheating happened (always with men and groups in the last decade) I went to a Psychiatrist, to figure out why I didn't give a shit when these things would happen and why I couldn't admit my truth - she diagnosed me as bipolar - it makes sense - and the Lamotrigine she has me on is nothing short of amazing - I am who I am and I can not only see it, but I freely talk about it with my wife and today I had sat with my doctor (made the app't myself, wow, that's not something I EVER would have done before) ad openly talked about the status of my STIs, my desire for bisexual and gay sex, my status as a MSM and what I should do if my wife and I don't work this out. We talked about Syph, Chlam and Gono - to minimize those risks, she's prepared to put me on a 100mg preventative daily dose of Doxy and to minimize the risk of HIV she'll get me on PrEP right away if I say "go" (But $1000 a month from KP is highway robbery, so I asked her about the online source and she said that is totally cool as long as it's real - last I saw it was $89 for 3 months supply). They gave me an HPV immunization and will give me a HepB immunization as soon as the Hep B viral load is low enough. We talked about Hep C (Harvoni annd Saldoni (SP?) are covered if I get it and it doesn't go away in a year). It was a very different talk than I've ever had the capacity to have, with anyone. Makes me feel MUCH better if the wife and I don't work it out - I'll be ready to stay as healthy as possible while picking up where I left off as a total BB cumslut.

In 23 and me, use the search tab on the main screen and type in CCR5 - it'll come up with a list of gene readings, look for one titled i3003626 - on the far right, it'll have one of the following -/- (you're a lucky SOB), -/GTCAGTATAATTCTGAA..... (you're a half lucky SOB) or GATTGACTATCA......./GATTAGAGATCTG... (you're like me, not a lucky SOB).

Soooooo - turns out that all these years I've been taking loads, I was just lucky not to get HIV. Amazing. 23andme confirmed that I have NEITHER CCR5 deletion. That's really shocking after at least 100 loads - some in the seediest places on earth.

Yep, this place is good - but the dark room needs to be a little lighter - I've been in the sling and if someone pops their head into the room, it's too dark to even know I'm there! That said, I HAVE gotten a good number of loads there. I wish more people would play in the little nooks with monitors, no one seem to want to do anything there - too shy I guess.

well, on the bright side at least both of those are quickly taken care of.

I enjoy it too , and I keep a wide cock ring on all night as well - those two things make my morning hard-on amazing. I have two perfect SS plugs, one normal sized like an egg on a shaft with a nicely sized base which has never come out while I'm sleeping and a HUGE one that weights 4 lbs just because I thought it would take weeks to get it in - took 3 days. I can almost keep it in for more than a minute but honestly, the think is much girthier than any cock I've ever seen, sucked or ridden and it's so freakin heavy. I got those from painful pleasures online. Then I have an art-deco SS one that I'm not crazy about. After a long night in the sling in Chicago, I put in the art deco one while playing back at the hotel after and fell asleep - I was so used that when I woke up it was IN me. I had to carefully and slowly push and guide it out - that was just a bit scary. lol The SS egg on a stick has a bigger base so I'm not worried about it inserting itself in me - maybe unless I get fucked by over a dozen in one sitting (mmmmm).

Am I the only one who loves to shoot a morning load in my coffee - the creamer drowns it out a bit but I love knowing I'm drinking my cum. I'll often cum into my palm in the shower and lick it all off but the coffee thing is HOT to me. I wish I was in a situation where 5-10 guys would cum in my coffee too :)

totally agree - I just mute it!! :)

Probably the first time I gave head with a group watching, that's when - the guy used me royally - it was in an ABS and he motioned over his buddies to watch and then get a turn - I swallowed 4 or 5 loads and loved every one, then I felt the telltale hand on my ass so I quickly dropped my pants and started taking loads in my hole as well. Now I can keep those sexy cocks all the way in my throat and just swallow each spurt one at a time, yum. I love the look on a face that's just unloaded in me.

I smile, say "thanks, man" and then "next".

I've been gangbanged there a few times - find the sling and welcome any passersby, pretty soon the little room has guys lined up all around the walls of the room waiting their turn. I love swallowing as many loads as I can while getting as many as possible pumped in me at the same time. The bunk beds with the netting on them are hot, too. I got used in one of those for hours - guy after guy, raping my holes. I love that place.

There are two strains out in the wild now - you're right that the 2nd strain does not adhere to the same "immunity" with CCR5delta32 as strain 1 (which accounts for 90-95% of all carriers at last count), but the latest data shows that CCR5delta32 does indeed provide the same level of resistance to strain 1 as PrEP . Nonetheless, if I were to start PrEP, I'd still feel a lot better if I had the CCR5 deletion! I'm guessing you convinced your Dr. to give you Doxy as a preventative measure?

Yep, scientists believe people who have the single or dual deletion are descendants of those who survived the black plague (they have an edge over nature's attempts to keep the population at a certain size and HIV is just the latest of her efforts). That's why the only people today who have these deletions are of European descent, which I am. One reason I wouldn't be surprised if I had one or both deletion is because I've literally taken hundreds of loads all around the world in the riskiest places and scenarios you could imagine - because it turned me on, yet I'm still HIV-.

There's an ongoing study (in Toronto I believe) that is giving guys low doses of antibiotics preventitvely and studying the effects vs. those with same sexual activity NOT on the antibiotics, they've seen a great reduction of transmitted STDs - look it up, or search on here, it's detailed in one or more posts. I, for one, would go on that in a heartbeat coupled with PrEP - and I've also just taken the 23 & me to see if I have 1 or 2 of the CCRDELTA32 deletions. If I have both, I'm virtually immune to the strain #1 of HIV. (Even having 1 of the 2 means you have a higher resistance than the average person).

In DC, there's Crew Club for a high end experience and Glorious Gym & Art Gallery for a raunchy experience (I like both). For Maryland it's more limited...there's a spa near Owings Mills but the rules make it a bit too tame for any real action. There are a few adult novelty and gloryhole booth places along Rt 40, all the way from South of B'more to north of B'more - the best one (again, very raunchy but worth trying) is Bush River Video on Rt 40 between Edgewood and Riverside on the northeast side of Bmore - theaters on the left, boothes on the right. The place is a special kind of nasty yet always seems busy. You can get or give for as long as you'd like at that place. Then if you want to venture further up I95, there are some rockin' places in Philly/NJ - Sansom Street Gym and Club Philly are like Crew Club in DC - nice for the money, lots of cleanliness, nice people. The Sansom Cinema and Adonis Cinema are holes in the wall where you can get naked and end up in one of the theaters, in the glory hole room or shoved up against the wall in the dark bathroom with guys giving it to you at both ends (that's my preference) - giving or getting anything you want, including drugs. On the NJ side of that same Philly area is a stretch of road (Rt 73) with two great places - Berlin News Agency and the Red Barn - lots of fun to be had in both.

Lately, I've really been turned on my Sketchy Sex vids. It's my kind of scene - trashed apartment with lots of guys coming & going, drinking, lighting up, maybe some harder drugs to get it all moving and bent over the couch is one guy (me) getting repeatedly pounded & taking loads while also sucking and swallowing loads over and over and over. Mobile phones moving all around recording the whole thing, guys verbally trash talking me, calling me a bitch, a whore, a slut - holding me down and making me take it again and again and again. I'm hard as a rock just thinking about it (but in the vid my cock wouldn't be touched at all - I'd just be some fuck holes for anyone's use). This is the same role I've played in theaters and booths for decades. so fucking hot.

+1 on really missing CL - I would regularly find guys and couples who wanted a bi guy to use. I'd "run errands" and stop by someone's place, drop to my knees and either suck & swallow or open up for a load in my hole - then back to running my errands - that high lasted all day.

Holy fuck - I'd be getting gangbanged right now - strapped down to somebody's bed and repeatedly raped with as many loads in my mouth and ass as possible. Preferable during a party so guys could just pop in, nut and go back out to socialize until they're horned up again. mmmmmmmmmm

That's why they're testing it in larger sample groups. Like someone else said, surely this reduces the effectiveness of Doxycycline over time, but maybe not at such a low dosage - maybe the body simply takes it in and creates a wall of defense, waiting for it to be used - if that's the case then it's no more dangerous than taking it AFTER exposure, since it would only be reactive if you catch an STI - and you'd then be taking it anyway..

From what I've read, that's a concern that is leading to a larger sample group for research before doctors will recommend it. But, this preventative approach had equal benefits to all three infections, but a reactive approach (taking the doxycycline AFTER exposure) had good effects against Syph and Chlmid but had no effects against Gon. Very interesting stuff.