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downtownswallow

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  1. I LOVE sucking cock. I picked sissy because the definition was proximate to my "Bottom/Cocksucker/Cumdump persona when I'm with another man. I do not dress as a woman or adopt a female petsonality. The only trait I share with a woman is my love of penetration and being a cum recipient.
  2. When I was first struggling with my sexuality, straight, bi and gay were on the table. My first encounters with men involved sticking my dick thru a gloryhole at a bookstore in Houston. Later a friend from my high school days would go with me to a local bathhouse to attract men for a quick nut in the dry sauna. One early morning, I went back to the bathhouse alone and wandered the halls...peering into open doors...while listening to men in other rooms fucking. Those sounds and being 20 years old soon had me rock hard and needing company. One partially open door had an older man inside laying on his stomach. I took a chance and stuck my head thru the door. About 20 minutes later, I was working my dick up his ass and soon had an epic orgasm. AIDS hadn't emerged so I was raw and didn't appreciate what I was doing. Once AIDS took hold my SAFE SEX period began. I'd decided that I was gay and much more inclined to be a Bottom in my 30's. Once drugs became available for treatment of HIV, life loosened up and I re-explored raw sex with close friends. I've mentioned before how many beautiful men I watched die miserable deaths from AIDS. I wasn't scared straight, but condoms became an integral part of my sex life. Sex with strangers was no longer part of my playbook. Even now...with pRep making anon sex a possibility, I refrain. I've established strong friendships with a group of men and it's a wonderful life. pRep is now the key towards no hesitation when sex is available but including strangers isn't important to me. I know many enjoy it, but my many life experiences have framed my boundaries to this day.
  3. Some people simply enjoy the convenience of a nearby sex partner. When I lived in Houston I was pleasantly surprised to discover a man living in my building that I'd recently hooked up with at a local bathhouse. It was a 30 minute effort to get to the bathhouse. He was 2 floors below me. It didn't matter who made the call....me or him..., but we could be naked and sucking one another's cock in 5 minutes.
  4. I'm not in bed with a man for his face. I'm there to enjoy the cock and make it explode deep up my guts.
  5. In great detail. He was a wonderful cherry popping Top. He was also the man that gave me my first breeding load. Both notable events. We stayed in touch, hooked up now and then, but we both moved on. He moved to Sydney and I had a career that moved me around quite regularly. He passed 6 years ago (heart issues). Like all of My Tops, he was an older man, intelligent, Alpha in bed and keenly aware of when I needed an extra push to explore my boundaries. I miss his company.
  6. I have a strong submissive tendency when I'm ready to be bred. However, I never take anon loads. I've also found that dirty or seedy locations are not my thing. Granted, I'll go to a bathhouse, but the one I prefer isnt dirty and I stay with the men I trust. Everyone is entitled to their preferences , but anon loads are not on my bucket or acceptable list.
  7. Dark rooms can be fun, but no anon loads. One of my protocols
  8. I choose. I'm not into humiliation or being indiscriminate re who I allow to be inside me
  9. In my 20's I worked out every day, alternating between weights and jogging. In my 30's, career choices limited me to every other day or less. Dinners and social drinking required an increase in suit size. My 40'sand 50's were a blur of promotions, travel, moves to various parts of this and other countries and an acceptance of my preference for raw rather than safe sex. My health became a reawakened priority as early retirement became a reality and my desire to regain my weight became a priority. I'm back to 3 times a week...weekends off....a plant-based diet and very little alcohol. I'll never be as fit as I was in my 20's, but I feel much better and have lost 35lbs so far. It's not as easy or enjoyable as it used to be, but I approach it as a necessity.
  10. I was ssfe sex only way past the end of the AIDS crisis. Although HIV & AIDS are still with us, between antivirals and Prep it's become far less terrifying. When I finally allowed myself to experience raw sex and breeding, intimacy was much more intense. There's a sensation derived from a raw dick pushing inside your body that's different than any other. I only want precum and spit as lube, so my experiences are even more connected to my Top's fluids. When he cums in me it's much more personal and intense. I don't do anon sex, so the cum I receive means more to me....more personal and bonding. I still remember the time one of my Tops pulled his spent cock from my ass and replaced it with a plug. He told me "leave this and my cum in your ass until you get home. Let it become part of you." That got to me.
  11. I enjoy a deep breeding. The Top digs his fingers into my flesh and anchors his cock so deep that when he cums in my ass I can taste it in my throat. If it's one of those epic fucks, where we're in sync and feel the bond in our heads, having his dick motionless while he empties his balls is the best. As soon as I have all the cum, my best experiences involve post-bred hard thrusts to push his load as deep as feasible. I think there are less than 10 sessions when I've been used like this.....all by 3 very talented Tops.
  12. If you're male and enjoy placing your dick inside another male's ass, you are at least bi and likely gay. But you're definitely NOT straight.
  13. Curiosity is good. It shows you have an interest in exploring your sexuality. Prep is a part of my sex life. I do not seek or desire HIV/AIDS. It also helps reduce the thought of such from any encounters. I played safe thru the AIDS horrors and believe it saved my life. Bareback and breeding increase the shared intimacy and allows for the participants to feel truly bonded. Until you're on Prep, just think about raw sex.
  14. Not obvious at all. My sexuality is simply part of me. I share my attraction to men with those I trust. I have a circle of friends with whom I share various interests and strive to be a good human.
  15. You'd be surprised how much dick will fit if you have time to prepare. It has nothing to do with "gritting your teeth and being a man." Anal can be very painful if you're not properly dilated and lubed. There's all sorts of anal plugs that can get you ready. Several Tops I get together with are very experienced and not into causing the Bottom pain. It's your body and as a Bottom you're a participant in any session of sex you choose to be in.
  16. First priority is clean. After that the goal is getting the Top in my ass fucking me silly. Cut or uncut isn't a considerable. Getting a hot load of cum shot up my hole is the goal.
  17. When girls used to suck me off, I learned that most swallowed my load if there was a chance it might get on their clothes. If I was lying down or getting car head, I usually ended up with a lap of cum on me. When I finally switched to men it was a delight to discover that most men swallow.
  18. Zucchini from the fridge. Dinners were interesting because my Mom insisted everyone help prepare dinner. Most nights my salads had fresh zucchini in them. I loved watching my family consume the thinly-sliced zucchini.
  19. My fave is when the Top pulls out of my bred ass and shoves his dick in my mouth. One Top recently did this while also moving into 69 so he could felch his load from my ass and share it with me.
  20. When I have a raw cock plowing my ass, I'm focused on the enjoyment the cock is providing me and making sure my Top is so excited that he rewards me by exploding inside me. The status of my cock... hard or soft isn't important. Most times, my cock is soft and flopping about while I'm being fucked.
  21. The first was around 7 inches and thick. Since I'd never had a cock inside me, I was nervous and tight, so it took my first Top quite a while and an abundance of patience to finally get himself past my opening. He was almost 20 years older than me and as it turned out quite adept at turning a young man into a slobbering slut. I think his maturity was one reason I have always been attracted to men older than me.
  22. Precum and spit is what I love. Basic. Natural. Primal. Most commercial lubes are too slippery. Besides, if the Top is a good precum machine it feels the best.
  23. I enjoy raw cock and cum inside my ass. If I'm with a Top, I expect to be fucked and bred. Otherwise, what's the point of seeking out thecompany of a Top?
  24. First time hurt. The Top was older and experienced, so he worked my hole for a while but his cockhead was very pronounced and stung when he eased in. I was so excited I begged him to keep his cockhead in me while my hole relaxed. He eventually ended up giving me a wonderful "took my cherry" session. About 7 years later I took another, older Top's cock raw and was properly bred.
  25. Friday night and thru early Saturday morning. A long time friend was in town for business and we made time to get together to catch up. By 9pm on Friday he was easing his bloated cockhead past my hole while I wrapped my legs around his waist. Neither of us like lube, so it was a spit and precum session. He was ready to pop after the 1st 15 minutes, but held on for 30 before slamming in balls deep to paint my insides with his load. The 3rd and final load took almost 90 minutes of fucking....sucking him back to hardness....fucking ..a bit of drinking....more sucking and fucking...before he pushed me face down on the bed and unloaded. I'm normally not a Top, but I hadn't cum and he was willing, so I enjoyed Topping his ass. First time for me in several years.
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