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I think guys have an easier time separating sex from emotional connections. I consider my self bi, but this really only applies to sex. I LOVE getting fucked and bred, maybe even more than sex with women. On the other hand, I feel NO emotional connection with any guy. In fact, I’d have a hard time fucking with any of my male friends - it has to be guys I don’t know. I have no problem having emotional connections/love with women. I don’t seek out sex with women, as I much prefer having an emotional attachment to the women I”m with. So I guess I’m bi when it comes to sex but straight when it comes to love. I”m sure I’m not the only guy that feels this way.

I had a hot guy with a big dick and big PA fuck me once. It hurt and he got off on that. He said he normally takes a while to cum but he bred my ass in about 5 minutes. To be honest, I’m not sure if the PA caused me pain as every now and then regular cocks hurt something deep inside. Luckily most of the time there’s no pain. I’d love to take him again but he moved away.

I’ve always loved that smell - first on my wife’s pussy and later from my ass. I do have to be careful not to smell too strongly in bed at night after getting bred so that my wife doesn’t notice it.

I keep a common Fleet small enema bottle with me, usually in my computer bag. I squeeze the air out and keep the cap on so it doesn’t take up much space. I’ve often cleaned up in the bathroom at work. I fill the little bottle with fresh water in the toilet, dump, flush, and repeat. Sometimes I’ll fill my ass with two bottles worth to be sure. It generally works ok.

I haven’t hooked up much lately but was extra horny yesterday. My wife went to visit her dad, so I got online. I was chatting with a fellow cumdump who felt like topping. While I love the idea of being bred by a cumdump, the reality doesn’t always work, as, like me, many bottoms have a hard time getting hard. This guy was a handsome younger bear. He asked that I be ass up and ready. I like to meet guys in my shed as I’m reluctant to bring them in the house. So I was bent over my bike in my shed, and he arrives. He had a hard time getting hard. I blew him for a bit and he got fairly hard, but still had a hard time getting in me. He finally managed to get the head of his small dick in and I could barely feel it. He started fucking me. I usually like to squeeze the cock in my ass with my ass muscles, but was afraid it would push out his head! I finally started to feel him get properly hard and it was feeling pretty good for a little dick. After about 10 minutes, he blew his load up my ass. Right after, I had another cumdump guy come over. He’s a big bear of a guy that has bred me before. He’s evasive about his status and doesn’t list it on any of his profiles. He claims he is negative, but hasn’t been tested in years so who knows. While he’s mostly a bottom, he has no problem getting hard. I met him in my shed and sucked him hard, then presented my ass. He shoved his small, but nicely thick, dick up my ass and started stroking. Normally he only lasts about 30 seconds, but he edged himself by slowing down. He did this for about a minute, then started fucking me like mad and blew his questionable status load up my ass. I couldn’t find anyonre else so called it a day. I’d sure love to feel a big cock up my ass soon! Any hung guys in the San Jose area, especially poz guys, want to breed my big ass?

Finally took some loads in 2021. Yesterday, I was horny as fuck and decided to break my self-isolation. A guy on Grindr hit me up and was nearby. We wanted to dump a load up my ass. I was all for it. I don’t like having first time hookups coming to my house, and he couldnt’ host, so he suggested the bathroom at a park nearby. There’s usually a few homeless hanging out in this park so I wasn’t sure. I went over and checked it out and it looked reasonable. Each bathroom is a single. I told him to come over. I was waiting outside the men’s and after a while I get a message that he’s in the bathroom. I didn’t see anyone go into the mens. He was in the women’s, which is probably better as all the homeless guys are men and there were no women in the park. I go in and see a skinny black guy smoking a joint. I get down on my knees and suck him hard. I then bent over the toilet (there was piss in there, which was sort of hot in a depraved way), and he shoved his average sized dick up my ass. He pounded me for quite a while, longer than I thought we should be taking in a public rest room. He finally grunts and dumps a big load up my ass. I head home and see another guy has hit me up. He’s not too far away and my wife should still be at work a while longer. He’s fucked me before, so I was ok with him coming over. He’s mostly a cum dump bottom not on PreP and doesn’t really know his status, which I find hot as fuck as I”m not on PreP at the moment either. I met him in my shed. He’s a big bear with a big belly and small dick. I suck his little dick hard, drop my pants, and bend over. He finds the target easily and starts fucking me hard. Even though his dick is small, it feels good for some reason in my loose ass. He lasted about 15 seconds and dumped a big load and headed out. I went in the house and jacked off with the cum from my ass. Today I saw on Sniffies a guy I”ve been wanting to hook up with. He’s another big bear of a guy, but with a good sized thick dick. He was able to host in a machine room at his work. I’m at work, so I clean up in the bathroom as best I could and head over. We go into the machine room and he takes off all his clothes. I was surprised but he said only he has a key so no one can get in. I take off my pants and start sucking his cock. It takes a while for him to get hard and he’s aggressively fucking my throat causing me to gag (I’m out of practice!). Finally when he’s mostly hard, he wants in my ass. I bend over and spread my cheeks. He’s able to maneuver his cock in me and starts fucking me. I can feel his cock getting harder. He pounds my ass hard and it feels great. He’s a nice thickness. After about 10 minutes of hard pounding, he shoots his load deep. I’m home now playing with his cum in my ass and seeing if anyone else is nearby before my wife comes home.

I’ve had anal chlamydia a few times and never could tell any difference. I only found it through routine testing.

A few years ago, I saw one of my son’s friends on grindr. Nobody knows I like to get fucked by guys, and I make it clear on my profile that I only take it bare. It didn’t looked like he viewed my profile before I blocked him. That was a little freaky.

I"ve had car sex a few times. A couple of times in the back seat of my Juke, which is a small car, in the parking garage at one of the Apple buildings. The last time was in the back seat of a Corolla in the parking lot of an empty building during the day. The guy was a big guy with little dick, but I managed to sit on him and get it inside (barely) enough for him to blast his questionable load up my ass.

From what I remember, I first became aware of the pleasure my asshole can give me at age 11 when I let my grandmother's little sheltie lick it. I would also let her bigger male samoyed lick me, too, but he'd try to mount me. I used to let him but kept my underwear on so he couldn't penetrate me. It was hot and thrilling feeling his pointy dick poke me through my underwear. One day the curiosity got the better of me and I moved my underwear aside and felt him probing directly at my hole. Right afterward, he shoved his big dick up my ass and I felt it grow and get thicker. While it hurt a little, it also felt amazing. From that time on until I left for college, I'd let the Samoyed fuck me as often as I could. Most of the time he didn't tie but he did once. I also fucked myself with broom handles, screw driver handles, slim lotion bottles, etc. Looking back now, I sure wish I had found an older male play buddy to also fuck me, but I had to wait until I was 23 and married.

I regularly camp at a nudist resort which is predominantly heterosexual with a few gay guys mixed in. Normally it’s hard to hook up because my wife is with me but I’m here alone this week. A closeted bi guy at the resort hit me up on Adam who wanted to fuck me raw. I cleaned up and had him come over. He was a chubby older guy with a big dick, which is hard to find! He came into my trailer and I started sucking his big dick hard while he sat on the couch. I lubed him up and slowly sat on his thick cock, stretching my hole open. I bounced up and down and gyrated for a few minutes as my hole opened up. Then I got up and bent over the couch as he mounted me from behind, my favorite way to get fucked. He started pounding me hard. After about 10 minutes of rough fucking, he blasted a huge load up my ass. I cleaned him up with my mouth and off he went back to his camp. I hope we can repeat this a few times while I have this opportunity.

My first was a sexy married guy. We were both inexperienced and it was a first time for both of us. We rented a hotel room. After sucking each other, we put on condoms (it was the late 80's) and fucked each other. It was a good experience despite the condoms. The next guy who fucked me a few days after my first experience was a hot older skinny top who also wore a condom. Somehow, the condom came off in my ass without my knowledge, so he ended up breeding me. I was both turned on and scared! My first BB fuck as a top was a gay friend of mine, who was also the best man at my wedding. While it felt good, it was sort of awkward so we didn't do that again. I generally prefer to hook up with guys I don't know. My first BB fuck as a bottom was with a sexy bear who was the owner of Bear Films with his partner. That was a hot experience and I never went back to condoms after that. This was in the early 90's. He fucked me a few times. He later told me he was poz. I don't know if he was when he fucked me, though. We did hook up about 10 years later for a hot flip fuck session. Unfortunately, he does not live in the area now.

I took two back to back loads. My wife was at work and I'm working from home. I've had this hot young guy come around a few times now. He was horny and wanted to dump his cum up my ass. I have him come to my shed to keep him out of the house. He always arrives hard as a rock so I sucked him for a minute, then turn around and bent over. He shoves in and pounds me for a few minutes before shooting his cum up my ass. I clean him off with my mouth and he's on his way. While waiting for the young hottie, another guy hit me up. He's bred me a few times before, too, and always wants it anon. I think it's because he's a bit chubbier than his picture. Not like I care - a hard dick is a hard dick. I tell the guy to come over and he can have sloppy seconds. I put on a blindfold and wait in the shed. He arrives and I suck him hard. He's got a smaller dick than the young guy but shoves in and fucks my sloppy hole. After about 5 minutes, he cums. From his moaning, it sounded like he had a pretty big orgasm. I still have both loads in my ass so don't know how big they are.

I had a fast fuck a few weeks ago. My wife was at work and I was working from home and horny. The stars aligned and I had two guys who came over and fucked my ass in my shed (I didn't want anyone in the house). I had two loads in my ass at this point and a cumdump bottom hit me up and wanted to breed me, too. He's not on PreP, and hadn't been tested in a couple of years so didn't know his status, but was pretty slutty and has taken a lot of loads. He was a big bear of a guy with a smaller dick, but I met him in my shed, sucked him hard for about a minute, then lowered my shorts and bent over. His hard dick easily went up my ass and he was moaning how hot and wet my ass was. He lasted about 20 seconds and dumped his questionable load up my ass. I sucked him clean and off he went.

I'm the same way. I don't feel any emotional connection to men, just women and I love everything about women, but I LOVE getting fucked raw and bred. It's like a compulsion. Taking poz loads is a huge thrill.

A few days ago, the sexy thin poz guy was in the area and I invited him over since my wife was at work. I had to leave at 2:30 for a Dr appt. (still HIV-) and he got here at 2:15. We wasted no time getting undressed. He prefers to be naked and I don't care either way. I got naked too. I sucked him hard for a couple of minutes, then bent over the couch and he shoved his 7" poz cock up my ass (he says he's undetectable). I love the way he fucks me. He tries to get in as deep as he can and gyrates around, opening my home. It feels so good. He fucked me about 8 minutes and finally blasted his load up my ass. I cleaned him up with my mouth and he got dressed and was on his way. I went to see the dr with his load up my ass. I was hoping the dr didn't want to do a prostate exam as that may have been embarrassing!

I find more and more trans girls on grindr, and I’m sure this is what the “straight “ guys are looking for. I hate grindr but that is where I’ve had the best luck.

I lucked out today and got 2 loads while my wife was at work. First up, a very hot fit tattooed 20 year old. He had come by last week and fucked me in my shed. It was a hot fuck but then his email on Grindr disappeared afterward so I assumed he blocked me. It looks like he deletes his profile afterward because he contacted me today with a different profile. He wanted to drop another load in my daddy ass during his lunch break. My wife left early enough for me to clean out and give him the ok to come over. We didn’t have a lot of time as I had a meeting to join soon. He came over to the shed again. I fished his cock out of his underwear and he was already hard. Gotta love 20 year olds! I sucked him for about 30 seconds then turned around and bent over. He shoved in and pounded hard for about 2 minutes and shot his big load up my ass. He pulled out and I cleaned his cock with my mouth. He buttoned up and left. His email was gone soon after so he must have deleted his account again. Right after my meeting, I got hit up on A4A from a skinny poz guy who bred me once before. He was in the area and wanted to breed my ass again. I told him to come over and add his load to the one I already had. 15 minutes later he arrives and we get naked. I suck his big poz dick hard and present him with my ass. He plunges in and pushes in deep while gyrating around. It feels so good. He starts pounding me hard and after about 5 minutes gives me his poz load. I clean off his cock and send him on his way. I had a 3rd anon guy from sniffies who wanted to come over. He eventually tells me he’s on his way. He’s 22 minutes away. 5 minutes later I see that my wife is on her way home so I messaged the guy to not come over but he was idle on the site. I was sweating bullets that he would show up. After an hour I figured he was another flake, luckily. The two loads are still in my ass. I like to finger a little cum out every now and then and smell the wonderful somewhat fishy scent.

I was 11 or 12. My grandmother had a couple of dogs, a small male sheltie and a big male Samoyed. The sheltie liked to lick so one day I let him lick my dick. It felt really good and before I knew it, I felt something happen. I ran to the toilet think I was going to pee when cum spurted out. It was amazing. That was the only time I was able to get him to lick me to orgasm. This was long before the internet and I didn’t have anyone to show me how to jack off so I figured it out myself. I would lie on the bathroom floor on my stomach and hump my hands. I would apply pressure to the base of my cock when I came which limited how much cum would shoot out, thus containing the mess. I’m sure this wasn’t a good idea. I didn’t figure out how to jack off the normal way until my late teens. Oh, and I also used to love to let the Samoyed fuck my ass every chance I got. Looking back, I wished I found an older boy or man to fuck me as a teen. I’m sure I would have been receptive. I was a horny kid and loved things in my ass. I still do. 😄

My wife is working longer hours as she works in a tax office. I’m trying to cram as many loads as I can until July 15th. Today I had 3 anonymous guys from Sniffies breed me one after the other. The first two guys were due to arrive at the same time so I told one of them to wait in the car until the other guy left. The other guy came over and I took him into my tool shed. He was a bigger bear guy with a small dick. I sucked it hard, turned around and bent over my bikes while we easily shoved it in. He fucked me for about a minute and came. He left and I went to the house to find that the other guy was there waiting. He apparently didn’t get my message about waiting in his car. I brought him inside. He was a big Latino bear with an even smaller cock. Again, I sucked him hard and bent over the couch. I could barely feel him but he fucked me and came in under a minute. He left and a third bear arrived a few minutes later. He was normally a cumdump bottom but wanted to breed my ass. He has a profile on BBRT and has “ask me” as status so he’s likely poz (I’ll ask him at some point). I met him in my shed and sucked his small dick hard and again bent over my bikes. At least I could feel him. He loved feeling the two other loads and came in about 30 seconds. I was hoping to find a 4th guy with a big cock to stretch my hole but alas I only got 3 loads. As my wife was driving home, I pushed out the loads into my hand and jacked off to the video I made of the maybe poz bear breeding my ass.

I finally broke down and had my first post-lockdown fuck while my wife was at work. First guy was a latino from scruff who didn't speak English very well. In my message exchange I talked about him fucking and breeding me. I figured that would give him a clue that I am looking for BB. I apparently need to be more explicit. I didn't want anyone in the house, so I met him in my shed at the back of my carport. After sucking him, I stood up to line his little cock up with my ass. He asked for a condom and I said I didnt' have any. He wouldn't fuck me, and I really needed to be fucked. I relented and went inside to fetch a condom and had him fuck me with a condom. I later used the cum in his condom to jack off with. Luckily I got in touch with an anon top on grindr that's fucked me before. He likes me blindfolded. He came over and met me in the shed. I had a blindfold on. I sucked his average dick hard and he didn't waste any time shoving it raw up my ass. He fucked me for about 3 minutes and dumped his load in me. It felt so great to finally have that load dripping from my ass. I kept it in until this morning. I love the fishy smell of old cum.

The first guy to fuck me was another married guy and we used condoms because that's guys did in the 80's. The first BB fuck was a hot versatile bear who ran a bear porn production company with his partner (Bear Films IIRC). He fucked and bred me and I came back a few times. I lost touch with him and re-connected a few years later. He was poz undetectable (he wasn't sure if he was poz when we first got together) and bred me again. I also fucked and bred him. That was a hot session! He doesn't live in the area so that was a chance meeting. I'd love a repeat someday.

I just checked my join date and damn, today is my 9 yr anniversary! Time sure flies!

I can totally relate. I feel like I’m bisexual for sex and straight for love. I feel no emotional connection with men, just women. I love the connected sex with women but I also love taking it up the ass and getting bred by strangers. I’d love to be a no loads refused cumdump at a bathhouse sometime.

I stayed home yesterday as I feel like I’m battling a cold. After my wife left for work late morning, I cleaned out and showered and got online. I pinged a guy who seemed eager to breed me ass. By the time he got back to me, I was in a Webex conference call for work. He had to leave the area by the time my meeting was going to be done and I really wanted his seed. I had him come over while on the Webex. Making sure my video was off and mic muted, I pulled his dick out and sucked him hard. He grew to a good thick size. I turned around and presented my ass. He slipped in using spit for lube. It burned more than I expected as my hole is fairly loose. After getting used to him, he fucked me deep and within 2 minutes, dumped his big load up my ass. He pulled up his pants and left. I jacked off using his cum for lube.