PozBearWI

Like everyone else, a VPN will help you too @bareback-flipflop

I think fretting where you and Suf go from here isn't something that needs to be answered today I'll evolve as it evolves. You appear to be present for that, and to varying degrees so are Suf and Phil. I always experienced that warmth you mention as an exchange of energy between me and whomever I am touching. With some it flows, with others it almost repels, and yet for the majority it really isn't there all that much. Suf, Phil, you, me, everyone reading this is continuously working to find ourselves. None of us is single dimensional. Each of us is complex with similarities to others, but never exactly the same. And we evolve until our final breath. You're articulating the high points of your evolution here.

I'm not sure where this is going. A rather disjointed start...

Teddy, man I would enjoy meeting you too. But indeed weekdays are my most available time. And yes I own CC site.

I follow you Teddy. Weekends rarely work for me but weekdays almost always do.

Savor it Philip. 🙂

@Teddybb let me know when you get back to Wisconsin.

You're listening to that inner voice you are developing...

Hmm, so you're singing in front of one (coach). Perhaps for one session you can have someone come to listen; and more slowly get used to a group listening to you?

Spot on description of my current experience.

Everything slowed down now that I am poz and unmedicated. Not sure if or when I'll start meds, but it will be interesting when I can put undetectable in my profile.

!. I am just about halfway through the first quarter of both parts. Yowzers a lot of characters to get to know. As a result my questions and curiosity increased. This is a delight to read! Excellent start to character development. The sort of approach Tom Clancy takes. I'm loving it so far! This could be fodder for an interesting discussion group on it's own, just ABOUT the story. I've a couple of "why would they do that" type stuff so far. Not a complaint. It is the sort of depth in story development that can be interesting to discuss can be about pretty much any subject.

Nice. Yes I am a fan of phone calls in our text mad world.

It kind of depends on the volume of his cumload. For many I'll keep the whole load in my mouth, savor the taste and swallow. But every so often I suck off a guy who "cums buckets" and for me, that calls for mid shoot swallowing...

Bones me up, and still embarrasses me.

The story ended perfectly. Look at where all of our imaginations went? 🙂

@BlindRawFucker1 if you didn't intend your comment "Are you two going to fuck with Mickey Mouse?" to be funny, to me it was. I burst out laughing as my first reaction. I guess it conjured up a funny visual in my head.

Fuck that looks delicious!!!

@chunkychains man thank you for putting it here as a finished story. I absolutely hate those that drag on for months, sometimes years. And I love that conversion was a side effect, not so much the point.

Every load I jack I lick up.

I think longest for me didn't exceed two hours. I guess I am easily bored??? LOL

Good on you Philip for not just going with the name brand. Nothing wrong with Yamaha; but a good reputation shouldn't be our only choice. Some decades ago now I bought my first Hyundai. Hyundai's entry into the US with the relatively crappy Excel didn't give them the best start. But they were obviously working to change that with one hell of a warranty. My first one covered anything for the first 100,000 miles. And almost nothing went wrong. Everything felt like it was in the right place. and even though inexpensive, had a lot of features only the high priced entries had. I've never regretted that. It wasn't a Toyota, but I didn't give up anything either... Save that a few coworkers gave me grief that I bought a sh!tmobile. In the end.... Balance. Hmm, it is just one of those things we'll always do, kinda like breathing. Some days that is a bit more challenging, somedays it feels like there is no log to fall off of. Every day is a practice. 🙂 I submit that you're already having the time of your life...

There is another media source I recently tapped into. I try not to follow the chaos each day, much less each hour, and record Rachel Maddow's show each week. A summary helps me as I don't have to engage emotions in things over which I have zero control at the moment. I am content to be aware and not step into the drama. My Previously mentioned 2x weekly podcast takes that information and adds context. I get my weekly local newspaper which takes me maybe 30 minutes to get current. And finally, I record the 30 minute local The Milwaukee Journal station, skip over the drama that doesn't apply to me; catch a decent national weather report and let it all go. Instead I've happened along a YouTube channel. There are a couple of Yard Cleanup summarized to half an hour or an hour to see chaos become orderly. One in particular, a fellow over in Detroit area, has his own version of that called Midlife Stockman. He recently left corporate life as his YouTube success grew. Easy on the eyes, articulate and pleasurable voice. (he could lower the machine volume by half). But his mission he has adopted is soul healing stuff. None of this has anything to do with the disease we share. But after six month of 47, I just needed relief. But I mention Sean Stockman's channel as he is a lovely blend of altruism, realistic, and gratitude. Maybe a touch too much gratitude, but I really need that right now... We, us here, most of us around see the benefit in community. And our community isn't just one idea, or one important thing, or one enjoyable attribute. Our lives are a sum of diverse interests, activities, challenges and pleasures. But we are one. We are, as I see it, one human family. We do well when we do well to ourselves AND others. I think us American's aren't in disagreement about what we need. But others are trying to tell us what we need, no matter what we see in front of us ourselves. It sort of feels like we're in the Hunger Games and none of us signed up for that.

Which, of course, is the definition of a size queen....