Crown Heights Posted October 21, 2014 Report Share Posted October 21, 2014 I'm a pig. I always have been. I love sex. I love everything about it. The smell of a man. The taste of sweat. That moment of excitement when you know it's going to happen. The blissful feeling when your cock slides into a wet lout or a greasy hole. I've fucked hundreds of men. I've been fucked by dozens. I've swallowed nearly a gallon of cum. Yet sometimes right after fucking I feel empty and lonely. Lonelier than before I busted my nutt Does anyone else go through this? Is it just post-ejaculatory depression of some sort? It's a bit of a drag. It feels almost bi-polar. I can go to a sex party and fuck four or five guys, then as soon as I jizz in someone's ass I want to be as far away from there as possible. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Crown Heights Posted October 21, 2014 Author Report Share Posted October 21, 2014 If for whatever reason you're not comfortable posting here. You can text 718-207-4491 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
NLbear Posted October 21, 2014 Report Share Posted October 21, 2014 I do recognize that feeling. It's mostly with anon fucks in a 1-1 because that is all about getting fucked by that guy. Once the fuck is over there's nothing left really. Satisfied the lust but there is nothing else I want from the guy so want to leave ASAP or him to leave as soon as he's done. I don't always feel empty afterwards but it happens often enough. It's different with someone you know. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Crown Heights Posted October 21, 2014 Author Report Share Posted October 21, 2014 I usually get really worked up before I fuck. I watch a lot of porn. I go to bookstores to unload after a stressful day at work quite often, so there's a fair amount of anticipation. In the moment I'm a huge pig, but afterwards I sometimes feel really empty, almost guilty, as if I should direct all this energy towards one guy instead of fucking every Tom, Dick and Harry on the street. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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