Being true to myself....

[bihairy]

18 hours ago, Chargedup said:

Maybe organize a daddy poz orgy

to attract older individuals with similar bodies.   I’ve had exclusive mature orgies and body type doesn’t mater.  Just great sex. At a certain point non of that matters. What maters is the hot sex.  

I can't imagine not barebacking. The feeling is amazing. I don't like condoms either. I also have been involved with some older/younger group thing with lots of bb fun. has become a regular monthly thing and the guys are great. everyone cums or has cum in their hole by the time it is over.  I look forward to each monthly party.

[Littlebill77]

6 hours ago, cocklover1966 said:

Blind, I think you may of hit a nerve. Even reading what you said I felt something. It’s my desires that I don’t trust, I know if I start to take cock I may not stop and the desire just become lust and want more and more. If it was just one guy I’d trust but I know my lust would want strangers cocks and anon. Got me thinking! Trusting myself and not giving in to desire and want. 

You may need to consider why you don’t trust yourself; why you are not allowed to let go....

is it guilt (was for me); is it concern about your own safety? You note that your worries you will become the bicycle but honestly what is holding you back?

Sex is fun and your allowed!

pvt me about being a wingman if you want to explore that too.

hang happy - life’s very short

 

 

[anonCUMtainer]

On 3/25/2019 at 12:13 PM, tallslenderguy said:

i don't know how to answer this other than offer my thoughts, but not sure they will be at all helpful. 

Have you ever had anything in your ass?  Like toys or finger or any other kind of penetration? Are you ambivalent about being penetrated? You note you love cock and semen, but have only experienced it by sucking. i can't relate (lol) but i know there are guys who are only into oral, maybe you're one of those and maybe you are being true to your self?  Do you like the feeling of being penetrated anally? 

On the other hand, if you've had stuff in your hole and know that you like it, that's a whole different matter.  Most bottoms will probably tell you it only takes one cock up the ass to get hooked.  

great question, and thank you @tallslenderguy for this response. it sort of gets to the point - or the underlying "issue" which may be "getting in the way."

disclaimer: I do believe that society and expectations to conform or not to "realize" our true self or "calling" is a whole other variable worth exploring.

Is it nature? Is it nurture? LOL.. I have described my instinct (nature) when I was a young adolescent boy that when i saw a horny man rubbing his erection my desire was to find a way to offer and provide him my ass to breed. it's just what I thought was the natural carnal way to handle the situation. to this day, if I am "true to myself" I want to offer my gay ass to every man on the planet, hoping that a small handful of them are willing and interested to follow their carnal desire to breed a sweet hole when offered.

I don't think you can over think this honestly; given the above disclaimer about social pressure and conformity... but I honestly argue this is a nature thing - not a nurture thing. and if you really need men to  ejaculate inside you - I would like to think at 52 it would have happened by now. life provides lots of opportunities, unless you never left the safety and comfort of not doing anything to explore. but then I would argue carnal desire is more powerful and so maybe you're sexuality is just different...?