Do you remember your FIRST load?

[BeardChaser]

It was 2015. A guy visiting Townsville from Canberra hit me up on Grindr. He came round to my apartment. We were in the bedroom making out, I’d been sucking him off, and the time came for fucking. I’d been getting into bareback porn by this point and really wanted to try it, so I just went for it with this guy, and sat down on his raw dick. It was thick, average length, and felt fucking amazing. I rode his cock for about 20 minutes before I got onto my side and he fucked me for another few minutes before he came in my ass. He wanted to hold off until I was ready to cum, but I told him to go for it, then I jerked myself off a few minutes later with his cock still inside me.

 

I have to admit that I was a little surprised (and disappointed) to realise that I couldn’t actually feel his load inside me. I’ve never felt a guy’s load inside me, but that still doesn’t mean I don’t love it happening!

[Leatherman667]

My first load was when I brought a guy back to my room, having met him in a gay cinema. He deposited two loads, but gave me something else to remember the encounter!!!! And  remember it I did!!!😂

Edited June 4, 2023 by Leatherman667

[Bimarried001]

On 5/25/2023 at 7:09 PM, Bbikercub said:

I saw a twitter post tonight from a guy who said he gave a hairy ginger guy his first ever load and was honoured that it was him doing it. They also filmed a short clip of the breeding as a memory.

It got me thinking.. do you remember the first time you took a load in your hole?

And did you record the event?

After all, the first load will always be your first, your last is only your last until the next breeding.

I can't say I remember mine which is kinda sad.

I have 2 first loads. 2? How?  Lol

I officially counts my first load as the one I took on my own free will. It was a shemale in a x rated theater. I was 15 at the time. Truth is I did not know (hey I was 15) that she had a cock. But when I found out I let her fuck and breed me. 
My real first time I was 8 and my uncle had the pleasure. He used me for about 4 years. 

[leatherpunk16]

Can't say I do. I hardly ever bottomed back when I was sexually active and barebacking, so the chances of it actually happening would be few. I could only guess at one specific memory, but can't guarantee it was the first time. 

On my 32nd birthday, I visited my fuckbuddies Jim and Donnie. I hardly saw Jim that night, but Donnie definitely pounded my hole. He kept whispering "happy birthday" in my ear while he was nailing me with his 9-inch pole. We had to stand and bend over a sofa to get the right angle for me, and it was a good fuck. When he shoots his load, he likes to say "God bless America", and when he said it on this occasion, I knew what happened. It was a good birthday.

But as I said, I don't know if that was the first time. There might have been another but it doesn't stand out in my memory. 

[PG1961Canada]

Here's a twisted one for you.... LOL... 

A number of years ago, my (then) partner and I went to get tested together.  He was diagnosed HVI poz with a high viral load and a low CD4 count.  He decided to start meds.  Up until that point, I had only ever fucked him and it was always raw and I always came deep in his hole.  But, we were experimenting a little more and I was starting to get into being fingered and rimmed and loved the feelings I was experiencing in my ass.  We decided it was a little risky with his current numbers for us to progress to him actually fucking me after all the ass play.  So, we enlisted the help of a younger guy who enjoyed playing with older guys.   Turns out my partner enjoyed being a little cuckolded and had surprised me with this guy.  We had romped a hot 3-way with him once before from a Craigslist ad and we knew he was hung and open minded.  The play was mostly between him and I and hubby watched from a chair and stroked his very, very hard cock.   Young guy was totally turned on by the whole scene the first time and my cock sucking skills had him blow TWO loads into my mouth.  We never fucked... that night.

So, partner reaches out to him and asks him if he wanted to come over on the weekend for some naked fun.  He was happy to come over and partner explained that he would love to watch us suck and fuck this time... oh, and could he record it??  We would make sure there would be no faces.  He agreed.

Young guy was really stoked about the whole thing.  So was my partner.  He set the tripod up at the perfect level to get a nice video clip of me taking my FIRST load of cum, from another guy, doggy-style, just a few feet away from my partner.  He was running the camera and jerking his cock the entire time.

So not only do I remember my first load (late in life)... but I have the video of it happening.  That was 15 years ago and I still pull that video out of the library and jerk off watching me take my first (massive) load of cum... and after he unloads in my hole, he pulls out and slaps his still dripping cock head all over my swollen hole and he rams it back inside. 

It was a very hot fuck.  We both got really into it and I was talking dirty the whole time telling him to breed my hole in front of my partner and seed me and fuck me hard... and the result was a great home flick and a great memory.

BTW - he and I fucked in many rooms, pieces of furniture, by the pool - over the years and hubby made many more movies of this young hairy hottie breeding me multiple ways. 

[fuckyouraw777]

I don't remember my first: too long ago.

I do remember my first known load from a guy who was - I should say is - poz. He was already barebacking me fairly often, but one day we just decided, "it would be OK if I made sure to expel his cum from my arse afterwards."

It actually was OK because he'd been undectable many years and still is.

[btmtalent]

Mine was my college BF in the late 80s—he was always the top. We started out always using condoms (due to the times), but eventually started fucking BB, but he would always pull out when he came. I always wanted him to cum inside me, but didn’t feel comfortable saying that (I’ve changed a LOT since then 😄). One night he was fucking me and I knew he was getting close and kept expecting him to pull out any second, but he never did—he blew his load inside me. Neither one of us mentioned it, and I thought maybe it just got away from him. But, the next morning he fucked me again and came inside me again. Turns out, he had been wanting to breed me for a while but was afraid to say anything too! 

We were together another year or so, and I think I almost always had one of his loads inside me after that!

[VistaCaBB]

My first was the first time I had sex.  Agreed to meet up with an older man who said he had condoms.  After much foreplay and whatnot he went to the bathroom and returned saying his brother must of taken the last condom and understood if I wanted to leave.  I of course a horny teen said it I was okay and he said he would pull out and stop if I said. All these years later I know he was lying and totally played me but honestly am glad he did what he did and got it over with. When it came time he asked what he should do and I froze.  I was saying words in my head but they were not coming out of my mouth and he bred me balls deep on his couch. 

[pervinmt]

I sure do! I was 14, he was 21. Was at my house after school. Mom was at work. We did it in my bed. 

[lecheroxxl]

I remembered very well the first time I bred an ass. He was one of my friends from highschool. I was 16 and he was 17. He was quite feminine and bullied. One day after school we were doing homework at mine, and then we saw the a "news" about the Red Power rangers gay video or something like that. We saw some video of guy sucking another, and I asked him if he wanted to do the same thing to me. He said yes right away. After like 5 min of sucking me he asked if I wanted to fuck him. I said no. Then he said he felt the same as fucking a woman. Back then I was deep in the closet and in complete denial of being gay.

He bent over and pull down his pants just enough to show his ass. I didn't want to see his penis. I thought about using a condom, but I thought it was OK to fuck bare because we know each other. I didn't use lube or saliva and it took like 10 min of trying to for me to get in, and I came in like 2-3 min. I remembered so well how intense it was and how I instinctively grabbed his hips to push my cock as deep as possible and cum deep in him.

[max2001]

I was a late starter as I was struggling with my sexuality, and then convincing myself I was purely a top (even though I had been fellating my housemate for a few months). I let a guy who I bought my sniff from at uni take me to his family caravan, knowing what would happen inside, but in denial at the same time.

We did a lot of shit and I woke up naked in the bed - I kinda didn't have a choice and was in denial before but I'm glad he took me as it opened me up to what I'm for.

He didn't last very long, it was literally seconds the first time, I acted like I didn't want it but absolutely loved it. We did it again not long after and I was his for a while.

[eslater]

My first load was the first time I had gotten fucked. I was a lot younger and this older guy had been playing with me for about 6 months. He'd talked me into running around naked at his place (among other things) and had been groping me, and had started fingering me. 

That day he had me stripped nude and bent over the kitchen table. He had worked 3 fingers into me (using vaseline, it was pre-AIDS) and was sawing them in and out. He bent over me and whispered into my ear "Hold on, I'm going to try something else." Then he slid his (admittedly average) cock right into me. 

He held it there for a bit then said to me "Welcome to your first cunting. Do you know what that is? A boy is cunted when they learn to use their hole as a cunt and please older daddies. I promise this won't be your last but it'll always be your first."

He then started working his cock in and out of me, then slamming it in and out. Didn't take him long before he buried it in me and dumped his cum into me. After catching his breath he pulled out but held me in place with his hand on the small of my back saying "Stay right there for a bit". He then stood back and watched his cum start to run out of my smooth, open, freshly fucked hole. He then started to finger me again, which made me moan, and said "Yes, isn't that nice?"

He was right and he fucked me many times after that. All told I played with him for around 3 1/2 years. He shared me with his friends, first one at a time, then a few times all of us together. And he was right, I did get fucked a lot but always remembered my first.

[descartes70817]

I remember the first time very well. I had just broken off my engagement to my fiancée and was at my usual pub drowning my sorrows when a friend introduced me to a black USAF officer he knew before leaving because he had a date with my ex.

John, the black guy, kept buying me fresh drinks every time I finished the one I had, so I was pretty drunk when he suggested going to see if we could find a party where we could keep on drinking, and then after we couldn't find a party he suggested going back to his place and sharing a glass or two of brandy. When he said he was ready for bed he told me I could try and sleep on his two seat sofa but I was welcome to sleep in bed with him if I couldn't get comfortable.

There was just no way I was ever going to fit on the sofa so I agreed to share his bed with him, only to find out he only had a double and there was barely enough room for the two of us. At first we turned our backs to each other but feeling the heat of his naked body so close to my naked body had given me an extra hard boner, and I was trying to stroke it without John knowing. That was about when I felt his body moving to the rhythm of his hand jerking himself off and asked if that was what he was doing.

I told John I was trying to get myself off too and showed him my boner, while he turned toward me and showed me his before suggesting that we could jerk each other off. His cock felt so good in my hand that I took it in my mouth and started sucking for all I was worth. When I knelt  with his head between my legs to take his cock as deep as I could John started sucking my cock at the same time. He definitely knew what he was doing because he quickly got me to the point where I said I was going to cum but didn't stop sucking and swallowing until he sucked me dry.

Since he hadn't cum yet I told him I wanted him to fuck me, so he lubed my hole and just slid his cock right in. Once he was balls deep he began to rhythmically pound my hole and hitting my prostate so much that my cock got hard again and dripped precum every time he thrust in harder and deeper until I finally felt his cock pulsing inside my tight boi pussy and filling me with my first load, while making my cock so hard I told John I wanted to fuck him.

Almost as soon as John pulled his cock out of my cum-filled hole he was face-down on the bed while I pushed my cock into his hot ass. I gave him a reach around and got him hard again while I plowed his hole. I could feel the amount of precum leaking from his cock and it turned me on to know he would want to fuck me again after I finished fucking him.

[thiccboimtl]

I was in my early 20s the first time I had taken a load in my hole. Before that I was always the safe sex guy. I had started hooking up with this sikh uni student, neither of us could meet in our respective homes so I'd always meet him in his car. Usually I'd suck his cock and swallow his load, then he'd drop me off at the nearest bus stop. It was always a blow and go situation.

One night I suppose he was hornier than usual, so we had pulled into the parking lot of one of the larger parks in the area. As usual I got to work, but at one point another car parked right next to us for some reason. So we both got out and I followed him into the small forest area. At this point as we're walking deeper into the darkness of the trees, he tells me that he wants to fuck me. Of course I say yes, and shortly realized that neither of us had condoms. At that point I was wanting my hole to get used so badly that I didn't care anymore and crossed that line.

I leaned on one of the trees and let him use my hole, he didn't last really long at all but it was still HOT! Pretty soon I felt his load flooding my guts. Once he was done, he whispered "that was good pussy faggot" and we walked back to his car. After he dropped me off I never saw, nor heard from him ever again after that night.

[MaxiDixieNormous]

The year was 1995. The city was Chicago. On weekends, I would hang out with my buds M and T.  One weekend, M told me they have gone their separate ways, so I was just hanging out alone with M; had dinner, then watched a movie on LaserDisc (remember those days).  I have always had a thing for M, and I know M has been eyeing my bubble butt for the longest time.  Surprisingly we finished the movie without any hanky-panky but as I was standing up to stretch, M suddenly grabbed me and pulled me back to the couch and we started making out heavily, shirts, pants, and underwear all ripped from each other, then M pinned me down on my stomach and whispered he needs to fuck my bubble ass.  

Before I could say anything, like maybe I should wash up first, he just went straight to my hole and rim the daylights out of me.  There was not a lot of foreplay because the next thing I know he has a bottle of lube pulled out from under the couch.  He just lubed up his cock and rubbed his super hard cock up and down my buns.  I asked if we should use a condom, he told he has been fucking T bareback and that he is ok, and that I will like it, especially for my first experience.  

I always remembered this part and still laughed about it, because he said he has a 'magic lube' which will make it comfortable and fun for me, no pain.  M was huge and thick and it was not comfortable and it felt like my ass was going to be ripped apart.  But M was very very gentle, and patient and took his time and eventually push his bare cock all the way inside me. The pain turned to pleasure, then M flipped me over on my back and again slowly slide himself in me with the magic lube before he started fucking me hard and with long strokes. I was into M, so the bareback sensation was everything I dreamed about and M always said he was so turned on looking at me because of the pleasure I was experiencing and witnessing it with my cock, that was rock hard when I did not touch myself.  It didn't take long before M was yelling he is going to breed me and cum inside me, and I don't think I said anything but felt him shoot buckets in me.  He did not pull out and kept slowly fucking me telling me how much he loved my hole and cumming inside me.  At the same time,  I was stroking myself feeling his raw cock coating my ass walls with his semen, pushing it deep inside me until I shot all over myself.  M was so kinky, he did not stop there, he scoped up my cum, coat his cock and fuck me again, and this time round, I am loving it and only. wanting more of his raw cock and more of his cum, and it did not take long before he blasted his seed inside me again.

After that, I used the bathroom and showered.  M did the same and understood why I used the bathroom since I am new to loads in me.  I spent the night in his bedroom, we slept naked and slept well throughout the night.  In the morning, I felt him push his rock-hard cock against my butt and he pushed one leg up, spit on his cock, and slowly pushed it in.  By now, I am loving the familiar bareback fucking feeling and wanting all of it, all of him, deep in me, and he shot in me quickly and did the same, did not pull out, and continued fucking me while I stroke until I shot all over me.  Again, he used my cum and coat his cock, turned me on my back, and shove himself into me again. And fucked me until he blasted his seed in me.  We got up to shower but in the shower, he got hard again and started fucking me moaning about how he can feel our cum in me, how good it feels, and knowing that I loved it too.  Another load shot.  I thought that was it.  When I was about to head home, he was going to give me a lift to the train station.  As we were about to head out of the house to the garage,  he grabbed me, stripped us both naked at the doorway, just bend me over, and started fucking me, with no magic lube.  It was also the birth of our dirty wild sleazy sex talk when he was fucking me; telling me he only likes to fuck bareback, and that I should learn to enjoy getting fucked bareback only.  I agreed and it turned us both on so much, we shot so much cum, him in me, me all over myself. 

M and I are still close

The year was 1995. The city was Chicago. On weekends, I would hang out with my buds M and T.  One weekend, M told me they have gone their separate ways, so I was just hanging out alone with M; had dinner, then watched a movie on LaserDisc (remember those days).  I have always had a thing for M, and I know M has been eyeing my bubble butt for the longest time.  Surprisingly we finished the movie without any hanky-panky but as I was standing up to stretch, M suddenly grabbed me and pulled me back to the couch and we started making out heavily, shirts, pants, and underwear all ripped from each other, then M pinned me down on my stomach and whispered he needs to fuck my bubble ass.  

Before I could say anything, like maybe I should wash up first, he just went straight to my hole and rim the daylights out of me.  There was not a lot of foreplay because the next thing I know he has a bottle of lube pulled out from under the couch.  He just lubed up his cock and rubbed his super hard cock up and down my buns.  I asked if we should use a condom, he told he has been fucking T bareback and that he is ok, and that I will like it, especially for my first experience.  

I always remembered this part and still laughed about it, because he said he has a 'magic lube' which will make it comfortable and fun for me, no pain.  M was huge and thick and it was not comfortable and it felt like my ass was going to be ripped apart.  But M was very very gentle, and patient and took his time and eventually push his bare cock all the way inside me. The pain turned to pleasure, then M flipped me over on my back and again slowly slide himself in me with the magic lube before he started fucking me hard and with long strokes. I was into M, so the bareback sensation was everything I dreamed about and M always said he was so turned on looking at me because of the pleasure I was experiencing and witnessing it with my cock, that was rock hard when I did not touch myself.  It didn't take long before M was yelling he is going to breed me and cum inside me, and I don't think I said anything but felt him shoot buckets in me.  He did not pull out and kept slowly fucking me telling me how much he loved my hole and cumming inside me.  At the same time,  I was stroking myself feeling his raw cock coating my ass walls with his semen, pushing it deep inside me until I shot all over myself.  M was so kinky, he did not stop there, he scoped up my cum, coat his cock and fuck me again, and this time round, I am loving it and only. wanting more of his raw cock and more of his cum, and it did not take long before he blasted his seed inside me again.

After that, I used the bathroom and showered.  M did the same and understood why I used the bathroom since I am new to loads in me.  I spent the night in his bedroom, we slept naked and slept well throughout the night.  In the morning, I felt him push his rock-hard cock against my butt and he pushed one leg up, spit on his cock, and slowly pushed it in.  By now, I am loving the familiar bareback fucking feeling and wanting all of it, all of him, deep in me, and he shot in me quickly and did the same, did not pull out, and continued fucking me while I stroke until I shot all over me.  Again, he used my cum and coat his cock, turned me on my back, and shove himself into me again. And fucked me until he blasted his seed in me.  We got up to shower but in the shower, he got hard again and started fucking me moaning about how he can feel our cum in me, how good it feels, and knowing that I loved it too.  Another load shot.  I thought that was it.  When I was about to head home, he was going to give me a lift to the train station.  As we were about to head out of the house to the garage,  he grabbed me, stripped us both naked at the doorway, just bend me over, and started fucking me, with no magic lube.  It was also the birth of our dirty wild sleazy sex talk when he was fucking me; telling me he only likes to fuck bareback, and that I should learn to enjoy getting fucked bareback only.  I agreed and it turned us both on so much, we shot so much cum, him in me, me all over myself. 

M and I are still close friends to this day in 2023!!