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No, I never have. And from experience, I know that at big events like Folsom or Pride, everyone finds someone to fuck.

I'm not mixing with anyone now except online, but I don't wanna get into that. I'm getting some support from one guy (and I'm helping him start to get big too) and it feels great but I could really use more of it. There's a lot of energy but I don't know what to do with it. It'd have to be long distance. FetLife maybe. The bottoms who are into it are definitely out there (especially because I have a pretty big dick and I'm a champion at talking dirty) but I just don't know where or what to do about it.

Thanks for the nice beginning! Let's continue

I recently tried a new way of harvesting floor cum. I've only tried it once but it worked great. I got a bulb syringe and I sucked up some floor cum and then shot it out in spurts so it looked like a man had jerked off on my face. Feels good hitting my tongue too. It is cool instead of hot when it hits, but I guess I could try putting it in my pocket for a while to warn it up. 🤔

I was on my knees one day earlier this week with a couple of hung strangers standing over my face. I took turns sucking their cocks and one of them blasted his load all over my pig face. Strangely enough, the other guy left without cumming at all, much less on my face or down my throat. I never understood why a man would pay to get in and then leave without feeding an eager cocksucker.

I was pimped out by my dealer way back i didn't know at the time I was delivering stuff to guys that made me.party and play with them. After I found out I did return to some of the guys and got paid directly which I kept the funds.. I tell them to let their friends know and I did get some customers. Till my dealer found out and was cut off from him for a few months. I had to beg him back and do things for him to be back in his grace. But it was fun for that short time.

I think you're mixing with the wrong men if you're not getting the support and admiration you want/need. I love a grower top and he deserves rewards for getting big. 5 pounds is a lot, but 35 pounds? Fuuuck. Put the energy out there for what you want. I'd love a muscle grower bull top in my life, and I guarantee lots of bottoms are turned on by a top guy getting bigger and stronger.

Quality over quantity. We are patient 🙂

This hits so different when it's bottoms. A fuckin' gangbang for gaining five fuckin' pounds. I went up 35 in my last bulk and didn't even get my dick sucked. I'm a top, 180 pounds now after three years of training, wanting to be 220-240. Don't know where to start if I'm going to do it as a gay thing. Obviously I can't find a master/dom for it because I'm not a sub. I'd be a great dom for a sub who wanted a muscle bull, and it feels like things should work that way but they probably don't. Probably going to have to do it myself and then train subs.

I'm naturally smooth which is not what guys want these days. 🫤 As far as what turns me on, I like a guy that's solid/beefy who walks with confidence (but not arrogance) who displays his bulge proudly. I'm open with regard to age but tend to like guys within 10 years of my own age.

My two reasons: ticks and poison ivy.

This sounds like an amazing experience. Glad you enjoyed yourself.

Just got home from a sex party i was invited to. Swallowed about 12 loads throughout the night and another 10 went up my manpussy. I wasn't the only Bottom but I was definitely the only whiteboi as everyone else was Black. Sucked all that the BBC and even ate some black Asses.

Hello beautiful, A couple of things on my mind tonight. Firstly, I was talking to Suf about my cruising tendencies. He hasn’t really explored that world yet, aside from one experience in a dark room in Amsterdam. He said he’d like to learn more next time we meet—and I’m more than happy to share, hehe. He also mentioned that he’s going to Beefcake tonight, which is a sex event in the city. I was so intrigued I looked it up. It’s basically a DJ club night with go-go dancers, but what really caught my attention was the dark room where sex is permitted. It sounded… very exciting. Phil also mentioned that he’s going out tonight, and it hit me that he’s the type to be out every Friday night. And then I turned inward and realized—since the breakup, I haven’t been invited out on a Friday or Saturday night at all. But here’s the thing: we’ve never really had that kind of friend group, have we? The ones who go clubbing regularly. And even if we were invited… would we even go? We’re the type who prefer silence. We like watching movies with people, playing games, having deep chats—the quieter kinds of connection. So what am I feeling? I don’t feel left out, or jealous that others are out partying. Tonight, I stayed home and practiced piano for three hours, then sat down to write this message to you before bed. That’s about as quiet as a night can get—and honestly, I love it. I just think we’re wired differently from the people who thrive in clubs and crowds. We find magic in stillness. And there’s nothing wrong with that. The world needs both kinds. I’ve also been thinking a lot about what to do with piano and singing moving forward. At first, I wanted to keep both. Lately, I keep flipping back and forth: keep one? keep both? drop one? I do have the budget to maintain both, and I’m honestly getting the hang of managing them. It’s just… I’m not sure they serve the same purpose anymore. I started singing so I could understand how the voice works—so I could really appreciate the art. And now, knowing how pitch works, how a song is meant to be sung, and how much work goes into it—it’s given me confidence. I can pick up a mic now and know I’m doing it somewhat right. That’s huge. Piano, on the other hand, gives me joy. There’s something beautiful about the grind of it. It challenges me in the same way video games do—skill, structure, mastery—and it keeps me company when I’m bored. But what’s the end goal of it? I’m not sure. Maybe it’s just to one day stumble upon a public piano, sit down, and play something beautiful. If I do that, I’ll cross it off my bucket list. That would be incredible. My thoughts are a bit scattered tonight, aren’t they? You know what that means? Bedtime hehe. Sleep well, buddy. Chat soon xx

Yet more awesome writing, at this rate they will have to move cities because everyone will have been pozzed!

I am sure we will love it when you have polished it to your usual high standard!

A month or so ago I was a Mare in a Chariot Race with another FF Bottom. He was punch fisting both of us at the same time as we huffed our poppers and made out. The thought of someone feeling the same pleasure at the same time kept my caged cock rock hard. We were all FF Verse so I returned the favor to the Chariot driver later on. 👊 Definitely recommend this if you get a chance.