I don't describe myself as a bottom - I love to top for the pleasure I give the other guy. I work on the side as an escort, and love giving men what they can't seem to find otherwise. Most tops I've met have been bad at it, and it's not overly comfortable. But psychologically I deeply crave getting a load in my ass. Obsessively. When I meet a top who is good at it, and who breeds me really deep, it is insanely fulfilling. I usually put a plug in myself right after to keep the load in me as long as possible. Sometimes I absorb it entirely.