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I had a quick stop in Berlin (Kylie concert) and went to Lab.oratory after it. It was a very busy night as I had to wait more than an hour in line. I was feeling very tired after a long day sightseeing and seeing the concert so I was pleasantly surprised that I racked up 8 fucks (3 of them amazing!), sucked some fine dick, and got bred by 5 dudes. It was great feeling the smell of cum as I had a little cum fart in my hotel bed last night preparing for an early flight back home. Special thanks to the guy with the big fat 8 inch dick who loudly came for 2 minutes in my ass then thanking me for taking care of his babies 😋💦🐽

Now at the halfway mark to the year I’m at 163 according to my counting. A bit sad since 78 of them were in the first 12 days of the year 🐽💦 I had a back surgery in April and didn’t feel well before it so that’s the main damper. I had good numbers again in June.

It might actually be easier to apportion blame than you think. For instance, the owner of Starlink (the company responsible for connecting the voting machines in all of the swing states to the internet) had unfettered access to the data of each vote as it was going across the wire... and he posted a cryptic tweet hours before the election winner was announced which simply read "Game, set, match." He also famously poured millions of dollars into one of the candidates' campaigns, gave a nazi salute at a rally for that candidate, and bought Twitter a couple years ago. He's one of a handful of people at the heart of what would have otherwise been an astronomically uncanny* election: [think before following links] [think before following links] https://thiswillhold.substack.com/p/she-won-they-didnt-just-change-the * Literally, astronomically uncanny. The 2024 election had a more significant statistical unlikeliness of happening by pure chance (5.0 * 10^-28, even under a very generous estimate of odds for flipping each swing-state county that was reported to have flipped)** than the estimated number of stars in the known universe (which is within the ballpark of 10^24)***. ** [think before following links] https://thiswillhold.substack.com/p/she-won-part-iii-the-devil-is-in *** [think before following links] https://www.google.com/search?q=how+many+stars+are+in+the+known+universe

I don’t consider oral as losing my virginity. That happened around 10 or 11. Now as a proud gay bottom a blowjob is like a handshake. My anal virginity was lost at 13 to my step dad. It was consensual and I actually seduced him for years prior. I have told this story before on here but I can tell it again. My real dad died when I was very young and my mom remarried. They eventually divorced when I was 9. I considered him my father. When my parents divorced my dad moved about 400 miles away to start a new job. Through a series of situations I asked if I could move with him. Everyone was in agreement. My dad had rented a one bedroom apt in his new town. When I came to live with him he said I could sleep on the couch. I asked if I could sleep in his bed with him. He agreed. For a point of reference.. I have never made it over 5’5” so I was always a little shorter guy. My dad is 6’3” 190’s built with a hairy chest and huge 9” cock. I fell in love with his masculinity. I always knew I was different and he embraced that and made me feel safe and that males come in all flavors so to speak. It stated around 9 with me just cuddling up to him at night. I think he was a little wierded out at first but grew to enjoy my attention. It changed to me grazing his cock “accidentally “ while sleeping to holding it like a pacifier for comfort. He had “the talk” with me about sexuality and how there should be a separation between feelings and actions but I didn’t hear any of it. lol. I was enamored with cock. Once when I was holding his cock and he got hard I didn’t ask but I instinctively licked the tip. He has a little bit of pre and I tasted it. I was like an addict tasting my first hit. I couldn’t get enough. Over the next 4 years continued to get more acquainted with his cock. I think it was a way for me and my dad to bond but also for him to help me learn about my role and what I was to become. Over time I would back to him when he was side sleeping and let his massive cock rub against my ass cheeks. Then I started to sleep without underwear. He did as well. It was easier for him to slide between my crack. When I was 12 almost 13 I started to develop. In my mind I was a man but of course I was not. We had gotten to a point in our relationship where I would suck him. The best I could, and then he would dry fuck my crack and shoot his massive load on my back. I knew that his load was suppose to go inside but not sure hot to get it there. lol. I would put the tip at my hole and rub the precum on it to make it slick. He would push a little but his massive cock was not going to go in easily. Around this time I started to jack off and he showed me how to do it with lube. He then started to rub his lubed cock against my hole. As a 13 year old bottom you can imagine what that did to me. I wanted him inside me so bad. He would put the tip at my hole and push it in. Over time he would get a little more in me. Eventually he was fully inside of me. He would hold it there and my body got accustomed to to his massive cock. The first time he came in me was just before my 14th birthday and we were playing and he started to fuck me. It felt incredible. I knew there was nothing I wanted more than to get bred by him. I had built up his resistance so it took him a good 20 minutes of fucking to breed me. Even at 13 almost 14 the feeling of his cum inside of me made me feel complete. Of course from there until I went to college he was fucking me like I was the last pussy he would ever get. Lol

would like to see that. Good luck in your quest to track it down.

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Good morning guys, I have had a question on my mind that I wanted to ask some advice. For those in an open relationship how do you schedule hook-ups? This might sound like a weird question but let me see if I can explain. My husband is a voyeur and likes to either watch me fuck other guys, or hear about my fucking or come up with a dirty cock or smelling of piss. However, I am feeling very guilty about going off and leaving him at home. Although I have noticed that our sex life is greatly improved when I am off doing another guy and then come home. Apparently he really needs the voyeurism to get him excited when we are having sex. For those that are in an open relationship do you just announce that you are going off to fuck and you'll be back in about 30 minutes? I know of two guys locally. One often hooks up when he goes to the grocery store. Said he's actually played in his car in the grocery store parking lot. The other guy tries to find a hook-up on the way home from work. In my case since we spend so much time together (we used to work together as well) it would be hard to sneak away. And, sneaking away isn't really the goal. When we have been at the gay resorts in Palm Springs it has worked well because he will encourage me to go walk around (like at CCBC). However, at home I am really struggling saying I'm taking the car to go fuck some guy. How do you guys handle it? Do you talk about it? Announce it? Or do you just cheat on the side? I'd appreciate any serious advice. Thank you.

Following up on what you said I’ve had these so called cysts. Let just say that it’s a lateral pain in the ass. Happened close to my hole. It hurt so much and had to get it removed surgically. First time I had it, I grew to the size of a small ping pong ball. Popped on it own when I wasn’t aware. Had to wear gauze and clean the area for about a week. Had a huge second hole next to my ass cunt. Happened again few more times. This time I kind of knew what to do. Keep it clean and try to get most of the puss or fluid out. Last time it happened I got really sick. Chills and body aches. Terrible feeling. Had to go to my PCP and he injected the site with lidocaine and cut it out and cleaned it out. My doctor is handsome sexy straight man. I was on all fours with my fuck hole exposed to him. He lubed up his fingers and I felt him fingering my hole with 3 fingers. He said to make sure it was all out. He knew what he was doing and made me cum twice with his fingers in my Poz fuck hole. I said thank you doc and left extremely happy and grateful.

I have always liked the look of a PA. My husband would like me to get a PA. I have been hesitant because I am concerned about the always having to sit to piss. Where I live in Ann Arbor the really knowledge piercing shop closed up. Now the only one that is left just does simple piercings like ears, etc. Does anyone know if there is a really good piercing in Palm Springs or Washington, DC that would do PAs? I am also in Long Beach quite frequently. Over the weekend by the way, my husband asked me to get bigger rings put into my nipples.

Yes, actually I've been fucked by 4 or 5 different penises with PA until now. Great feeling inside, but not so fun when you suck it: it tastes like metal (which it is) and knocks against your teeth. I've got a regular top with a long dick and a PA: he complains that most of his partners ask him to remove the PA. I always ask him to wear it when he fucks and breeds me, but 9 inches plus a PA make me bleed deep inside every time. This does not stop me to serve him as often as he wants. Great body, great dick, great fucker.

Staying and hosting in a hotel. I prefer anonymous, lights low, me blindfolded, face down ass up. Breed me and disappear.

One of the best stories I've ever read. Amazing. We need to let snuff like this back on the website. It's fatalistic, consensual and very romantic.

I lost my anal virginity at 25, I hooked up with a random through grindr. He came to my house all drunk and as soon as the door closed pushed me down to his knees nd pulled out his already semi-erect uncut dick which was already drooling pre-cum. I was drooling loooking at his 7 inch dick and quickly started licking and sucking the tip when he just bucked his hip forward and hold my head pushing all the way down my throat... It was so sudden I was shocked and gagged quite a bit. He then pulled it out and while I was gasping for air, he spit on my open mouth. That turned me on soo much. He then asked me the way to bed and I led him. Once we got there, he removed his clothes and tore me off mine..pushed me on the bed on my back and started eating me.....It was amazing. After covering me with his spot, he came up for a deep kiss with his tongue melting me from the inside. He did not bring lube and had coconut hair oil so he just slapped a load on his hand and lubed my ass-pussy with it and then pushed in....it hurt a little but the fullness I was feeling was amazing. He slowly started fucking me and increased his pace. Mannn that was amazing. He pulled out and made me suck after which he got me on all fours and started pounding the hell out of me....I was in heaven by then....After what seemed like 20-30 mins....he came inside me and pulled his dick and made me suck his dick with his cum and my ass juice and then left me there....

It is on my bucket list too.

Fuck so wonderful to see a yng teen turned into what I assume is going to be a disease ridden, drug addicted fuck toy that will burn out early. Love this

Yes! This is exactly, pretty much, how I was treated by my father and uncle from, well let’s just say 18yo, for years at sleazy men’s clubs. And the pissing in his eyes! I’ve had that done to me since forever. Don’t remember a time when chem piss wasn’t drenching my eyes. To this day if a man will do it I’m there.

Never heard of that site or page. Can you post a link or something for us to view? Thanks

The fact that Jeremiah’s sadistic and generous uncle chose him to give his toxic deadly seed to is a beautiful thing. I’ve been beaten many times while taking the deadly and wonderful gift of full blown cum and have been grateful for the violence and the death sentence every single time.

Exactly. This is why I also love it very much