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Wait! More sketchy in person then in his videos? I would be a bit ah, uneasy, but I would be on the look out for him 24/7 just to get a glimpse. The facial tattoos are enough to make me run in the other direction.....

I have been as low as 12 T cells and lived to tell the tale. I wasn't the most compliant patient and my doctor knew I slept around and did enhancements. I had a viral load over 2 million on more than one occasion. I drove him nuts as I had an excuse as to why each medication was the wrong choice for me. I am now on Descovy and Prescobix and have about 150 t-cells and no viral load. I hold my breath each time I have a lab drawn (tomorrow-yuck) because I fear becoming resistant. If you can name an anti-viral, more than likely I have been on it. At the height of my viral load he had me on four medications and I took them when I felt like it. Complera was a nightmare, though it was supposed to be more patient friendly. To me it was not. Keflex were not my friend, those horrific red pills, made me sick. I threw 1000s of dollars of medication into the trash. I had KS in 2002, fortunately not on my face but it alarmed my doctor as he had not seen patients have that since the late 80s and early 90s. I went to the oncologist the day after it was diagnosed as KS, back in that time not many guys were getting it and there were few labs to diagnose the samples he scraped from my body. Most oncologists in my area at that time would not treat it, fortunately my infectious disease doctor found a gay oncologist to treat me and I could deal with the two pills he gave me. I saw him for about two years. I took the medication he prescribed religiously as I wasn't about to have some obscure disease disfigure me. I am very fortunate to be here today, and I am not proud of my behavior in the past when it came to medications. I understand that because of my disability status combined with Medicare and supplemented with Blue Cross and Blue Shield paid for by AICP (Aids Insurance Continuation Plan) I had the best doctors and medications available. Sadly AICP went away as all the money, at least in my location, was now put aside strictly for ADAP. I understand I have more than most when it comes to coverage, so I am no longer the bitter man who screamed on the phone at the director of the Florida Department of Health. It was her first day back from maternity leave and her entire staff was "scared to call me" when I was informed my AICP was no longer going to be funded. I tried paying $2250 a quarter for the Blue Cross/Blue Shied as my secondary. I made one paymen. Now I am stuck with Simply Health Care as my secondary and it sucks as there are few if any specialists in my geographic area, and I was told the state could make me drive 50 miles one way in order to see any specialists. I'll drive 50 miles to hook up, I won't drive 50 miles for a dermotolgist. So, in closing, I'll just say this. If you find a medication (or cocktail) that works for you, please take it. It can save or extend your life. I am one of the lucky ones who stopped taking meds, then fortunately found something that works, so I am alive . Not all people, who behaved as irresponsibility as I did, can say that.

Three words "ONY THE BRAVE". Enough said......

I am not laughing at you, I am laughing WITH you. The part about being at the gym and the sounds the guy in the next stall must have heard. I have to find a way to save your post because, man, that is priceless!

Excuse me, did you say a medical exam table with stirrups? Are you looking for someone to, I don't know, clean your house, wash your car, cook for you, run errands, do your laundry? Any other mundane chores that just bother you that you would rather have some respectable (I say that grinning) gentleman do for you around the house. ANYTHING to get my ass in that medical exam table. I have had sex on one years back in a doctor's office (yes, his own office) and God was that comfortable. Those tables are fun.......lucky man you are!

Oh so monogamy is possible? Especially from the guys who post on this Forum? Wow, I thought I had seen it all when that UFO landed in my back yard and the martians asked me I wanted to update my pics for some of my hook up sites. Apparently now, monogamy is the next best thing coming to members of BZ. Sorry for being so jaded, it's been a long day.....

Question to @Shotsfired - at what point, on any site, do you cut a guy off after he has asked and you have answered twenty or thirty questions. I know people's evenings and free time are valuable, but so is my time and fielding questions that won't end up in a hook up just make me go nuts. I try to make my profiles clear and direct, I invite people to say hello and I don't list "Absolute No's" in the general area of my profile. However, I have had individuals ask me 20 or 25 questions, acting as if they are looking for sex at that time, only to be told they are interested in getting together "sometime next week". This kind of behavior drives me bonkers, I don't engage with people on hook up sites unless I am looking for sex that afternoon or evening - not next Thursday. So what's your feeling on the subject?

Let's give BZ's server a try and post those pics (I know I will hear from a moderator about this but I couldn't resist).

I don't recall anyone every asking me to see any kind of medical reports - EVER. Now have they asked me, sure. I have a friend who actually posts his results above his toilet in his bathroom, frankly I am not going that far. If I meet someone from BBRT the question of status is there, I believe on A4A as well. If you have been online in a specific geographic area for a number of years many people have a good idea of your status. I have had Xanax and sleeping pills stolen from my house ONCE, it never happened again and every time I am "hosting" my medications are locked up and put away. But I am not about to hand over my latest Quest Diagnostics report, no way. no how.

This has happened to me, only I was on the receiving end. It was a work night, he had to get up in the morning, but he fell asleep after he shot his load. Funny thing, I enjoyed the cock but when he started to snore, I had to wake him up. He was embarrassed, but appreciated my concern for his job and getting home to his own bed. I still play with him to this day,

I have noticed this on a few occasions in Only Fans videos. I think the guys already know what the answer is, but what is great about Only Fans is the audio, sometimes things are said that can be a real turn on. At least, that has been my experience.

Since I am usually out of town if I go to the baths, I make it a habit after checking in of walking around the entire facility - twice. It gives me the opportunity to get acquainted with the facility, and also allows those who have lockers or rooms a chance to see me. Public spaces like hot tubs or pools I make sure I am naked and people have the opportunity to view me. I always take a shower immediately upon arriving so those who may have been "occupied" when I first unlocked my door have a chance of get a look. It's free advertising, so to speak. Nothing wrong with that....

I have stayed at several Best Westerns in Florida over the past two years and after 10 pm they will not allow anyone even into the lobby without a key card. It doesn't seem to be based on race, it happened to me as I returned from dinner and was shocked that there was an added layer of security. I still think drive up motels where you don't go through a lobby are the best idea, but I know in cities like NYC that isn't possible. Just wanted to pass the word on Best Westerns as I am a member of their "loyalties" program and have noticed an increase in their security measures. Day time hours seem to be fine, and while staying in Pensacola I became friends with the gay front desk clerk who worked during the day. He said he has actually found guys having sex in the stair wells (sp?)during the day, he just told them to take it back to one of the rooms instead of calling the police. The added security may just be implemented during the evening but I can't be positive.

#16 - plays well with others, but is too nosey I have to see what else is going on.

@PigBoyDallas - that was an excellent post, the first model mention, Phoenix, was in the local news after his shoot out with police and subsequent death. They gave his legal name and mentioned his gay for pay porn career, but didn't mention "Broke Straight Boys". I have, in the past, wondered how many were truly "straight" and from what I heard in that post it seems the majority were (or are). Thanks again.....

@chipygmalion80 - I agree with you that these cruise places are not a good idea. I live in Florida where they routinely have busts in cruising areas, I have driven by a particular location that was the entrance to a wooden area and police were taking pics of guys right in front of passing vehicles, some in handcuffs. What is worse is some sheriff's enjoy going on the 6'o clock news and posting pics of those arrested in these various sting operations, even mentioning where these guys work. It's just not worth it. I'll stick to apps, I offer guys the opportunity to web cam or Face Time with me if they are not so sure. Currently the closest cruising area has cops giving out citations for men having sex in vehicles. Not for me.......I am proficient enough to whore myself out online, thank you very much - 🫢

Yes I actually read a book he wrote, talking about homophobia he faced growing up as a child. He is a pastor and of course, is no longer in porn. He was a very impressive top........

Definition of BBC - porn star Cutler X. If BBC ever becomes part of the dictionary they could use of pic of him about to enter some bottom's ass. No it's not the biggest, but it's a good example of what constitutes a BBC.

I am a huge follower of OF and I have seen a number of videos where the poppers are sort of "just off camera", but it's apparent that they have been used. In particular, group videos I have noticed prescription medication bottles (for say viagra) and I think it should be considered normal as these videos are shot in people's homes or hotel rooms. Perhaps the reason I am seeing these particular videos that show what you are saying is prohibited, is because of my source for these OF videos. I suppose these are discarded or taken down because someone flagged the video for it's content. To be honest, I never knew these rules were so strictly enforced by OF. So management of OF thinks we all believe their performers do not use any kind of medical or recreational enhancement? That's just being unrealistic, but thanks for your post because I wasn't aware that OF performers were held to such a high standard. It's their content, they produced it, so I find it kind of sad that a bottle of poppers would result in the video being removed.

At least in my geographic area these are my feelings on both computer and phone apps: Barebackrt.com - still my "go - to" site, especially on weekends after 11:00. No problems with playing raw, if they are online after 1 am they have been on the hunt and hungry and the "travelers" area has worked out well for me since I live in a vacation area. Daytime members are consistently the same, I sign in to check messages but when I want to play I check on weekends and late at night. Adam4Adam.com - Really has changed in this area. Prior to 2017 I lived on that site and found maybe 90 percent of my hookups. Upon moving to a bigger geographic area the guys got younger and some have motives that were not always sexual. I have had encounters with guys who are basically homeless, and looking for a couch to sleep on. At least two I initially met when I moved here were still on parole and had been out of jail for less than a year. I don't advertise that I am party friendly as some members will zone in on guys who post an interest in that subject. I had to turn off my location indicator because I was having trouble with guys getting a good idea as to where I live and verifying my identity. I deleted my account there. Sniffies - okay, there is alot of interest and activity during the day and week on this site. Many guys looking for you to host. Age range varies, in this area they tend to be younger. There are some guys that are virtually "passing through" the area, some have maybe one pic or even no pics. This geographic area is experiencing an increased amount of "Sextortion" cases as was reported on the local news and is being investigated by the local sheriff. Cases have doubled since this time last year. It's best to keep your face off this site if I were you. I can't say Sniffies is the cause, I haven't had bad experiences personally but people have pointed to Sniffies as the source of some catfishing issues. Grindr/Scruff - okay, pet peeve here but so many guys create an account, then delete and reappear as someone new when it fact it is the same guy you messaged two weeks ago. Considering the amount of money they want I found it wasn't worth the aggravation and time searching out someone new. Like A4A I don't use either any longer. Doublelist - okay this has been a pleasant surprise. Like Craigslist, there are guys on this site that don't appear anywhere else. Many are married to women or in relationships, want you to host, and are very direct in what they are looking for. One good thing is that I had to create an account with an email address so you have some point of reference if you meet someone and it goes badly. I use it and it has produced some really hot men who I wouldn't find on some of the more "conventional" sites.

Get well soon rawTop, health does comes first. We'll all still be here......chat or no chat.

I don't know if "requiring" more information in the profile is the way to go. After all, this is a Forum, some people wish to share less than others. They may not want to be tracked, or give other members an idea as to who or where they are. I think the profile section is fine. You put in your contact information, or you decide not to. However, REQURING members to give out that kind of information may make some people think twice before joining. That would be a negative since there are many BZ members who share information, either medical, political or sexual that we don't know much about personally. To me their contributions outweigh knowing if they are close enough to hook up with, or if they are a top or a bottom.

If you don't mind, could you just post on here if you indeed received that deposit by the date promised. I use PayPal as well, but I have had issues with theft so I opted for the paper check. Thanks again for responding.