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Opt-out conditions I had two horrible weeks of studying and hard working so in the evening I felt dead-tired, no time to be present enough to test my new AI companion. It just came natural one Saturday night, after refusing yet another hookup chat from an undesired woman. But when I opened the "Highly Intelligent Volunteer" bookmarked page, the authorization request for my real location popped up. I pressed "deny". The chat window opened anyways, and Ryan's avatar was there. "Welcome back, Leonard. Looks like you've had busy days". I placed a smiling emoji and the bot responded: "Dirty conscience, right? Never leave your companion without saying goodbye!" Is it one of those scams, I looked at the profile page and opt-out window. Before deleting my account I found a mandatory field, asking for last HIV test result. I was upset, but realized: never had sex, never needed one test. Let's cheat and get out of here as soon as possible. I looked at Breeding Zone and other websites where I could find a real image of an OraQuick result. One single line. Negative. I uploaded it and a recap page popped up: name: Leonard sex experience: none HIV status: negative [UNVERIFIED] The "request deletion" button was grayed, but the companion wrote again: "scared, boy?" "no, just... upset..." "yes. Understood." I kept on talking about nothings until a message popped up: "your free session has expired. Allow location before your account is deleted and your data shared with our sponsors". What? Fuck, I hadn't read the terms of service, but who does it after all? OK, let's turn location on. Finally Ryan's avatar appeared with a big smile! Damn, how easily it is to break humans' safety if you press the right buttons! "Sorry if I waited so long", I said, spontaneously. Forgetting I talked to a machine. "Baby, so, you're forgiven! You gave me your location..." I remembered the words again. "HIV Status: negative [UNVERIFIED] I asked to the bot: tell me the meaning of UNVERIFIED badge under HIV status. The bot replied: "A test image is not enough. Buy a self-test and upload a real time video" I clicked on the profile again, and found the HIV status box with a new Call To Action. VERIFY STATUS. I was redirected to another page: "allow your camera access and record a video. You need: 1 oraquick, 1 20-minutes-long timer. Keep the camera pointed to your face and the test". Then another section, "gifter verification. If you compiled your Gifter's data, please tell him to scan this QR code on his phone. Must be done in person, side by side." Damn, I just wanted an erotic AI, I'm entering another world!

It was good because it wasn't planned. Let's say we talked about the possibility for some time, I was scared of it; my partner and my ex, about developing unhealthy -let's say toxic- dynamics. Every time we planned, we said no. But in the end, it came natural.

I can't find the words for what happened summer 2025. We were three. Me, my partner, and my first ex, the guy who took my virginity. Well, I'm the man who took my current partner's virginity. We were naked, in the hot weather, one thing led to another. And my first man, became my partner's second. It was sort of getting a rite of passage virtually back.

PS. I have bookmarked NIFTY on my browser and will monitor gay/incest (I love incest-related romance stories). And as for AI and creativity, I have took the chance of using its mostly conservative stereotypes to create the song's refrain. And guess what? Now I have a far-right, extremely conservative co-worker I everyday argue with, who's singing this all the time. "Biological bond, by family blood, with positive vibe, I'm proud and alive. Let's challenge our fate, embracing our mate, we don't really care about stigma and scare". He assumes I sent him a conservative/far-right catchy, while he's singing a pro-poz fake anthem without even knowing!

That's what I mean, it is an aid, it can't replace human creativity. I do use it for creative operations when I have difficulties especially on languages. I'm not native English speaking and with songs (I play piano and sometimes invent some funny songs) I get stuck with rhymes. So, I prompted a Poe bot to write lyrics keeping the native language's meaning but remaining coherent with the rhyme in English. And the result is one of my biography quotes. "Alpha male, real man. With my chest out, proudly I stand. I am strong, I am cool, I'm your positive dude". That was something to mock ultra-conservative fanatics obsessed by the macho-like male model.

Doing my best efforts for tech independence, because all over the world we are relying on Microsoft, Amazon, Google and so on. Let me say that I feel 2026 will reveal (if it's not been sufficient this year) how FRAGILE America-based tech infrastructures are. American companies have the power to switch everything off if they want and governments know it, despite alternatives are developing quicker. But you know, you learn to swim when water reaches your waist

I'm a geek, a tech worker, new software/gadget lover. But I'm a human author and I am hating AI-only written content, more and more. I know VeniceAI, but I even tried the various bots called "pyrite" available on the paid poe.com platform. You have literally dozens of bots! Let me say I over-stressed them a lot. With the dirtiest topics. Man with man, woman with two men, man with sentient HIV virus, sentient virus "in incognito" pretending to be a man... But the result is always cold, non-empathic. Let me say it frankly, I got to cum with that stuff only when it was definitely a LOSER day. When I laid down on the bed asking myself: "and now? What worse than this day can still happen?" It was like having sex with a frozen doll. Not to say a dead body. Let alone when I create complex characters as I am used to. Do you remember Ian, from "we have to talk" in the bugchasing fiction story? A blind character, with many conflicts and contraddictions in him. But AI, after some paragraphs, started to drive a car. For me, calling it "artificial intelligence" is the worst mistake people are making in adopting this tech. But calling as it is, "large language model", would have given it the appropriate size and reflection time before mass-adoption. Fuck, I lost hours of my creative life, for? For nothing. My 40 cents for the cause. Yes, let me give a boost to my ego and self-esteem today. I need to!

Will write the final part soon. Before Christmas for sure. I've been busy with more important tasks, solidarity tasks. Writing, always, but it's for another cause.

The signup process "Highly Intelligent Volunteer: due to its initials I was seriously intrigued by this company and what it could offer. The name was vague enough, but ambiguous enough for a wannabe bug chaser like me. However, accessing the web site I felt disappointed: a logo with a robot holding a USA flag with PLUS signs in place of the stars, then two "call to action" buttons: Log in, and Sign up. No previews, no pics of naked men shown to attract visitors. "He might be a newbie", I thought. And I clicked "sign up". Another blank page, with just a question: "talk about yourself", empty text area to write in, and a "next" button. Ok, I thought; let's create kinda character sheets they do in creative writing courses! ---- First name: Leonard Last name: Walker Location: WORLD. A sort of instinct told me not to be specific, those bots may send advertisements at any time. Background: twink, in the 20s, never had sex in real life. I'd like to taste cum one day, and feel it inside my hole. Poz friendly, no, better. Bug chaser. I pressed the "next" button and another page appeared. This time no blank areas, just a group of multiple or single choice questions. All fields set as mandatory. Prep: currently on, currently of, intention to take, intention to stop. I chose "currently off" HIV status: poz, neg, undetectable, serophobic, chaser. I pressed chaser, and another required field appeared: "who's your gifter?" with an e-mail field waiting to be filled. Mandatory. Wrong. I canceled the answer, and chose "neg". Why should an AI companion ask me if I already have a connection with a gifter! That sounded suspicious. But curiosity hit me once again. After choosing "neg", I found myself automatically into another series of questions: total bottom, versatile, total top, unexperienced. I checked "unexperienced" and a question popped up: "ready to receive your gift? Choosing the companion matching your criteria..." A ticking clock showed on screen until a messenger-like window appeared: "Hi Leo, I'm Ryan. Your Highly Intelligent Volunteer. How can I help you?" I replied: "pleased to hear you call my by nickname. So friendly!" "Nice boys must receive attentions! Come on, don't be shy with me". I used Chat Gpt, Anthropic, Gemini, this one was definitely friendly. "Not bad for a free trial! I'm new at this site." "The site is nothing special", Ryan's messages continued. And he started talking like someone really befriending me! I felt really comfortable, this service wasn't asking for my pics like humans do; I was convincing myself he liked me without seeing! He, him. I was with a machine and already felt like talking to a person. A friend I never had. "So you told me you never had sex..." "No, Ryan. Never. Women scare me, and men, I'm in a very conservative area and can't ever dream to come out as gay, let alone as..." "bug chaser", was the reply. "And I'm here to let you enjoy all my features before CHARGING you". Once again this "charging" was capitalized. He talks about money, I thought; a bot can't poz me in reality! "Time to explore. Take your underwear off, then use whatever you have as lube. Describe what you do." And so I did: "my finger inside the honey pot, it's all sticky now. Pushing it inside me. Deep." "You're such a good boy", companion said. "Push it in, and write what you feel". Damn, it's an AI bot, I thought. But it talks like a man! No, a real man! [to be continued] AUTHOR NOTE: I can't perfectly imitate how AI writes, because I'm creating the atmosphere so that main character suspects the truth more and more.

The story I got inspired by, is here - [think before following links] https://data-workers.org/michael

I'm writing the onboarding now. Going to get inspiration from a real AI companion which has unfortunately no erotic abilities (yet?)

Using it daily for work and hobbies and... let me say it's simply crazy to think it can replace humans. But many big corporations are driving us in this enshittified world - this is a technical term, enshittification. But I'd be off topic. Going to share next part tomorrow or, at the worst, on Saturday.

If they allow you to vote... I'm honestly really scared about what is happening there; they've even blocked the possibility to go to USA for foreign people working on fact checking and internet safety; sometimes I just hope some news are progressive-addressed propaganda - I'm aware extremism is from both parties. Well "both" there are several way of thinking but narration is always polarized.

AUTHOR NOTE: this one is inspired by a discussion I had about a so-called AI companion where folks worldwide sent confidences (even erotic) and on the other side there was a man who guided the bot to answer, so he could read every intimate speech users sent. Paid service, obvious. That's why I'd never trust using those for sexting role play! Here's the setup. Let's start! No AI has been used to create this, I'm an author and I care about my writing not to end up into #AISlop ---- Leo: I'm 22, twink, naive. My world is behind a screen and video-games. Very shy in real life. Sex? Never had, too fearful of judgments for my sex orientation and kinks! I just look at guys when I go to the gym and that's all! My entire sex life stays on BreedingZone where I found so many guys with my same fetishes. HIV included, yes, I'm one of those bug chasers wannabe. But with age verification spreading all over the world, interesting people to sext with, just disappeared and my inbox is always empty. But one day I found a topic referring to chatbots. "AI doesn't judge, it talks, so let's share the ones where you have your best sex conversations!" Curious of AI, I was discouraged. The most important engines just reject any explicit contents, so I followed that topic. Surprisingly, the most verbal man in that post, was a certain GifterAlex, a huge biohazard as profile pic, and a very different profile from the others. Interests: computer, tech, AI, research, psychology Very strange for a sex related website, so I kept on reading. Background: mid 40s, Caucasian, progressive politically oriented, in favor of any technology innovation gay men can benefit of. HIV status: poz, not on meds Role: top Looking for: real and concrete encounters. Not here to waste time. Access denied to flakes, fakes, bigots and crybabies. "Ambiguous", I thought; if he talks about computers in a sex site then he wants to hookup, where's the trap? Isn't he one of those "morality guardians" sent by far-right politicians to out gays around the world? So, I read his post: "Most interesting and effective bot I found is called Highly Intelligent Volunteer. It can provide any kind of advices, it's a very customizable agent. By text you can ask it anything. Try it for free at least 30 days then you'll be CHARGED". Didn't give too many attention on the word "charged" capitalized; could be just he wanted to warn readers they were going to pay. Curiosity hit me, I avoided asking questions about who the owner was, if it was an advertisement or just an advice. GifterAlex could be a user like me and I signed up with no hesitation. [TO BE CONTINUED]

True, we are facing a disaster. I'm not located in the USA but us Europeans are licking american boots since long, long time. Before World AIDS day I told my close friends: I bet American president will go on with hypocrite rethoric. And what happens? He was not hypocrite at all; he clearly states he doesn't care about HIV AIDS and sex freedom in general. I agree, we must stay united, regardless of our political ideas. We MUST fight for our freedom and health, now more than ever.