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Super-excited today. Horny but my excitement is at a higher level. Sexual and mental. I want to enjoy the moment!
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Are you always upfront about your status?
PozTalkAuthor replied to KindaBasic's topic in General Discussion
Always upfront with partner, not with fuckbuddies (regular or not). But this is the past. Now I'm partially out, at least "relevant" people know it, so I have nothing to lose any longer if someone says "he's HIV positive". This discussion comes in the right moment as today I've planned to meet a former fuckbuddy; he was regular when I still was in the (open) relationship with my ex. Now it's since 2022 I haven't had sex with other men! The guy just knows we're a serodiscordant couple but has no idea (yet) about who the poz is, and I've been conflicted. I'm undetectable and status is not relevant, what stops me is the fear he would get angry and say "you should have told me years ago". We'll see how the discussion evolves and if we're going to play! My personal opinion is that we do NOT have to feel obliged to come out with our status, it's not something that others have the right to know - especially if it's a short encounter or anyways a person we have no other relationship with. Health is our OWN responsibility and protect themselves is negs' duty. We are already busy to take care of ours. In a stigma-free world, status should be like "I'm blond, I'm tall, I'm short..." but in _this_ world our own protection has priority. I've read a story where a man had to demonstrate he didn't transmit HIV, to the judge. Because authorities didn't know about UEqualsU and they arrested him (house arrest) for deliberate damage. Because he told his status to the woman a day AFTER they had unprotected sex. That's my only fear now, but for the rest, people could go fuck off. I head out to work. Bye. -
Are you always upfront about your status?
PozTalkAuthor replied to KindaBasic's topic in General Discussion
Standard answer for "are you clean?" is "I just took a shower!" -
Unfortunately there are people whose purpose in life is criticizing and humiliating others. Be it free writing, or free software, a blog or any volunteer activity. They feel that it's free and it must have a higher .quality than bigtech/big-authors. There are many people who aren't native English speakers, I'm among them; but if years ago they were completely excluded from participating, now machines help non-native to better interact with the world around them! But machines make evident mistakes so, if you know the language you can correct it by hand before posting (like I always do) while if you don't know, you just let it go. I am for complete inclusion in this world so if someone wants to share their sexual stories despite little English knowledge, we have no right to exclude them, but let's rather HELP them. I remember once a guy who wanted to write text by hand, not knowing English so well; in a rimming shene he wrote "language" instead of "tongue" because the word in neo-latin languages is the same -Italian-French-Spanish, lingua-langue-lengua). In this case services can help too, it's called REVERSO CONTEXT so, why not sharing knowledge? "Sharing is caring" doesn't involve the virus only! LOL In my opinion, learning thanks to erotic fiction or generally topics of interest, is a funny way to improve our skills. This world is already full of people building walls, barriers and fighting wars. As for criticism to plots, erotic fiction is like other kinds of fiction. Everyone has their tastes. I personally have learnt to read them all, it's a chance to explore new fantasies and know each other's boundaries if you have a partner or fuckbuddies you can trust in. How could I say "I'm not into watersports" if I didn't try them? But I would behave as judgmental if I didn't read stories about it trying to understand which kind of pleasure it gives. Have I found something disturbing, here? Of course, an author describing a scene where the top/dominant broke fingers to the bottom. In another story, the bottom drank and the top enjoyed him vomit. Those particular things disturbed me a lot, and so? What's next? I simply closed the browser and went to read something else. Have I received critics? Yes, a couple guys expressed their opinion quite brutally about a story of mine and I simply sent them to fuck off and find something better in life. I don't care about them and keep on writing in free time and easy mood. Haters won't win. Not from my part. We, authors, should form a network against them, supporting each other in case of heavy hate speech. Community makes it better!
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So proud to have finally mounted my brand-new turntable! In few words it's a vinyl record player connected to very modern wi-fi smart speakers. My partner's 80s music vinyls play perfect, on my speakers installed all around the house - they communicate with turntable but also with tv, where I could broadcast porn and have it played in every room. POZ VERBAL porn, obvious. Now I've got "summer of '69" by Bryan Adams playing, and "69" is a sexual position but also my bf's birth year. In summer as it was July.
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Fuck, it feels so strange! Explaining who a "keyboard warrior" is. Many of us have encountered at least one in life when browsing chats and communities, but maybe never gave them a name. They seem people with super-powers, they can conquest (or sue, or hate) the world. Then in person they're very shy. Or at the worst, they even don't show up.
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poor Josh - his uncle has been such an asshole not to speak to him any longer now he deserves to treat his guy differently!
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No, fuck, I can't believe it at all! I woke up just what, 30 minutes ago, with a vivid dream memory. A wet dream, where my probably soon-to-be fuckbuddy would have texted me saying "you foolish, I know you're the poz one, we sexted here on breeding zone since July 2022 and had no guts to say who I was. Stop your meds please and do what you told me you wanted to do in messages" And now, I open breeding zone finding a story like this, very similar... I even can't say it's my virus talking to you and vice-versa, as you're neg! Now waiting for part2 with conversion, if any. Fuck, I must get up and have an unplanned sheet change!
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Yeah, that's it: into a democracy, you vote the person or group who best represents your way of thinking. But if there are two candidates and one is worst than the other, you choose the one closer to your ideas, running the risk of a fail. I'd lie saying that some figures aren't carismatic and have a good ability to attract masses. But they seem to talk to your instinct, not your head! Politicians represent us, it's true but in this particular moment it's very difficult. If you vote and the election goes to the opposite side, you don't feel represented; if you vote, your candidate succeeds, and doesn't do what they promised doing rather the opposite? You're screwed. If you don't vote because you don't feel represented by anyone? You submit to others' decision and, guess... you're screwed again. Talking about liberals and conservatives, I hardly define myself totally liberal. And I'm far from conservative! For example I'd accept to prohibit Internet access to haters and fake-news spreaders. I'd introduce a sort of "driving license" for the net, which should be updated every 6 months to be able to actively participate in social media, and so on. But it's practically BULLSHIT as if a politician gets it, they can have their own criteria to decide what and if, it becomes censorship and it's the end. This kind of mindset is the one sponsoring autocracy, so even talking like this in theory, having seen the worst of the worst around me, I'd stay much much far from people promising such stuff.
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Let me say that I'm fed up about all of this "binarism" in reasoning. Computers are programmed to get "zero" as false, "one" as true; but human race? Why? Saying "if you're gay you can't be republican" or vice-versa, yes. Most republican politicians are homophobic, but what do you do if current democrat politicians have a weaker position about conflicts, for example? This world is mad, unstable, because every one feels to be in the right side of history. Sorry I might sound complicated, I'm a little feverish Life is complex, and we can't say a person is bad or nice labelling their political orientation. With this, though, I feel uncomfortable seeing there are LGBT people addressed towards politicians who are homophobic. Not for people's ideas BEYOND sexuality, but because it means choosing the least relevant damage for the country you live in. "He's homophobic but is promising to do his best to stop war" for example... It's not the politician, it's the world going more and more crazy. Then, promises are election campaign promises! And believe me, here in Europe we are not better than you in the US.
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I'm honestly scared by extremes. Be it right or be it left, extremists are toxic because they think their own way of thinking and acting, is the only one valuable, good, NORMAL. I'm scared by politicians saying hetero/christian is the only way acceptable, or hetero/muslim/jewish... But, on the other hand, even the atmosphere of "you can say nothing" isn't less scary. I mean: when someone criticizes a movie or book or whatever, and there are always others behind his back saying "you're racist/homophobic/whatever". When the critical opinion is mostly based on how the product has been built. If you produce a story based on England's history, why having a black actress interpreting Queen Elizabeth? Or why having a white actress interpreting Whitney Houston, let's say... This is marketing, not inclusion; this is not being "liberal". Today's way to face discussions is frightening me a lot, there seems to be the necessity, no, the urge, to always be one against the other. And this brings to conflicts. With or without weapons. Always saying "it's the left / it's the right's fault", if things are ending up like this, if racists, homophobes and soever are forcefully taking their space and have lots of success, it's not only their violence. There might have been extremism acceptance to our side too. My 2 (unrequested) cents.
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just a hug. I know this kind of feeling, yes. When you lose someone who meant a lot for you, your mind is full of regrets. I should have done, have said...
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From Pastor to Pozzed Hole
PozTalkAuthor replied to Heir2012's topic in Bug Chasing & Gift Giving FICTION
I love it! And having maybe a closure with part 50 (at the most 51) would be the same number of Dominic's conversions. 50th is Will, plus 51st is Lewis. I also love the characters' parts, beyond sex; I always say this, BreedingZone is mainly centered on sex but stories with just ass, dick and cum, then sound monotonous (for me, at least). -
Nice evening but no action (yet). Lots of talking and allusions: former fuckbuddy is 6 years younger, my partner is 6 years older, so I said "I'm privileged, I'm in the middle". Pleased to reconnect with him and an addition to our sex life is not excluded at all! I wasn't explicit but just told him "hope you don't mind we're a serodiscordant couple, if we ever play". Who's the poz, who's the neg", I said "if you guess just looking at us, the one you call 'neg' will be the first to top you, in case of play." He replied "you, of course, you're the one who looks less sex crazy". I'm still grinning.
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Former fuckbuddy texted me: "hey it's been ages! Miss your company. And seed." Me: "life has changed but let's meet for a drink. Then we'll see". Intention to introduce my partner and talk about my status eventually as if he ever becomes my (our) fuckbuddy, I don't want to hide any longer.
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hey sexy! Pleased to notice you looked at my profile yesterday. We have similar tastes in fantasies, let's message sometimes!
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Your profile mentions a story called "We Have To Talk." Did that ever get posted on here? I'm intrigued about what goes on in that pervy brain of yours.
Glad you liked the Conversion Club story. It was awesome to write. I have another one here:
I wrote this one as well, but it got pulled down from this site: [think before following links] [think before following links] https://barebackfan.bdsmlr.com/post/45219022
We first exchanged messages about a year ago. I hope you're still interesed in sharing some HIV gifting/infection chat with a willing neg bottom guy after this long delay.
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yeah of course I'd be interested in chatting with you about dirty poz gifting fantasies. I wrote you about one year ago but then you told me you had little time, so I didn't bother you any longer.
I read the story you mentioned about, "my boyfriend's poz support group"; and, "we have to talk"? Yes it's in the "bugchasing and gift giving fiction" area.
I am also writing another one "Our status, our state" but it's still unfinished, I have a lot of work to do and less time for writing stories.
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"We Have To Talk" is really good work! Nicely done, stud. I love that your neg partner is cowriting the story. That's so fucking sexy! Congrats. I have a poz husband (irony has entered the chat...) and he's really phobic about sharing his virus with me. It is what it is.
My interest in bugchasing started back in 1999 with a really hot story called "Joey's Conversion." It's about a neg guy that gets invited to an orgy, but half of the participants are unmedicated poz. That story has fueled my fantasies for a very long time. Back then, there were lots of poz guys who had wasting syndrome from the HIV meds. I have a huge attraction for veiny poz guys to this day. I used to go to a sex club and hunt out wasted guys who had lost their ass muscle tone, because they were so fucking hot to fuck.
I have a meatotomy from when I had a PA piercing and stretched too quickly. I enjoy having my cock and balls slapped around. I also enjoy urethral sounds. I love to feel my pisshole stretch when a big sound goes in. Would love to get my pisshole stretched huge.
I'm a total bareback bottom, so using my cock to fuck a hot hole isn't in the cards. I can still cum, but I find ruined orgasms pretty erotic. When I have a hot guy breeding my hole, my cock doesn't get touched, and I like it that way. And of course, pervy poz talk and some mild humiliation gets me going.
If I lost erections due to anti-androgens or hormones, I wouldn't be mad. I've wanted big areolas and nipples for as long as I can remember.
Are there some themes here we can work with?
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My 11th poz anniversary is coming closer and closer - 3rd May 2024. Who could even guess I managed to make peace with my status, back in 2013!
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It's been very difficult to embrace my new condition, it took many years. But now I can talk about it without feeling shame.
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I am happy that you found peace with it!
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I have closed many awful chapters in my life so it makes no sense to look back
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Been ages I didn't hear from you! And... Poor Brian, this guy Will, is stealing his chaser boy!
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Somebody to be mine forever.
PozTalkAuthor replied to Scanbu's topic in Bug Chasing & Gift Giving FICTION
And the poz family grows! -
From Pastor to Pozzed Hole
PozTalkAuthor replied to Heir2012's topic in Bug Chasing & Gift Giving FICTION
Oh, well, of course a spin-off would be great - with Peter gifting, for example but now, concentrate on finishing this one. It's almost 2 years you're on it and I know how much efforts a story takes. -
I had planned to go on with "our status, our state" story today on BreedingZone; but waking up I realized my fingers are here for something else. Finger myself? Finger my partner? That has been the first option but, speaking of art, my 10 fingers are for playing piano. Sex stories have a lower priority at least for today.
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I want to make you bleed, slut. Using my nails to scratch your ass walls.
You're so loose, simple friction doesn't work to poz you up.
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I have a sloppy hole that needs toxic juices to make it better
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Need to cum in you then push all toxic seed into you, by fisting you deep
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Definitely the best one! Sounds like a new gifting couple formed. Ready to spread the love.
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Tomorrow's a special day for me and a couple Breeding Zone users; I won't mention you, if you're still around you just know why. Long life to us 😘
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Oh WOW! 02nd April - 2 years I'm here! I wanted to April-fool all guys around Breeding Zone but my partner didn't agree so I gave it up. Meanwhile I finally switched to Senior Member.
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I think human race has a serious problem: the desire to trap each other in pre-defined models without considering that a model is a starting point, not a goal to achieve. Like when you create a new blog or document in a computer; you have several layout to start from, but no one prevents you from changing the layout completely and use the main model just as a basic inspiration. A guy here has centered the point: "you must have common interests beyond sex" and I thank him for this statement. It could be obvious, but it isn't that much. That's why I have accepted to be psychologically abused for years: I concentrated most on sex and on that "rescue" attitude I have, rather than developing a really healthy relationship with him. After what happened with my so-called "monogamous" relationship with the cheater who pozzed me, I resigned to the models again: "monogamous is hetero love, gay love is open". I would lie if I tell you it wasn't good sex then; in pre-pandemic times my ex and I had great sex with some regulars, I enjoyed it; no questions asked and no condoms, him on Prep, me Undet, fuck it. Then our mutual poz fetish revelation came, several issues -including pandemic- and all events made me realize I've lived with a fuckbuddy, not with a boyfriend. A fuckbuddy I was rescuing from a miserable life. And now? With my current partner we are closed, but aren't at the same time. I mean, we haven't had sex with others, at least not arriving to anal penetration, but we have not promised to be sexually faithful to each other. Only promise has been, "if you get the chance go for it but be careful" - especially me to him, as I don't want him to get pozzed. And not by strangers. For the rest, we have our occasional on line flirts, dirty messages here and there but no interest to go for it in real, at the moment.
