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  1. Cutie! Disappeared again... should I be worried?

  2. Hello dirty chaser!

  3. Some guys say "no, I'm not into Internet play, not my thing at all!" Then gradually they discover how they can lose inhibitions through writing, clarifying each other's limits and goals, and it's done! 

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    2. PozTalkAuthor

      PozTalkAuthor

      we did it together. Both of us. Then the rest came by chance

    3. myDNA4u

      myDNA4u

      I have to admit that you definitely opened my eyes to the fun I could have doing this. Not sure just how well it would work with others,  but with you @PozTalkAuthorit's incredible 

    4. PozTalkAuthor

      PozTalkAuthor

      Honey, this hobby (writing gay sex material) is a passion I've had for over 30 years. When there were those old computers with those square disks everywhere in the house. 

      Roleplay was not contemplated but I just shared my fantasies and dreams on that keyboard. 

      Then, ICQ and other Internet old stuff came, I started playing anonymously with whoever was up to it, but that felt uncomfortable as chatting about sex in "normal" environment could end up in bothering someone, then! 

      And in the end I found guts to search for what I wanted, if someone else was fantasizing about HIV and I found some bugchasing blogs, an old site called "bugshare" now closed but never found courage to participate actively. 

      Of course I've had every experience in person, but this never came out. 

      Now at 48, I'm finally free to express myself as I want! And happy (proud) to introduce other guys into roleplay sex world. 

      It's so relaxing, and I'm fully aware about limits. No illusion no addictions, just fantasy play when we're in the mood!

  4. A guy who turned me so fucking on: he was on Twitter and I looked at his posts in 2019. Found him here but don't remember his display name! I remember one of his tweets "I love when they beg for the bug. No words are hotter than 'poz me'". He published even a video on Bareback bastards with his husband flushing meds "undetectable sub no more" and them both gifting a guy. Fuck, if you're reading on, know it you have made me soooooo hard then! 

  5. Having fun with AI-generated voices, making them say whatever dirty I have in mind! One is very realistic and seems my story's main gifter character. "Just shake my hand and I'll upgrade your status instantly", WTF! 

  6. OMG, this one... Having my current partner's anus as my playground, has been my fantasy for years since we were friends and now I can fulfill it completely! He loves and trusts me, so, we progressed such as in 2022 my index finger inside, hurt him. Now he takes my dick easily, or 4 fingers all the way, for the thumb we must still work on it but we have a lifetime for us! I want him to learn to use his ass hole to hold objects (even food) and push them in/out - fisting would be the most intense connection! But I am quite scared about "very loose hole" yes it would be exciting as you bend the guy over the desk or wherever, and just slide in. But I heard a guy here last year (he's no longer on this site as he deleted account), who said he actually has a very loose hole but he has to keep absorbent material on his underwear very often, as sometimes when he sneezes or laughs aloud, when muscles are contracted and relaxed suddenly, body discards may come out from a no longer fully controllable anal cavity, so it creates awkward situations. This would not like to be the life I want for my man; weak muscles can give lot of sexual pleasure with less resistance but then? Anyways my best horny satisfaction would be when I manage to have him eat a banana with his hole and push it back to me.
  7. Freddie Mercury as new USA president. Such a wonderful dream I had! This has a unique meaning: I MUST go on with my "our status, our state" story. No alternative, this is a signal my HIV is giving me. 

    1. biobare

      biobare

      This is a funny thought. I imagine him live on stage inside the White House, he costumed, dancing and singing all his songs loudly into the microphone. 😂😂 What a wonderful fantasy!

    2. PozTalkAuthor

      PozTalkAuthor

      The fact is I'm writing a story where a dystopic (immortal) president is controlling the world, no human has guts to rise against him but he doesn't know HIV virus has feelings and emotions, and can reveal to humans what President does not want them to know. So, my mind has maybe connected Freddie Mercury -> immortal -> HIV -> USA president and EU parliament elections... 

  8. Threaten her to call the cops, such an asshole woman needs to be kicked in the ass! "I'm his mother", if he's no longer a minor she should no longer interfer. Let me say, after Covid, medical scene has become more and more difficult - even patients (or their relatives) making physical violence to doctors and nurses and many social network based groups regarding bad health/justice, are inducing all this. I'm not in the medical environment but in tech, and I see the worst of the worst. If a parent does not trust science and medicine, their child is a slave
  9. If he's not a minor, the mother should be sent away - "do your business, madam, leave him alone for a moment"... I had my best friend (now boyfriend) with me when I was tested 10 years ago but medical support has been very important. A doctor who told me the truth, told me that it's no longer a death sentence, meds stuff... And gave me the names of HIV-related support groups and psycho-therapy. I actually got depressed then, but this is not automatic it depends on the background (familiar, social). Most important: do NOT make him perceive you're anxious yourself. Be firm, be practical, empathy must not mean anxiety otherwise reaction might be stronger "if doctor in front of me is scared, why shouldn't I be?" If you feel to hug him, just do it; but... Being him ill with opportunistic infection means one thing only: he's been poz for many, many years, never tested! And this might also be a consequence of a too nosy and judgmental mother who thinks to do the guy's own good, causing bad things, then. I have no words for such a mother.
  10. he deserves to get rid of his unhappy married life this one triggers me as... I am partnered with a formerly unhappy married guy.
  11. my bf's becoming more and more kinky than me! He wants to experience every pleasure his body has to offer! 

  12. Oh, damn it! Hope there will be a follow-up (with main character being pozzed up and owned)
  13. Canceled my writing coach program: he's rejected my talking virus and says I need a psy rather than a write training so, "you have the course, I have the money. Who's in control?" My talking virus resists and will never submit to serophobic judgmental professors; 2024 year of changes? So, let it be as such!

  14. So, you're back! Pleased to follow it again!
  15. A lot of subs exploring my profile! Never had dominant attitude but if subs take a glance at me there might be a reason!

  16. I wonder how this author is - I haven't seen him around for long time! And last time I had news about a disappeared guy, it was because ☠️⚰️⚱️🧟‍♂️ Hope you're well!
  17. Fuck, you're pushing my virus forwards! He wants to talk on the other side of the world
  18. need to understand what "vanilla" means at this point. Someone tells me I'm that word as I'm romantic and monogamous but nothing's better than exploring fantasies together with my partner and pushing each other's limits. 

    1. viking8x6

      viking8x6

      Someone has a mighty narrow definition of "kink". I am quite sure people can be romantic and monogamous and at the same time kinky as fuck. I maybe know some of them.

    2. PozTalkAuthor

      PozTalkAuthor

      Here we are - as I always say, whoever up there, has given us a body. Let's use it all and let's involve creativity in sex.

  19. It can't be "normalized" as the risk of abuse and insane relationships is very high - IMHO, at least. - Hetero incest: if a pregnancy happens, the girl/woman should interrupt it otherwise the baby could come out with very serious disabilities. - gay/lesbian incest: could be, as there are not pregnancies involved but then? If someone ever creates a law about this, the usual screamers would say "why homo yes and hetero no?" - abuses: if sex among family members could become legal, parents might abuse of children... It already happens. Read about that German man called Joseph Fritzl he enslaved his daughter for 24 hours and had 7 children from her. Or, if a consensual relationship between family member could be accepted, the risk of insane relationships is high: what if a father with a son/brother, a brother with a sister and so on... have an affectionate/sexual relationship, then jealousy might come if one goes to search for sex outside. Father guiding gay son into sexuality (and something else...) is among things that turn me on, I'm the first who would have liked to have sex with my twin sister when I was a teen but then reality hits with all consequence so, the usual conversation comes, about the difference between fantasy and desire.
  20. Sorry but chapter 4 is being delayed - if I posted it today I think moderators would have given me an infraction because it was sooooo rude! "It's not me guys, it's Mr. President." This is an author's destiny: write something and flush it down the toilet (even physically) several times.
  21. Still nervous as fuck, but horniness is gradually replacing frustration. 

  22. This club seduces even the most reluctant prep-only boy!!! When a naive neg is pulled into a crowd of 30 poz horny guys who suck, lick and touch him everywhere... And after a horny movie...
  23. Wtf! When two people are monogamous and both have opposite opinion on the subject...
  24. I'm so fucking nervous and could turn the world upside-down today; I think chamomile will be in place of coffee at breakfast, just "patience is over" mood. 

  25. Governments all over the world decided that porn and sex-related websites are for 18 years old, and more. That's legal age but I honestly feel there are lots of kids around despite their legal age is much much beyond 18. Am I rude? Maybe, but I honestly can't stand this behaviour anymore - ask other people to expose your true self because you have no courage to face it yourself. Have you the idea of how you make your girl suffer? No? I know this trick: when things permanently crash, the balls-missing man says "it is not me, it's the other man who forced me". You're a fucking adult, take your own responsibilities in hand and (at least) break this false relationship, allow that poor girl to find someone who really loves and wants her.
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