versamarried

Blame her after another night of blueballing and desparate the next morning I am messaging any and all tops online. Responding even to ones listed as poz or undetecable. Finally, one top close by is ready and willing and he is undetectable. Blame her that all it took was 1 message that he was available and had topped other closeted married guys. Blame her that he was using my throat like an ass, getting his hard poz shaft deep down and moaning. Blame her that he was so hard and thick and wanted my neg ass. Blame her that I slowly pushed myself down on him without hesitation. Blame her that he notices that I am responding to his thrusts with a hole flexing and milking him. Blame her that he grabbed my hips and made me his neg bitch. Praise her that when he started grunting and orgasming his poz cum I pushed down hard getting all his undetectable seed deep in me.

I do not have a preference but will admit I do feel extra slutty if the top stays dressed and pulls cock out just enough to fuck. Something about them just wanting to nut and move on.

Just now, same bbc from last week. Except this time no rush to play. Took him up to my marital bed this time. He wanted no head or foreplay just me bent doggy on my bed. Could hear him lubing up his meat and stroking so I spread my cheeks open, he moaned at the sight of it. He had not cum since blasting in me last Wednesday so was worried he would blast before even getting inside. He started to press his meat on my puckered hole and pushed in slowly until his balls were resting against my taint. Now I moaned. He then told me my dumb white married ass was going to re-learn who owns it, I moaned some more. For 20 minutes he pummeled my ass getting so deep. I was moaning in pain and pleasure and he would just laugh and say to enjoy it because it was not stopping soon. After another 10 minutes I was begging him to breed me deep. He laughed some more and said he wold only cum if my ass showed it had submitted to him, I begged him. He pulled out in one quick thrust and said the test was to see if my ass stayed gaped after a couple of minutes. I stayed still and kept my ass open as long as I could. He said he had a stop watch out, I thought how slutty was I. Laying there on my marital bed hoping beyond all hope that my ass stayed open while a stranger actually took the time to measure if I would get my ultimate desire. Finally he just said, "You passed", and slammed back in me. This time he stroked slow and deep and kept telling me he could not wait to unload in his now loose hole. Then he grunted and pressed in deep and stayed there pumping me full. Then like that he was gone. But still here if you know what I mean.

Hurricane anxiety has me horny as hell. Chatting up any top online to come breed me. Lots of condom only replies...ignored. Finally one top bites fit bbc, he shows me his xhamster profile to explain the type of ass he likes to fuck. Bonus my bear ass meets his needs AND vids show him playing bareback. He lives extremely close so give him address. Right after my wife texts she is coming home early from work. About 40 minute drive for her. Hot bbc arrives 7 minutes later. Now on the clock tminus 37 miutes. I explain to him situation, it does not phase him as I was totally nude in 5 seconds and he is staring at my big spread ass. He lubes up and what I thought was standard 7" cock, grew and grew into a 9" thick monster. He said it always fools bottoms because it only gets this big while he is breeding dumb white boys. He pummels me from behind for 15 minutes straight and finally asks where I want his nut...DUH. I beg him to breed me and he starts unloading and unloading. Another 5 minutes pass and his pulses of orgasm stop and he slides out. Tminus 17 minutes, he zips up and bails. I quickly get dressed and start putting lube away and towels from cleaning. Suddenly I feel his load wanting to escape so run upstairs, just as my wife enters the house I am sitting in the john and releasing the hugest cumfart ever and jacking myself to orgasm. She has no idea how many babies I just flushed down the toilet.

Finally got to be with my boyfriend this morning after several months of missed chances. Made love to him in his marital bed, first riding cowgirl on his super thick cock. Felt good to have him back where he belongs and ride his pole. Feel his strong chest and tweak nipples til he orgasmed so hard and deep in me. After that it was a lustful tongue kissing and ass reaming stream of sex. He blew six loads in me either doggy, missionary or on my side. Cheating has it's perks.

Took most of the day but A4A came through last minute. Admitted new to guy play top responded to my simple message of "Hosting now? Need an ass to release in?" Got his address and headed over. Bonus was when he admitted he never fucked a guy before. It was obvious as he had trouble staying hard and getting in me. But I showed patience and encouragement and with persistence he got in me and that is when you can tell when a virgin becomes a man. His cock got rock hard the instant he got past my sphincter. Then he fucked me like he had been fucking ass his whole life. Of course he did not last long but he asked me one of my favorite questions, "Want to me cum in you?" Hell YEAH. He pumped his virgin load deep and I held him in there while I stroked my clit cock. He said he was shocked by how tight my ass was and that it started to hurt him as I jacked off and clenched on his softening pole. Then finally the traditional new to man sex guilt kicked in and he made it clear that he had cum and was no longer able to be interested. Damn shame my ass could use more cock now. First time I have deflowered a top and it was worth it.

It never really had to be this way. I was content playing with toys alone to satisfy my anal play curiousity. Always enjoying the extra oomph it gave my orgasms. Something I had been doing since I started actively masturbating as a teen. After getting married I mentioned how I had done some anal play with toys and enjoyed it but the wife had zero wishes to engage anything butt related. Best I could get is some taint pressure. I think she was still astonsihed (maybe negatively) how huge my loads were just from that level of fun. Then of course the sex between us disappeared maybe for typical reasons maybe for other (I could be a shitty hetero lover for all I know). Still she never initiated and would even reject advances. So blame her for why I am now at home with a strangers load inserted deep in me. Not the first one ever and not going to be the last. Blame her for my usual hookup scenario which gets me hard and horny everytime. I message a top from any number of hookup sites. We arrange to meet with minimal exchanges. Pretty simple really, you have a cock that needs to squirt and I have an insatiable fat married cheating ass that will suck it right up. Blame her that I have become quite the good cock sucker, getting those cocks all hard, throbbing, leaking precum. Blame her that even tops that insist on condoms somehow forget as I waste no time backing my bare hole onto their swollen cock heads. Blame her that I insist tops call me out for being a shitty barebacking cheater on his wife as they plow my secret happy place. My true fetish. Blame her my cock only gets hard if the top insists I stroke while they stroke into my bare ass. Blame her that I have had 100+ lovers and I know none of their names. Blame herself that I only ejaculate in her pussy when I either already have cum leaking from my hole or imagining a hard top deep inside me as I pump in her. Praise her that in her ignorance I have become the slut barebacking whore that I am. Praise her that when I bend over and slowly guide a top inside me I am at the most happy. Praise her that I never say pull out because I know that I am made to accept a man's dna. Praise her that she has helped open my eyes to who I really am. A cheating piece of shit that would have it no other way.

Been doing bareback for 14 years now. Never on prep, have not sought poz cock but also have only ever taken the tops word they were neg. I had a 7 year stint in the DC area where I bottomed exclusively bareback with black dudes, the highest risk population in the country at that time. Still neg. Oh and the only reason it was exclusively black dudes was because they were the only ones who followed through on meets. Most were only wanting head but once my white married ass was touching their bare cocks they never hesitated to blast in me.

Always prefer getting stretched so girth first. But I have found with my big booty cheeks that length is important, 6" cocks will usually only get the tip in and pop out too much to get into a good rythymn. So for now I seek out any long cocks but melt for the long AND thick cocks.

Depends on top preference. The kind who just want to dump a load I love being on all fours AND having them gripping my hips. Both during fucking and when they cum. If the top is into passionate play then I melt for being in missionary staring them in the eye as they fuck my cheating married hole and then forcing them to kiss me deep as they cum.

I had started using objects in my ass during jack off sessions from the age of 14. I was home alone since all members of my family had jobs but me. But I had a huge gap before I decided to have gay sex. I was 30 before I decided to have another man over to my house. Initially the discussion was swapping oral only. I had not had sex with the wife for about a year so when he came over I decided then and there to try it all. Figure cheating so may as well find out what it was like getting fucked and ass fucking a dude. I had been using toys again for awhile but it still hurt to have a real man enter me. So I started topping only for awhile. But somehow my body kept aching for cock in the ass. So back to using toys while jerking. I was probably 35 when I considered myself versatile. But it quickly became apparent that what I really love is getting cum deep inside me as much as possible. I have been exclusively bareback bottoming now for about 7 years. Might have topped 3x in that span.

Sunday wife was taking kids to movie so I immediately hit a4a and bbrts. I generally never get timely replies from bbrts but it paid off this time. Silver daddy responded and I was at his retirement condo in 20 min. He had porn titled Loaded playing to set the mood. I sucked him good and he talked dirty on his bed. I eventually made it clear I needed his seed by rolling on my back and moving to edge of bed. He spat on his dick and slid in. He was not as rough but had a good steady fuck rythmn when I reached out and rubbed his nipples. Apparently that is his sweet spot cause he suddenly started spewing his spunk in my hole. I continued to grind my ass on his spent cock while he stayed hard. He said I was milking every last drop. Finally he plopped out, we both cleaned up and I left. Carried his dna all day. Family enjoyed the movie and wife asked if I liked the alone time. Just said you bet I did.

30, first townhome bought with wifes money, stranger from CL, on living room couch.

Black top again getting very bold this morning. Texted me that he was parked in my neighborhood, knew I was home alone, and that I better let him in when he knocks on the door. I scrambled down the stairs and sure enough a big deep knock boomed through the house. I opened the door and let him inside. Before I could say anything he said, "I do not care if you are cleaned out just get this nut in your ass!". Right there in my front room with the blinds just enough closed to keep me from being too freaked out I quickly pulled his shorts down, no underwear and out pops his mostly hard thick 8" cock, right onto my lips. I suck him for like 2 seconds before he just grabs me and bends me over one of our armchairs and pulls my pants down. This time he started rimming me deep with his tongue, it drove me wild. He began spitting huge globs on my hole and I could hear him slick up his cock. He plunged all the way in deep and held himself there. He leaned close to my ear and asked me who's bitch ass is this. I moaned his and he said damn right and went straight to pummeling me again. He must not have nutted since past Saturday or he truly loves this ass cuz he nutted within 5 minutes and it was huge. He pulled out and it just gushed out all over our rug and as I got up it just kept leaking out of me as I walked around the house finding towels to clean up. By the time I was back downstairs he was gone. Thankfully we have a carpet cleaner cuz I would hate for my wife to think I could suddenly cum buckets. Instead I take buckets of cum inside me.

This morning same black top as the last couple of times messaged me needing his balls drained. Explained I only had time to provide oral and he said he would take what he could get. I made sure to tell him that I was not going to be cleaned out and only had a limited window to meet him since wife was out with kids running errands. He was all good to go for it. So I get to his place and wasted no time sucking him hard and giving him all my oral skills. I had not stripped down but while I was sucking him he was slowly insisting I undress, tugging on shirt using his feet to pull my shorts down. I understood what he wanted but made sure he knew I was dirty. He just got up and moved behind me and I instictively got on all fours and arched my back so he could mount me. He spit on my hole and his cock and slid inside and just pummeled me, telling me to shut up and take. That he needed to drain inside me and he knew I would take it. Sure enough I moaned my assent and he started unloading in me. He let me clean up a little and kicked me out the door. When I got home wife was already there and I gave her a sweet kiss and said I just felt like hitting the gym.

Yesterday morning had a top back out but thankfully I had kept in touch with the top from my last post. Turned out he was available and close to my house. I love getting bred in marital bed so wasted no time giving him my address. He shows up and without a word I take him straight to my bedroom. He was as hot as I remember, tight toned dark skinned body and his cock had my ass twitching the minute my lips touched it. Once again very little was said and he knew I love spit as lube so he pushed me onto the bed and started rimming me deep and spitting on my now slightly gaped hole. Then he slammed balls deep in me and fucked hard for a couple of minutes. He stopped and flipped me over and then gave me the pounding of my life 15 straight minutes of hard deep pounding. Grabbing my hips and forcing himself deep in me. He had me moaning and begging for his babymakers. He kept calling me a slut and asking me if this is what I really like while slapping my ass. Asked me if I love getting bred versus my wife's pussy. I could only moan yesses. Finally he tensed up and slammed in me deep and loudly came. He stayed in me until he went limp and plopped out. My ass gushed cum right away, so much seed. He then stood up got dressed and left. I made sure to lay in my marital bed and let his cum soak in the sheets while I jerked off with his spunk as lube. Wife unaware, still do not know is name.

Raleigh here

Just got back from visiting a new top, definitely one of my favorite type of hookups. Never discussed much aside availability and location. So when I got there he let me in and he was just in a robe. Without saying a word I got on my knees and reached inside and started bringing life to his hard 8" cock. While doing this I slowly stripped down, by the time I was fully unclothed he was leaking precum like crazy. So I just lubed his cock with as much saliva as I could and then got up and bent over his couch. He wasted no time getting his meat up to my hole and pushed in slowly until he was as deep as could while I spread my ass open. Then he did the thing I love the most, grabbed my hips and started pounding with good long strokes. I was in heaven. After only about five minutes his breathing turned heavier and I knew I was going to get bred soon. He slammed in me deep and just held himself there, giving little mini strokes between spurts. Finally he went limp and plopped out. I just stood up and got dressed, we never exchanged any pleasantries. But as I was walking to the door I felt his hand on my ass. I knew what that meant and just dropped my drawers and leaned on the front door. He was in my cum slicked ass and pumping away, once again holding my hips and thrusting me in and out. He tensesd up after a few more minutes and plopped out after going soft. I put on my cum soaked shorts and opened the door and left. Stroking my cock now thinking about all the strange cock and cum I have been taking lately, wife unaware.

I took loads before I even knew meds were a thing that would make it safer. So I guess it does not matter to me.

Due to CL shutting down I created a new profile on A4A and it is suddenly amazing how most tops who ignored my old profile are suddenly interested in meeting. I barely changed anything and definitely tried hooking up with most of these tops before. So I guess some sort of positive came out of it. Just got home from a top who from the way he messaged in the past and today seemed only interested in oral. I am happy to oblige but something I always do is try to ride the cock I am sucking without asking, just going hog wild and get it good and lubed up with saliva. Then when the moment is right climb on and get that cock inside before they know it. This top was no different and offered 0 resistance. Once I got him balls deep reverse cowboy(girl?) I started grinding and pumping. Like a charm he started moaning and saying he was going to cum soon and if I wanted to get bred. Simple moan in the affirmative and he was breeding me deep. Another stranger load deep in my married guts and horny for more.

Just chatted with the top in question and we opened up a bit and agreed we are just going to enjoy each other like a couple when we are alone together. Not changing our situations. Which is perfect for me since I definitely am bi and not looking for 1 type of relationship. If I went to live with him ever I know I would chase pussy.

I have 0 desire to end my current relationship, nor will I pursue an open relationship with this top. I am more curious if others had those feelings, what they chose to do and where that led for them. I do disagree that someone can only love one person at a time though.