I can say that i would not choose to be poz.....i was stealth pozzed last february when i brought a guy home and he offered to have me join him in slamming t..i never slammed before that...and I was always safe...but when i was slammed ..i coughed for a few minutes then i felt like i wanted to fuck like a pig..i started to stroke my cock and with in minutes we were fucking and I was geting fucked bb fr the first time....he just said come on try it ..bb with me..i did not ask him what his status was but deep down i knew it was a danger....after he fucked me he oferd me another slam and as soon as I was in extasy ..he said ..u just got a poz load in you...and u are more than likely gonna be poz ..he said his viral load was over one million..he had jsut serio converted himself...as carzy as it sounds ..because I was on T it truned me on being told i was jsut pozzed..my cock actuly got stiff as hell.and we fucked bb several times that night...3 weeks later i got the fuck flu and he was comng back every week end and we fucked alot bb.i figured what thehell...but now looking back ..i would not do it again..the meds are expensive even the co -pay and as you sid "I am definitely looking for LTR I am very tired of hook ups and I am looking for someone to share my life with, and being positive just makes it that much harder"..i agree and as yiou said it makes it hard on the dating scene..as a result i do thngs like I dd last night ..i psted how i wnt to a gusy house and ended up getting banged bb all nght and today by 5 guys wh i never met before..i ave as a result really gotten very promiscuous..which I was not untill i got high by slamming t and fucing bb..one moment of plesure ..chnged my life and kinda turned me into a slutty promiscuous whore.....