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Been poz 25 + years, 1st 12 yrs no meds. When I started meds my T was 44, and viral was 84,000 and I was healthy- just overly stressed from work and life. Did a variety of meds and switched docs a few times- currently the VL is less than 40 and my T count has been at 500 for 3 years. I really think my T count norm is 400 or 500-- never has gotten any higher EXCEPT for the time I did hypnosis before doing the labs, and the hypnotist did a suggestion to my subconscious that I the meds were to help my body, and to embrace and enforce the work they were doing-- my T count had been hovering at 225 at that time , the labs this one time came back 750! Fuck head doc dismissed the hypnotic effect. And I dismissed that fuck soon after and got in with my current doc- a real open minded, honest guy

I have frozen seed and used it as ice cubes in cocktails- the biggest thing is to try and maintain the freshness of the cum- so if you are making cumsickles, watch out/ guard against freezer burn-- the cum gets yellowed and becomes chewy. Really need a group dumping into an ice mold to make this functional- otherwise there isn't enough in each single load to build up much of a layer and it will get old and burned And holding anything frozen ( cum, banana, dildo ) up your ass can result in the lining of your hole being freezer burned and the lining damaged- so the movies and the reality sometimes don't line up quite perfectly

Update men - looks like I will have a seat on the Monday AM flight and in DC by 10 am. Still not booked into a hotel - but think I will head to Glorious Health Club Monday night for any and all guys there wanting some out of town white hole. Deep breeding is expected from what I have heard of the men there- so it will be deep hosed and willing The man who owns Crew Club was eating pizza at the table next to me here in Ft Laud yesterday and suggested the Crew is really busy Tues nights, so I may hit that venue Tues- again- any one with an opinion feel free to let me know

Hey men - if you have read any of my blogs or posts you know Iget it raw , and some are totally anon guys who have bred me over at least a year- and to this day I couldn't tell you the race or shape of any of them. Got home from work yesterday and one of the anons hit me up for a quick load- he was over in 10 minutes, fucked myhole with a dildo until he was hard, shoved in and was shooting in less than a minute. PLugged my hole with my big butt plug and held his load for a few hours, then got readyand went out to the sex club- totally dead- 20 men, I think the bottom to top ratio was 20 to none !. Called it a night early, got on this morning and had a different FB who is also an anon hit me up wanting it then and there. As luck would have it, another anon FB was sniffing around on a different web site asking for my hole. Told him I was already on for another anon man - ended up with both wanting to do me at the same time-- so with all in agreement- I was on the bed blindfolded, ass up and a thin colon plug dildo in my hole a little ways- the remaining part of the 31 inch dildo on my back. About 7 minutes later- the side door into my bedroom opened and I could hear one man enter, he felt the hole and played with a bit of the dildo. Just then the door opened again, and the 2 got to see each other ( something I have never done) I heard the one drop his pants and keys clump on the floor, and a finger in alongside the dildo -the finger was pulled out, and a hard cock pushed in - dildo still in place. Whichever man it was hit the poppers and fucked my ass quickly- I could tell he was close and he shot a load in a minute or two. As he pulled out, I clenched my ass around the dildo and held his cum in. The 2nd guy moved in- I could tell it was a different cock- and he too fucked me with the dildo still in. With the other guys cum, the silicone dildo and the silicone lube, my hole was like a slip and slide and he also picked up his pace after just a minute and was shooting his seed in my hole. I heard the keys jingle, and the door open. I stayed ass up and clenching the dildo to hold inthe 2 loads, and when I was sure both men were out of the room, I got up and got the large butt plug and plugged their juices in. Went online and tried to get the anon from yesterday to come over- buthe was at work. Hoping he will be over in the next hour tho- he should be getting off ( from work) soon

Hey men - if you have read any of my blogs or posts you know Iget it raw , and some are totally anon guys who have bred me over at least a year- and to this day I couldn't tell you the race or shape of any of them. Got home from work yesterday and one of the anons hit me up for a quick load- he was over in 10 minutes, fucked myhole with a dildo until he was hard, shoved in and was shooting in less than a minute. PLugged my hole with my big butt plug and held his load for a few hours, then got readyand went out to the sex club- totally dead- 20 men, I think the bottom to top ratio was 20 to none !. Called it a night early, got on this morning and had a different FB who is also an anon hit me up wanting it then and there. As luck would have it, another anon FB was sniffing around on a different web site asking for my hole. Told him I was already on for another anon man - ended up with both wanting to do me at the same time-- so with all in agreement- I was on the bed blindfolded, ass up and a thin colon plug dildo in my hole a little ways- the remaining part of the 31 inch dildo on my back. About 7 minutes later- the side door into my bedroom opened and I could hear one man enter, he felt the hole and played with a bit of the dildo. Just then the door opened again, and the 2 got to see each other ( something I have never done) I heard the one drop his pants and keys clump on the floor, and a finger in alongside the dildo -the finger was pulled out, and a hard cock pushed in - dildo still in place. Whichever man it was hit the poppers and fucked my ass quickly- I could tell he was close and he shot a load in a minute or two. As he pulled out, I clenched my ass around the dildo and held his cum in. The 2nd guy moved in- I could tell it was a different cock- and he too fucked me with the dildo still in. With the other guys cum, the silicone dildo and the silicone lube, my hole was like a slip and slide and he also picked up his pace after just a minute and was shooting his seed in my hole. I heard the keys jingle, and the door open. I stayed ass up and clenching the dildo to hold inthe 2 loads, and when I was sure both men were out of the room, I got up and got the large butt plug and plugged their juices in. Went online and tried to get the anon from yesterday to come over- buthe was at work. Hoping he will be over in the next hour tho- he should be getting off ( from work) soon

Hey men - I have a week off 23 July. It has been too long since I was in Washington- thought I might hit the city for a day or two- some cultural things like museums by mid day- but really want to get some serious cock and cum in my holes. Not at all familiar with the city- so if locals on this group could suggest their favorite easy access 24/7 hotel/motel for a hole like me to stay at- esp if it is near a gay leather bar ( does DC have one??) I know there is a FF group- but they are safer only- not looking for that- fisting sure! but safer - uh no> If you can suggest anything- or would like to have your cock/fist in me- please send me a message back here or private-

You don't mention age, but... the stress job you love today may not be as wonderful in another 5 years. However, you have insurance from this job, and I assume it is reasonable expense-wise. So what happens if you convert between today and 5 years from now when your job sucks? Well, you are stuck in that job for as long as it takes to find a new employer who doesn't require a medical exam as a part of the hiring process. I have wished I could leave my job for a few years, but I could never swing the cost of private health insurance and my meds... and I doubt I could land a job with the benefits I have now....so until I hit whatever social security deems retirement age, here I am slinging your bags into the belly of your flight

Sort of loses the whole anon thing tho - if you are capturing his body image on the camera. I currently have 4 guys who use my hole totally anon- I have never seen any part of them, no idea with a couple if they are hispanic or black, since all I have seen is a close up cock shot ( and it doesn't give much away). For al I know they are morbidly ugly and walk with a limp , and are missing a limb. All I know- and all i NEED to know- is they have a hard cock, and balls that put a load of cum up my ass every so often. I think the camera is cheating-- maybe you want more than just an anon fuck-or at least the curiousity of what the fucker looks like is working on you. Remember-they WANTED anon for a reason,and you agreed. Now, stick to the agreement Now, did you unwrap the corner of the wrapping on all your Christmas (or other religious holiday) presents before the big morning-- just to see a little of what was inside?? <g>

Hmmm, reading all the ManCunt reviews, I guess I am sort of glad it has died off here in Ft Lauderdale- seems like the other sites are where the bulk of the locals are headed to now. Sort of funny- some parts of the country one site is raging busy with guys hooking up, while in the rest of the universe it is just as dead as a 95 year olds dick. And as many guys here are barebackers, maybe thats why the ManCunt died in popularity and sites like this and BBRT and Asspig all flourish.

Damn Wht- another !! great chapter -- I just wish all your writings were in one spot- almost missed this installment ! Now, I need to get on Asspig and find someone to abuse my hole

LESS of a man?? Really?? So the guy who hits the gym and bench presses 3 x his weight is considered more manly than the guy who can barely lift 100 lbs. On that level of thinking then, I am MORE manly than most tops- I have a 31 inch long dildo that I am mastering to its full length. I can take a fist up my ass without screeching and running. Hell, I know some tops who freak the moment so much as a finger touches their ass hole. With my height, I have to really work to make my hole as low as a tops cock-and hold it at that angle for as long as it takes for the top to get off-- a physical feat some days comparable to a circus performer or a contortionist. So don't short sell me for taking cock- it takes much more of a man to train and work his body out to accept a good hard fucking - orally and anally!

Hey Whthole-- just wanted to send my thanks out for your efforts ( again) getting these reports up on the net-- and to thank you for sparking my whore-ness back to life after the flu- 3 weeks of dragging stopped after the above story hit- and I went out yesterday 7 am and got bred and fisted by a guy at his hotel room ( his A4A said safe only-LOL) Left there with his load, and his piss somewhere deep up my gut-did the 7 11 across the street, went home, got on, and had a FB hit me anon style-only way he has ever seeded me. Left the house and went to N Miami and the porn bookstore ( the one with all the pissers using the booths as urinals) Managed to get 2 loads orally- both latinos with nice thick uncut cock- the one fucked as well and did ATM action- the other tried to piss , but couldn't get any to flow.Finally got hit by the Cuban with the soda can thick cock- he chewed my tits hard, and fucked me but never came. Need another chapter here soon - keep my whore hole gaping!

Probably the biggest things guys can do is put their location in their profile-NOW- this topic was brought up a few months ago as well, and it seemed like more guys showed their city location at least-- but there are way too many who do not have any details filled in. Maybe they don't exist on here anymore, or maybe they don't really want contact- but this site should encourage and drive men to meet and blend together-- and the 1st;easiest step in the process is getting your location in your profile. Second step might be putting some info down too- like whether you are hunting the load or have em to spread

Had to work late last night, missed a scheduled hook up off A4A. About 6a today the skies opened up and the thunder woke me up- so I got back on A4A and the hook up from last night was on- packing to check out of the hotel. He saw me on, and asked if I could take a load real quick. I was 5 min away, so did a fast rinse and raced over. He wanted safe in the profile- I had explained I do raw, but if he put a rubber on it would be slipped off after he fucked me - as he pulled out, so the rubber and cum would stay in my hole. Msgd me back he would fuck me raw. Married, black guy in town for a week. Got to the door, he opened it and was this power built body in gym shorts. I stepped in and stripped, he slipped off the shorts and laid on the bed. Sucked him hard, then he moved me around so my ass was on the edge of the bed, took some of the J Lube I had brought, and lubed me enough to slide in. He fucked me for 10 minutes, then had me get on all 4's and fucked some more. He asked if I got fisted, and I told him my hole was a service hole, and his to play with as he wanted. Large hands, but he lubed my hole and pushed, and pushed, and got in. He fisted me a while and had me all loose and open-then pulled the hand out and slipped his cock back in, fucke dme another 20 minutes before dumping a load into me. He asked if it was still his hole to play with, and I said yeah, until you are done with it, so he pushed his soft cock back in, and let some of his morning piss fill my hole, and wash his cum up deeper. An alpha boy had trained my hole to take and hold piss, so I angled my ass up and shoulders down and let it seep deep up my gut. He got busy packing as I kept my hole up , and once I knew it was deep enough not to run out, I pulled on my shorts and put on the t shirt. He asked if I needed the bathroom, and I told him no, thanked him, and headed out, and to the 7 11 across the street for a coffee and some donuts. Held his piss until 3 hrs later, when an anon FB messaged me that he needed to walk in and get off quick- did a short rinse, and the 3 hr old piss came out, got on the bed, put the blindfold on, and about 5 minutes later the guy showed up thru the door, shoved a dildo in my hole while he got hard, shoved his cock in and shot inside a minute, then as quick headed back out the door. My hole is so fucking hungry now, I am headed out to the porn store in Miami and hunting more raw meat- lots of the latino and black/island crowd should be there, some with freakishly huge cockmeat

Had to work late last night, missed a scheduled hook up off A4A. About 6a today the skies opened up and the thunder woke me up- so I got back on A4A and the hook up from last night was on- packing to check out of the hotel. He saw me on, and asked if I could take a load real quick. I was 5 min away, so did a fast rinse and raced over. He wanted safe in the profile- I had explained I do raw, but if he put a rubber on it would be slipped off after he fucked me - as he pulled out, so the rubber and cum would stay in my hole. Msgd me back he would fuck me raw. Married, black guy in town for a week. Got to the door, he opened it and was this power built body in gym shorts. I stepped in and stripped, he slipped off the shorts and laid on the bed. Sucked him hard, then he moved me around so my ass was on the edge of the bed, took some of the J Lube I had brought, and lubed me enough to slide in. He fucked me for 10 minutes, then had me get on all 4's and fucked some more. He asked if I got fisted, and I told him my hole was a service hole, and his to play with as he wanted. Large hands, but he lubed my hole and pushed, and pushed, and got in. He fisted me a while and had me all loose and open-then pulled the hand out and slipped his cock back in, fucke dme another 20 minutes before dumping a load into me. He asked if it was still his hole to play with, and I said yeah, until you are done with it, so he pushed his soft cock back in, and let some of his morning piss fill my hole, and wash his cum up deeper. An alpha boy had trained my hole to take and hold piss, so I angled my ass up and shoulders down and let it seep deep up my gut. He got busy packing as I kept my hole up , and once I knew it was deep enough not to run out, I pulled on my shorts and put on the t shirt. He asked if I needed the bathroom, and I told him no, thanked him, and headed out, and to the 7 11 across the street for a coffee and some donuts. Held his piss until 3 hrs later, when an anon FB messaged me that he needed to walk in and get off quick- did a short rinse, and the 3 hr old piss came out, got on the bed, put the blindfold on, and about 5 minutes later the guy showed up thru the door, shoved a dildo in my hole while he got hard, shoved his cock in and shot inside a minute, then as quick headed back out the door. My hole is so fucking hungry now, I am headed out to the porn store in Miami and hunting more raw meat- lots of the latino and black/island crowd should be there, some with freakishly huge cockmeat

Fort Lauderdale has a few good places- bar wise: nothing explicit occurs in the bar anymore.That said, Ramrod is still the leather/levi bar of cruising choice, you just will not be getting bred out on the back patio like in the 90's. Bathhouse wise, ClubHouse II is probably the better choice, with Leather night Tuesday, Bear night on Thursday, and lots of raw always. We also have Slammer, which is a sex club- not really a bath, not really a bar. But with a 3 month membership, you can bring in your own bottle, and the bar will hold it and serve it back to you on each visit. There is no clothing restrictions- so if you want to cruise and cocktail in a jock, no problem. If you want to be trussed up in rope in a sling and get anon fucks/fists, again, no issue there. About the only thing they really do not allow is fucking ON or immediately near the bar , since the health dept might get into the issues. While Thurs is leather night and discounted entry for guys in leather, remember it IS Ft Lauderdale, so guys clad head to to in leather in the summer is pretty rare ( and mostly tourists) Even while DC is shivering in January, we are still in the 70's and 80's, so locals wear the leather on those especially frigid nights of winter when we drop to the 60's <g>

I lived in Southern Missouri ( USA) back in the late 70's, and other than cruising the park, there was not much else to do in that town for hooking up. I was out one night cruising, and this 45- 55ish guy came cruising thru in his Caddilac, stopped and chatted with me, and invited me back to his place. Nice, sort of very upscale neighborhood and ornate house. We played,all I really can recall of him was his cock was short and the fucking hair went from the ballsac to the tip of the cock- and it hurt / irritated my hole as he fucked me. We played a while, took a break, and he turned on the TV to see what was on. Breaking news was crawling about a failed rescue mission in Iran of US hostages-- he got all engrossed in the news, and after a few minutes suggested we probably should call it a night. It wasn't until about a week later when I spotted a picture of the Congressman in the local paper that I had the lightbulb go off in my head. I sure hope Senators and Presidents fuck better than Congressmen do <g>

Heart O Chicago Motel is in the north end- up from Mans Country and is sort of a cruisy kind of setting. And, since it is a motel, the potential for hooking up off CL or BBRT ads , then having the guy just drive to the room door, walk in nut and go is much better. Between the JackHammer and Touche bars is a guesthouse, and if my hazy brain is working, I recall the name to be Ashland Arms. 5 rooms on the 3rd floor of the building- 1 is a leather themed room, 1 sports, etc. Best feature is the door to the guesthouse is next to the leather shop, and is 1 very close door to JackHammer bar, and the Hole ( the fetish basement bar inside JackHammer-- so if you are in some exposure rich clothing, you are not out on the street for a long time getting from room to bar

Hey whthole- thanks for another great Dr Mike story installation-- been bouncing back and forth between reading it and shoving a new, 31 inch long dildo called a colon snake, up my hole. FUCk- have to be up at 4 am for work, but may just still have to run to the sex club this evening for some seeding before I can sleep-- thanks again bud

Hey white- if no one comes through- don't waste the night waiting on a street- head up to Mans Country baths in the 5000 block of N cLARK - lots of big thug types, lots of fucking, and the place is fairly raw and nasty- just what you would get in a van- only maybe a few other features too.

First and foremost- my thoughts are with you in this time. Before even getting to the sexual aspect of all of this-- 1) does your Dad have someone lined up for power of attorney for health care ? If not , he should do it quickly. You, your Mom, even your brother might not be the best choice in this-- he needs someone who can be steady and honor his wishes when the time comes to make some very difficult, as in end of life/hospice decisions. I was that man for an ex- he had spinal cancer, and knew when the quality of life got bad, his family would not or could not sign the paperwork to stop supporting his life. It was a challenge for me, but I knew it was HIS wishes I was signing. To this end- if he has such a person, or whoever he picks to be his POA for health care- they should discuss a code question. If your family never had a cat- then the question could be something like " Do you remember that cat you had back in the 90's with the white face?" This would be the cue to your Dad that things are spiraling down quickly, and the POA needs to sign off on paperwork to begin just pallative care . If he says Yes, or something to that effect, he affirms the decision and will forever give some peace of mind to that person doing his wishes. I wish I had that in place for my ex, and recently for my Mom. In both cases I KNEW the decision they wanted me to make, but it would have been less of a load on my mind if they had affirmed what I was doing for them 2)As far as having sex with your Dad -at this point, he might want to , but his current medical regimen, or the cancer within , might make it just too difficult - or impossible- to actually perform. You should consider this aspect before even going there- the sex you had- real and phone- was always productive and must have been rewarding. Would the failure to get hard or the failure to cum be frustrating to either one of you? And would you rather remember the great sex, or forever recall the last time you tried and it was a train wreck ? It might be far better to just hold your Dad and comfort him at this stage, and save the good days of sex in a pure light, in your memory for years to come. 3) the last thought-- you guys fooled around while Mom was at work. With his health as it is now, she might be around a lot more , and a lot more unexpectedly. (Don't forget- she is bracing for a huge loss too) Is it worth maybe getting caught in an awkward situation by her- causing her even more grief and anger and confusion- as well as your Dad- at this point in the life line? You had some very good experiences- save them in your mind- and your Dad will live on forever. Create a family scandal, and the entire family dynamic will live on, but so messed up ( and with you as the culprit) Death will cause family dynamics to get odd no matter- don't put 5 gallons of gas onto the fire

Hell BlackKninght- sounds like you need a willing trainee to offer up his hole for several days on end, so you can mount and breed it over, and over, and over until you get the art of delaying your cumming down to a science . Ahem, uh, I do have a week off 23 July <veg> And I am a card carrying member of Mans Country <g>

You know whthole- I just have to get cloned with your slut genes- I need this action as much as you seem to be getting it <g> Thanks for another GREAT story insertion !!

Back in 1980 in Cape Girardeau MO - picked a guy up in the park, took him back to my apt and up to the bedroom loft- as I was doing him he moved around and got my head trapped between his legs and began punching my face and trying to poke my eye out- luckily, I was able to get to the top of the stairs on my back , and pushed/flipped backwards, throwing him off and down the stairs with him landing on a glass table. I had my wits and raced out to the van, jumped in and locked the door- and laid on the horn. A neighbor woke and came out - just as the guy was walking out of my apt fully dressed- and I yelled for the neighbor to call the cops. I had some clothes in the van and put them on, so when the cops arrived I was decent. The guy had taken off, and as far as I know they police never nabbed him. I ended up with a black eye, but no perm damage, and a few loose teeth for a month. One thing that has always concerned me was the next day, they found a woman who ran a art/smoke shop dead in her upstairs apartment - and I still wonder if he wasn't in some way involved in that

Dammmitt!! All bottom here, just nutted for the 1st time in over 40 days this morning-- and scanned the posters here hoping to see some Ft Lauderdale top guys -I wish some of you 3 times a day men were closer- my hole would be def at your beck and cum call