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I felt horny as hell, after every load. My first gang-bang was before the AIDS crisis, when I was in my early 20's, and when fucking bareback was just called "fucking". I used to take the bus from Montreal to New York and stay at the YMCA for a couple of days. The first day I was there I got fucked in the shower area by 3 guys. I was then in very good shape so it was difficult to get some sleep with so much attention I was getting.

It helps that you are fairly young. Are you in a large city with saunas or cruising parks?

Yeah, PrEP has brought piece of mind and although it doesn't protect against other infections, guys on PrEP are usually tested frequently. Now at the sauna you have poz guys on Meds and guys on PrEP, so even HIV-neg guys who are not on PrEP have reduced changes of pozing. I started taking loads in my early 20's when condoms were never mentioned, when the "bottom identity" did not exist, and when "bareback sex" was just called "sex". Actually, admitting to enjoying getting fucked was not something to be proud of, like it is today "being a bottom". I was lucky to have a very good friend, a few years older, who was very open about his adventures in saunas getting fucked and he would describe to me, in a veiled manner, the experience of "taking a load". He would tell me that he enjoyed going to Puerto Rico and would tell me that these Latinos would start screaming "Papito, Papito.." while they were cumming inside him. That really turned me on, and I also didn't feel bad about wanting to get fucked myself. Suddenly one day at the YMCA in Toronto a guy walked into my room and pulled a condom. I said, WTF! He mentioned that because of the "gay cancer" he had started wearing condoms. I didn't have sex with him, but not long after that, the panic set and guys stopped having sex. Which bring me to: Maybe not, because for me the best sex in terms of quality and quantity about a decade before Meds and later PrEP became widely available. Those were my best years as a bottom, because too many guys still afraid of HIV would sometimes fuck bareback but never take anon loads. So it was a lot of fun to be openly a bareback bottom. I would arrive at the sauna and while I was still undressing in my room some guys would stop by to ask me until what time I was staying, and I knew that I would eventually take their load that evening. I kind of liked "that culture", when a guy left my room at the sauna an although I had decided to risk it, I would always wonder if his is the load that will poz me.

It depends. I once went to a sauna where one of the dark rooms had a dimmed down screen with porn, guys fucking. It was fun to watch porn while getting fucked. This same sauna had a public sling at the end of a very dark room, where I wore my black shorts with a green glowing circle. I took many loads that time, many from guys that I didn't even see. I think that saunas should provide good dark spaces. Many public slings have too much light.

Some guys don't get a full hard-on until they are inside the hole, so tight holes are no good. I make sure to have a loose hole, but once the cock is in I can also tighten my hole up if a guy likes it. Or some bottoms can't tighten their hole?

Stealthing doesn't have the same power it had in the 1990's, early 2000's, when anon loads were considered dangerous. Every time a dude left my room at the sauna I wondered if that cum I felt in my hole was the one that would poz me.

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I miss the times when at the sauna most guys played safe, but a few would secretly top bareback. I loved it when the guy fucking me would ask "Can I come inside?" and he would go crazy when I said "Go deep when you shoot". Once the guy was gone all I had was his load, wondering if it was poz. In those days guys truly appreciated a clean hole where they could unload.

I don't think anyone needs to apologize for wanting and expecting masculine behaviour in guys. In terms of bottoming, since my 20's when I started bottoming, it helped being masculine and having a nice body, which I used for my fetishes. I took "bottom" lessons from a bottom who was quite effeminate. Because I knew guys liked my body and attitude, I enjoyed the challenge of convincing another bottom to breed me, somewhere I used to do when horny for that scene. I would first get the guy really horny by letting him touch my body and kissing passionately. It was a matter of keeping the guy horny and finding the way of his hard-on into my hole. My hole was usually lubed so if his hard-on happen to venture into the opening, after they found my moist hole I knew that load was mine. Other times I would convince them to fuck me because they were so horny. I remember once leaving a guy's place with his load in my hole and he said "You tricked me". All this to say that I think masculinity is very compatible with bottoming.

You won't regret it. On the contrary, as a 23-yr old you'll really enjoy the attention of guys at a park or sauna. I started getting bred in my early 20's, when it was very easy to get guys to fuck me and want to breed me. Take advantage of it now. But make sure your hole is clean so you can enjoy the fucking. If you don't do it now, you will be sorry because it will be fun to start taking loads now that you are young. I know nothing about where you live, small or large city. But I would recommend you travel outside your area to a large city that has a nice sauna, like Steamworks in Toronto. I took my first loads at the YMCA in New York, spent 4 days, I hardly slept because the action was 24 hours a day. Guys would follow me, got fucked in the showers, and of course in my room. I knew all about sex at the YMCA from a friend of mine who was a bottom and taught me the ropes. It's the most exciting experience that I can have as a bottom, and I never get tired of it. A few months ago I spent some time at Steamworks Toronto, took many loads, two from the same top. For me getting bred is more than just feeling the cum inside my hole. Sometimes I feel it, when the guy cums a lot, but my enjoyment of the breeding is about hearing the breathing rhythm of the top change, or his moans and groans as he unloads. For me the audio is very important so I usually engage in some verbal interaction while the guy unloads. While the guy is unloading I would recommend you relax your hole because many guys get too sensitive right after cumming, so by relaxing I avoid the guy pulling out before letting the entire load drip inside. I don't like huge cocks because I'm afraid of getting hurt. My first load was with an out of shape older guy in his 50's, in the shower area. He was very horny with a young guy interested in him and he followed me into the showers. He left the showers right away after shooting, but he later came into my room and gave me another load that night.

Right on. The story was different decades ago when guys were terrified of anon cum. I find that guys no longer ask.

Some guys can love each other but also enjoy some kinky action together, like going to a sauna or orgies together. But other guys like their "romantic" relationship separate from the anon kinky action.

Until somewhere in the 1990's. Guys who even suggested having sex without a condom were shunned. Before the AIDS crisis guys fucked without condoms mainly because condoms were to avoid pregnancy. I took loads in saunas, YMCA, and dark rooms, but not because of culture. It wasn't even known as bareback. It was called getting fucked. I remember the first time a guy at the YMCA in Toronto pulled a condom to fuck me. I found it outrageous that he would do such thing. Suddenly, everyone stopped fucking for a little while or got into relationships. But then, in the 1990's barebacking started to appear again The drug cocktails started to appear in the 1990's and it was then when I went back to barebacking and taking anon loads But it wasn't because of culture, but now risk of HIV infection had been reduced because many guys were now Undetectable.

So? What did you do? How about getting on your knees in front to him?