I don’t remember which was first, but it was one of these two occasions when I was 24. I used to go in the back rooms of adult bookstores to watch porn and play. I got sucked off a few times and then switched to doing the sucking myself. Usually I’d go in one of the booths, strip completely naked, and open the door so I was fully on display. Then I’d invite any of the guys who had their cock out in with me and I’d suck them off. I was really into it one time and tried to have the guy fuck me, but even though I had lube and condoms, I just wasn’t ready for it and I couldn’t get his cock inside me. Probably if I’d tried to take him bare it would have worked out but I wasn’t doing that back then. Anyway, I went back to sucking him, despite the taste of condom on his cock and be shot a big load down my throat.
The other time was a guy I invited to my apartment after chatting briefly on gay.com. In that case I was SO READY to get fucked. I’d been working my ass with my fingers and edging for hours already when he showed up. He wasn’t super well hung either, so he had no problem shoving his dick into me. We were on my bed, I was lying on my back with my legs on his shoulders and it felt so fucking good but he only lasted for like 2 minutes before he blew his load. I took the condom off and licked him clean but I was pretty disappointed that he finished so quickly.
After that I started going to the bath house and the sex got better with more experience. A few years later I took my first raw cock which was mind-blowing and now I can’t get enough.