FilThFiendFtM

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About FilThFiendFtM

  • Rank
    Curious
  • Birthday 06/03/84

Profile Information

  • Gender
    Male
  • Location
    Boston, MA
  • HIV Status
    Neg, Recently Tested
  • Role
    Versatile Bottom
  • Background
    Working class punk FtM, been on testosterone for 8 months. Mostly straight, at least until the parTy starts. I'm very inexperienced with other guys and want to find someone to show me the ropes- I've had my front hole fucked a few times and loved it, but never gotten anal except for rimming. Never taken a load inside me, always had them pull out and cum on my face or body.
  • Porn Experience
    Prior to transitioning, I did a number of fetish films as both a top and a bottom, with an emphasis on golden showers. Also worked as a pro for awhile. Details upon request.
  • Looking For
    I'm into BDSM and watersports, but my ultimate fantasy is for a top to get me slammed, for the first time, and use me bareback, also for the first time. I love the idea of having my inhibitions stripped away more and more as you turn me into a chem-fueled cumdump. Let's get sleazy.

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  1. This is so hot. I am terrified of getting pozzed, but I get off on the thought of someone making me take their chempiss, or strapping me into a sling and slamming me. I've never done it before and I fantasize about being so fucked up and horny that I'd beg for as many loads of pozcum as I could get, until I'm nothing but a sloppy, gaping cumhole.
  2. Fuck yeah, this is the kinda action I've been hoping to find! I love the thought of you forcing me to get spun and stripping away all my inhibitions, making me into a filthy, nasty fuckpig. What kind of roleplay appeals to you? My favorites are master and slave, or puppy play, but I'm very submissive and eager to please, so I'd get off on whatever you wanted to do with me.
  3. I've been in recovery for about two years, so I could really relate to the narrator's initial trepidation. My drug of choice was heroin, but when I started transitioning and testosterone kicked in and boosted my sex drive, I began fantasizing about getting turned into a tina-fueled fuckpig. It kinda scares me- and excites me- to imagine how sleazy I could get in the hands of a guy with a fetish for corruption and depravity
  4. Fuuuuck, I want this.
  5. So, I'm transitioning FtM, which is basically the same as puberty, and all the fun stuff a boy experiences as he becomes a man is happening to me. Over the past few months, I've been blessed with hair along my jawline, over my tummy and chest, and you guessed it, on my ass (Spoiler alert- my profile picture is no longer an accurate depiction of what my bubble butt currently looks like). To be honest, running my hands over the soft fur on my buttcheeks makes me feel sexy as hell, and I can finally understand the appeal of bears, otters, and cubs- body hair is fucking manly! My newfound furriness is a testament to the testosterone running through my system. I'm stronger, smellier, and hornier than ever before, thanks to testosterone's impact on my muscles, pheromones, and sex drive- qualities associated with being a man. However, our society upholds some standards of beauty that are contrary to aesthetics that have traditionally been associated with masculinity- hairlessness being one of them. This leads me to my question: are hairy asses sexy? I know some guys go for bears and some go for twinks- everyone has their own preference- but I'm also curious about whether or not it's sexy just as a general rule of thumb. For example, many people can agree that high heels are sexy, even if they don't personally have a fetish for feet or shoes. That's basically what I'm wondering, but I'd love for the discussion to include personal points of view and individual sexual preferences, too. Also, while we're on the topic, would anyone care to explain the differences between bears and otters? And if a young bear is called a cub, is there a similar term for a young otter? I'm curious about the nomenclature, but will admit I'm also wondering if there's a label that would accurately describe me.
  6. Today I'm heading to Provincetown for a full week- anyone else on the Cape? I'd also love some advice on where to find some nasTy fun, esp. FtM-friendly spots.

  7. I'm heading to Provincetown today for a full week, and was wondering if anyone else is around, or if anyone can offer any tips or suggestions on where a budding cub of a FtM can get used and abused. I would love to lose a couple of my virginities, namely my virgin asshole, never taken loads bareback, and never tried Tina (ultimately wanna get slammed). Also into piss, cum, BDSM, and getting my front hole and my face fucked. Pics in my profile- use your imagination to picture what I'd look like on the business end of your cock, hopelessly spun and drenched in your piss and cum.
  8. I really want to meet a top who will utterly defile me and turn me into a filthy little chempig.

  9. Man, I hope someday soon I get to experience that feeling of utter degradation as I'm used by a roomful of men to empty their bladders all over me and their balls up inside me. I love imagining how it would feel to have gallons of hot, stinking piss flowing over my body, while my holes overflow with load after anonymous load of thick, sticky cum. Reduced to nothing but a receptacle for strangers to relieve themselves, with all the dignity of a dirty cum rag or broken urinal.
  10. Yo, I talked about feeling this way in a thread I made recently, "Crossover Between Watersports & Chem Sex." Basically, I love how scat looks in photos and videos, and it turns me on to think about being so thoroughly defiled. Unfortunately, the smell and my inhibitions have scared me away from delving into it.It's a huge fantasy of mine to get slammed, then slathered in shit (I have no interest in eating it), especially if I'm not expecting it. I love the thought of getting spun and sucking a dude's dick, and without warning he takes a huge, runny dump while fucking my face. I love imagining how warm and gooey it would feel, oozing down my body, ruining my clothes; my favorite mental image is the thought of the top scooping up a fistful and smearing it into my hair, intentionally making it difficult for me to ever be able to wash off his stinking waste. It really turns me on to imagine being under the influence of something that would make me bask in something so nasty and completely depraved. I can't wait to find a top who'll get me fucked up and turn me into an utterly sleazy raunchpig.
  11. Anyone in Boston/New England wanna get this straight boy spun and use my virgin hole until it overflows?

  12. I was made to be used- to have my veins flooded with chems, and my holes flooded with cum. I'm just a vessel for debauchery and disease, and I hafta learn to embrace it.

  13. Anyone in Boston wanna teach this tight little bonus hole boy his rightful place as a fucktoy? I wanna get slammed and used for the first time.

    1. SweatyKum

      SweatyKum

      Would love to help you.

    2. Poz2play

      Poz2play

      You sound so fun to play with. Love fucktoys.

  14. I'm traveling to Worcester next week, and am gonna have a lot of free time. I'm primarily straight, but have had some experiences with guys and really got into it. I've also had some experiences with different substances, and it's been a longtime fantasy of mine for someone to get me good and fucked up so they can take advantage of how horny it makes me. I really wanna meet a guy who would get off on transforming a working class straight boy into a cockhungry pig too spun to say no to anything. I am a trans man, white, with dark brown hair and puppy dog eyes. I was very active in the BDSM lifestyle for a few years, mostly as a sub, but I switched a lot too. I love piss, puppy play, and getting smacked around. The few guys I've been with all told me that I give incredible head, and I also love it when a guy lays back and I ride his cock hard. Despite my limited experience with men, I'm not one of those bottoms that makes the top do all the work. Allso, I've only ever had my bonus hole fucked, so if you want it, my tight virgin asshole is yours to use til it's fuckin' gaping. Okay, writing this out has made me stupidhorny, so I'm gonna go jack off for the third time today. Feel free to ask me any questions you might have. I hope to hear from someone soon, so I don't injure my wrist next week.
  15. Ohhhh fuck. I've only ever been with guys who were the height of respectful and kind, and when we did it condomless there was never any doubt that they'd pull out and shoot wherever I asked for it. They knew I wanted it in my face, so they must have realized I liked feeling like a dirty little piece of meat. I wish they'd taken the initiative and forced me to take their load; I secretly wanted it, and probably would have fallen for them a little bit if they'd treated me like that, instead of being so damn nice.

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