SuccessfulChaser

I try to have a take all cocks attitude. Because of that, I get a huge range of variety in tops. What I have found is that most of the guys who fuck me for the first time tend to be pump-dump-depart kind of guys. While I truly like longer fuck sessions, I do appreciate the quick fucks as well. After all, my goal is to get as much dick in my ass as I can get. If a dude fucks me more frequently, they tend to longer session. i think I am a fairly skilled bottom, and when an equally skilled top fucker and I get together, we can have some really great sex. With the help of some T, I have had some 12 hour one on one fuck-a-ramas. To me that is the ultimate in faggot fucking. May be of interest to note that during my chase, nearly 75 percent of the fucks lasted less than 15 minutes. Since I got knocked up, and when it is a diseased dick splitting my tail, the average fuck time (not just being together...but actually cock in ass fucking time) is closer to an hour. Needless to say, I love that aspect of POZ on POZ fucking.....

Not sure how early you thing is early. I sucked my first cock at 13 and that same dick split my virgin ass just a few weeks later. I became cock crazed and have had as much wonderful queer sex as I could get for many years now. I have tired most things and enjoyed damned near all of them. Have fucked a few cunts.....but really never wanted pussy. But, I have to agree that getting an early start with cock has made for a more interesting and enjoyable life for me.....would not change a thing.......except for getting more cock.....or getting knocked up sooner.

you don't have to call me darling, darling but you never even call me by my name...... do not have a real preference.....as long is your raw cock is splitting my ass. certainly verbal stuff can add to a scene, but it can be a distraction if it seems like the top is just doing it for effect and does not really match the verbal with his actions.

I am from an era where all queers fucked bareback. Pre-HIV crisis, we enjoyed a life of fearless sex and fully believed rubbers were for breeders. I stayed a barebacker through the 80's and never was infected with anything. I never really was a condom NAZI----if a guy wanted to use one when he fucked me it was ok---and if he plowed my ass raw, that was better. But when I started chasing in the winter of '14/'15, I did start changing my profile(s) and made it clear upfront that I wanted only raw cocks (and of course raw POZ cocks). Additionally, I got a BBBH tramp stamp tattoo---just for good measure. Since getting knocked up I am very clear with guys. I only take it raw, I am POZ and I am NOT on medication. I know that has eliminated some possible partners---perhaps quite a few. But, I have found a whole "network" of great POZ guys and I get fucked with great regularity. As far as I am concerned that is the most authentic way I can continue to live a very queer and satisfying fuck life.

There are seemingly millions of websites that can give you much more information. Of course a local doc may be a great choice. But here is a quick (from my viewpoint) of taking HIV meds. Tons of proof that your life span will be longer if you keep the virus in check via medication. Higher CD4 and lower VL counts that result from the meds will allow your body to be less affected by opportunistic diseases that are common in those with compromised immune systems. Very, very few cases of medicated (undetectable) guys infecting others. Current research indicates that the earlier someone starts meds, the better LONG TERM prognosis. Side effects and cost are often cited as reasons for non-conformance to a medication regimen. Some evidence that those who are not consistent with adherence to the medication regimen may put themselves at greater risk for a issues like having some "morphing" of your strain that makes it more resistant to medication. Now from my own perspective. I got intentionally knocked up in August of 2015. Like you, I have had not symptoms. Also, I have not started any medication. That has been a personal choice---I have access via good insurance. However, much of my desire has been to fully experience all that getting infected and having the disease progress means. Just because you do not feel anything, you need to be fully aware that the virus is active. There are three stages of an HIV infection. The acute stage is the first stage as your body works hard to fight off the intruder (HIV virus). This is the time frame that some experience fuck flu. Your VL can grow wildly. Newly infected guys who do not know their status are responsible for many new infections each year. The second stage is latency. This is where you and I are. Once the viral war within an infected person is won by the virus, it settles into a period where it is replicating much more slowly. This can last for many years---up to 10 or more is not uncommon. You likely have a VL that would be high enough to easily infect others, but you may not have anything else going on. My own VL seems to be consistent around 200K. The final stage is often referred to as AIDS. The gradual growth of your VL over the long period of latency (and related loss of CD4 cells) makes you very much exposed to the opportunistic diseases that would normally be shut down by your immune system. The full blown AIDS guy simply has no more ability to fight those infections. It will be one of those diseases that kills the AIDS level guys, not the virus itself. Your time with AIDS is limited---perhaps 3-5 years before death. Starting medication at the later years of latency and during the AIDS phase MAY be able to help some, but the overwhelmingly high VL and low CD4 count at those stages makes the effectiveness of any medication suspect. I know I have made my choice and that at some point I will face the consequences of that decision. However, given my age, the normal course of the progression to an AIDS related death and my normal expected lifespan are quite close. As I said, the authenticity of disease and it's consequences are much of the reason I chose this path. However, I want to make it clear that this is simply one faggot's choice. There are other options and you much understand the disease, it's progression and what that means to you. Then you can make choices that are best for you.

I had pretty well formed my own thoughts on disclosure before I got knocked up. Now that I have been POZ for over a year, it seems as if it works for me. I make sure that any on-line profile is clearly describing me as a PROUDLY POZ faggot who takes any and all cock. I also have a combo tramp stamp tattoo that is an original design that combines BBBB and a scorpion. I also make certain that if I am meeting someone one on one (or a smaller group) I make certain they know my status up front. Anyone who drives a dick into my ass or lets me suck them off in those circumstances knows they are having raw (at least on the surface) with a POZ dude. I am proud of the fact that I had balls enough to see my chase through to conversion. I am also very open about being pro-POZ and having been a chaser. That all changes when I am at a group kind of thing....bookstore, bath, cumunion.......Guys that attend those events know there are bugs attending as well. Not my job to be the safe sex police. If they wanna fuck raw and take a risk.....I will give them a hell yeah.

If you were taking a pill every day, you should have been close to maximum risk reduction (99%). So by two weeks you would have been plenty protected against HIV. Keep in mind, if you were only taking a couple pills a week, there would be much more risk....regardless of time frame. Now a word from the "home" team. Sounds like you may be a real bottom pig and enjoy lots of raw and random fucking. Fuck the pills and learn to take cock like a man. POZ on POZ fucking is AMAZING.

The thrill of a POZ load being driven deep into your slutty ass is a powerful force. Craving that tainted goo, while knowing it WILL change your life may not influence everyone, but for those of us so afflicted, accept our role as cum dumps becomes the only choice. I believe your friend told you some truth. If this is what compels you, you will indeed eventual become POZ. As you have stated and many others have done, FULLY OWNING that decision is a key part of our identity. You WILL get knocked up....so own it, own the decision, enjoy the fucking sex. Welcome to the team. Many of us fully understand your thoughts, fears and ultimate decision. We share your expectations and perhaps disappointment each time you test. We can share you thoughts when you first grasp the reality of actually being HIV+. It is a special group of men who share this bug that infects us. But, it is a group of even more rare, brave, free-thinking men who share the virus because we CHOOSE to. Please join that final group soon. And share your journey with all of us.

Added new meaning to Black Friday just a bit ago. Took a BBC that is attached to a long time fuck bud (and one of the dudes most likely to have converted me) while bent over the arm of a chair at my place. Fuck all that shopping......getting that BBC was much better than running off to WalMart. Day is young yet....could be my best Black Friday ever.....NEXT!!!!!!!!!

No doubt, fucking in abandoned buildings can be a turn on. I have gotten fucked in a couple old factories (in NC we have lots of old unused textile plants that are perfect for that). I did have a semi-regular fuck in an abandoned store......old beauty shop on third floor was still somewhat intact. It was owned by a queer couple....and one would fuck me while the other hid and watched. But my favorite is an abandoned cemetery......fairly small---only 100-150 marked graves---it is one a property that I have access to. Very isolated.....and a pretty good hike to get to....but location, view, trees etc all combine to make it a favorite fuck point. There are several fairly large (6-8 coffins) crypts. One is somewhat compromised and you can see the caskets inside. But it has a very flat top and is a perfect place to fuck.....especially on a full moon......with lots of trees around, it is in an opening and a full moon seems to shine right on the fuck spot. ALthough I do not know exactly who knocked me up, I do know that the guy I think most likely too have infected me liked fucking there. Nearly half the fucks I took during the 10 days or so that were logical times that I got infected took place on top of the crypt. Very very much of a turn on. I still go there quite often.....and always leave with an ass full of cum.....

If it has been a while, or if I don't know the guy well, I will always loosen up a bit after finishing my clean out routine. Additionally, if I know a guy wants just a quick fuck, I will always have butt plug in place to speed things along. No doubt, it makes the scene move more quickly and gives me a better chance of making that top feel real good. I do have a few fuck buds who prefer me tight. They like the challenge of piercing a very tight hole. Of course, with a guy who wants that and has some fucking clue of what he is doing, I enjoy playing (and I stress PLAYING) the role of a reluctant virgin (never been reluctant and was last a virgin in the Nixon years). I like random and/or anonymous fucking as much as anyone. But the reality of it is, knowing the guy and talking about turn ons and likes usually makes for a better fuck....top or bottom. One last point.....most weekends, you are gonna a find a loosened hole here......most often with a deposit from the last cock still in place

old bull and young bull were standing on a hill looking down over a valley full of young heifers. The young bull sees them and shouts: "lets run down there and breed a heifer". the old bull simply replies: "lets WALK down there and breed them all." Do not get me wrong, I enjoy any cock I can find. But, in a life-time of slutting around, I have learned that skill and attitude are more important than age, looks, size, smell or any other combo of attributes. In my view, it is the attitude of the older guys that helps them be the best fuckers.

I am quite a fan of bi-racial (or multi-racial) fuck flicks. At times the contrast between skin tones adds a huge deal to the eroticism of the scene. But, as the OP noted, you seldom see a white top riding a black ass. I was told (by the owner of several ABS in my area) that nobody wanted to show anything that could be tied to slavery/civil rights. Prior to that, I had no connection. I have lived with black men, during my chase, over half the loads were delivered by black cock and two out of three dicks that plowed my hole in the time span I likely converted were black. As a result, I think I always saw any bi-racial porn as just that.....porn and with a twist that I enjoyed in my own life. And, in any porn, seeing a real man bottom....when you would have been thrilled to have him top you....is a turn on to see. I wonder what other think. I hope we have evolved enough to appreciate all things sexual......

I, like many guys, had absolutely not health issues related to conversion. While I have read about horrible fuck flu, I did not experience any aches, pains or anything that gave an indication of the viral war going on inside me. Of course, since I was chasing hard, it was no surprise when I tested POZ, but other than lots of poz cock in my ass, I had no other indication of the actual infection.

I feel fortunate that I have had a sex life that, up to now, has largely let me experience nearly any and every fetish or taboo that two (or more!!!) consenting queers can think of. No doubt, that pursuit has helped keep the list of "extreme" fetish/fantasy scenes at bay for much of my life. There are three areas that have some major draw for me, and yet, I have not yet expeienced" infection/superinfection: I have a serious craving for that Cuban strain of HIV. I know getting a second infection can be difficult and connection with the CUBAN guys to help out is being a bit of a problem, but I am hopeful that I figure out how to make this happen. Going from infection to full blown AIDS in less than three years could be the result....if I have the desire to see this one through. castration: I am a full on bottom and have always "enjoyed" extreme CBT. Lots of needles, weight, nails, compression (sever) and about any other torture has been a constant desire and one that I have had plenty of willing partners. castration seems like a very obvious next step. Will I have balls enough to submit to castration? This one is quickly moving from a casual interest to having a bull nearly equal to that of the virus when I was chasing. I know the consequences, and am getting more prepared to accept them. snuff: perhaps the most taboo of all. a final act to pull all of your fetishes together into one last orgy of pain, sex and thrill. To find a way to have your last moments filled with emotion at a higher level then you have ever experienced and yet to know, that as the trill ebbs away, so will your life. i have played in some snuff scenes, even though I understood them to be play only, they were pretty intense. And one, that ended with me being chocked out, turned realistic beyond my control or expectations. Could I/would I be bold enough to move in this route? I have no idea---for certain at least----but I have some feelings that after a bit of time, I would accept that fate. Again, these all are, in my view, fairly extreme. And the human desire to experience as much of the extreme seems very, very high.

I am convinced that humans are not meant for just one sex partner. Some folks I know in open relationships have much better lives than some that I know that stay true to one partner. I think what you are feeling is part of that. I am sure not one to give relationship advice. However, I do believe that you owe it to your partner to tell him how you feel. And, if you bring "bugs" into the relationship without his knowledge, have your really treated someone right afterh they have trusted you? If you want more sex.....then go for it.....but be open and honest about it. Better to lose a partner by being honest than by being a douche-bag.