SuccessfulChaser

Even after 4 decades of getting fucked in the ass, there are still sometimes that I see evidence of bleeding. Usually, it is after a fairly brutal fuck (which I enjoy a great deal). I also use toys a lot, but seldom see any evidence there. Learning to be a great bottom takes time....and thankfully.....lots and lots of practice (yeah....lots of cocks). It is both a mental and physical effort to fully submit to bottoming. I know from my own experience, the mental part was much harder than the physical part. The right series of plugs and cocks and I was able to train my ass to take about anything. But, it really takes a while to get your brain into the full bottom mode. That residual tension results in less pleasure and a restrictive asshole. I certainly do not encourage drug use ( no matter how much I enjoy it), but the very reason that POPPERS are so popular is that they let an uptight bottom release more fully. Timing a popper hit and a large cock head piercing your hole is a wonderful thing. I do use poppers when the top wants to, but I have gotten to the place, were my ass is receptive without that blast of anal courage.

If you are ramming your meat deep into my ass, you can fucking call it whatever you want. You own it for as long as you wanna pump it, so call it whatever you want.

There is no question in my mind that there is something real to the idea of JIZZJOY. I know that I get a rush every time (even after nearly 4 decades of taking raw cock up the ass). Just knowing I was able to help the top get a release of sexual tension and a load of gooey goodness is an emotional turn on. I am not sure it is a physical thing like taking a booty bump....where whatever was shot into your hole changes you for a bit. Rather, for me, it is the mental part of enjoying great sex with the resultant "money shot". Whatever it is, it is a great part of raw fucking and is part of the reason most bottoms crave cock and are working hard to get fucked hard and often.

If my choice: Deep in my ass is always first Coating my tonsils is next A facial is always good as well. If it is his choice.....who the fuck cares as long as that dick is hard and can pound out a load, he can put it were ever he damned well pleases.

One thing about living a long and queer life is that you have the opportunity to try many things. As a mature (in years not in actions??) faggot, I have been able to try damn near anything that I or anyone else could imagine. I fully subscribe to the thought that it is only kinky the first time. In general, I do not think of my sexual practices in the terms of being a fetish. If you think of fetish as a strong desire or need for a specific thing or action, I suppose that my love of POZ fucking and tainted cum could be considered a fetish. Still, I have incorporated most of the sexual things I enjoy into everyday (I fucking wish every day) life. I think that moves the sexual practices I enjoy from fetish to just being part of who I am. But there is one thing that still captures my attention. One more very sexual, sensual and elusive act that I have not been able to experience it haunts me. It results in near instant arousal when I think of it or research it. It creates a level of desire within me that cannot be satisfied by any other means of fucking. I desire to ride a cock that will give me a superinfection. Even more so, I want that cock to be spewing a strain of HIV that is so powerful and so potent that it is beyond treatment. I want the strain that can go to full blown AIDS in less than three years. This is a difficult to achieve desire. Of course it has immediate consequences and I know that. It is also a bit difficult to achieve--true cases of superinfection (getting two different strains from two different sick dicks at two different fuck sessions, the second cumming after seroconversion from the first)....is somewhat rare. The third issue is that most of these bugs are not in the US. Do not get me wrong, I appreciate the bug I have and all the guys who fucked me during my chase and after. But the thought of this monster virus drive me wild. Many of you know the intense sexuality of having a POZ cock drill a toxic load deep into your loins. You know the feeling of getting that test result that says you have joined the AIDS nation. You know the pure enjoyment of raunchy, unlimited and raw POZ on POZ fucking. Now imagine a draw that is hundreds of times my thrilling. Imagine the moment of ejaculation as that uncontrollable bug is spewed into your well prepared asshole. Imagine hear someone tell you that you have been infected with something that cannot be tamed. That is my fetish.....and it drives me wild.

In decades of queer, bareback fucking, I have had a chance to live out nearly any fantasy or kink I could imagine. Now POZ, i am living a dream of all the sex I could ever imagine. And, like others I have found POZ on POZ queer fucking is the best there is. But I do have one remaining fantasy. I would love to track down one of the superbugs and get infected with the HIV from HELL. With visits to Cuba now a reality, and with a bug on that island that can go from infection to full on AIDS in less then three years, my fantasy is moving towards reality. Still not a sure thing......but it is becoming more clear how I can have this capstone experience.

Having some experience with oral gono, your time frame would be to short for that. No doubt, I got it sucking pus filled cock. Were you hitting the poppers at all? I get some throat soreness if I hit the little brown bottles too much. But it is only a day or two of discomfort.......

The thrill of being seen, the fear of being discovered. No doubt car fucking and other outdoor cock sports is hot. Used to have a guy who would pick me up at a prearranged parking lot. I would get in his car, recline the seat and strip. He would take my clothes and put them in the trunk. I was fully nude each time....and no access to cover up---even if we were seen. He would drive around (in a major south eastern city). No doubt, my naked queer body was spotted by more than one driver. Eventually, he would find a deserted place to stop, I would get out and he would fuck me as i was bent over a fender. We did that many times over the years....but the last time.....he dumped his load as usual....then got in the car and drove off.....my clothes (and wallet) safely in his trunk. Nude, an ass full of cum and 40 miles from home, it was a bit of an effort to find something to cover up, find some help and get a ride home. Still one of the most unexpected, mean and totally hot fuck sessions I ever had. He mailed my wallet to me, but I never saw him again.

I have found the stuff sold in drug stores and used by straight vanilla breeders is not ideal for taking a big cock up the ass. And, as I have gained skills as a biotin faggot pig, using less lube seems to be better.... My choices Spit Fresh cum Elbow grease (little travel tubs are great) Gun oil ( toy safe variety) Been trying liquid silk and so far it seems ok...no to messy and stays slick Have some that are warm to the skin....not great lube....but a nice feel

Celebrated my last birthday at a sauna in Berlin, taking as much German cock as I could get. As word got around those guys, many helped me enjoy plenty of birthday cum. Did not cum close to the number of cocks as the OP listed, but it was a great way to get older.....more cock...more cum and more raunchy raw fucking. I have another celebration in a couple weeks. My first POZ-iversery. One year after my POZ test results, I will be at a CUMUNION event riding every dick I can find. Since getting my faggot ass knocked up, I have an immense hunger for cocks and cum. Combining my POZ-iversery and CUMUNION seems like an ideal way to memorialize how hot it was to chase, how hot it has been to enjoy the thrills of full on POZ on POZ fucking and the enjoyment of proudly being a POZ queer. I think every infected fag needs to celebrate and enjoy being POZ. You will have a lifetime of the virus, embrace it and all that it means.

got my poz certification last october. no meds since. three tests since I moved from acute to latency stage indicate number ok.....obviously POZ and with a 200KVL and high 600's CD4 at last test. No indication of movement from that range over that period. a couple of related issues, seem to be able to get other STDs by just being within 100 yards of an infected cock. Gono seems to be my body's favorite......multiple rounds since getting knocked up and in all three spots....throat, ass and cock. Hell, I am kinda getting used to having a pus-cock. On a more serious level, I do have a nagging cough that has hung around for a few months now. Being a bit of a bugger to treat, but Dr. says some progress is happening. No death wish here at all. But, I put some effort into getting a lot of poz cum rammed into my hole.....and I want to have the experience of feeling what it is like to live with HIV----not hide it with chems as soon as I found out. Original plan is to ride this until I am full on AIDS numbers. But, that is always under review based on testing, how I feel and my general prognosis.

Perhaps my ultimate stealth was being fucked by an old high school fuck-mate a few years after graduation. He was home from NYC and looking hot. He hammered my ass with his familiar cock a number of times that weekend. Less than 9 months later he was dead from complications of AIDS. In 1981/2 lots of us were getting stealthed as we had no idea that the "gay cancer" was quickly moving into smaller towns and cities. A couple of the guys I lined up for my chase were also guys who had stealthed me earlier. One or two of them really had me fooled, one was a pretty poor actor, so I was fairly certain he was POZ when he pounded me in those pre-chase days. While I was not chsing then, I really did not give a fuck if they were POZ or not...I was in that whatever happens mode. Some find that getting steathed is hot. I prefer a higher level of honesty....I would have gladly taken those steath dicks had they told me.

Getting fucked, and by extension POZZED, is not a difficult as it may seem. However, there are some paths to follow that can make it easier and some that make it much more difficult. Having a plan that helps you see the route that will result in the most cock in your ass will get you to your goal(s). First, remember there are at least 10-15 bottoms for every top out there. Some science to that, but also just my own experience. That means there are as many as 15 other guys wanting that same cock stuck up their ass. Why in the fuck should a top choose you? Only you can state that reason....and you had better understand that. Only by offering the best "reward" for the fuck time invested in reaming your hole will you get a lot of meat. Perhaps you have mad skills. Maybe you have great weed to share. Can you suck the chrome off of a bumper hitch? Second, the tops are not gonna do all the work. You have to be willing to seek them out, travel go to them. Make it easy for them to choose you. If you think that all you have to do is say you need laid and that tops will line up outside your place, you will be disappointed. Spoiler alert: while there may be a great top queer in your neighborhood just looking for your ass, it is highly unlikely. Keep your ass clean and the car full of gas....and be willing to go to them. That will change over time, but until they are begging for another one of your patented rump rides, you gotta deliver the goods to them. Third, get to know other queers in non-sexual situations. I don't just mean clubs---are there other activities that you enjoy that have queer groups as well. Is there a community center for fellow faggots? Yeah, the apps and on line stuff can help, but knowing real guys...who introduce you to real guys....who see you as a good guy to be around helps as much as anything. And, if you are indeed chasing, this can be your best way to find the tops that will eventually knock your ass up. Fourth, communicate. One or two line e-mails or comments do not let people know you. Do not be afraid of using words to help paint your picture. Fill out profiles as full as you can. Most have a word or character limit..use them all. Remember: you have to be honest and stand out....tell that story well. Practice it. Add to it as you get experience. Fifth, know what you want sexually. Yeah, all of us bottoms what a huge dick crammed up our shithole and have it pump us for a hour before spewing three gallons of cum.....just like in a porn movie. Get that shit out of you mind. It is real life fucking not porn. Know what feels good, what you like GIVING as much as what you like GETTING. Train your ass to be a great fuck. Get a good number of anal toys and practice. It is only sex....learn as much as you can about the ART OF FUCKING. Are you on BBRTS? It is pretty good in my area. I can usually scare up a cock on that site. A fair percentage of the guys who fucked me during my chase came from that site. But, I am also a known entity---been on the site for a while. Message all the new guys....not in seeking a fuck...but in welcoming them to the "club". Start chatting (messaging) guys well before you are trying to coax them to your ass. Share your experiences....let them see YOU....not just another random hole. Do you know the site Cruising for Sex. Good source for place to have random sex.....saunas, bookstores, theaters. Fairly complete and a good source of place to go suck cock. Not always a direct line to a dick in the ass, but a good way to get more comfortable, create some "story" to tell others and taste a lot of cum. In the middle of my chase, I relocated some distance for work. It was just far enough that the circle of POZ cocks I was enjoying was much much less available. But, I used some of the above and was likely knocked up the first week I was back at my chase after being out of commission for a couple months in relocation etc. I am still getting plenty of dick.....once I was POZZED, I was really welcomed into the POZ community and have been enjoying that amazing POZ on POZ sex ever since. For the record, I am over 50, over weight, bottom only....not exactly standout material in a Mr. Leather contest. Coca Cola does not sell sugar water by being begging for customers...they sell the IMAGE of how good life will be drinking their product. What is the beer commercial that tells folks that fucking your ass will be the best thing they can do at that moment? Once you figure that out and communicate it, you will be as busy as a Budweiser salesman at a hot beach.......plenty of sales. Better yet, an ass full of that sweet cum will be yours nearly whenever you want it. Being the ass of choice is always better than being the ass of chance........

Since I got knocked up last year, I have had a revolving door experience with gono. Seems as if it just likes hanging out at my place. I have had three different infections (twice from same cock). Additionally, I have had it in throat (active) cock (active) and ass (cleared up). What can I say----I like sex and have a lot of variety. I do not take HIV medications and usually just state that I have had no real health issues as a result of converting. But the ease at which I get gono now seems to be a clue that my immune system has been compromised. Have shot my gono load down a few throats at ABS. I have also rimmed my fair share of sweet asses while dealing with the throat stuff from time to time. But, the anal stuff never had any symptoms. The throat stuff is real....I can feel it and see it with the right gear. And the pus oozing from my cock at times is a good reminder my meat is infected. But, have not even had even an itch to say that my funhole has joined the gono team.

I was carefully recruited when I was fourteen. I spent the next year being tutored in many things queer. It was a great experience and really prepared me well for life time of assorted queerness. While I personally have not interest in young guys....I see my experience as very much an awakening time. No doubt, I was more confident in my sexual identity than the vast majority of my peers. Plus, I was having a lot of sex at that age and liking it all. In general, it is perhaps not the age as it is the introduction to sex. Gender identity, sexual preferences, sexual skills and sexual attitudes are all complicated subjects. And most have to figure that out on their own. My mentor gave me a very valuable gift along with all the cum. Too bad more folks that age do not get the chance to start out fucking with some knowledge. It certainly added much to my life.

First dude was much older (+20 years or so). He had spent a good amount of time recruiting me and ended up being a great mentor for my first year of queer sex. After that came a couple years of mostly fucking with other guys my age. In that era, it was still difficult to be out, so finding other homo friends was a little risky. But there were three or four of us kinda close and we spent the rest of high school having the proverbial gay old time. After high school, I was more than ready to find some new faggot fuck friends. The high school guys were fun and we shared a lot of cum....but I was ready to learn and experience more of the queer world beyond our little town. A car, some cash from a part time job and a drive to a larger city for college each day were all part of opening that bigger gay experience to me. At last!