Jump to content

Jimmi

Members
  • Posts

    121
  • Joined

  • Last visited

Everything posted by Jimmi

  1. Thanks for the Christmas present of this new chapter! And a happy New Year to you!
  2. There’s something about another man being the core of your being that is delicious. The feeling of being completely possessed.
  3. Unplanned. The sex was planned. i was 21 and being a virgin was getting embarrassing. But i had low self esteem; i didn’t believe anyone would find me sexy. Met a guy who thought i was hot. He took me back to his place. It was the late 1980s and i was a “good boy” so insisted on condoms. But he talked me out of them. His cock was huge (i didn’t realise at the time, because he was my first). It hurt so much. And i loved it.
  4. For me it was sitting waiting for a train when i was about 17. This older guy was down the other end of the station and i could really sense his presence. He was cruising me; i just didn’t know the rules. He slowly got closer and closer, eventually sitting on the same bench as me. i was tingling all over, so nervous and turned on that i could barely breathe. Nothing happened. My train came and i got on, but i knew then that there was not way i’d be able to suppress my same-sex attraction . It was only a matter of time.
  5. Thanks for a wonderful tale. Little Red Riding Hood for gay boys.
  6. Yay, yay, yay! I love days when there’s new chapters of this story.
  7. I also think you could say it out front in a respectful way “we both find you attractive and we’re interested in playing”. If he says “no” and you never hear from him again is that a problem? But the condom thing is trickier. Sort that out with your fella. The worst thing when you’re the third in a threesome is to feel like you’ve wandered into some marital squabble.
  8. I was once wearing one and it fell out as I was waiting to cross the traffic lights. Very embarrassing.
  9. Candles, shampoo bottles and a walking stick with a very phallic shaped handle. i stopped using the walking stick when it broke as I was inserting it. Super lucky not to have got splinters or to have lost it inside me!
  10. Put it on your list of kinks in your Grindr/manhunt/recon profile.
  11. It’s especially hot when something is whispered into your ear so quietly you can hardly hear. What cones to mind for me is (right after the Man who Owns me slid into me for the first time without using lube, just spit) He whispered. “This is what you were made for, to be a hole for real Men to use. That’s all you are a hole for other Men’s pleasure.” Man, that was hot.
  12. Thinking of you as you navigate your grief. A big virtual hug to you.
  13. I think this will be a country specific answer. In Australia it’s definitely easier to get it direct from a doctor. I had all sorts of problems when I tried to get prep online; the testing place I went to wouldn’t do the tests. Whereas when I went to my doctor it was much easier. I think the online version would work for people in remote areas. Mind you, you still have to go to a pathology lab. In the States with all your health insurance complications I don’t know how it works.
  14. You shouldn’t be ashamed. You did nothing wrong. I know you didn’t trust your instincts, but if it worked out okay you’d call that “being brave” or “pushing your boundaries”. Rape is not the survivor’s fault. Ever.
  15. There’s a thread on here asking subs when they knew they were subs. I’d be curious to know when the Dom Tops on here realised They were Dom.
  16. So i remember things as a boy, eight or nine. Finding Robin getting tied up in the Batman and Robin tv show stirred weird feelings in me and I wanted to be him. At the end of primary school there was a girl running round the party kissing people. She chased me and all the boys held me down so she could kiss me. I found it unbearably hot being held down like that. But of course i suppressed it. By uni i was out as gay but i knew deep down i was sub too. So did one of my uni lecturers (he could tell; we never played). He outed me as a sub to my colleagues. i pretend that was an hilarious assumption by Him but secretly wondered how He knew. i met a delightful vanilla man and parked all my kink feelings but years later when we opened our relationship i found my hook ups got kinkier and kinkier. There was so much shame/internalised homophobia i had to overcome about being a sub before i could blossom into what i was meant to be. i am still blossoming.
  17. Thanks. Very wise advice. You’re right; it’s more than just fucking. i imagine bondage and some discipline will be involved. He knows my limits when W/we play alone, and He will insist on those being respected. i think He wants me to not know exactly what’s coming. i think He’s worried for me psyche because it’s so contra to what He could cope with Himself.
  18. So my Owner has told me He wants me to serve multiple Men that He is getting together for a party. He has warned me that this may fuck with my head afterwards and that i need to think about the ramifications before agreeing to it. i can’t imagine what these might be. Does anyone have any experience of this type of service and thoughts on what the psychological impact on me might be?
  19. One thing i think, and i know i risk being a brown-noser here. (Is that a U.S. expression? In case it’s not, it means kissing arse). It’s really admirable that this thread hasn’t been censored. As a private website the moderators would be within their rights to shut down any conversation they didn’t like.
  20. Tell him what you’re feeling would be my advice.
  21. It would be helpful for us to know what country you’re in. I believe discrimination on the basis of sexual preference is illegal in Greece, but my expertise in anti discrimination law is related to Australian law. Get on to talking to an expert now. In Australia there is a time limit to lodging a claim. Assuming you’re Greek maybe a good place to start is [think before following links] https://www.faros2020.eu (think before following links). I don’t know anything about this organisation but they might be able to steer you in the right direction to get some support.
  22. For me, when i wear a cage it’s not my choice it’s my Dom’s. If i wore one to a sex club (which i have never done) and if it grossed Tops out, i think that would please my Dom; He’d be humiliating me by forcing me to appear like that. Just another way of showing and submitting to His power over me.
  23. I have been told this is about to happen to me. I’m a bit scared. But not scared enough to say “no” to my Dom.
  24. It really is wonderful writing. I can’t wait for Brett to meet Luke.
  25. My previous post meant to use the word “imagination” not “imagine”. Damn autocorrect!!
×
×
  • Create New...

Important Information

By using this site, you agree to our Terms of Use, Privacy Policy, and Guidelines. We have placed cookies on your device to help make this website better. You can adjust your cookie settings, otherwise we'll assume you're okay to continue.